CHAPTER LIII

BRUNTSEA DEFIANT

Thus at last--by no direct exertion of my own, but by turn after turn

of things to which I blindly gave my little help--the mystery of my life

was solved. Many things yet remained to be fetched up to focus and seen

round; but the point of points was settled.

Of all concerned, my father alone stood blameless and heroic. What tears

of shame and pride I shed, for ever having doubted him!--not doubting

his innocence of the crime itself, but his motives for taking it upon

him. I had been mean enough to dream that my dear father outraged

justice to conceal his own base birth!

That ever such thought should have entered my mind may not make me

charitable to the wicked thoughts of the world at large, but, at any

rate, it ought to do so. And the man in question, my own father, who

had starved himself to save me! Better had I been the most illegal child

ever issued into this cold world, than dare to think so of my father,

and then find him the model of every thing.

To hide the perjury, avarice, and cowardice of his father, and to

appease the bitter wrong, he had even bowed to take the dark suspicion

on himself, until his wronged and half-sane brother (to whom, moreover,

he owed his life) should have time to fly from England. No doubt he

blamed himself as much as he condemned the wretched criminal, because

he had left his father so long unwarned and so unguarded, and had

thoughtlessly used light words about him, which fell not lightly on a

stern, distempered mind. Hence, perhaps, the exclamation which had told

against him so.

And then when he broke jail--which also told against him terribly--to

revisit his shattered home, it is likely enough that he meant after that

to declare the truth, and stand his trial as a man should do. But his

wife, perhaps, in her poor weak state, could not endure the thought of

it, knowing how often jury is injury, and seeing all the weight against

him. She naturally pledged him to pursue his flight, “for her sake,”

until she should be better able to endure his trial, and until he should

have more than his own pure word and character to show. And probably

if he had then been tried, with so many things against him, and no

production of that poor brother, his tale would have seemed but a flimsy

invention, and “Guilty” would have been the verdict. And they could not

know that, in such case, the guilty man would have come forward, as we

shall see that he meant to do.

When my father heard of his dear wife's death, and believed, no doubt,

that I was buried with the rest, the gloom of a broken and fated man,

like polar night, settled down on him. What matter to him about public

opinion or any thing else in the world just now? The sins of his father

were on his head; let them rest there, rather than be trumpeted by him.

He had nothing to care for; let him wander about. And so he did for

several years, until I became a treasure to him--for parental is not

intrinsic value--and then, for my sake, as now appeared, he betook us

both to a large kind land.

Revolving these things sadly, and a great many more which need not be

told, I thought it my duty to go as soon as possible to Bruntsea, and

tell my good and faithful friends what I was loath to write about.

There, moreover, I could obtain what I wanted to confirm me--the opinion

of an upright, law-abiding, honorable man about the course I proposed

to take. And there I might hear something more as to a thing which

had troubled me much in the deepest of my own troubles--the melancholy

plight of dear Uncle Sam. Wild, and absurd as it may appear to people of

no gratitude, my heart was set upon faring forth in search of the noble

Sawyer, if only it could be reconciled with my duty here in England.

That such a proceeding would avail but little, seemed now, alas! too

manifest; but a plea of that kind generally means that we have no mind

to do a thing.

Be that as it will, I made what my dear Yankees--to use the Major's

impertinent phrase--call “straight tracks” for that ancient and obsolete

town, rejuvenized now by its Signor. The cause of my good friend's

silence--not to use that affected word “reticence”--was quite unknown to

me, and disturbed my spirit with futile guesses.

Resolute, therefore, to pierce the bottom of every surviving mystery,

I made claim upon “Mr. Stixon, junior”--as “Stixon's boy” had now

vindicated his right to be called, up to supper-time--and he with high

chivalry responded. Not yet was he wedded to Miss Polly Hopkins, the

daughter of the pickled-pork man; otherwise would he or could he have

made telegraphic blush at the word “Bruntsea?” And would he have been

quite so eager to come?

Such things are trifling, compared to our own, which naturally fill the

universe. I was bound to be a great lady now, and patronize and regulate

and drill all the doings of nature. So I durst not even ask, though

desiring much to do so, how young Mr. Stixon was getting on with his

delightful Polly. And his father, as soon as he found me turned into

the mistress, and “his lady” (as he would have me called thenceforth,

whether or no on my part), not another word would he tell me of the

household sentiments, politics, or romances. It would have been thought

a thing beneath me to put any nice little questions now, and I was

obliged to take up the tone which others used toward me. But all the

while I longed for freedom, Uncle Sam, Suan Isco, and even Martin of the

Mill.

