90. CYCLE.

Since the extinction of the engagement, and since Gaspard's letters,

Albano's eye had been directed toward the fairest ruins of

time,--unless one excepts the earth itself,--to Italy; and his injured

vision held fast to this new portal of his life, which was to usher him

into the presence of the fairest and greatest which nature and man can

create. How did the fire-mountains, and Rome's ruins, and her warm,

golden-blue heavens, already unfold to him their splendor, when in

fancy he led the suffering Liana before them, and her holy eyes

refreshed themselves with measuring the heights! A man who travels with

his beloved to Italy has in the very fact that he might do without one

of the two, both double. And Albano hoped for this felicity, since all

testimonies which he met with of Liana's restoration to health promised

as much. As to Dr. Sphex,--the only one who opened a pit for her, and

in it cast a death-bell, and swore to everybody, she would fall with

the leaves of autumn,--him he saw no more. He wished, however,--he said

to himself,--in this whole joint-tour, only her happiness, not at all

her love. So did he see himself always in his self-mirror, namely, only

veiled; so did he regard himself often as too stern, although he was so

little of that; so did he take himself to be conqueror of his own

heart, when his fair countenance already wore pale, sickly hues.

The present stood as yet dark above him, but its neighboring times, the

future and the past, lay full of light. What a journey, in which a

beloved, a father, a friend, a female friend, are of themselves, on the

very road, the curiosities which others find only when they reach the

end!

The Princess was the female friend. Since Gaspard's letters to her and

to him, since the hope of a longer and nearer enjoyment of his society,

she found more and more pleasure in subduing all clouds round about

her, so as to smile and shine upon her friend only out of a blue

heaven. She alone at court seemed to take mildly and rightly the blunt

youth, whose proud frankness so often ran against the disguised pride

of the Count, and particularly against the open pride of the Prince;

she alone seemed--as nothing is seldomer guessed in and by _circles_

than fair sensibility, especially by courtly ones and especially manly

sensibility--softly to spy out his, and to increase its warmth by her

sympathy. She alone honored him with that strict, significant attention

which mankind so seldom give, as well as can so seldom appreciate,

because they never have occasion but for love and passion, in order

to--render justice, incapable, otherwise than by comet-light, by

warm-flames and fires of joy, to read the best hand. All that he was,

she simply presupposed in him; his pre-eminent qualities were only her

demands and his passports; she made his individuality neither her model

nor her reflection; both were painters, no pictures. He heard often,

indeed, that she had a masculine severity, especially in her

dictatorial capacity, but not, however, that she was womanishly

inhuman. To the customary vermin of courtlings, which gives itself

elevation on its worm-rings only by crawling, she was repulsive and

torturing; although, as a new-comer, she should, it would seem, have

been a new-born child, that brings with it raisins to the older

children. On Sunday, when at courts, as on the stage in Berlin,

spiritual popular pieces are always brought out, she was (among the

Sunday-born-children, who see more spirits than they have) a Monday's

child, which wishes to find for itself one, who, whether he has

ever been dubbed noble or not, at all events knows how to distinguish

an original from the copy, as well in his own self as in a

picture-gallery. On that account many lords, and still more ladies,

thanked God, if they had occasion to say nothing more to her than "God

bless you!"

In this way she appeared to the Count every day more worthy of his

father. As into a warm spring sunshine did he enter for the first time

into the flattering magic circle of female friendship, which even here

cast and moulded two wings for love out of the wax-cells of the enjoyed

honey; it was, however, with him love for Liana, to whom the friend

could most easily give wings for Italy. He felt that soon an hour of

overflowing esteem would strike, when he could confidingly open the

high-walled cloister-garden of his former love. For she made room for

him to be near her as often as the narrow compass of a throne and the

all-betraying height of its location would admit. But something

disturbed, watched, beset both,--a rival neighbor, as it seemed. It was

the singular Julienne, who always, when things were getting on, stepped

out of her box on to the stage of the Princess, and confounded the

play. Frequently she came after him; sometimes he had gotten

invitations from her just the moment before others from the Princess

followed, which hers, therefore, as it seemed, must have anticipated.

What did she mean? Would she possibly win from a youth whom she had so

often provoked by her contempt of men, and by the lightning-like

dartings of her indignation, his love, merely, perhaps, because he had

always so warmly reciprocated her friendly glances, as those of so dear

a--friend of his beloved? Or did she want of him only hatred for the

honored Princess, and that indeed out of envy and the usual resemblance

of women to ivory, whose _white_ hue so readily becomes _yellow_, and

which only by a thorough warming gets the fair color again?

These questions were rather repeated than answered by an evening which

he and Julienne spent at the Princess's. A good reading was to give the

picture-exhibition of Goethe's Tasso. Fine art, and nothing but art,

was with the Princess the art of Passau[35] against court- and

life-wounds; and, in general, the world-system was to her only a

complete picture-gallery and Pembroke cabinet and gallery of antiques.

The reading parts were so distributed by the manager, the Princess,

that she herself got the Princess, Julienne the _confidente_ Leonore,

Albano the Poet Tasso, a youthful-cheeked Chamberlain the Duke, and

Froulay Alphonso. This latter, who had learned to prefer works of

artifice to works of art, and the princely cabinet to any cabinet of

art, in spite of his heart stood ready there for a journey to the

mountain of the muses, arrayed for that purpose by the Princess in a

mountain-habit. Thus forced more and more every day into the poetical

fashion, he looked, of course, like any other abortion, which has

come into the world with pantaloons, queue, and the like all born on

him, on purpose to condemn the modish way of the world, just like a

street-sweeper in Cassel.

Albano read with outward and inward glow, not toward the reading

Princess, but toward the Princess she personated, from a habit of his

heart which life always set a-glow; and the Princess read the _rôle_ of

her _rôle_ very well, of course. Her artistic feeling told her, even

without the prompting of tender sensibility, that in Goethe's

Tasso,--which, for the most part, is related to the Italian Tasso, as

the heavenly Jerusalem to the Jerusalem delivered,--the Princess is

almost Princess of Princesses. Never did the god of the muses and of

the sun pass more beautifully through the constellation Virgo than

here. Never was veiled love more radiantly unveiled.

The Minister read off the powerful proser Alphonso, as he scolds at

Tasso and Albano, as well as a trumpeter of cavalry reads the notes

which are affixed to his sleeve; in fact, he found the man quite

sensible.

The younger[36] Princess might, in the general poetic concert, have

done her share of the talking some quarter of an hour, more or less,

when she suddenly threw down, in a lively manner, the beautiful volume

of Goethe's works, of which there were three copies there, and said,

with her impetuosity, "A stupid part! I cannot abide it!" All the world

was silent. The senior[37] Princess looked at her significantly; the

junior Princess looked at _her_ still more significantly, and went out,

without coming back again. A court dame took up the reading, and went

calmly on.

To most of those present this interlude was properly the most

interesting; and they willingly continued to think of it during the

reading of the latter part. The Princess, who had long believed the

Princess loved the Count, was delighted with the inconsiderateness of

her adversary. Albano, although her warm eye had struck him of old,

explained to himself the absconding on the ground of chagrin at the

subordinateness of her part in the reading, and the general

incompatibility of the two women; for while Julienne, at her own

expense, slighted the Princess, and took little pains to conceal her

opinion, so also did that of the Princess appear involuntarily. So soon

as one party manifests its hatred, the second can hardly conceal its

from the third.

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