CHAPTER VII

"So you like it, Will? You like this sort of thing?"

Martin Howe was stretched on the grass of a hillside a little above a

cross-roads. Beside him squatted a ruddy-faced youth with a smudge of

grease on his faintly-hooked nose. A champagne bottle rested against his

knees.

"Yes. I've never been happier in my life. It's a coarse boozing sort of

a life, but I like it."

They looked over the landscape of greyish rolling hills scarred

everywhere by new roads and ranks of wooden shacks. Along the road

beneath them crawled like beetles convoy after convoy of motor-trucks.

The wind came to them full of a stench of latrines and of the exhaust of

motors.

"The last time I saw you," said Martin, after a pause, "was early one

morning on the Cambridge bridge. I was walking out from Boston, and we

talked of the Eroica they'd played at the Symphony, and you said it was

silly to have a great musician try to play soldier. D'you remember?"

"No. That was in another incarnation. Have some fizz."

He poured from the bottle into a battered tin cup.

"But talking about playing soldier, Howe, I must tell you about how our

lieutenant got the Croix de Guerre.... Somebody ought to write a book

called _Heroisms of the Great War_...."

"I am sure that many people have, and will. You probably'll do it

yourself, Will. But go on."

The sun burst from the huddled clouds for a moment, mottling the hills

and the scarred valleys with light. The shadow of an aeroplane flying

low passed across the field, and the snoring of its motors cut out all

other sound.

"Well, our louie's name's Duval, but he spells it with a small 'd' and a

big 'V.' He's been wanting a Croix de Guerre for a hell of a time

because lots of fellows in the section have been getting 'em. He tried

giving dinners to the General Staff and everything, but that didn't seem

to work. So there was nothing to it but to get wounded. So he took to

going to the front posts; but the trouble was that it was a hell of a

quiet sector and no shells ever came within a mile of it. At last

somebody made a mistake and a little Austrian eighty-eight came tumbling

in and popped about fifty yards from his staff car. He showed the most

marvellous presence of mind, 'cause he clapped his hand over his eye and

sank back in the seat with a groan. The doctor asked what was the

matter, but old Duval just kept his hand tight over his eye and said,

'Nothing, nothing; just a scratch,' and went off to inspect the posts.

Of course the posts didn't need inspecting. And he rode round all day

with a handkerchief over one eye and a look of heroism in the other. But

never would he let the doctor even peep at it. Next morning he came out

with a bandage round his head as big as a sheik's turban. He went to see

headquarters in that get-up and lunched with the staff-officers. Well,

he got his Croix de Guerre all right--cited for assuring the evacuation

of the wounded under fire and all the rest of it."

"Some bird. He'll probably get to be a general before the war's over."

Howe poured out the last of the champagne, and threw the bottle

listlessly off into the grass, where it struck an empty shell-case and

broke.

"But, Will, you can't like this," he said. "It's all so like an

ash-heap, a huge garbage-dump of men and equipment."

"I suppose it is ..." said the ruddy-faced youth, discovering the grease

on his nose and rubbing it off with the back of his hand. "Damn those

dirty Fords. They get grease all over you! I suppose it is that life was

so dull in America that anything seems better. I worked a year in an

office before leaving home. Give me the garbage-dump."

"Look," said Martin, shading his eyes with his hand and staring straight

up into the sky. "There are two planes fighting."

They both screwed up their eyes to stare into the sky, where two bits of

mica were circling. Below them, like wads of cotton-wool, some white and

others black, were rows of the smoke-puffs of shrapnel from

anti-aircraft guns.

The two boys watched the specks in silence. At last one began to grow

larger, seemed to be falling in wide spirals. The other had vanished.

The falling aeroplane started rising again into the middle sky, then

stopped suddenly, burst into flames, and fluttered down behind the

hills, leaving an irregular trail of smoke.

"More garbage," said the ruddy-faced youth, as he rose to his feet.

* * * * *

"Shrapnel. What a funny place to shoot shrapnel!"

"They must have got the bead on that bunch of material the genie's

bringing in."

There was an explosion and a vicious whine of shrapnel bullets among the

trees. On the road a staff-car turned round hastily and speeded back.

Martin got up from where he was lying on the grass under a pine tree,

looking at the sky, and put his helmet on; as he did so there was

another sharp bang overhead and a little reddish-brown cloud that

suddenly spread and drifted away among the quiet tree-tops. He took off

his helmet and examined it quizzically.

"Tom, I've got a dent in the helmet."

