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Any view of Burns would be misleading which passed over in silence the

influences of his home and his father. That father, William Burnes,

after having been for many years a gardener, took a farm, married, and,

like an emigrant in a new country, built himself a house with his own

hands. Poverty of the most distressing sort, with sometimes the near

prospect of a gaol, embittered the remainder of his life. Chill,

backward, and austere with strangers, grave and imperious in his family,

he was yet a man of very unusual parts and of an affectionate nature. On

his way through life he had remarked much upon other men, with more

result in theory than practice; and he had reflected upon many subjects

as he delved the garden. His great delight was in solid conversation; he

would leave his work to talk with the schoolmaster Murdoch; and Robert,

when he came home late at night, not only turned aside rebuke but kept

his father two hours beside the fire by the charm of his merry and

vigorous talk. Nothing is more characteristic of the class in general,

and William Burnes in particular, than the pains he took to get proper

schooling for his boys, and, when that was no longer possible, the sense

and resolution with which he set himself to supply the deficiency by his

own influence. For many years he was their chief companion; he spoke

with them seriously on all subjects as if they had been grown men; at

night, when work was over, he taught them arithmetic; he borrowed books

for them on history, science, and theology; and he felt it his duty to

supplement this last--the trait is laughably Scottish--by a dialogue of

his own composition, where his own private shade of orthodoxy was

exactly represented. He would go to his daughter as she stayed afield

herding cattle, to teach her the names of grasses and wild flowers, or

to sit by her side when it thundered. Distance to strangers, deep family

tenderness, love of knowledge, a narrow, precise, and formal reading of

theology--everything we learn of him hangs well together, and builds up

a popular Scottish type. If I mention the name of Andrew Fairservice, it

is only as I might couple for an instant Dugald Dalgetty with old

Marshal Loudon, to help out the reader's comprehension by a popular but

unworthy instance of a class. Such was the influence of this good and

wise man that his household became a school to itself, and neighbours

who came into the farm at meal-time would find the whole family, father,

brothers, and sisters, helping themselves with one hand, and holding a

book in the other. We are surprised at the prose style of Robert; that

of Gilbert need surprise us no less; even William writes a remarkable

letter for a young man of such slender opportunities. One anecdote marks

the taste of the family. Murdoch brought "Titus Andronicus," and, with

such dominie elocution as we may suppose, began to read it aloud before

this rustic audience; but when he had reached the passage where Tamora

insults Lavinia, with one voice and "in an agony of distress" they

refused to hear it to an end. In such a father, and with such a home,

Robert had already the making of an excellent education; and what

Murdoch added, although it may not have been much in amount, was in

character the very essence of a literary training. Schools and colleges,

for one great man whom they complete, perhaps unmake a dozen; the strong

spirit can do well upon more scanty fare.

Robert steps before us, almost from the first, in his complete

character--a proud, headstrong, impetuous lad, greedy of pleasure,

greedy of notice; in his own phrase "panting after distinction," and in

his brother's "cherishing a particular jealousy of people who were

richer or of more consequence than himself"; with all this, he was

emphatically of the artist nature. Already he made a conspicuous figure

in Tarbolton church, with the only tied hair in the parish, "and his

plaid, which was of a particular colour, wrapped in a particular manner

round his shoulders." Ten years later, when a married man, the father of

a family, a farmer, and an officer of Excise, we shall find him out

fishing in masquerade, with fox-skin cap, belted great-coat, and great

Highland broadsword. He liked dressing up, in fact, for its own sake.

This is the spirit which leads to the extravagant array of Latin Quarter

students, and the proverbial velveteen of the English landscape-painter;

and, though the pleasure derived is in itself merely personal, it shows

a man who is, to say the least of it, not pained by general attention

and remark. His father wrote the family name _Burnes_; Robert early

adopted the orthography _Burness_ from his cousin in the Mearns; and in

his twenty-eighth year changed it once more to _Burns_. It is plain that

the last transformation was not made without some qualm; for in

addressing his cousin he adheres, in at least one more letter, to

spelling number two. And this, again, shows a man preoccupied about the

manner of his appearance even down to the name, and little willing to

follow custom. Again, he was proud, and justly proud, of his powers in

conversation. To no other man's have we the same conclusive testimony

from different sources and from every rank of life. It is almost a

commonplace that the best of his works was what he said in talk.

