BOOK II

IX

The light of the October afternoon lay on an old high-roofed house which

enclosed in its long expanse of brick and yellowish stone the breadth of

a grassy court filled with the shadow and sound of limes.

From the escutcheoned piers at the entrance of the court a level drive,

also shaded by limes, extended to a white-barred gate beyond which

an equally level avenue of grass, cut through a wood, dwindled to a

blue-green blur against a sky banked with still white slopes of cloud.

In the court, half-way between house and drive, a lady stood. She held

a parasol above her head, and looked now at the house-front, with its

double flight of steps meeting before a glazed door under sculptured

trophies, now down the drive toward the grassy cutting through the wood.

Her air was less of expectancy than of contemplation: she seemed not so

much to be watching for any one, or listening for an approaching sound,

as letting the whole aspect of the place sink into her while she held

herself open to its influence. Yet it was no less apparent that the

scene was not new to her. There was no eagerness of investigation in her

survey: she seemed rather to be looking about her with eyes to which,

for some intimate inward reason, details long since familiar had

suddenly acquired an unwonted freshness.

This was in fact the exact sensation of which Mrs. Leath was conscious

as she came forth from the house and descended into the sunlit court.

She had come to meet her step-son, who was likely to be returning

at that hour from an afternoon’s shooting in one of the more distant

plantations, and she carried in her hand the letter which had sent her

in search of him; but with her first step out of the house all thought

of him had been effaced by another series of impressions.

The scene about her was known to satiety. She had seen Givre at all

seasons of the year, and for the greater part of every year, since the

far-off day of her marriage; the day when, ostensibly driving through

its gates at her husband’s side, she had actually been carried there on

a cloud of iris-winged visions.

The possibilities which the place had then represented were still

vividly present to her. The mere phrase “a French chateau” had called

up to her youthful fancy a throng of romantic associations, poetic,

pictorial and emotional; and the serene face of the old house seated in

its park among the poplar-bordered meadows of middle France, had

seemed, on her first sight of it, to hold out to her a fate as noble and

dignified as its own mien.

Though she could still call up that phase of feeling it had long since

passed, and the house had for a time become to her the very symbol

of narrowness and monotony. Then, with the passing of years, it had

gradually acquired a less inimical character, had become, not again a

castle of dreams, evoker of fair images and romantic legend, but the

shell of a life slowly adjusted to its dwelling: the place one came back

to, the place where one had one’s duties, one’s habits and one’s books,

the place one would naturally live in till one died: a dull house, an

inconvenient house, of which one knew all the defects, the shabbinesses,

the discomforts, but to which one was so used that one could hardly,

after so long a time, think one’s self away from it without suffering a

certain loss of identity.

Now, as it lay before her in the autumn mildness, its mistress was

surprised at her own insensibility. She had been trying to see the

house through the eyes of an old friend who, the next morning, would be

driving up to it for the first time; and in so doing she seemed to be

opening her own eyes upon it after a long interval of blindness.

The court was very still, yet full of a latent life: the wheeling and

rustling of pigeons about the rectangular yews and across the sunny

gravel; the sweep of rooks above the lustrous greyish-purple slates of

the roof, and the stir of the tree-tops as they met the breeze which

every day, at that hour, came punctually up from the river.

Just such a latent animation glowed in Anna Leath. In every nerve and

vein she was conscious of that equipoise of bliss which the fearful

human heart scarce dares acknowledge. She was not used to strong or

full emotions; but she had always known that she should not be afraid of

them. She was not afraid now; but she felt a deep inward stillness.

The immediate effect of the feeling had been to send her forth in quest

of her step-son. She wanted to stroll back with him and have a quiet

talk before they re-entered the house. It was always easy to talk to

him, and at this moment he was the one person to whom she could have

spoken without fear of disturbing her inner stillness. She was glad, for

all sorts of reasons, that Madame de Chantelle and Effie were still

at Ouchy with the governess, and that she and Owen had the house to

themselves. And she was glad that even he was not yet in sight. She

wanted to be alone a little longer; not to think, but to let the long

slow waves of joy break over her one by one.

She walked out of the court and sat down on one of the benches that

bordered the drive. From her seat she had a diagonal view of the long

house-front and of the domed chapel terminating one of the wings. Beyond

a gate in the court-yard wall the flower-garden drew its dark-green

squares and raised its statues against the yellowing background of the

park. In the borders only a few late pinks and crimsons smouldered,

but a peacock strutting in the sun seemed to have gathered into his

out-spread fan all the summer glories of the place.

In Mrs. Leath’s hand was the letter which had opened her eyes to these

things, and a smile rose to her lips at the mere feeling of the paper

between her fingers. The thrill it sent through her gave a keener edge

to every sense. She felt, saw, breathed the shining world as though a

thin impenetrable veil had suddenly been removed from it.

Just such a veil, she now perceived, had always hung between herself and

life. It had been like the stage gauze which gives an illusive air of

reality to the painted scene behind it, yet proves it, after all, to be

no more than a painted scene.

She had been hardly aware, in her girlhood, of differing from others in

this respect. In the well-regulated well-fed Summers world the unusual

was regarded as either immoral or ill-bred, and people with emotions

were not visited. Sometimes, with a sense of groping in a topsy-turvy

universe, Anna had wondered why everybody about her seemed to ignore all

the passions and sensations which formed the stuff of great poetry and

memorable action. In a community composed entirely of people like her

parents and her parents’ friends she did not see how the magnificent

things one read about could ever have happened. She was sure that if

anything of the kind had occurred in her immediate circle her mother

would have consulted the family clergyman, and her father perhaps even

have rung up the police; and her sense of humour compelled her to own

that, in the given conditions, these precautions might not have been

unjustified.

Little by little the conditions conquered her, and she learned to regard

the substance of life as a mere canvas for the embroideries of poet

and painter, and its little swept and fenced and tended surface as its

actual substance. It was in the visioned region of action and emotion

that her fullest hours were spent; but it hardly occurred to her that

they might be translated into experience, or connected with anything

likely to happen to a young lady living in West Fifty-fifth Street.

She perceived, indeed, that other girls, leading outwardly the same life

as herself, and seemingly unaware of her world of hidden beauty, were

yet possessed of some vital secret which escaped her. There seemed to be

a kind of freemasonry between them; they were wider awake than she, more

alert, and surer of their wants if not of their opinions. She supposed

they were “cleverer”, and accepted her inferiority good-humouredly, half

aware, within herself, of a reserve of unused power which the others

gave no sign of possessing.

This partly consoled her for missing so much of what made their “good

time”; but the resulting sense of exclusion, of being somehow laughingly

but firmly debarred from a share of their privileges, threw her back on

herself and deepened the reserve which made envious mothers cite her as

a model of ladylike repression. Love, she told herself, would one day

release her from this spell of unreality. She was persuaded that the

sublime passion was the key to the enigma; but it was difficult to

relate her conception of love to the forms it wore in her experience.

Two or three of the girls she had envied for their superior acquaintance

with the arts of life had contracted, in the course of time, what were

variously described as “romantic” or “foolish” marriages; one even made

a runaway match, and languished for a while under a cloud of social

reprobation. Here, then, was passion in action, romance converted

to reality; yet the heroines of these exploits returned from them

untransfigured, and their husbands were as dull as ever when one had to

sit next to them at dinner.

Her own case, of course, would be different. Some day she would find the

magic bridge between West Fifty-fifth Street and life; once or twice she

had even fancied that the clue was in her hand. The first time was

when she had met young Darrow. She recalled even now the stir of the

encounter. But his passion swept over her like a wind that shakes the

roof of the forest without reaching its still glades or rippling its

hidden pools. He was extraordinarily intelligent and agreeable, and her

heart beat faster when he was with her. He had a tall fair easy presence

and a mind in which the lights of irony played pleasantly through the

shades of feeling. She liked to hear his voice almost as much as to

listen to what he was saying, and to listen to what he was saying almost

as much as to feel that he was looking at her; but he wanted to kiss

her, and she wanted to talk to him about books and pictures, and have

him insinuate the eternal theme of their love into every subject they

discussed.

Whenever they were apart a reaction set in. She wondered how she could

have been so cold, called herself a prude and an idiot, questioned if

any man could really care for her, and got up in the dead of night to

try new ways of doing her hair. But as soon as he reappeared her head

straightened itself on her slim neck and she sped her little shafts of

irony, or flew her little kites of erudition, while hot and cold waves

swept over her, and the things she really wanted to say choked in her

throat and burned the palms of her hands.

Often she told herself that any silly girl who had waltzed through a

season would know better than she how to attract a man and hold him; but

when she said “a man” she did not really mean George Darrow.

Then one day, at a dinner, she saw him sitting next to one of the silly

girls in question: the heroine of the elopement which had shaken West

Fifty-fifth Street to its base. The young lady had come back from her

adventure no less silly than when she went; and across the table the

partner of her flight, a fat young man with eye-glasses, sat stolidly

eating terrapin and talking about polo and investments.

The young woman was undoubtedly as silly as ever; yet after watching

her for a few minutes Miss Summers perceived that she had somehow grown

luminous, perilous, obscurely menacing to nice girls and the young men

they intended eventually to accept. Suddenly, at the sight, a rage of

possessorship awoke in her. She must save Darrow, assert her right

to him at any price. Pride and reticence went down in a hurricane

of jealousy. She heard him laugh, and there was something new in his

laugh...She watched him talking, talking...He sat slightly sideways, a

faint smile beneath his lids, lowering his voice as he lowered it when

he talked to her. She caught the same inflections, but his eyes were

different. It would have offended her once if he had looked at her like

that. Now her one thought was that none but she had a right to be so

looked at. And that girl of all others! What illusions could he have

about a girl who, hardly a year ago, had made a fool of herself over

the fat young man stolidly eating terrapin across the table? If that

was where romance and passion ended, it was better to take to district

visiting or algebra!