Tom Randolph made a grab for the little piece of jagged iron that had

rebounded from the helmet and lay at his feet.

"God damn, it's hot," he cried, dropping it; "anyway, finding's

keepings." He put his foot on the shrapnel splinter.

"That ought to be mine, I swear, Tom."

"You've got the dent, Howe; what more do you want?"

"Damn hog."

Martin sat on the top step of the dugout, diving down whenever he heard

a shell-shriek loudening in the distance. Beside him was a tall man with

the crossed cannon of the artillery in his helmet, and a shrunken brown

face with crimson-veined cheeks and very long silky black moustaches.

"A dirty business," he said. "It's idiotic.... Name of a dog!"

Grabbing each other's arms, they tumbled down the steps together as a

shell passed overhead to burst in a tree down the road.

"Now look at that." The man held up his musette to Howe. "I've broken

the bottle of Bordeaux I had in my musette. It's idiotic."

"Been on permission?"

"Don't I look it?"

They sat at the top of the steps again; the man took out bits of wet

glass dripping red wine from his little bag, swearing all the while.

"I was bringing it to the little captain. He's a nice little old chap,

the little captain, and he loves good wine."

"Bordeaux?"

"Can't you smell it? It's Medoc, 1900, from my own vines.... Look, taste

it, there's still a little." He held up the neck of the bottle and

Martin took a sip.

The artilleryman drank the rest of it, twisted his long moustaches and

heaved a deep sigh.

"Go there, my poor good old wine." He threw the remnants of the bottle

into the underbrush. Shrapnel burst a little down the road. "Oh, this is

a dirty business! I am a Gascon.... I like to live." He put a dirty

brown hand on Martin's arm.

"How old do you think I am?"

"Thirty-five."

"I am twenty-four. Look at the picture." From a tattered black note-book

held together by an elastic band he pulled a snapshot of a jolly-looking

young man with a fleshy face and his hands tucked into the top of a

wide, tightly-wound sash. He looked at the picture, smiling and tugging

at one of his long moustaches. "Then I was twenty. It's the war." He

shrugged his shoulders and put the picture carefully back into his

inside pocket. "Oh, it's idiotic!"

"You must have had a tough time."

"It's just that people aren't meant for this sort of thing," said the

artilleryman quietly. "You don't get accustomed. The more you see the

worse it is. Then you end by going crazy. Oh, it's idiotic!"

"How did you find things at home?"

"Oh, at home! Oh, what do I care about that now? They get on without

you.... But we used to know how to live, we Gascons. We worked so hard

on the vines and on the fruit-trees, and we kept a horse and carriage. I

had the best-looking rig in the department. Sunday it was fun; we'd play

bowls and I'd ride about with my wife. Oh, she was nice in those days!

She was young and fat and laughed all the time. She was something a man

could put his arms around, she was. We'd go out in my rig. It was

click-clack of the whip in the air and off we were in the broad road....

Sacred name of a pig, that one was close.... And the Marquis of

Montmarieul had a rig, too, but not so good as mine, and my horse would

always pass his in the road. Oh, it was funny, and he'd look so sour to

have common people like us pass him in the road.... Boom, there's

another.... And the Marquis now is nicely embusqué in the automobile

service. He is stationed at Versailles.... And look at me.... But what

do I care about all that now?"

"But after the war ..."

"After the war?" He spat savagely on the first step of the dugout. "They

learn to get on without you."

"But we'll be free to do as we please."

"We'll never forget."

"I shall go to Spain ..." A piece of shrapnel ripped past Martin's ear,

cutting off the sentence.

"Name of God! It's getting hot.... Spain: I know Spain." The

artilleryman jumped up and began dancing, Spanish fashion, snapping his

fingers, his big moustaches swaying and trembling. Several shells burst

down the road in quick succession, filling the air with a whine of

fragments.

"A cook waggon got it!" the artilleryman shouted, dancing on. "Tra-la la

la-la-la-la, la-la la," he sang, snapping his fingers.

He stopped and spat again.

"What do I care?" he said. "Well, so long, old chap. I must go.... Say,

let's change knives--a little souvenir."

"Great."

"Good luck."

The artilleryman strode off through the woods, past the portable fence

that surrounded the huddled wooden crosses of the graveyard.