Law business, however, and other hinderances, kept me from starting at

once for Bruntsea, impatient as I was to do so. Indeed, it was not until

the morning of the last Saturday in November that I was able to get

away. The weather had turned to much rain, I remember, with two or three

tempestuous nights, and the woods were almost bare of leaves, and the

Thames looked brown and violent.

In the fly from Newport to Bruntsea I heard great rollers thundering

heavily upon the steep bar of shingle, and such a lake of water shone in

the old bed of the river that I quite believed at first that the Major

had carried out his grand idea, and brought the river back again. But

the flyman shook his head, and looked very serious, and told me that

he feared bad times were coming. What I saw was the work of the Lord in

heaven, and no man could prevail against it. He had always said, though

no concern of his--for he belonged to Newport--that even a British

officer could not fly in the face of the Almighty. He himself had a

brother on the works, regular employed, and drawing good money, and

proud enough about it; and the times he had told him across a pint of

ale--howsomever, our place was to hope for the best; but the top of the

springs was not come yet, and a pilot out of Newport told him the water

was making uncommon strong; but he did hope the wind had nigh blowed

itself out; if not, they would have to look blessed sharp tomorrow. He

had heard say that in time of Queen Elizabeth sixscore of houses was

washed clean away, and the river itself knocked right into the sea; and

a thing as had been once might just come to pass again, though folk was

all so clever now they thought they wor above it. But, for all that,

their grandfathers' goggles might fit them. But here we was in Bruntsea

town, and, bless his old eyes--yes! If I pleased to look along his whip,

I might see ancient pilot come, he did believe, to warn of them!

Following his guidance, I descried a stout old man, in a sailor's

dress, weather-proof hat, and long boots, standing on a low seawall, and

holding vehement converse with some Bruntsea boatmen and fishermen who

were sprawling on the stones as usual.

“Driver, you know him. Take the lower road,” I said, “and ask what his

opinion is.”

“No need to ask him,” the flyman answered; “old Banks would never

be here, miss, if he was of two opinions. He hath come to fetch his

daughter out of harm, I doubt, the wife of that there Bishop Jim, they

call him--the chap with two nails to his thumb, you know. Would you like

to hear how they all take it, miss?”

With these words he turned to the right, and drove into Major Hockin's

“Sea Parade.” There we stopped to hear what was going on, and it proved

to be well worth our attention. The old pilot perhaps had exhausted

reason, and now was beginning to give way to wrath. The afternoon was

deepening fast, with heavy gray clouds lowering, showing no definite

edge, but streaked with hazy lines, and spotted by some little murky

blurs or blots, like tar pots, carried slowly.

“Hath Noah's Ark ever told a lie?” the ancient pilot shouted, pointing

with one hand at these, and with a clinched fist at the sea, whence came

puffs of sullen air, and turned his gray locks backward. “Mackerel sky

when the sun got up, mermaiden's eggs at noon, and now afore sunset

Noah's Arks! Any of them breweth a gale of wind, and the three of them

bodes a tempest. And the top of the springs of the year to-morrow.

Are ye daft, or all gone upon the spree, my men? Your fathers would 'a

knowed what the new moon meant. Is this all that cometh out of larning

to read?”

“Have a pinch of 'bacco, old man,” said one, “to help you off with that

stiff reel. What consarn can he be of yourn?”

“Don't you be put out, mate,” cried another. “Never came sea as could

top that bar, and never will in our time. Go and calk your old leaky

craft, Master Banks.”

“We have rode out a good many gales without seeking prophet from

Newport--a place never heerd on when this old town was made.”

“Come and wet your old whistle at the 'Hockin Arms,' Banks. You must

want it, after that long pipe.”

“'Hockin Arms,' indeed!” the pilot answered, turning away in a rage from

them. “What Hockin Arms will there be this time to-morrow? Hockin legs

wanted, more likely, and Hockin wings. And you poor grinning ninnies,

as ought to have four legs, ye'll be praying that ye had them to-morrow.

However, ye've had warning, and ye can't blame me. The power of the Lord

is in the air and sea. Is this the sort of stuff ye trust in?”