All night she lay awake and wondered: “What was she saying to him? How

shall I learn to say such things?” and she decided that her heart would

tell her--that the next time they were alone together the irresistible

word would spring to her lips. He came the next day, and they were

alone, and all she found was: “I didn’t know that you and Kitty Mayne

were such friends.”

He answered with indifference that he didn’t know it either, and in the

reaction of relief she declared: “She’s certainly ever so much prettier

than she was...”

“She’s rather good fun,” he admitted, as though he had not noticed her

other advantages; and suddenly Anna saw in his eyes the look she had

seen there the previous evening.

She felt as if he were leagues and leagues away from her. All her hopes

dissolved, and she was conscious of sitting rigidly, with high head and

straight lips, while the irresistible word fled with a last wing-beat

into the golden mist of her illusions...

She was still quivering with the pain and bewilderment of this adventure

when Fraser Leath appeared. She met him first in Italy, where she was

travelling with her parents; and the following winter he came to

New York. In Italy he had seemed interesting: in New York he became

remarkable. He seldom spoke of his life in Europe, and let drop but the

most incidental allusions to the friends, the tastes, the pursuits which

filled his cosmopolitan days; but in the atmosphere of West Fifty-fifth

Street he seemed the embodiment of a storied past. He presented Miss

Summers with a prettily-bound anthology of the old French poets and,

when she showed a discriminating pleasure in the gift, observed with his

grave smile: “I didn’t suppose I should find any one here who would feel

about these things as I do.” On another occasion he asked her acceptance

of a half-effaced eighteenth century pastel which he had surprisingly

picked up in a New York auction-room. “I know no one but you who would

really appreciate it,” he explained.

He permitted himself no other comments, but these conveyed with

sufficient directness that he thought her worthy of a different setting.

That she should be so regarded by a man living in an atmosphere of art

and beauty, and esteeming them the vital elements of life, made her

feel for the first time that she was understood. Here was some one whose

scale of values was the same as hers, and who thought her opinion

worth hearing on the very matters which they both considered of supreme

importance. The discovery restored her self-confidence, and she revealed

herself to Mr. Leath as she had never known how to reveal herself to

Darrow.

As the courtship progressed, and they grew more confidential, her

suitor surprised and delighted her by little explosions of revolutionary

sentiment. He said: “Shall you mind, I wonder, if I tell you that you

live in a dread-fully conventional atmosphere?” and, seeing that she

manifestly did not mind: “Of course I shall say things now and then that

will horrify your dear delightful parents--I shall shock them awfully, I

warn you.”

In confirmation of this warning he permitted himself an occasional

playful fling at the regular church-going of Mr. and Mrs. Summers, at

the innocuous character of the literature in their library, and at their

guileless appreciations in art. He even ventured to banter Mrs. Summers

on her refusal to receive the irrepressible Kitty Mayne who, after a

rapid passage with George Darrow, was now involved in another and more

flagrant adventure.

“In Europe, you know, the husband is regarded as the only judge in such

matters. As long as he accepts the situation--” Mr. Leath explained

to Anna, who took his view the more emphatically in order to convince

herself that, personally, she had none but the most tolerant sentiments

toward the lady.

The subversiveness of Mr. Leath’s opinions was enhanced by the

distinction of his appearance and the reserve of his manners. He was

like the anarchist with a gardenia in his buttonhole who figures in

the higher melodrama. Every word, every allusion, every note of his

agreeably-modulated voice, gave Anna a glimpse of a society at once

freer and finer, which observed the traditional forms but had discarded

the underlying prejudices; whereas the world she knew had discarded many

of the forms and kept almost all the prejudices.

In such an atmosphere as his an eager young woman, curious as to all the

manifestations of life, yet instinctively desiring that they should come

to her in terms of beauty and fine feeling, must surely find the largest

scope for self-expression. Study, travel, the contact of the world, the

comradeship of a polished and enlightened mind, would combine to enrich

her days and form her character; and it was only in the rare moments

when Mr. Leath’s symmetrical blond mask bent over hers, and his kiss

dropped on her like a cold smooth pebble, that she questioned the

completeness of the joys he offered.

There had been a time when the walls on which her gaze now rested had

shed a glare of irony on these early dreams. In the first years of her

marriage the sober symmetry of Givre had suggested only her husband’s

neatly-balanced mind. It was a mind, she soon learned, contentedly

absorbed in formulating the conventions of the unconventional. West

Fifty-fifth Street was no more conscientiously concerned than Givre with

the momentous question of “what people did”; it was only the type of

deed investigated that was different. Mr. Leath collected his social

instances with the same seriousness and patience as his snuff-boxes.

He exacted a rigid conformity to his rules of non-conformity and his

scepticism had the absolute accent of a dogma. He even cherished certain

exceptions to his rules as the book-collector prizes a “defective” first

edition. The Protestant church-going of Anna’s parents had provoked

his gentle sarcasm; but he prided himself on his mother’s devoutness,

because Madame de Chantelle, in embracing her second husband’s creed,

had become part of a society which still observes the outward rites of

piety.

Anna, in fact, had discovered in her amiable and elegant mother-in-law

an unexpected embodiment of the West Fifty-fifth Street ideal. Mrs.

Summers and Madame de Chantelle, however strongly they would have

disagreed as to the authorized source of Christian dogma, would have

found themselves completely in accord on all the momentous minutiae of

drawing-room conduct; yet Mr. Leath treated his mother’s foibles with a

respect which Anna’s experience of him forbade her to attribute wholly

to filial affection.

In the early days, when she was still questioning the Sphinx instead of

trying to find an answer to it, she ventured to tax her husband with his

inconsistency.

“You say your mother won’t like it if I call on that amusing little

woman who came here the other day, and was let in by mistake; but

Madame de Chantelle tells me she lives with her husband, and when mother

refused to visit Kitty Mayne you said----”

Mr. Leath’s smile arrested her. “My dear child, I don’t pretend to apply

the principles of logic to my poor mother’s prejudices.”

“But if you admit that they ARE prejudices----?”

“There are prejudices and prejudices. My mother, of course, got hers

from Monsieur de Chantelle, and they seem to me as much in their place

in this house as the pot-pourri in your hawthorn jar. They preserve a

social tradition of which I should be sorry to lose the least perfume.

Of course I don’t expect you, just at first, to feel the difference, to

see the nuance. In the case of little Madame de Vireville, for instance:

you point out that she’s still under her husband’s roof. Very true; and

if she were merely a Paris acquaintance--especially if you had met her,

as one still might, in the RIGHT KIND of house in Paris--I should be the

last to object to your visiting her. But in the country it’s different.

Even the best provincial society is what you would call narrow: I

don’t deny it; and if some of our friends met Madame de Vireville at

Givre--well, it would produce a bad impression. You’re inclined to

ridicule such considerations, but gradually you’ll come to see their

importance; and meanwhile, do trust me when I ask you to be guided by

my mother. It is always well for a stranger in an old society to err a

little on the side of what you call its prejudices but I should rather

describe as its traditions.”

After that she no longer tried to laugh or argue her husband out of his

convictions. They WERE convictions, and therefore unassailable. Nor

was any insincerity implied in the fact that they sometimes seemed to

coincide with hers. There were occasions when he really did look at

things as she did; but for reasons so different as to make the distance

between them all the greater. Life, to Mr. Leath, was like a walk

through a carefully classified museum, where, in moments of doubt, one

had only to look at the number and refer to one’s catalogue; to his wife

it was like groping about in a huge dark lumber-room where the exploring

ray of curiosity lit up now some shape of breathing beauty and now a

mummy’s grin.

In the first bewilderment of her new state these discoveries had had the

effect of dropping another layer of gauze between herself and reality.

She seemed farther than ever removed from the strong joys and pangs for

which she felt herself made. She did not adopt her husband’s views, but

insensibly she began to live his life. She tried to throw a compensating

ardour into the secret excursions of her spirit, and thus the old

vicious distinction between romance and reality was re-established for

her, and she resigned herself again to the belief that “real life” was

neither real nor alive.

The birth of her little girl swept away this delusion. At last she felt

herself in contact with the actual business of living: but even this

impression was not enduring.

Everything but the irreducible crude fact of child-bearing assumed, in

the Leath household, the same ghostly tinge of unreality. Her husband,

at the time, was all that his own ideal of a husband required. He was

attentive, and even suitably moved: but as he sat by her bedside, and

thoughtfully proffered to her the list of people who had “called to

enquire”, she looked first at him, and then at the child between them,

and wondered at the blundering alchemy of Nature...

With the exception of the little girl herself, everything connected with

that time had grown curiously remote and unimportant. The days that had

moved so slowly as they passed seemed now to have plunged down head-long

steeps of time; and as she sat in the autumn sun, with Darrow’s letter

in her hand, the history of Anna Leath appeared to its heroine like some

grey shadowy tale that she might have read in an old book, one night as

she was falling asleep...

X

Two brown blurs emerging from the farther end of the wood-vista

gradually defined themselves as her step-son and an attendant

game-keeper. They grew slowly upon the bluish background, with

occasional delays and re-effacements, and she sat still, waiting till

they should reach the gate at the end of the drive, where the keeper

would turn off to his cottage and Owen continue on to the house.

She watched his approach with a smile. From the first days of her

marriage she had been drawn to the boy, but it was not until after

Effie’s birth that she had really begun to know him. The eager

observation of her own child had shown her how much she had still to

learn about the slight fair boy whom the holidays periodically restored

to Givre. Owen, even then, both physically and morally, furnished her

with the oddest of commentaries on his father’s mien and mind. He would

never, the family sighingly recognized, be nearly as handsome as Mr.

Leath; but his rather charmingly unbalanced face, with its brooding

forehead and petulant boyish smile, suggested to Anna what his father’s

countenance might have been could one have pictured its neat features

disordered by a rattling breeze. She even pushed the analogy farther,

and descried in her step-son’s mind a quaintly-twisted reflection of

her husband’s. With his bursts of door-slamming activity, his fits of

bookish indolence, his crude revolutionary dogmatizing and his flashes

of precocious irony, the boy was not unlike a boisterous embodiment of

his father’s theories. It was as though Fraser Leath’s ideas, accustomed

to hang like marionettes on their pegs, should suddenly come down

and walk. There were moments, indeed, when Owen’s humours must have

suggested to his progenitor the gambols of an infant Frankenstein; but

to Anna they were the voice of her secret rebellions, and her tenderness

to her step-son was partly based on her severity toward herself. As he

had the courage she had lacked, so she meant him to have the chances

she had missed; and every effort she made for him helped to keep her own

hopes alive.