* * * * *

Against the red glare of the dawn the wilderness of shattered trees

stands out purple, hidden by grey mist in the hollows, looped and draped

fantastically with strands of telephone wire and barbed wire, tangled

like leafless creepers, that hang in clots against the red sky. Here and

there guns squat among piles of shells covered with mottled green

cheese-cloth, and spit long tongues of yellow flame against the sky. The

ambulance waits by the side of the rutted road littered with tin cans

and brass shell-cases, while a doctor and two stretcher-bearers bend

over a man on a stretcher laid among the underbrush. The man groans and

there is a sound of ripping bandages. On the other side of the road a

fallen mule feebly wags its head from side to side, a mass of purple

froth hanging from its mouth and wide-stretched scarlet nostrils.

There is a new smell in the wind, a smell unutterably sordid, like the

smell of the poor immigrants landing at Ellis Island. Martin Howe

glances round and sees advancing down the road ranks and ranks of

strange grey men whose mushroom-shaped helmets give an eerie look as of

men from the moon in a fairy tale.

"Why, they're Germans," he says to himself; "I'd quite forgotten they

existed."

"Ah, they're prisoners." The doctor gets to his feet and glances down

the road and then turns to his work again.

The tramp of feet marching in unison on the rough shell-pitted road, and

piles and piles of grey men clotted with dried mud, from whom comes the

new smell, the sordid, miserable smell of the enemy.

"Things going well?" Martin asks a guard, a man with ashen face and eyes

that burn out of black sockets.

"How should I know?"

"Many prisoners?"

"How should I know?"

* * * * *

The captain and the aumonier are taking their breakfast, each sitting on

a packing-box with their tin cups and tin plates ranged on the board

propped up between them. All round red clay, out of which the abri was

excavated. A smell of antiseptics from the door of the dressing-station

and of lime and latrines mingling with the greasy smell of the movable

kitchen not far away. They are eating dessert, slices of pineapple

speared with a knife out of a can. In their manner there is something

that makes Martin see vividly two gentlemen in frock-coats dining at a

table under the awning of a café on the boulevards. It has a leisurely

ceremoniousness, an ease that could exist nowhere else.

"No, my friend," the doctor is saying, "I do not think that an

apprehension of religion existed in the mind of palæolithic man."

"But, my captain, don't you think that you scientific people sometimes

lose a little of the significance of things, insisting always on their

scientific, in this case on their anthropological, aspect?"

"Not in the least; it is the only way to look at them."

"There are other ways," says the aumonier, smiling.

"One moment...." From under the packing-box the captain produced a small

bottle of anisette. "You'll have a little glass, won't you?"

"With the greatest pleasure. What a rarity here, anisette."

"But, as I was about to say, take our life here, for an example." ... A

shell shrieks overhead and crashes hollowly in the woods behind the

dugout. Another follows it, exploding nearer. The captain picks a few

bits of gravel off the table, reaches for his helmet and continues. "For

example, our life here, which is, as was the life of palæolithic man,

taken up only with the bare struggle for existence against overwhelming

odds. You know yourself that it is not conducive to religion or any

emotion except that of preservation."

"I hardly admit that.... Ah, I saved it," the aumonier announces,

catching the bottle of anisette as it is about to fall off the table. An

exploding shell rends the air about them. There is a pause, and a shower

of earth and gravel tumbles about their ears.

"I must go and see if anyone was hurt," says the aumonier, clambering up

the clay bank to the level of the ground; "but you will admit, my

captain, that the sentiment of preservation is at least akin to the

fundamental feelings of religion."

"My dear friend, I admit nothing.... Till this evening, good-bye." He

waves his hand and goes into the dugout.

* * * * *

Martin and two French soldiers drinking sour wine in the doorway of a

deserted house. It was raining outside and now and then a dripping

camion passed along the road, slithering through the mud.

"This is the last summer of the war.... It must be," said the little man

with large brown eyes and a childish, chubby brown face, who sat on

Martin's left.

"Why?"

"Oh, I don't know. Everyone feels like that."

"I don't see," said Martin, "why it shouldn't last for ten or twenty

years. Wars have before...."

"How long have you been at the front?"

"Six months, off and on."

"After another six months you'll know why it can't go on."

"I don't know; it suits me all right," said the man on the other side of

Martin, a man with a jovial red rabbit-like face. "Of course, I don't

like being dirty and smelling and all that, but one gets accustomed to

it."

"But you are an Alsatian; you don't care."

"I was a baker. They're going to send me to Dijon soon to bake army

bread. It'll be a change. There'll be wine and lots of little girls.

Good God, how drunk I'll be; and, old chap, you just watch me with the

women...."

"I should just like to get home and not be ordered about," said the

first man. "I've been lucky, though," he went on; "I've been kept most

of the time in reserve. I only had to use my bayonet once."