Robertson the historian "scarcely ever met any man whose conversation

displayed greater vigour"; the Duchess of Gordon declared that he

"carried her off her feet"; and, when he came late to an inn, the

servants would get out of bed to hear him talk. But, in these early days

at least, he was determined to shine by any means. He made himself

feared in the village for his tongue. He would crush weaker men to their

faces, or even perhaps--for the statement of Sillar is not absolute--say

cutting things of his acquaintances behind their back. At the church

door, between sermons, he would parade his religious views amid hisses.

These details stamp the man. He had no genteel timidities in the conduct

of his life. He loved to force his personality upon the world. He would

please himself, and shine. Had he lived in the Paris of 1830, and joined

his lot with the Romantics, we can conceive him writing _Jehan_ for

_Jean_, swaggering in Gautier's red waistcoat, and horrifying Bourgeois

in a public cafe with paradox and gasconnade.

A leading trait throughout his whole career was his desire to be in

love. _Ne fait pas ce tour qui veut._ His affections were often enough

touched, but perhaps never engaged. He was all his life on a voyage of

discovery, but it does not appear conclusively that he ever touched the

happy isle. A man brings to love a deal of ready-made sentiment, and

even from childhood obscurely prognosticates the symptoms of this vital

malady. Burns was formed for love; he had passion, tenderness, and a

singular bent in the direction; he could foresee, with the intuition of

an artist, what love ought to be; and he could not conceive a worthy

life without it. But he had ill-fortune, and was besides so greedy after

every shadow of the true divinity, and so much the slave of a strong

temperament, that perhaps his nerve was relaxed and his heart had lost

the power of self-devotion before an opportunity occurred. The

circumstances of his youth doubtless counted for something in the

result. For the lads of Ayrshire, as soon as the day's work was over and

the beasts were stabled, would take the road, it might be in a winter

tempest, and travel perhaps miles by moss and moorland to spend an hour

or two in courtship. Rule 10 of the Bachelors' Club at Tarbolton

provides that "every man proper for a member of this Society must be a

professed lover of _one or more_ of the female sex." The rich, as Burns

himself points out, may have a choice of pleasurable occupations, but

these lads had nothing but their "cannie hour at e'en." It was upon love

and flirtation that this rustic society was built; gallantry was the

essence of life among the Ayrshire hills as well as in the Court of

Versailles; and the days were distinguished from each other by

love-letters, meetings, tiffs, reconciliations, and expansions to the

chosen confidant, as in a comedy of Marivaux. Here was a field for a man

of Burns's indiscriminate personal ambition, where he might pursue his

voyage of discovery in quest of true love, and enjoy temporary triumphs

by the way. He was "constantly the victim of some fair enslaver"--at

least, when it was not the other way about; and there were often

underplots and secondary fair enslavers in the background. Many--or may

we not say most?--of these affairs were entirely artificial. One, he

tells us, he began out of "a vanity of showing his parts in courtship,"

for he piqued himself on his ability at a love-letter. But, however they

began, these flames of his were fanned into a passion ere the end; and

he stands unsurpassed in his power of self-deception, and positively

without a competitor in the art, to use his own words, of "battering

himself into a warm affection,"--a debilitating and futile exercise.

Once he had worked himself into the vein, "the agitations of his mind

and body" were an astonishment to all who knew him. Such a course as

this, however pleasant to a thirsty vanity, was lowering to his nature.

He sank more and more towards the professional Don Juan. With a leer of

what the French call fatuity, he bids the belles of Mauchline beware of

his seductions; and the same cheap self-satisfaction finds a yet uglier

vent when he plumes himself on the scandal at the birth of his first

bastard. We can well believe what we hear of his facility in striking up

an acquaintance with women: he would have conquering manners; he would

bear down upon his rustic game with the grace that comes of absolute

assurance--the Richelieu of Lochlea or Mossgiel. In yet another manner

did these quaint ways of courtship help him into fame. If he were great

as principal, he was unrivalled as confidant. He could enter into a

passion; he could counsel wary moves, being, in his own phrase, so old

a hawk; nay, he could turn a letter for some unlucky swain, or even

string a few lines of verse that should clinch the business and fetch

the hesitating fair one to the ground. Nor, perhaps, was it only his

"curiosity, zeal, and intrepid dexterity" that recommended him for a

second in such affairs; it must have been a distinction to have the

assistance and advice of "Rab the Ranter"; and one who was in no way

formidable by himself might grow dangerous and attractive through the

fame of his associate.