Her interest in Owen led her to think more often of his mother, and

sometimes she would slip away and stand alone before her predecessor’s

portrait. Since her arrival at Givre the picture--a “full-length” by a

once fashionable artist--had undergone the successive displacements of

an exiled consort removed farther and farther from the throne; and

Anna could not help noting that these stages coincided with the gradual

decline of the artist’s fame. She had a fancy that if his credit had

been in the ascendant the first Mrs. Leath might have continued to

throne over the drawing-room mantel-piece, even to the exclusion of

her successor’s effigy. Instead of this, her peregrinations had finally

landed her in the shrouded solitude of the billiard-room, an apartment

which no one ever entered, but where it was understood that “the light

was better,” or might have been if the shutters had not been always

closed.

Here the poor lady, elegantly dressed, and seated in the middle of a

large lonely canvas, in the blank contemplation of a gilt console, had

always seemed to Anna to be waiting for visitors who never came.

“Of course they never came, you poor thing! I wonder how long it

took you to find out that they never would?” Anna had more than once

apostrophized her, with a derision addressed rather to herself than to

the dead; but it was only after Effie’s birth that it occurred to her to

study more closely the face in the picture, and speculate on the kind of

visitors that Owen’s mother might have hoped for.

“She certainly doesn’t look as if they would have been the same kind as

mine: but there’s no telling, from a portrait that was so obviously done

‘to please the family’, and that leaves Owen so unaccounted for. Well,

they never came, the visitors; they never came; and she died of it. She

died of it long before they buried her: I’m certain of that. Those are

stone-dead eyes in the picture...The loneliness must have been awful, if

even Owen couldn’t keep her from dying of it. And to feel it so she must

have HAD feelings--real live ones, the kind that twitch and tug. And all

she had to look at all her life was a gilt console--yes, that’s it, a

gilt console screwed to the wall! That’s exactly and absolutely what he

is!”

She did not mean, if she could help it, that either Effie or Owen should

know that loneliness, or let her know it again. They were three, now, to

keep each other warm, and she embraced both children in the same passion

of motherhood, as though one were not enough to shield her from her

predecessor’s fate.

Sometimes she fancied that Owen Leath’s response was warmer than that

of her own child. But then Effie was still hardly more than a baby,

and Owen, from the first, had been almost “old enough to understand”:

certainly DID understand now, in a tacit way that yet perpetually spoke

to her. This sense of his understanding was the deepest element in their

feeling for each other. There were so many things between them that were

never spoken of, or even indirectly alluded to, yet that, even in their

occasional discussions and differences, formed the unadduced arguments

making for final agreement...

Musing on this, she continued to watch his approach; and her heart began

to beat a little faster at the thought of what she had to say to him.

But when he reached the gate she saw him pause, and after a moment he

turned aside as if to gain a cross-road through the park.

She started up and waved her sunshade, but he did not see her. No doubt

he meant to go back with the gamekeeper, perhaps to the kennels, to see

a retriever who had hurt his leg. Suddenly she was seized by the whim

to overtake him. She threw down the parasol, thrust her letter into her

bodice, and catching up her skirts began to run.

She was slight and light, with a natural ease and quickness of gait, but

she could not recall having run a yard since she had romped with Owen in

his school-days; nor did she know what impulse moved her now. She only

knew that run she must, that no other motion, short of flight, would

have been buoyant enough for her humour. She seemed to be keeping pace

with some inward rhythm, seeking to give bodily expression to the lyric

rush of her thoughts. The earth always felt elastic under her, and she

had a conscious joy in treading it; but never had it been as soft and

springy as today. It seemed actually to rise and meet her as she went,

so that she had the feeling, which sometimes came to her in dreams, of

skimming miraculously over short bright waves. The air, too, seemed to

break in waves against her, sweeping by on its current all the slanted

lights and moist sharp perfumes of the failing day. She panted to

herself: “This is nonsense!” her blood hummed back: “But it’s glorious!”

and she sped on till she saw that Owen had caught sight of her and was

striding back in her direction.

Then she stopped and waited, flushed and laughing, her hands clasped

against the letter in her breast.

“No, I’m not mad,” she called out; “but there’s something in the air

today--don’t you feel it?--And I wanted to have a little talk with you,”

she added as he came up to her, smiling at him and linking her arm in

his.

He smiled back, but above the smile she saw the shade of anxiety which,

for the last two months, had kept its fixed line between his handsome

eyes.

“Owen, don’t look like that! I don’t want you to!” she said imperiously.

He laughed. “You said that exactly like Effie. What do you want me to

do? To race with you as I do Effie? But I shouldn’t have a show!” he

protested, still with the little frown between his eyes.

“Where are you going?” she asked.

“To the kennels. But there’s not the least need. The vet has seen Garry

and he’s all right. If there’s anything you wanted to tell me----”

“Did I say there was? I just came out to meet you--I wanted to know if

you’d had good sport.”

The shadow dropped on him again. “None at all. The fact is I didn’t try.

Jean and I have just been knocking about in the woods. I wasn’t in a

sanguinary mood.”

They walked on with the same light gait, so nearly of a height that

keeping step came as naturally to them as breathing. Anna stole another

look at the young face on a level with her own.

“You DID say there was something you wanted to tell me,” her step-son

began after a pause.

“Well, there is.” She slackened her pace involuntarily, and they came to

a pause and stood facing each other under the limes.

“Is Darrow coming?” he asked.

She seldom blushed, but at the question a sudden heat suffused her. She

held her head high.

“Yes: he’s coming. I’ve just heard. He arrives to-morrow. But that’s

not----” She saw her blunder and tried to rectify it. “Or rather, yes,

in a way it is my reason for wanting to speak to you----”

“Because he’s coming?”

“Because he’s not yet here.”

“It’s about him, then?”

He looked at her kindly, half-humourously, an almost fraternal wisdom in

his smile.

“About----? No, no: I meant that I wanted to speak today because it’s

our last day alone together.”

“Oh, I see.” He had slipped his hands into the pockets of his tweed

shooting jacket and lounged along at her side, his eyes bent on the

moist ruts of the drive, as though the matter had lost all interest for

him.

“Owen----”

He stopped again and faced her. “Look here, my dear, it’s no sort of

use.”

“What’s no use?”

“Anything on earth you can any of you say.”

She challenged him: “Am I one of ‘any of you’?”

He did not yield. “Well, then--anything on earth that even YOU can say.”

“You don’t in the least know what I can say--or what I mean to.”

“Don’t I, generally?”

She gave him this point, but only to make another. “Yes; but this is

particularly. I want to say...Owen, you’ve been admirable all through.”

He broke into a laugh in which the odd elder-brotherly note was once

more perceptible.

“Admirable,” she emphasized. “And so has SHE.”

“Oh, and so have you to HER!” His voice broke down to boyishness. “I’ve

never lost sight of that for a minute. It’s been altogether easier for

her, though,” he threw off presently.

“On the whole, I suppose it has. Well----” she summed up with a laugh,

“aren’t you all the better pleased to be told you’ve behaved as well as

she?”

“Oh, you know, I’ve not done it for you,” he tossed back at her, without

the least note of hostility in the affected lightness of his tone.

“Haven’t you, though, perhaps--the least bit? Because, after all, you

knew I understood?”

“You’ve been awfully kind about pretending to.”

She laughed. “You don’t believe me? You must remember I had your

grandmother to consider.”

“Yes: and my father--and Effie, I suppose--and the outraged shades of

Givre!” He paused, as if to lay more stress on the boyish sneer: “Do you

likewise include the late Monsieur de Chantelle?”

His step-mother did not appear to resent the thrust. She went on, in the

same tone of affectionate persuasion: “Yes: I must have seemed to you

too subject to Givre. Perhaps I have been. But you know that was not my

real object in asking you to wait, to say nothing to your grandmother

before her return.”

He considered. “Your real object, of course, was to gain time.”

“Yes--but for whom? Why not for YOU?”

“For me?” He flushed up quickly. “You don’t mean----?”

She laid her hand on his arm and looked gravely into his handsome eyes.

“I mean that when your grandmother gets back from Ouchy I shall speak to

her----” “You’ll speak to her...?”

“Yes; if only you’ll promise to give me time----”

“Time for her to send for Adelaide Painter?”

“Oh, she’ll undoubtedly send for Adelaide Painter!”

The allusion touched a spring of mirth in both their minds, and they

exchanged a laughing look.

“Only you must promise not to rush things. You must give me time to

prepare Adelaide too,” Mrs. Leath went on.

“Prepare her too?” He drew away for a better look at her. “Prepare her

for what?”

“Why, to prepare your grandmother! For your marriage. Yes, that’s what I

mean. I’m going to see you through, you know----”

His feint of indifference broke down and he caught her hand. “Oh, you

dear divine thing! I didn’t dream----”

“I know you didn’t.” She dropped her gaze and began to walk on slowly.

“I can’t say you’ve convinced me of the wisdom of the step. Only I

seem to see that other things matter more--and that not missing things

matters most. Perhaps I’ve changed--or YOUR not changing has convinced

me. I’m certain now that you won’t budge. And that was really all I ever

cared about.”

“Oh, as to not budging--I told you so months ago: you might have been

sure of that! And how can you be any surer today than yesterday?”

“I don’t know. I suppose one learns something every day----”

“Not at Givre!” he laughed, and shot a half-ironic look at her. “But you

haven’t really BEEN at Givre lately--not for months! Don’t you suppose

I’ve noticed that, my dear?”

She echoed his laugh to merge it in an undenying sigh. “Poor Givre...”