"When was that?" asked Martin.

"Near Mont Cornélien, last year. We put them to the bayonet and I was

running and a man threw his arms up just in front of me saying, 'Mon

ami, mon ami,' in French. I ran on because I couldn't stop, and I heard

my bayonet grind as it went through his chest. I tripped over something

and fell down."

"You were scared," said the Alsatian.

"Of course I was scared. I was trembling all over like an old dog in a

thunderstorm. When I got up, he was lying on his side with his mouth

open and blood running out, my bayonet still sticking into him. You know

you have to put your foot against a man and pull hard to get the bayonet

out."

"And if you're good at it," cried the Alsatian, "you ought to yank it

out as your Boche falls and be ready for the next one. The time they

gave me the Croix de Guerre I got three in succession, just like at

drill."

"Oh, I was so sorry I had killed him," went on the other Frenchman.

"When I went through his pockets I found a post-card. Here it is; I have

it." He pulled out a cracked and worn leather wallet, from which he took

a photograph and a bunch of pictures. "Look, this photograph was there,

too. It hurt my heart. You see, it's a woman and two little girls. They

look so nice.... It's strange, but I have two children, too, only one's

a boy. I lay down on the ground beside him--I was all in--and listened

to the machine-guns tapping put, put, put, put, put, all round. I wished

I'd let him kill me instead. That was funny, wasn't it?"

"It's idiotic to feel like that. Put them to the bayonet, all of them,

the dirty Boches. Why, the only money I've had since the war began,

except my five sous, was fifty francs I found on a German officer. I

wonder where he got it, the old corpse-stripper."

"Oh, it's shameful! I am ashamed of being a man. Oh, the shame, the

shame ..." The other man buried his face in his hands.

"I wish they were serving out gniolle for an attack right now," said the

Alsatian, "or the gniolle without the attack 'd be better yet."

"Wait here," said Martin, "I'll go round to the copé and get a bottle of

fizzy. We'll drink to peace or war, as you like. Damn this rain!"

* * * * *

"It's a shame to bury those boots," said the sergeant of the

stretcher-bearers.

From the long roll of blanket on the ground beside the hastily-dug grave

protruded a pair of high boots, new and well polished as if for parade.

All about the earth was scarred with turned clay like raw wounds, and

the tilting arms of little wooden crosses huddled together, with here

and there a bent wreath or a faded bunch of flowers.

Overhead in the stripped trees a bird was singing.

"Shall we take them off? It's a shame to bury a pair of boots like

that."

"So many poor devils need boots."

"Boots cost so dear."

Already two men were lowering the long bundle into the grave.

"Wait a minute; we've got a coffin for him."

A white board coffin was brought.

The boots thumped against the bottom as they put the big bundle in.

An officer strode into the enclosure of the graveyard, flicking his

knees with a twig.

"Is this Lieutenant Dupont?" he asked of the sergeant.

"Yes, my lieutenant."

"Can you see his face?" The officer stooped and pulled apart the blanket

where the head was.

"Poor René," he said. "Thank you. Good-bye," and strode out of the

graveyard.

The yellowish clay fell in clots on the boards of the coffin. The

sergeant bared his head and the aumonier came up, opening his book with

a vaguely professional air.

"It was a shame to bury those boots. Boots are so dear nowadays," said

the sergeant, mumbling to himself as he walked back towards the little

broad shanty they used as a morgue.

* * * * *

Of the house, a little pale salmon-coloured villa, only a shell

remained, but the garden was quite untouched; fall roses and bunches of

white and pink and violet phlox bloomed there among the long grass and

the intruding nettles. In the centre the round concrete fountain was no

longer full of water, but a few brownish-green toads still inhabited it.

The place smelt of box and sweetbriar and yew, and when you lay down on

the grass where it grew short under the old yew tree by the fountain,

you could see nothing but placid sky and waving green leaves. Martin

Howe and Tom Randolph would spend there the quiet afternoons when they

were off duty, sleeping in the languid sunlight, or chatting lazily,

pointing out to each other tiny things, the pattern of snail-shells, the

glitter of insects' wings, colours, fragrances that made vivid for them

suddenly beauty and life, all that the shells that shrieked overhead, to

explode on the road behind them, threatened to wipe out.

One afternoon Russell joined them, a tall young man with thin face and

aquiline nose and unexpectedly light hair.

"Chef says we may go en repos in three days," he said, throwing himself

on the ground beside the other two.