He set one foot against our Major's wall--an action scarcely honest

while it was so green--and, coming from a hale and very thickset man,

the contemptuous push sent a fathom of it outward. Rattle, rattle went

the new patent concrete, starting up the lazy-pated fellows down below.

“You'll try the walls of a jail,” cried one. “You go to Noah's Ark,”

shouted another. The rest bade him go to a place much worse; but he

buttoned his jacket in disdain, and marched away, without spoiling the

effect by any more weak words.

“Right you are,” cried my flyman--“right you are, Master Banks. Them

lubbers will sing another song to-morrow. Gee up, old hoss, then!”

All this, and the ominous scowl of the sky and menacing roar of the sea

(already crowding with black rollers), disturbed me so that I could

say nothing, until, at the corner of the grand new hotel, we met Major

Hockin himself, attired in a workman's loose jacket, and carrying a

shovel. He was covered with mud and dried flakes of froth, and even his

short white whiskers were incrusted with sparkles of brine; but his face

was ruddy and smiling, and his manner as hearty as ever.

“You here, Erema! Oh, I beg pardon--Baroness Castlewood, if you please.

My dear, again I congratulate you.”

“You have as little cause to do that as I fear I can find in your case.

You have no news for me from America? How sad! But what a poor plight

you yourself are in!”

“Not a bit of it. At first sight you might think so; and we certainly

have had a very busy time. Send back the fly. Leave your bag at our

hotel. Porter, be quick with Lady Castlewood's luggage. One piece of

luck befalls me--to receive so often this beautiful hand. What a lot of

young fellows now would die of envy--”

“I am glad that you still can talk nonsense,” I said; “for I truly was

frightened at this great lake, and so many of your houses even standing

in the water.”

“It will do them good. It will settle the foundations and crystallize

the mortar. They will look twice as well when they come out again,

and never have rats or black beetles. We were foolish enough to be

frightened at first; and there may have been danger a fortnight ago. But

since that tide we have worked day and night, and every thing is now so

stable that fear is simply ridiculous. On the whole, it has been a most

excellent thing--quite the making, in fact, of Bruntsea.”

“Then Bruntsea must be made of water,” I replied, gazing sadly at the

gulf which parted us from the Sea Parade, the Lyceum, and Baths, the

Bastion Promenade, and so on; beyond all which the streaky turmoil and

misty scud of the waves were seen.

“Made of beer, more likely,” he retorted, with a laugh. “If my fellows

worked like horses--which they did--they also drank like fishes. Their

mouths were so dry with the pickle, they said. But the total abstainers

were the worst, being out of practice with the can. However, let us

make no complaints. We ought to be truly thankful; and I shall miss

the exercise. That is why you have heard so little from me. You see the

position at a glance. I have never been to Paris at all, Erema. I have

not rubbed up my parleywoo, with a blast from Mr. Bellows. I was stopped

by a telegram about this job--acrior illum. I had some Latin once, quite

enough for the House of Commons, but it all oozed out at my elbows; and

to ladies (by some superstition) it is rude--though they treat us to bad

French enough. Never mind. What I want to say is this, that I have done

nothing, but respected your sad trouble; for you took a wild fancy to

that poor bedridden, who never did you a stroke of good except about

Cosmopolitan Jack, and whose removal has come at the very nick of time.

For what could you have done for money, with the Yankees cutting each

other's throats, and your nugget quite sure to be annexed, or, at the

very best, squared up in greenbacks?”

“You ought not to speak so, Major Hockin. If all your plans were not

under water, I should be quite put out with you. My cousin was not

bedridden; neither was he at all incapable, as you have called him once

or twice. He was an infinitely superior man to--to what one generally

sees; and when you have heard what I have to tell, in his place

you would have done just as he did. And as for money, and 'happy

release'--as the people who never want it for themselves express

it--such words simply sicken me; at great times they are so sordid.”

“What is there in this world that is not sordid--to the young in one

sense, and to the old in another?”

Major Hockin so seldom spoke in this didactic way, and I was so unable

to make it out, that, having expected some tiff on his part at my

juvenile arrogance, I was just in the mould for a deep impression from

sudden stamp of philosophy. I had nothing to say in reply, and he went

up in my opinion greatly.