“Poor empty Givre! With so many rooms full and yet not a soul in

it--except of course my grandmother, who is its soul!”

They had reached the gateway of the court and stood looking with a

common accord at the long soft-hued facade on which the autumn light was

dying. “It looks so made to be happy in----” she murmured.

“Yes--today, today!” He pressed her arm a little. “Oh, you darling--to

have given it that look for me!” He paused, and then went on in a lower

voice: “Don’t you feel we owe it to the poor old place to do what we can

to give it that look? You, too, I mean? Come, let’s make it grin

from wing to wing! I’ve such a mad desire to say outrageous things to

it--haven’t you? After all, in old times there must have been living

people here!”

Loosening her arm from his she continued to gaze up at the house-front,

which seemed, in the plaintive decline of light, to send her back the

mute appeal of something doomed.

“It IS beautiful,” she said.

“A beautiful memory! Quite perfect to take out and turn over when I’m

grinding at the law in New York, and you’re----” He broke off and looked

at her with a questioning smile. “Come! Tell me. You and I don’t have

to say things to talk to each other. When you turn suddenly absentminded

and mysterious I always feel like saying: ‘Come back. All is

discovered’.”

She returned his smile. “You know as much as I know. I promise you

that.”

He wavered, as if for the first time uncertain how far he might go. “I

don’t know Darrow as much as you know him,” he presently risked.

She frowned a little. “You said just now we didn’t need to say things”

“Was I speaking? I thought it was your eyes----” He caught her by both

elbows and spun her halfway round, so that the late sun shed a betraying

gleam on her face. “They’re such awfully conversational eyes! Don’t you

suppose they told me long ago why it’s just today you’ve made up your

mind that people have got to live their own lives--even at Givre?”

XI

“This is the south terrace,” Anna said. “Should you like to walk down to

the river?”

She seemed to listen to herself speaking from a far-off airy height, and

yet to be wholly gathered into the circle of consciousness which drew

its glowing ring about herself and Darrow. To the aerial listener her

words sounded flat and colourless, but to the self within the ring each

one beat with a separate heart.

It was the day after Darrow’s arrival, and he had come down early, drawn

by the sweetness of the light on the lawns and gardens below his window.

Anna had heard the echo of his step on the stairs, his pause in the

stone-flagged hall, his voice as he asked a servant where to find her.

She was at the end of the house, in the brown-panelled sitting-room

which she frequented at that season because it caught the sunlight first

and kept it longest. She stood near the window, in the pale band of

brightness, arranging some salmon-pink geraniums in a shallow porcelain

bowl. Every sensation of touch and sight was thrice-alive in her. The

grey-green fur of the geranium leaves caressed her fingers and the

sunlight wavering across the irregular surface of the old parquet floor

made it seem as bright and shifting as the brown bed of a stream.

Darrow stood framed in the door-way of the farthest drawing-room, a

light-grey figure against the black and white flagging of the hall; then

he began to move toward her down the empty pale-panelled vista, crossing

one after another the long reflections which a projecting cabinet or

screen cast here and there upon the shining floors.

As he drew nearer, his figure was suddenly displaced by that of her

husband, whom, from the same point, she had so often seen advancing down

the same perspective. Straight, spare, erect, looking to right and

left with quick precise turns of the head, and stopping now and then to

straighten a chair or alter the position of a vase, Fraser Leath used

to march toward her through the double file of furniture like a general

reviewing a regiment drawn up for his inspection. At a certain point,

midway across the second room, he always stopped before the mantel-piece

of pinkish-yellow marble and looked at himself in the tall garlanded

glass that surmounted it. She could not remember that he had ever found

anything to straighten or alter in his own studied attire, but she had

never known him to omit the inspection when he passed that particular

mirror.

When it was over he continued more briskly on his way, and the resulting

expression of satisfaction was still on his face when he entered the oak

sitting-room to greet his wife...

The spectral projection of this little daily scene hung but for a moment

before Anna, but in that moment she had time to fling a wondering glance

across the distance between her past and present. Then the footsteps of

the present came close, and she had to drop the geraniums to give her

hand to Darrow...

“Yes, let us walk down to the river.”

They had neither of them, as yet, found much to say to each other.

Darrow had arrived late on the previous afternoon, and during the

evening they had had between them Owen Leath and their own thoughts. Now

they were alone for the first time and the fact was enough in itself.

Yet Anna was intensely aware that as soon as they began to talk more

intimately they would feel that they knew each other less well.

They passed out onto the terrace and down the steps to the gravel walk

below. The delicate frosting of dew gave the grass a bluish shimmer, and

the sunlight, sliding in emerald streaks along the tree-boles, gathered

itself into great luminous blurs at the end of the wood-walks, and hung

above the fields a watery glory like the ring about an autumn moon.

“It’s good to be here,” Darrow said.

They took a turn to the left and stopped for a moment to look back at

the long pink house-front, plainer, friendlier, less adorned than on the

side toward the court. So prolonged yet delicate had been the friction

of time upon its bricks that certain expanses had the bloom and texture

of old red velvet, and the patches of gold lichen spreading over them

looked like the last traces of a dim embroidery. The dome of the chapel,

with its gilded cross, rose above one wing, and the other ended in a

conical pigeon-house, above which the birds were flying, lustrous and

slatey, their breasts merged in the blue of the roof when they dropped

down on it.

“And this is where you’ve been all these years.”

They turned away and began to walk down a long tunnel of yellowing

trees. Benches with mossy feet stood against the mossy edges of the

path, and at its farther end it widened into a circle about a basin

rimmed with stone, in which the opaque water strewn with leaves looked

like a slab of gold-flecked agate. The path, growing narrower, wound on

circuitously through the woods, between slender serried trunks twined

with ivy. Patches of blue appeared above them through the dwindling

leaves, and presently the trees drew back and showed the open fields

along the river.

They walked on across the fields to the tow-path. In a curve of the wall

some steps led up to a crumbling pavilion with openings choked with ivy.

Anna and Darrow seated themselves on the bench projecting from the inner

wall of the pavilion and looked across the river at the slopes divided

into blocks of green and fawn-colour, and at the chalk-tinted village

lifting its squat church-tower and grey roofs against the precisely

drawn lines of the landscape. Anna sat silent, so intensely aware of

Darrow’s nearness that there was no surprise in the touch he laid on her

hand. They looked at each other, and he smiled and said: “There are to

be no more obstacles now.”

“Obstacles?” The word startled her. “What obstacles?”

“Don’t you remember the wording of the telegram that turned me back

last May? ‘Unforeseen obstacle’: that was it. What was the earth-shaking

problem, by the way? Finding a governess for Effie, wasn’t it?”

“But I gave you my reason: the reason why it was an obstacle. I wrote

you fully about it.”

“Yes, I know you did.” He lifted her hand and kissed it. “How far off it

all seems, and how little it all matters today!”

She looked at him quickly. “Do you feel that? I suppose I’m different. I

want to draw all those wasted months into today--to make them a part of

it.”

“But they are, to me. You reach back and take everything--back to the

first days of all.”

She frowned a little, as if struggling with an inarticulate perplexity.

“It’s curious how, in those first days, too, something that I didn’t

understand came between us.”

“Oh, in those days we neither of us understood, did we? It’s part of

what’s called the bliss of being young.”

“Yes, I thought that, too: thought it, I mean, in looking back. But it

couldn’t, even then, have been as true of you as of me; and now----”

“Now,” he said, “the only thing that matters is that we’re sitting here

together.”

He dismissed the rest with a lightness that might have seemed conclusive

evidence of her power over him. But she took no pride in such triumphs.

It seemed to her that she wanted his allegiance and his adoration not so

much for herself as for their mutual love, and that in treating lightly

any past phase of their relation he took something from its present

beauty. The colour rose to her face.

“Between you and me everything matters.”

“Of course!” She felt the unperceiving sweetness of his smile. “That’s

why,” he went on, “‘everything,’ for me, is here and now: on this bench,

between you and me.”

She caught at the phrase. “That’s what I meant: it’s here and now; we

can’t get away from it.”

“Get away from it? Do you want to? AGAIN?”

Her heart was beating unsteadily. Something in her, fitfully and with

reluctance, struggled to free itself, but the warmth of his nearness

penetrated every sense as the sunlight steeped the landscape. Then,

suddenly, she felt that she wanted no less than the whole of her

happiness.

“‘Again’? But wasn’t it YOU, the last time----?”

She paused, the tremor in her of Psyche holding up the lamp. But in the

interrogative light of her pause her companion’s features underwent no

change.

“The last time? Last spring? But it was you who--for the best of

reasons, as you’ve told me--turned me back from your very door last

spring!”

She saw that he was good-humouredly ready to “thresh out,” for her

sentimental satisfaction, a question which, for his own, Time had so

conclusively dealt with; and the sense of his readiness reassured her.

“I wrote as soon as I could,” she rejoined. “I explained the delay and

asked you to come. And you never even answered my letter.”

“It was impossible to come then. I had to go back to my post.”

“And impossible to write and tell me so?”

“Your letter was a long time coming. I had waited a week--ten days. I

had some excuse for thinking, when it came, that you were in no great

hurry for an answer.”

“You thought that--really--after reading it?”

“I thought it.”

Her heart leaped up to her throat. “Then why are you here today?”

He turned on her with a quick look of wonder. “God knows--if you can ask

me that!”

“You see I was right to say I didn’t understand.”

He stood up abruptly and stood facing her, blocking the view over the

river and the checkered slopes. “Perhaps I might say so too.”

“No, no: we must neither of us have any reason for saying it again.”

She looked at him gravely. “Surely you and I needn’t arrange the lights

before we show ourselves to each other. I want you to see me just as I

am, with all my irrational doubts and scruples; the old ones and the new

ones too.”

He came back to his seat beside her. “Never mind the old ones. They were

justified--I’m willing to admit it. With the governess having suddenly

to be packed off, and Effie on your hands, and your mother-in-law ill,

I see the impossibility of your letting me come. I even see that, at the

moment, it was difficult to write and explain. But what does all that

matter now? The new scruples are the ones I want to tackle.”

