"God be merciful to me a sinner." Herein the publican showeth
wonderful wisdom. For,
1. By this he thrusts himself under the shelter and blessing of the
promise; and I am sure it is better and safer to do so than to rely
upon the best excellencies that this world can afford. Hosea 14:
1-4.
2. He takes the ready way to please God; for God takes more delight
in showing mercy than in any thing that we can do. Hosea 6:6; Matt.
9:13; 12:7. Yea, and that also is the man that pleaseth him, even he
that hopes in his mercy. Psalm 147: 1. The publican, therefore,
whatever the Pharisee might think, stood all this while upon sure
ground, and had by far the start of him for heaven. Alas, his dull
head could look no further than to the conceit of the pitiful beauty
and splendor of his own righteousness; nor durst he leave that to
trust wholly to the mercy of God. But the publican comes out, though
in his sins, yet like an awakened, enlightened, resolved man; and
first abases himself, then gives God the glory of his justice, and
after that the glory of his mercy, by saying, "God be merciful to me
a sinner." And thus in the ears of the angels he did ring the
changes of heaven. And,
3. The publican, in his thus putting himself upon mercy, showeth
that in his opinion there is more virtue in mercy to save, than
there is in the law and sin to condemn. And although this is not
counted a great matter to do, while men are far from the law and
while their conscience is asleep within them, yet when the law comes
near and conscience is awake, whoso tries it will find it a
laborious work. Cain could not do thus for his heart, no, nor soul;
nor Judas neither. This is another kind of thing than most men think
it to be, or shall find it whenever they shall behold God's angry
face, and when they shall hear the words of his law.
However, our publican did it, and ventured his body, soul, and
future condition for ever in this bottom, with other the saints and
servants of God; leaving the world to swim over the sea of God's
wrath, if they, will, in their weak and simple vessels of bulrushes,
or to lean upon their cobweb-hold, when he shall arise to the
judgment that he hath appointed.
"He would not lift up his eyes to heaven." Why? Surely because shame
had covered his face. Shame will make a man blush and hang his head
like a bulrush. Shame for sin is a virtue, a comely thing, yea, a
beauty-spot in the face of a sinner that cometh to God for mercy.
Oh, to stand, or sit, or lie, or kneel, or walk before God in
prayer, with blushing cheeks for sin, is one of the excellent sights
that can be seen in the world.