"We've heard that before," said Tom Randolph. "Division hasn't started

out yet, ole boy; an' we're the last of the division."

"God, I'll be glad to go.... I'm dead," said Russell.

"I was up all last night with dysentery."

"So was I.... It was not funny; first it'd be vomiting, and then

diarrhoea, and then the shells'd start coming in. Gave me a merry time

of it."

"They say it's the gas," said Martin.

"God, the gas! Turns me sick to think of it," said Russell, stroking his

forehead with his hand. "Did I tell you about what happened to me the

night after the attack, up in the woods?"

"No."

"Well, I was bringing a load of wounded down from P.J. Right and I'd got

just beyond the corner where the little muddy hill is--you know, where

they're always shelling--when I found the road blocked. It was so

God-damned black you couldn't see your hand in front of you. A camion'd

gone off the road and another had run into it, and everything was

littered with boxes of shells spilt about."

"Must have been real nice," said Randolph.

"The devilish part of it was that I was all alone. Coney was too sick

with diarrhoea to be any use, so I left him up at the post, running

out at both ends like he'd die. Well ... I yelled and shouted like hell

in my bad French and blew my whistle and sweated, and the damned wounded

inside moaned and groaned. And the shells were coming in so thick I

thought my number'd turn up any time. An' I couldn't get anybody. So I

just climbed up in the second camion and backed it off into the

bushes.... God, I bet it'll take a wrecking crew to get it out...."

"That was one good job.

"But there I was with another square in the road and no chance to pass

that I could see in that darkness. Then what I was going to tell you

about happened. I saw a little bit of light in a ditch beside a big car

that seemed to be laying on its side, and I went down to it and there

was a bunch of camion drivers, sitting round a lantern drinking.

"'Hello, have a drink!' they called out to me, and one of them got up,

waving his arms, ravin' drunk, and threw his arms around me and kissed

me on the mouth. His hair and beard were full of wet mud.... Then he

dragged me into the crowd.

"'Ha, here's a copain come to die with us,' he cried.

"I gave him a shove and he fell down. But another one got up and handed

me a tin cup full of that God-damned gniolle, that I drank not to make

'em sore. Then they all shouted, and stood about me, sayin', 'American's

goin' to die with us. He's goin' to drink with us. He's goin' to die

with us.' And the shells comin' in all the while. God, I was scared.

"'I want to get a camion moved to the side of the road.... Good-bye,' I

said. There didn't seem any use talkin' to them.

"'But you've come to stay with us,' they said, and made me drink some

more booze. 'You've come to die with us. Remember you said so.'

"The sweat was running into my eyes so's I could hardly see. I told 'em

I'd be right back and slipped away into the dark. Then I thought I'd

never get the second camion cranked. At last I managed it and put it so

I could squeeze past, but they saw me and jumped up on the running-board

of the ambulance, tried to stop the car, all yellin' at once, 'It's no

use, the road's blocked both ways. You can't pass. You'd better stay and

die with us. Caput.'

"Well, I put my foot on the accelerator and hit one of them so hard with

the mudguard he fell into the lantern and put it out. Then I got away.

An' how I got past the stuff in that road afterwards was just luck. I

couldn't see a God-damn thing; it was so black and I was so nerved up.

God, I'll never forget these chaps' shoutin', 'Here's a feller come to

die with us.'"

"Whew! That's some story," said Randolph.

"That'll make a letter home, won't it?" said Russell, smiling. "Guess my

girl'll think I'm heroic enough after that."

Martin's eyes were watching a big dragonfly with brown body and cream

and rainbow wings that hovered over the empty fountain and the three

boys stretched on the grass, and was gone against the azure sky.

* * * * *

The prisoner had grey flesh, so grimed with mud that you could not tell

if he were young or old. His uniform hung in a formless clot of mud

about a slender frame. They had treated him at the dressing-station for

a gash in his upper arm, and he was being used to help the

stretcher-bearers. Martin sat in the front seat of the ambulance,

watching him listlessly as he walked down the rutted road under the torn

shreds of camouflage that fluttered a little in the wind. Martin

wondered what he was thinking. Did he accept all this stench and filth

and degradation of slavery as part of the divine order of things? Or did

he too burn with loathing and revolt?

And all those men beyond the hill and the wood, what were they thinking?

But how could they think? The lies they were drunk on would keep them

eternally from thinking. They had never had any chance to think until

they were hurried into the jaws of it, where was no room but for

laughter and misery and the smell of blood.

The rutted road was empty now. Most of the batteries were quiet.