Again her heart trembled. She felt her happiness so near, so sure, that

to strain it closer might be like a child’s crushing a pet bird in its

caress. But her very security urged her on. For so long her doubts had

been knife-edged: now they had turned into bright harmless toys that she

could toss and catch without peril!

“You didn’t come, and you didn’t answer my letter; and after waiting

four months I wrote another.” “And I answered that one; and I’m here.”

“Yes.” She held his eyes. “But in my last letter I repeated exactly what

I’d said in the first--the one I wrote you last June. I told you then

that I was ready to give you the answer to what you’d asked me in

London; and in telling you that, I told you what the answer was.”

“My dearest! My dearest!” Darrow murmured.

“You ignored that letter. All summer you made no sign. And all I ask now

is, that you should frankly tell me why.”

“I can only repeat what I’ve just said. I was hurt and unhappy and

I doubted you. I suppose if I’d cared less I should have been more

confident. I cared so much that I couldn’t risk another failure. For

you’d made me feel that I’d miserably failed. So I shut my eyes and set

my teeth and turned my back. There’s the whole pusillanimous truth of

it!”

“Oh, if it’s the WHOLE truth!----” She let him clasp her. “There’s my

torment, you see. I thought that was what your silence meant till I made

you break it. Now I want to be sure that I was right.”

“What can I tell you to make you sure?”

“You can let me tell YOU everything first.” She drew away, but without

taking her hands from him. “Owen saw you in Paris,” she began.

She looked at him and he faced her steadily. The light was full on his

pleasantly-browned face, his grey eyes, his frank white forehead. She

noticed for the first time a seal-ring in a setting of twisted silver on

the hand he had kept on hers.

“In Paris? Oh, yes...So he did.”

“He came back and told me. I think you talked to him a moment in a

theatre. I asked if you’d spoken of my having put you off--or if you’d

sent me any message. He didn’t remember that you had.”

“In a crush--in a Paris foyer? My dear!”

“It was absurd of me! But Owen and I have always been on odd kind of

brother-and-sister terms. I think he guessed about us when he saw you

with me in London. So he teased me a little and tried to make me curious

about you; and when he saw he’d succeeded he told me he hadn’t had time

to say much to you because you were in such a hurry to get back to the

lady you were with.”

He still held her hands, but she felt no tremor in his, and the blood

did not stir in his brown cheek. He seemed to be honestly turning over

his memories. “Yes: and what else did he tell you?”

“Oh, not much, except that she was awfully pretty. When I asked him

to describe her he said you had her tucked away in a baignoire and he

hadn’t actually seen her; but he saw the tail of her cloak, and somehow

knew from that that she was pretty. One DOES, you know...I think he said

the cloak was pink.”

Darrow broke into a laugh. “Of course it was--they always are! So that

was at the bottom of your doubts?”

“Not at first. I only laughed. But afterward, when I wrote you and you

didn’t answer----Oh, you DO see?” she appealed to him.

He was looking at her gently. “Yes: I see.”

“It’s not as if this were a light thing between us. I want you to know

me as I am. If I thought that at that moment ... when you were on your way

here, almost----”

He dropped her hand and stood up. “Yes, yes--I understand.”

“But do you?” Her look followed him. “I’m not a goose of a girl. I

know ... of course I KNOW...but there are things a woman feels ... when

what she knows doesn’t make any difference. It’s not that I want you to

explain--I mean about that particular evening. It’s only that I want you

to have the whole of my feeling. I didn’t know what it was till I saw

you again. I never dreamed I should say such things to you!”

“I never dreamed I should be here to hear you say them!” He turned back

and lifting a floating end of her scarf put his lips to it. “But now

that you have, I know--I know,” he smiled down at her.

“You know?”

“That this is no light thing between us. Now you may ask me anything you

please! That was all I wanted to ask YOU.”

For a long moment they looked at each other without speaking. She saw

the dancing spirit in his eyes turn grave and darken to a passionate

sternness. He stooped and kissed her, and she sat as if folded in wings.

XII

It was in the natural order of things that, on the way back to the

house, their talk should have turned to the future.

Anna was not eager to define it. She had an extraordinary sensitiveness

to the impalpable elements of happiness, and as she walked at Darrow’s

side her imagination flew back and forth, spinning luminous webs of

feeling between herself and the scene about her. Every heightening of

emotion produced for her a new effusion of beauty in visible things, and

with it the sense that such moments should be lingered over and absorbed

like some unrenewable miracle. She understood Darrow’s impatience to see

their plans take shape. She knew it must be so, she would not have had

it otherwise; but to reach a point where she could fix her mind on his

appeal for dates and decisions was like trying to break her way through

the silver tangle of an April wood.

Darrow wished to use his diplomatic opportunities as a means of studying

certain economic and social problems with which he presently hoped to

deal in print; and with this in view he had asked for, and obtained, a

South American appointment. Anna was ready to follow where he led, and

not reluctant to put new sights as well as new thoughts between herself

and her past. She had, in a direct way, only Effie and Effie’s education

to consider; and there seemed, after due reflection, no reason why the

most anxious regard for these should not be conciliated with the demands

of Darrow’s career. Effie, it was evident, could be left to Madame de

Chantelle’s care till the couple should have organized their life; and

she might even, as long as her future step-father’s work retained him

in distant posts, continue to divide her year between Givre and the

antipodes.

As for Owen, who had reached his legal majority two years before, and

was soon to attain the age fixed for the taking over of his paternal

inheritance, the arrival of this date would reduce his step-mother’s

responsibility to a friendly concern for his welfare. This made for the

prompt realization of Darrow’s wishes, and there seemed no reason why

the marriage should not take place within the six weeks that remained of

his leave.

They passed out of the wood-walk into the open brightness of the garden.

The noon sunlight sheeted with gold the bronze flanks of the polygonal

yews. Chrysanthemums, russet, saffron and orange, glowed like the

efflorescence of an enchanted forest; belts of red begonia purpling to

wine-colour ran like smouldering flame among the borders; and above

this outspread tapestry the house extended its harmonious length, the

soberness of its lines softened to grace in the luminous misty air.

Darrow stood still, and Anna felt that his glance was travelling from

her to the scene about them and then back to her face.

“You’re sure you’re prepared to give up Givre? You look so made for each

other!”

“Oh, Givre----” She broke off suddenly, feeling as if her too careless

tone had delivered all her past into his hands; and with one of her

instinctive movements of recoil she added: “When Owen marries I shall

have to give it up.”

“When Owen marries? That’s looking some distance ahead! I want to be

told that meanwhile you’ll have no regrets.”

She hesitated. Why did he press her to uncover to him her poor starved

past? A vague feeling of loyalty, a desire to spare what could no

longer harm her, made her answer evasively: “There will probably be no

‘meanwhile.’ Owen may marry before long.”

She had not meant to touch on the subject, for her step-son had sworn

her to provisional secrecy; but since the shortness of Darrow’s leave

necessitated a prompt adjustment of their own plans, it was, after all,

inevitable that she should give him at least a hint of Owen’s.

“Owen marry? Why, he always seems like a faun in flannels! I hope he’s

found a dryad. There might easily be one left in these blue-and-gold

woods.”

“I can’t tell you yet where he found his dryad, but she IS one, I

believe: at any rate she’ll become the Givre woods better than I do.

Only there may be difficulties----”

“Well! At that age they’re not always to be wished away.”

She hesitated. “Owen, at any rate, has made up his mind to overcome

them; and I’ve promised to see him through.”

She went on, after a moment’s consideration, to explain that her

step-son’s choice was, for various reasons, not likely to commend itself

to his grandmother. “She must be prepared for it, and I’ve promised to

do the preparing. You know I always HAVE seen him through things, and he

rather counts on me now.”

She fancied that Darrow’s exclamation had in it a faint note of

annoyance, and wondered if he again suspected her of seeking a pretext

for postponement.

“But once Owen’s future is settled, you won’t, surely, for the sake

of what you call seeing him through, ask that I should go away again

without you?” He drew her closer as they walked. “Owen will understand,

if you don’t. Since he’s in the same case himself I’ll throw myself on

his mercy. He’ll see that I have the first claim on you; he won’t even

want you not to see it.”

“Owen sees everything: I’m not afraid of that. But his future isn’t

settled. He’s very young to marry--too young, his grandmother is sure to

think--and the marriage he wants to make is not likely to convince her

to the contrary.”

“You don’t mean that it’s like his first choice?”

“Oh, no! But it’s not what Madame de Chantelle would call a good match;

it’s not even what I call a wise one.”

“Yet you’re backing him up?”

“Yet I’m backing him up.” She paused. “I wonder if you’ll understand?

What I’ve most wanted for him, and shall want for Effie, is that

they shall always feel free to make their own mistakes, and never, if

possible, be persuaded to make other people’s. Even if Owen’s marriage

is a mistake, and has to be paid for, I believe he’ll learn and grow in

the paying. Of course I can’t make Madame de Chantelle see this; but I

can remind her that, with his character--his big rushes of impulse,

his odd intervals of ebb and apathy--she may drive him into some worse

blunder if she thwarts him now.”

“And you mean to break the news to her as soon as she comes back from

Ouchy?”

“As soon as I see my way to it. She knows the girl and likes her: that’s

our hope. And yet it may, in the end, prove our danger, make it harder

for us all, when she learns the truth, than if Owen had chosen a

stranger. I can’t tell you more till I’ve told her: I’ve promised Owen

not to tell any one. All I ask you is to give me time, to give me a few

days at any rate She’s been wonderfully ‘nice,’ as she would call it,

about you, and about the fact of my having soon to leave Givre; but

that, again, may make it harder for Owen. At any rate, you can see,

can’t you, how it makes me want to stand by him? You see, I couldn’t

bear it if the least fraction of my happiness seemed to be stolen from

his--as if it were a little scrap of happiness that had to be pieced out

with other people’s!” She clasped her hands on Darrow’s arm. “I want

our life to be like a house with all the windows lit: I’d like to string

lanterns from the roof and chimneys!”

