CHAPTER XXXIII.

She put her small hand in his, and he felt the fingers curl around his

own, gently detaining him.

"Well, dear?" he asked, thinking that she was about to change her mind

and say she would have the new dress.

Her face dropped a little to hide the warm flush that rose over it as

she stammered in desperate confusion:

"Before you--go--I must make a confession. Last night I--I--told an

untruth when I said I had a headache and could not sing. You--you will

not call me your little Una, your lady of truth any more now, will you,

Eliot?"

She was so close to him, the supple, girlish figure leaned so near that

he daringly slipped his arm around the small waist. A thrill of rapture

ran through him as he felt her nestle shyly in his clasp.

"So it was not a headache, my little Truth?" he whispered, lovingly.

"What was the reason then that made you desert us all so unkindly?"

"It was--was--a fit of ill-temper," Una exclaimed, remorsefully; then

she turned round, so quickly, so lightly, he did not realize it until

it was over, and slipping her arm around his neck drew his face down to

hers, pressed a light, bashful kiss upon his lips, then tore herself

from his clasp and fled the room.

Strong man as he was, Eliot Van Zandt reeled backward into a chair,

dizzy with delicious rapture at that light, shy but ardent pressure of

Una's lips upon his own.

It had come so unexpectedly, that moment of bliss after the bitterness

and hopelessness of last night, it was like the dawning of a new day

after a night of storm and darkness.

Hope plumed her wings again in his heart.

"She is going to learn to love me," he thought, happily, too blind

still to understand the full meaning of that caress that had sent such

a shock of rapturous delight through his whole being.

He sat still a few blissful moments, going gladly over her looks and

words.

"Not a headache--a fit of ill-temper. Ill-temper over what?" he

wondered, then suddenly: "Oh, my little love, my darling, you were

vexed because Ida Hayes sat down by my side, because I took her in to

dinner. Well, I shall bless the coming of Ida if through her coquetry

my Una learns she has a heart."

Meanwhile, frightened at her own boldness, her heart beating furiously,

Una rushed upstairs, seeking solitude in which to hide herself from all.

"What must he think of me?" she murmured, with crimson blushes. "I did

not mean to do it. I do not know how I dared so much. Was he angry, I

wonder? I could not look at him. I was so amazed at what I had done!"

Her lips burned with the touch of his, her heart throbbed with pain

and pleasure commingled. Walking restlessly up and down the floor, she

murmured:

"I love him so dearly that I must--I must win his heart! Then, and not

till then, will he forgive me for the loss of Ida and her fortune. How

shamed I felt over the proffer of the new dress! He will give me new

dresses, but he will not give me his heart. He puts me away from him

like a stranger. Shall I resent it? Ah, no, no; since he has sacrificed

so much for me, I must sacrifice my pride for him. For his own sake,

for his future happiness; I, the Little Nobody, obscure, unloved,

penniless, uncultured, must make myself beloved by him until he shall

bless the wayward fate that made him mine."

The dark eyes glowed, the cheeks crimsoned with emotion, as Una

thought, passionately:

"I would that I could do some brave, noble, heroic deed that would

challenge the world's admiration, so that he would forget my obscure

origin and my misfortune that drove him to the sacrifice that saved me

from the world's scorn, in sudden pride and love for me!"

There was a light tap at the door. Mrs. Wilson had sent Edith to bring

her tardy pupil to the school-room.

"If you are sick, or otherwise engaged, she will readily excuse you,"

Edith said.

"I do not want to be excused," said Una, as she hurried to the presence

of the gentle governess.

But that day she found books and lessons irksome in the extreme. Her

heart and mind were full of the strange facts she had heard last night

from the lips of Sylvie.

She who had been wedded, yet no wife, for almost a year had only now

found out that she was unloved, and the humiliation weighed her almost

to the earth, in spite of her brave, sensible resolve to win Eliot yet,

and make him forget that once he had sighed for Ida Hayes.

She longed to throw down the irksome books and cry out to the gentle,

placid Mrs. Wilson: "Away with books! Teach me the only lesson that

interests me now--how to win my husband's heart!"

She beat back the yearning impulse to claim this gentle woman's

sympathy with bitter pride.

"Shall I complain of him to her, to any one?" she thought. "Ah, no;

it lies between us two and God! The bitter secret shall never pass

my lips! Secret, did I say? Alas! it is known to them all, has been

known all along. How they must pity me, the unloved wife, the perhaps

unwelcome intruder in the home to which they had hoped he would bring

Ida Hayes a loved and loving bride!"

It did not look as if she was unwelcome when at the close of study

hours Maud and Edith burst into the room.

"Una, we are just dying to get hold of you!" Edith cried. "We want to

talk about the theater-party. What are we going to wear, for I'm sure

we can not afford new dresses."

"And we want to look as nice as possible, for Ida and Sylvie will do

all they can to outshine us," added Maud. "Of course they have lots of

new things, so Edith and I have just made up our minds to have some of

the pretty things in mamma's trunks upstairs. She gave them to us long

before she died. So if you won't be offended, Una, dear, come with us,

and we'll find something that we can fix over for the theater-party."

"What is it all about?" queried gentle Mrs. Wilson, and Edith returned:

"A popular actress who left the stage almost sixteen years ago has

returned to it again, and they say she is as young, lovely, and

spirited as when she retired to marry a rich aristocrat. All paint,

of course, but Sylvie is just wild to have us go and see her play on

Thursday night."

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