Overhead in the brilliant sky aeroplanes snored monotonously.

The woods all about him were a vast rubbish-heap; the jagged, splintered

boles of leafless trees rose in every direction from heaps of brass

shell-cases, of tin cans, of bits of uniform and equipment. The wind

came in puffs laden with an odour as of dead rats in an attic. And this

was what all the centuries of civilisation had struggled for. For this

had generations worn away their lives in mines and factories and forges,

in fields and workshops, toiling, screwing higher and higher the tension

of their minds and muscles, polishing brighter and brighter the mirror

of their intelligence. For this!

The German prisoner and another man had appeared in the road again,

carrying a stretcher between them, walking with the slow, meticulous

steps of great fatigue. A series of shells came in, like three cracks of

a whip along the road. Martin followed the stretcher-bearers into the

dugout.

The prisoner wiped the sweat from his grime-streaked forehead, and

started up the step of the dugout again, a closed stretcher on his

shoulder. Something made Martin look after him as he strolled down the

rutted road. He wished he knew German so that he might call after the

man and ask him what manner of a man he was.

Again, like snapping of a whip, three shells flashed yellow as they

exploded in the brilliant sunlight of the road. The slender figure of

the prisoner bent suddenly double, like a pocket-knife closing, and lay

still. Martin ran out, stumbling in the hard ruts. In a soft child's

voice the prisoner was babbling endlessly, contentedly. Martin kneeled

beside him and tried to lift him, clasping him round the chest under the

arms. He was very hard to lift, for his legs dragged limply in their

soaked trousers, where the blood was beginning to saturate the muddy

cloth, stickily. Sweat dripped from Martin's face, on the man's face,

and he felt the arm-muscles and the ribs pressed against his body as he

clutched the wounded man tightly to him in the effort of carrying him

towards the dugout. The effort gave Martin a strange contentment. It was

as if his body were taking part in the agony of this man's body. At last

they were washed out, all the hatreds, all the lies, in blood and sweat.

Nothing was left but the quiet friendliness of beings alike in every

part, eternally alike.

Two men with a stretcher came from the dugout, and Martin laid the man's

body, fast growing limper, less animated, down very carefully.

As he stood by the car, wiping the blood off his hands with an oily rag,

he could still feel the man's ribs and the muscles of the man's arm

against his side. It made him strangely happy.

* * * * *

At the end of the dugout a man was drawing short, hard breath as if he'd

been running. There was the accustomed smell of blood and chloride and

bandages and filthy miserable flesh. Howe lay on a stretcher wrapped in

his blanket, with his coat over him, trying to sleep. There was very

little light from a smoky lamp down at the end where the wounded were.

The French batteries were fairly quiet, but the German shells were

combing through the woods, coming in series of three and four, gradually

nearing the dugout and edging away again. Howe saw the woods as a

gambling table on which, throw after throw, scattered the random dice of

death.

He pulled his blanket up round his head. He must sleep. How silly to

think about it. It was luck. If a shell had his number on it he'd be

gone before the words were out of his mouth. How silly that he might be

dead any minute! What right had a nasty little piece of tinware to go

tearing through his rich, feeling flesh, extinguishing it?

Like the sound of a mosquito in his ear, only louder, more vicious, a

shell-shriek shrilled to the crash.

Damn! How foolish, how supremely silly that tired men somewhere away in

the woods the other side of the lines should be shoving a shell into the

breach of a gun to kill him, Martin Howe!

Like dice thrown on a table, shells burst about the dugout, now one

side, now the other.

"Seem to have taken a fancy to us this evenin'," Howe heard Tom

Randolph's voice from the bunk opposite.

"One," muttered Martin to himself, as he lay frozen with fear, flat on

his back, biting his trembling lips, "two.... God, that was near!"

A dragging instant of suspense, and the shriek growing loud out of the

distance.

"This is us." He clutched the sides of the stretcher.

A snorting roar rocked the dugout. Dirt fell in his face. He looked

about, dazed. The lamp was still burning. One of the wounded men, with a

bandage like an Arab's turban about his head, sat up in his stretcher

with wide, terrified eyes.

"God watches over drunkards and the feeble-minded. Don't let's worry,

Howe," shouted Randolph from his bunk.

"That probably bitched car No. 4 for evermore," he answered, turning on

his stretcher, relieved for some reason from the icy suspense.

"We should worry! We'll foot it home, that's all."

The casting of the dice began again, farther away this time.

"We won that throw," thought Martin.

One Man's Initiation—1917 · 第 7 / 11 章