She ended with an inward tremor. All through her exposition and her

appeal she had told herself that the moment could hardly have been less

well chosen. In Darrow’s place she would have felt, as he doubtless

did, that her carefully developed argument was only the disguise of an

habitual indecision. It was the hour of all others when she would have

liked to affirm herself by brushing aside every obstacle to his wishes;

yet it was only by opposing them that she could show the strength of

character she wanted him to feel in her.

But as she talked she began to see that Darrow’s face gave back no

reflection of her words, that he continued to wear the abstracted look

of a man who is not listening to what is said to him. It caused her a

slight pang to discover that his thoughts could wander at such a moment;

then, with a flush of joy she perceived the reason.

In some undefinable way she had become aware, without turning her

head, that he was steeped in the sense of her nearness, absorbed in

contemplating the details of her face and dress; and the discovery

made the words throng to her lips. She felt herself speak with ease,

authority, conviction. She said to herself: “He doesn’t care what I

say--it’s enough that I say it--even if it’s stupid he’ll like me better

for it...” She knew that every inflexion of her voice, every gesture,

every characteristic of her person--its very defects, the fact that her

forehead was too high, that her eyes were not large enough, that her

hands, though slender, were not small, and that the fingers did not

taper--she knew that these deficiencies were so many channels through

which her influence streamed to him; that she pleased him in spite of

them, perhaps because of them; that he wanted her as she was, and not as

she would have liked to be; and for the first time she felt in her veins

the security and lightness of happy love.

They reached the court and walked under the limes toward the house. The

hall door stood wide, and through the windows opening on the terrace the

sun slanted across the black and white floor, the faded tapestry chairs,

and Darrow’s travelling coat and cap, which lay among the cloaks and

rugs piled on a bench against the wall.

The sight of these garments, lying among her own wraps, gave her a sense

of homely intimacy. It was as if her happiness came down from the skies

and took on the plain dress of daily things. At last she seemed to hold

it in her hand.

As they entered the hall her eye lit on an unstamped note conspicuously

placed on the table.

“From Owen! He must have rushed off somewhere in the motor.”

She felt a secret stir of pleasure at the immediate inference that she

and Darrow would probably lunch alone. Then she opened the note and

stared at it in wonder.

“Dear,” Owen wrote, “after what you said yesterday I can’t wait another

hour, and I’m off to Francheuil, to catch the Dijon express and travel

back with them. Don’t be frightened; I won’t speak unless it’s safe to.

Trust me for that--but I had to go.”

She looked up slowly.

“He’s gone to Dijon to meet his grandmother. Oh, I hope I haven’t made a

mistake!”

“You? Why, what have you to do with his going to Dijon?”

She hesitated. “The day before yesterday I told him, for the first time,

that I meant to see him through, no matter what happened. And I’m afraid

he’s lost his head, and will be imprudent and spoil things. You see, I

hadn’t meant to say a word to him till I’d had time to prepare Madame de

Chantelle.”

She felt that Darrow was looking at her and reading her thoughts, and

the colour flew to her face. “Yes: it was when I heard you were coming

that I told him. I wanted him to feel as I felt ... it seemed too unkind

to make him wait!” Her hand was in his, and his arm rested for a moment

on her shoulder.

“It WOULD have been too unkind to make him wait.”

They moved side by side toward the stairs. Through the haze of bliss

enveloping her, Owen’s affairs seemed curiously unimportant and remote.

Nothing really mattered but this torrent of light in her veins. She put

her foot on the lowest step, saying: “It’s nearly luncheon time--I must

take off my hat...” and as she started up the stairs Darrow stood below

in the hall and watched her. But the distance between them did not make

him seem less near: it was as if his thoughts moved with her and touched

her like endearing hands.

In her bedroom she shut the door and stood still, looking about her in

a fit of dreamy wonder. Her feelings were unlike any she had ever known:

richer, deeper, more complete. For the first time everything in her,

from head to foot, seemed to be feeding the same full current of

sensation.

She took off her hat and went to the dressing-table to smooth her hair.

The pressure of the hat had flattened the dark strands on her forehead;

her face was paler than usual, with shadows about the eyes. She felt a

pang of regret for the wasted years. “If I look like this today,” she

said to herself, “what will he think of me when I’m ill or worried?” She

began to run her fingers through her hair, rejoicing in its thickness;

then she desisted and sat still, resting her chin on her hands.

“I want him to see me as I am,” she thought.

Deeper than the deepest fibre of her vanity was the triumphant sense

that AS SHE WAS, with her flattened hair, her tired pallor, her thin

sleeves a little tumbled by the weight of her jacket, he would like her

even better, feel her nearer, dearer, more desirable, than in all the

splendours she might put on for him. In the light of this discovery she

studied her face with a new intentness, seeing its defects as she had

never seen them, yet seeing them through a kind of radiance, as though

love were a luminous medium into which she had been bodily plunged.

She was glad now that she had confessed her doubts and her jealousy.

She divined that a man in love may be flattered by such involuntary

betrayals, that there are moments when respect for his liberty appeals

to him less than the inability to respect it: moments so propitious

that a woman’s very mistakes and indiscretions may help to establish her

dominion. The sense of power she had been aware of in talking to Darrow

came back with ten-fold force. She felt like testing him by the most

fantastic exactions, and at the same moment she longed to humble herself

before him, to make herself the shadow and echo of his mood. She wanted

to linger with him in a world of fancy and yet to walk at his side in

the world of fact. She wanted him to feel her power and yet to love her

for her ignorance and humility. She felt like a slave, and a goddess,

and a girl in her teens...

XIII

Darrow, late that evening, threw himself into an armchair before his

fire and mused.

The room was propitious to meditation. The red-veiled lamp, the corners

of shadow, the splashes of firelight on the curves of old full-bodied

wardrobes and cabinets, gave it an air of intimacy increased by its

faded hangings, its slightly frayed and threadbare rugs. Everything in

it was harmoniously shabby, with a subtle sought-for shabbiness in which

Darrow fancied he discerned the touch of Fraser Leath. But Fraser Leath

had grown so unimportant a factor in the scheme of things that these

marks of his presence caused the young man no emotion beyond that of a

faint retrospective amusement.

The afternoon and evening had been perfect.

After a moment of concern over her step-son’s departure, Anna had

surrendered herself to her happiness with an impetuosity that Darrow had

never suspected in her. Early in the afternoon they had gone out in the

motor, traversing miles of sober-tinted landscape in which, here and

there, a scarlet vineyard flamed, clattering through the streets of

stony villages, coming out on low slopes above the river, or winding

through the pale gold of narrow wood-roads with the blue of clear-cut

hills at their end. Over everything lay a faint sunshine that seemed

dissolved in the still air, and the smell of wet roots and decaying

leaves was merged in the pungent scent of burning underbrush. Once, at

the turn of a wall, they stopped the motor before a ruined gateway and,

stumbling along a road full of ruts, stood before a little old deserted

house, fantastically carved and chimneyed, which lay in a moat under the

shade of ancient trees. They paced the paths between the trees, found

a mouldy Temple of Love on an islet among reeds and plantains, and,

sitting on a bench in the stable-yard, watched the pigeons circling

against the sunset over their cot of patterned brick. Then the motor

flew on into the dusk...

When they came in they sat beside the fire in the oak drawing-room,

and Darrow noticed how delicately her head stood out against the sombre

panelling, and mused on the enjoyment there would always be in the mere

fact of watching her hands as they moved about among the tea-things...

They dined late, and facing her across the table, with its low lights

and flowers, he felt an extraordinary pleasure in seeing her again in

evening dress, and in letting his eyes dwell on the proud shy set of her

head, the way her dark hair clasped it, and the girlish thinness of her

neck above the slight swell of the breast. His imagination was struck

by the quality of reticence in her beauty. She suggested a fine portrait

kept down to a few tones, or a Greek vase on which the play of light is

the only pattern.

After dinner they went out on the terrace for a look at the moon-misted

park. Through the crepuscular whiteness the trees hung in blotted

masses. Below the terrace, the garden drew its dark diagrams between

statues that stood like muffled conspirators on the edge of the shadow.

Farther off, the meadows unrolled a silver-shot tissue to the mantling

of mist above the river; and the autumn stars trembled overhead like

their own reflections seen in dim water.

He lit his cigar, and they walked slowly up and down the flags in the

languid air, till he put an arm about her, saying: “You mustn’t stay

till you’re chilled”; then they went back into the room and drew up

their chairs to the fire.

It seemed only a moment later that she said: “It must be after eleven,”

and stood up and looked down on him, smiling faintly. He sat

still, absorbing the look, and thinking: “There’ll be evenings and

evenings”--till she came nearer, bent over him, and with a hand on his

shoulder said: “Good night.”

He got to his feet and put his arms about her.

“Good night,” he answered, and held her fast; and they gave each other a

long kiss of promise and communion.

The memory of it glowed in him still as he sat over his crumbling fire;

but beneath his physical exultation he felt a certain gravity of mood.

His happiness was in some sort the rallying-point of many scattered

purposes. He summed it up vaguely by saying to himself that to be loved

by a woman like that made “all the difference”...He was a little tired

of experimenting on life; he wanted to “take a line”, to follow things

up, to centralize and concentrate, and produce results. Two or three

more years of diplomacy--with her beside him!--and then their real life

would begin: study, travel and book-making for him, and for her--well,

the joy, at any rate, of getting out of an atmosphere of bric-a-brac and

card-leaving into the open air of competing activities.

The desire for change had for some time been latent in him, and his

meeting with Mrs. Leath the previous spring had given it a definite

direction. With such a comrade to focus and stimulate his energies he

felt modestly but agreeably sure of “doing something”. And under this

assurance was the lurking sense that he was somehow worthy of his

opportunity. His life, on the whole, had been a creditable affair. Out

of modest chances and middling talents he had built himself a fairly

marked personality, known some exceptional people, done a number of

interesting and a few rather difficult things, and found himself, at

thirty-seven, possessed of an intellectual ambition sufficient to occupy

the passage to a robust and energetic old age. As for the private and

personal side of his life, it had come up to the current standards, and

if it had dropped, now and then, below a more ideal measure, even these

declines had been brief, parenthetic, incidental. In the recognized

essentials he had always remained strictly within the limit of his

scruples.