I think we can conceive him, in these early years, in that rough

moorland country, poor among the poor with his seven pounds a year,

looked upon with doubt by respectable elders, but for all that the best

talker, the best letter-writer, the most famous lover and confidant, the

laureate poet, and the only man who wore his hair tied in the parish. He

says he had then as high a notion of himself as ever after; and I can

well believe it. Among the youth he walked _facile princeps_, an

apparent god; and even if, from time to time, the Reverend Mr. Auld

should swoop upon him with the thunders of the Church, and, in company

with seven others, Rab the Ranter must figure some fine Sunday on the

stool of repentance, would there not be a sort of glory, an infernal

apotheosis in so conspicuous a shame? Was not Richelieu in disgrace more

idolised than ever by the dames of Paris? and when was the highwayman

most acclaimed but on his way to Tyburn? Or, to take a simile from

nearer home, and still more exactly to the point, what could even

corporal punishment avail, administered by a cold, abstract, unearthly

schoolmaster, against the influence and fame of the school's hero?

And now we come to the culminating point of Burns's early period. He

began to be received into the unknown upper world. His fame soon spread

from among his fellow-rebels on the benches, and began to reach the

ushers and monitors of this great Ayrshire academy. This arose in part

from his lax views about religion; for at this time that old war of the

creeds and confessors, which is always grumbling from end to end of our

poor Scotland, brisked up in these parts into a hot and virulent

skirmish; and Burns found himself identified with the opposition

party,--a clique of roaring lawyers and half-heretical divines, with wit

enough to appreciate the value of the poet's help, and not sufficient

taste to moderate his grossness and personality. We may judge of their

surprise when "Holy Willie" was put into their hand; like the amorous

lads of Tarbolton, they recognised in him the best of seconds. His

satires began to go the round in manuscript; Mr. Aiken, one of the

lawyers, "read him into fame"; he himself was soon welcome in many

houses of a better sort, where his admirable talk, and his manners,

which he had direct from his Maker, except for a brush he gave them at a

country dancing school, completed what his poems had begun. We have a

sight of him at his first visit to Adamhill, in his ploughman's shoes,

coasting around the carpet as though that were sacred ground. But he

soon grew used to carpets and their owners; and he was still the

superior of all whom he encountered, and ruled the roost in

conversation. Such was the impression made, that a young clergyman,

himself a man of ability, trembled and became confused when he saw

Robert enter the church in which he was to preach. It is not surprising

that the poet determined to publish: he had now stood the test of some

publicity, and under this hopeful impulse he composed in six winter

months the bulk of his more important poems. Here was a young man who,

from a very humble place, was mounting rapidly; from the cynosure of a

parish, he had become the talk of a county; once the bard of rural

courtships, he was now about to appear as a bound and printed poet in

the world's bookshops.

A few more intimate strokes are necessary to complete the sketch. This

strong young ploughman, who feared no competitor with the flail,

suffered like a fine lady from sleeplessness and vapours; he would fall

into the blackest melancholies, and be filled with remorse for the past

and terror for the future. He was still not perhaps devoted to religion,

but haunted by it; and at a touch of sickness prostrated himself before

God in what I can only call unmanly penitence. As he had aspirations

beyond his place in the world, so he had tastes, thoughts, and

weaknesses to match. He loved to walk under a wood to the sound of a

winter tempest; he had a singular tenderness for animals; he carried a

book with him in his pocket when he went abroad, and wore out in this

service two copies of the "Man of Feeling." With young people in the

field at work he was very long-suffering; and when his brother Gilbert

spoke sharply to them--"O man, ye are no' for young folk," he would say,

and give the defaulter a helping hand and a smile. In the hearts of the

men whom he met, he read as in a book; and, what is yet more rare, his

knowledge of himself equalled his knowledge of others. There are no

truer things said of Burns than what is to be found in his own letters.

Country Don Juan as he was, he had none of that blind vanity which

values itself on what it is not; he knew his own strength and weakness

to a hair: he took himself boldly for what he was, and, except in

moments of hypochondria, declared himself content.

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