He knew it; and he said, with touching kindness, “Erema, come and see

your dear aunt Mary. She has had an attack of rheumatic gout in her

thimble-finger, and her maids have worried her out of her life, and

by far the most brilliant of her cocks (worth 20 pounds they tell me)

breathed his last on Sunday night, with gapes, or croup, or something.

This is why you have not heard again from her. I have been in the

trenches day and night, stoning out the sea with his own stones, by a

new form of concrete discovered by myself. And unless I am very much

mistaken--in fact, I do not hesitate to say--But such things are not

in your line at all. Let us go up to the house. Our job is done, and I

think Master Neptune may pound away in vain. I have got a new range in

the kitchen now, partly of my own invention; you can roast, or bake, or

steam, or stew, or frizzle kabobs--all by turning a screw. And not only

that, but you can keep things hot, piping hot, and ripening, as it were,

better than when they first were done. Instead of any burned iron taste,

or scum on the gravy, or clottiness, they mellow by waiting, and make

their own sauce. If I ever have time I shall patent this invention; why,

you may burn brick-dust in it, Bath-brick, hearth-stone, or potsherds!

At any hour of the day or night, while the sea is in this condition, I

may want my dinner; and there we have it. We say grace immediately,

and down we sit. Let us take it by surprise, if it can be taken so. Up

through my chief drive, instanter! I think that I scarcely ever felt

more hungry. The thought of that range always sets me off. And one of

its countless beauties is the noble juicy fragrance.”

Major Hockin certainly possessed the art--so meritorious in a host--of

making people hungry; and we mounted the hill with alacrity, after

passing his letter-box, which reminded me of the mysterious lady. He

pointed to “Desolate Hole,” as he called it, and said that he believed

she was there still, though she never came out now to watch their house.

And a man of dark and repelling aspect had been seen once or twice by

his workmen, during the time of their night relays, rapidly walking

toward Desolate Hole. How any one could live in such a place, with the

roar and the spray of the sea, as it had been, at the very door, and

through the windows, some people might understand, but not the Major.

Good Mrs. Hockin received me with her usual warmth and kindness, and

scolded me for having failed to write more to her, as all people seem

to do when conscious of having neglected that duty themselves. Then she

showed me her thimble-finger, which certainly was a little swollen;

and then she poured forth her gratitude for her many blessings, as she

always did after any little piece of grumbling. And I told her that

if at her age I were only a quarter as pleasant and sweet of temper, I

should consider myself a blessing to any man.

After dinner my host produced the locket, which he had kept for the

purpose of showing it to the artist's son in Paris, and which he admired

so intensely that I wished it were mine to bestow on him. Then I told

him that, through a thing wholly unexpected--the confession of the

criminal himself--no journey to Paris was needful now. I repeated that

strange and gloomy tale, to the loud accompaniment of a rising wind and

roaring sea, while both my friends listened intently.

“Now what can have led him so to come to you?” they asked; “and what do

you mean to do about it?”

“He came to me, no doubt, to propose some bargain, which could not be

made in my cousin's lifetime. But the telling of his tale made him feel

so strange that he really could not remember what it was. As to what

I am to do, I must beg for your opinion; such a case is beyond my

decision.” Mrs. Hockin began to reply, but stopped, looking dutifully at

her lord.

“There is no doubt what you are bound to do, at least in one way,” the

Major said. “You are a British subject, I suppose, and you must obey

the laws of the country. A man has confessed to you a murder--no matter

whether it was committed twenty years ago or two minutes; no matter

whether it was a savage, cold-blooded, premeditated crime, or whether

there were things to palliate it. Your course is the same; you must hand

him over. In fact, you ought never to have let him go.”

“How could I help it?” I pleaded, with surprise. “It was impossible for

me to hold him.”

“Then you should have shot him with his own pistol. He offered it to

you. You should have grasped it, pointed it at his heart, and told him

that he was a dead man if he stirred.”

“Aunt Mary, would you have done that?” I asked. “It is so easy to talk

of fine things! But in the first place, I had no wish to stop him; and

in the next, I could not if I had.”

“My dear,” Mrs. Hockin replied, perceiving my distress at this view of

the subject, “I should have done exactly what you did. If the laws

of this country ordain that women are to carry them out against great

strong men, who, after all, have been sadly injured, why, it proves that

women ought to make the laws, which to my mind is simply ridiculous.”

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