From this reassuring survey of his case he came back to the

contemplation of its crowning felicity. His mind turned again to his

first meeting with Anna Summers and took up one by one the threads of

their faintly sketched romance. He dwelt with pardonable pride on

the fact that fate had so early marked him for the high privilege of

possessing her: it seemed to mean that they had really, in the truest

sense of the ill-used phrase, been made for each other.

Deeper still than all these satisfactions was the mere elemental sense

of well-being in her presence. That, after all, was what proved her to

be the woman for him: the pleasure he took in the set of her head, the

way her hair grew on her forehead and at the nape, her steady gaze when

he spoke, the grave freedom of her gait and gestures. He recalled every

detail of her face, the fine veinings of the temples, the bluish-brown

shadows in her upper lids, and the way the reflections of two stars

seemed to form and break up in her eyes when he held her close to him...

If he had had any doubt as to the nature of her feeling for him those

dissolving stars would have allayed it. She was reserved, she was shy

even, was what the shallow and effusive would call “cold”. She was like

a picture so hung that it can be seen only at a certain angle: an angle

known to no one but its possessor. The thought flattered his sense

of possessorship...He felt that the smile on his lips would have been

fatuous had it had a witness. He was thinking of her look when she had

questioned him about his meeting with Owen at the theatre: less of her

words than of her look, and of the effort the question cost her: the

reddening of her cheek, the deepening of the strained line between her

brows, the way her eyes sought shelter and then turned and drew on him.

Pride and passion were in the conflict--magnificent qualities in a wife!

The sight almost made up for his momentary embarrassment at the rousing

of a memory which had no place in his present picture of himself.

Yes! It was worth a good deal to watch that fight between her instinct

and her intelligence, and know one’s self the object of the struggle...

Mingled with these sensations were considerations of another order. He

reflected with satisfaction that she was the kind of woman with whom

one would like to be seen in public. It would be distinctly agreeable

to follow her into drawing-rooms, to walk after her down the aisle of a

theatre, to get in and out of trains with her, to say “my wife” of her

to all sorts of people. He draped these details in the handsome

phrase “She’s a woman to be proud of”, and felt that this fact somehow

justified and ennobled his instinctive boyish satisfaction in loving

her.

He stood up, rambled across the room and leaned out for a while into

the starry night. Then he dropped again into his armchair with a sigh of

deep content.

“Oh, hang it,” he suddenly exclaimed, “it’s the best thing that’s ever

happened to me, anyhow!”

The next day was even better. He felt, and knew she felt, that they had

reached a clearer understanding of each other. It was as if, after a

swim through bright opposing waves, with a dazzle of sun in their eyes,

they had gained an inlet in the shades of a cliff, where they could

float on the still surface and gaze far down into the depths.

Now and then, as they walked and talked, he felt a thrill of youthful

wonder at the coincidence of their views and their experiences, at the

way their minds leapt to the same point in the same instant.

“The old delusion, I suppose,” he smiled to himself. “Will Nature never

tire of the trick?”

But he knew it was more than that. There were moments in their talk when

he felt, distinctly and unmistakably, the solid ground of friendship

underneath the whirling dance of his sensations. “How I should like her

if I didn’t love her!” he summed it up, wondering at the miracle of such

a union.

In the course of the morning a telegram had come from Owen Leath,

announcing that he, his grandmother and Effie would arrive from Dijon

that afternoon at four. The station of the main line was eight or ten

miles from Givre, and Anna, soon after three, left in the motor to meet

the travellers.

When she had gone Darrow started for a walk, planning to get back late,

in order that the reunited family might have the end of the afternoon

to themselves. He roamed the country-side till long after dark, and the

stable-clock of Givre was striking seven as he walked up the avenue to

the court.

In the hall, coming down the stairs, he encountered Anna. Her face was

serene, and his first glance showed him that Owen had kept his word and

that none of her forebodings had been fulfilled.

She had just come down from the school-room, where Effie and the

governess were having supper; the little girl, she told him, looked

immensely better for her Swiss holiday, but was dropping with sleep

after the journey, and too tired to make her habitual appearance in the

drawing-room before being put to bed. Madame de Chantelle was resting,

but would be down for dinner; and as for Owen, Anna supposed he was off

somewhere in the park--he had a passion for prowling about the park at

nightfall...

Darrow followed her into the brown room, where the tea-table had been

left for him. He declined her offer of tea, but she lingered a moment

to tell him that Owen had in fact kept his word, and that Madame de

Chantelle had come back in the best of humours, and unsuspicious of the

blow about to fall.

“She has enjoyed her month at Ouchy, and it has given her a lot to talk

about--her symptoms, and the rival doctors, and the people at the hotel.

It seems she met your Ambassadress there, and Lady Wantley, and

some other London friends of yours, and she’s heard what she calls

‘delightful things’ about you: she told me to tell you so. She attaches

great importance to the fact that your grandmother was an Everard of

Albany. She’s prepared to open her arms to you. I don’t know whether it

won’t make it harder for poor Owen ... the contrast, I mean...There are no

Ambassadresses or Everards to vouch for HIS choice! But you’ll help me,

won’t you? You’ll help me to help him? To-morrow I’ll tell you the rest.

Now I must rush up and tuck in Effie...”

“Oh, you’ll see, we’ll pull it off for him!” he assured her; “together,

we can’t fail to pull it off.”

He stood and watched her with a smile as she fled down the half-lit

vista to the hall.

XIV

If Darrow, on entering the drawing-room before dinner, examined its new

occupant with unusual interest, it was more on Owen Leath’s account than

his own.

Anna’s hints had roused his interest in the lad’s love affair, and he

wondered what manner of girl the heroine of the coming conflict might

be. He had guessed that Owen’s rebellion symbolized for his step-mother

her own long struggle against the Leath conventions, and he understood

that if Anna so passionately abetted him it was partly because, as she

owned, she wanted his liberation to coincide with hers.

The lady who was to represent, in the impending struggle, the forces of

order and tradition was seated by the fire when Darrow entered. Among

the flowers and old furniture of the large pale-panelled room, Madame

de Chantelle had the inanimate elegance of a figure introduced into a

“still-life” to give the scale. And this, Darrow reflected, was exactly

what she doubtless regarded as her chief obligation: he was sure she

thought a great deal of “measure”, and approved of most things only

up to a certain point. She was a woman of sixty, with a figure at once

young and old-fashioned. Her fair faded tints, her quaint corseting,

the passementerie on her tight-waisted dress, the velvet band on her

tapering arm, made her resemble a “carte de visite” photograph of the

middle ’sixties. One saw her, younger but no less invincibly lady-like,

leaning on a chair with a fringed back, a curl in her neck, a locket

on her tuckered bosom, toward the end of an embossed morocco album

beginning with The Beauties of the Second Empire.

She received her daughter-in-law’s suitor with an affability which

implied her knowledge and approval of his suit. Darrow had already

guessed her to be a person who would instinctively oppose any suggested

changes, and then, after one had exhausted one’s main arguments,

unexpectedly yield to some small incidental reason, and adhere doggedly

to her new position. She boasted of her old-fashioned prejudices, talked

a good deal of being a grandmother, and made a show of reaching up to

tap Owen’s shoulder, though his height was little more than hers.

She was full of a small pale prattle about the people she had seen

at Ouchy, as to whom she had the minute statistical information of a

gazetteer, without any apparent sense of personal differences. She said

to Darrow: “They tell me things are very much changed in America...Of

course in my youth there WAS a Society”...She had no desire to return

there she was sure the standards must be so different. “There are

charming people everywhere ... and one must always look on the best

side ... but when one has lived among Traditions it’s difficult to adapt

one’s self to the new ideas...These dreadful views of marriage ... it’s

so hard to explain them to my French relations...I’m thankful to say I

don’t pretend to understand them myself! But YOU’RE an Everard--I told

Anna last spring in London that one sees that instantly”...

She wandered off to the cooking and the service of the hotel at Ouchy.

She attached great importance to gastronomic details and to the manners

of hotel servants. There, too, there was a falling off, she said. “I don

t know, of course; but people say it’s owing to the Americans. Certainly

my waiter had a way of slapping down the dishes ... they tell me that many

of them are Anarchists ... belong to Unions, you know.” She appealed

to Darrow’s reported knowledge of economic conditions to confirm this

ominous rumour.

After dinner Owen Leath wandered into the next room, where the piano

stood, and began to play among the shadows. His step-mother presently

joined him, and Darrow sat alone with Madame de Chantelle.

She took up the thread of her mild chat and carried it on at the

same pace as her knitting. Her conversation resembled the large

loose-stranded web between her fingers: now and then she dropped a

stitch, and went on regardless of the gap in the pattern.

Darrow listened with a lazy sense of well-being. In the mental lull of

the after-dinner hour, with harmonious memories murmuring through

his mind, and the soft tints and shadowy spaces of the fine old room

charming his eyes to indolence, Madame de Chantelle’s discourse seemed

not out of place. He could understand that, in the long run, the

atmosphere of Givre might be suffocating; but in his present mood its

very limitations had a grace.

Presently he found the chance to say a word in his own behalf; and

thereupon measured the advantage, never before particularly apparent to

him, of being related to the Everards of Albany. Madame de Chantelle’s

conception of her native country--to which she had not returned since

her twentieth year--reminded him of an ancient geographer’s map of the

Hyperborean regions. It was all a foggy blank, from which only one or

two fixed outlines emerged; and one of these belonged to the Everards of

Albany.

The fact that they offered such firm footing--formed, so to speak,

a friendly territory on which the opposing powers could meet and

treat--helped him through the task of explaining and justifying himself

as the successor of Fraser Leath. Madame de Chantelle could not resist

such incontestable claims. She seemed to feel her son’s hovering and

discriminating presence, and she gave Darrow the sense that he was being

tested and approved as a last addition to the Leath Collection.

She also made him aware of the immense advantage he possessed in

belonging to the diplomatic profession. She spoke of this humdrum

calling as a Career, and gave Darrow to understand that she supposed him

to have been seducing Duchesses when he was not negotiating Treaties.

He heard again quaint phrases which romantic old ladies had used in his

youth: “Brilliant diplomatic society ... social advantages ... the entree

everywhere ... nothing else FORMS a young man in the same way...” and she

sighingly added that she could have wished her grandson had chosen the

same path to glory.

Darrow prudently suppressed his own view of the profession, as well

as the fact that he had adopted it provisionally, and for reasons

less social than sociological; and the talk presently passed on to the

subject of his future plans.

Here again, Madame de Chantelle’s awe of the Career made her admit

the necessity of Anna’s consenting to an early marriage. The fact that

Darrow was “ordered” to South America seemed to put him in the romantic

light of a young soldier charged to lead a forlorn hope: she sighed and

said: “At such moments a wife’s duty is at her husband’s side.”

The problem of Effie’s future might have disturbed her, she added; but

since Anna, for a time, consented to leave the little girl with her,

that problem was at any rate deferred. She spoke plaintively of the

responsibility of looking after her granddaughter, but Darrow divined

that she enjoyed the flavour of the word more than she felt the weight

of the fact.

“Effie’s a perfect child. She’s more like my son, perhaps, than dear

Owen. She’ll never intentionally give me the least trouble. But of

course the responsibility will be great...I’m not sure I should dare

to undertake it if it were not for her having such a treasure of a

governess. Has Anna told you about our little governess? After all the

worry we had last year, with one impossible creature after another, it

seems providential, just now, to have found her. At first we were afraid

she was too young; but now we’ve the greatest confidence in her. So

clever and amusing--and SUCH a lady! I don’t say her education’s all it

might be ... no drawing or singing ... but one can’t have everything; and

she speaks Italian...”

Madame de Chantelle’s fond insistence on the likeness between Effie

Leath and her father, if not particularly gratifying to Darrow, had at

least increased his desire to see the little girl. It gave him an

odd feeling of discomfort to think that she should have any of the

characteristics of the late Fraser Leath: he had, somehow, fantastically

pictured her as the mystical offspring of the early tenderness between

himself and Anna Summers.

His encounter with Effie took place the next morning, on the lawn below

the terrace, where he found her, in the early sunshine, knocking about

golf balls with her brother. Almost at once, and with infinite relief,

he saw that the resemblance of which Madame de Chantelle boasted was

mainly external. Even that discovery was slightly distasteful, though

Darrow was forced to own that Fraser Leath’s straight-featured fairness

had lent itself to the production of a peculiarly finished image of

childish purity. But it was evident that other elements had also gone

to the making of Effie, and that another spirit sat in her eyes. Her

serious handshake, her “pretty” greeting, were worthy of the Leath

tradition, and he guessed her to be more malleable than Owen, more

subject to the influences of Givre; but the shout with which she

returned to her romp had in it the note of her mother’s emancipation.

He had begged a holiday for her, and when Mrs. Leath appeared he and she

and the little girl went off for a ramble. Anna wished her daughter to

have time to make friends with Darrow before learning in what relation

he was to stand to her; and the three roamed the woods and fields till

the distant chime of the stable-clock made them turn back for luncheon.

Effie, who was attended by a shaggy terrier, had picked up two or three

subordinate dogs at the stable; and as she trotted on ahead with her

yapping escort, Anna hung back to throw a look at Darrow.

“Yes,” he answered it, “she’s exquisite...Oh, I see what I’m asking of

you! But she’ll be quite happy here, won’t she? And you must remember it

won’t be for long...”

Anna sighed her acquiescence. “Oh, she’ll be happy here. It’s her nature

to be happy. She’ll apply herself to it, conscientiously, as she does

to her lessons, and to what she calls ‘being good’...In a way, you see,

that’s just what worries me. Her idea of ‘being good’ is to please the

person she’s with--she puts her whole dear little mind on it! And so, if

ever she’s with the wrong person----”

“But surely there’s no danger of that just now? Madame de Chantelle

tells me that you’ve at last put your hand on a perfect governess----”

Anna, without answering, glanced away from him toward her daughter.

“It’s lucky, at any rate,” Darrow continued, “that Madame de Chantelle

thinks her so.”

“Oh, I think very highly of her too.”

“Highly enough to feel quite satisfied to leave her with Effie?”

“Yes. She’s just the person for Effie. Only, of course, one never

knows...She’s young, and she might take it into her head to leave us...”

After a pause she added: “I’m naturally anxious to know what you think

of her.”

When they entered the house the hands of the hall clock stood within a

few minutes of the luncheon hour. Anna led Effie off to have her hair

smoothed and Darrow wandered into the oak sitting-room, which he found

untenanted. The sun lay pleasantly on its brown walls, on the scattered

books and the flowers in old porcelain vases. In his eyes lingered the

vision of the dark-haired mother mounting the stairs with her little

fair daughter. The contrast between them seemed a last touch of grace

in the complex harmony of things. He stood in the window, looking out at

the park, and brooding inwardly upon his happiness...

He was roused by Effie’s voice and the scamper of her feet down the long

floors behind him.

“Here he is! Here he is!” she cried, flying over the threshold.

He turned and stooped to her with a smile, and as she caught his hand he

perceived that she was trying to draw him toward some one who had paused

behind her in the doorway, and whom he supposed to be her mother.

“HERE he is!” Effie repeated, with her sweet impatience.

The figure in the doorway came forward and Darrow, looking up, found

himself face to face with Sophy Viner. They stood still, a yard or two

apart, and looked at each other without speaking.

As they paused there, a shadow fell across one of the terrace windows,

and Owen Leath stepped whistling into the room. In his rough shooting

clothes, with the glow of exercise under his fair skin, he looked

extraordinarily light-hearted and happy. Darrow, with a quick

side-glance, noticed this, and perceived also that the glow on the

youth’s cheek had deepened suddenly to red. He too stopped short, and

the three stood there motionless for a barely perceptible beat of time.

During its lapse, Darrow’s eyes had turned back from Owen’s face to that

of the girl between them. He had the sense that, whatever was done, it

was he who must do it, and that it must be done immediately. He went

forward and held out his hand.

“How do you do, Miss Viner?”

She answered: “How do you do?” in a voice that sounded clear and

natural; and the next moment he again became aware of steps behind him,

and knew that Mrs. Leath was in the room.

To his strained senses there seemed to be another just measurable

pause before Anna said, looking gaily about the little group: “Has Owen

introduced you? This is Effie’s friend, Miss Viner.”

Effie, still hanging on her governess’s arm, pressed herself closer with

a little gesture of appropriation; and Miss Viner laid her hand on her

pupil’s hair.

Darrow felt that Anna’s eyes had turned to him.

“I think Miss Viner and I have met already--several years ago in

London.”

“I remember,” said Sophy Viner, in the same clear voice.

“How charming! Then we’re all friends. But luncheon must be ready,” said

Mrs. Leath.

She turned back to the door, and the little procession moved down the

two long drawing-rooms, with Effie waltzing on ahead.

XV

Madame de Chantelle and Anna had planned, for the afternoon, a visit to

a remotely situated acquaintance whom the introduction of the motor had

transformed into a neighbour. Effie was to pay for her morning’s holiday

by an hour or two in the school-room, and Owen suggested that he and

Darrow should betake themselves to a distant covert in the desultory

quest for pheasants.

Darrow was not an ardent sportsman, but any pretext for physical

activity would have been acceptable at the moment; and he was glad both

to get away from the house and not to be left to himself.

When he came downstairs the motor was at the door, and Anna stood before

the hall mirror, swathing her hat in veils. She turned at the sound of

his step and smiled at him for a long full moment.

“I’d no idea you knew Miss Viner,” she said, as he helped her into her

long coat.

“It came back to me, luckily, that I’d seen her two or three times in

London, several years ago. She was secretary, or something of the sort,

in the background of a house where I used to dine.”

He loathed the slighting indifference of the phrase, but he had uttered

it deliberately, had been secretly practising it all through the

interminable hour at the luncheon-table. Now that it was spoken, he

shivered at its note of condescension. In such cases one was almost sure

to overdo...But Anna seemed to notice nothing unusual.

“Was she really? You must tell me all about it--tell me exactly how she

struck you. I’m so glad it turns out that you know her.”

“‘Know’ is rather exaggerated: we used to pass each other on the

stairs.”

Madame de Chantelle and Owen appeared together as he spoke, and Anna,

gathering up her wraps, said: “You’ll tell me about that, then. Try and

remember everything you can.”

As he tramped through the woods at his young host’s side, Darrow felt

the partial relief from thought produced by exercise and the obligation

to talk. Little as he cared for shooting, he had the habit of

concentration which makes it natural for a man to throw himself wholly

into whatever business he has in hand, and there were moments of the

afternoon when a sudden whirr in the undergrowth, a vivider gleam

against the hazy browns and greys of the woods, was enough to fill the

foreground of his attention. But all the while, behind these voluntarily

emphasized sensations, his secret consciousness continued to revolve on

a loud wheel of thought. For a time it seemed to be sweeping him through

deep gulfs of darkness. His sensations were too swift and swarming to be

disentangled. He had an almost physical sense of struggling for air,

of battling helplessly with material obstructions, as though the russet

covert through which he trudged were the heart of a maleficent jungle...

Snatches of his companion’s talk drifted to him intermittently through

the confusion of his thoughts. He caught eager self-revealing phrases,

and understood that Owen was saying things about himself, perhaps

hinting indirectly at the hopes for which Darrow had been prepared by

Anna’s confidences. He had already become aware that the lad liked

him, and had meant to take the first opportunity of showing that he

reciprocated the feeling. But the effort of fixing his attention on

Owen’s words was so great that it left no power for more than the

briefest and most inexpressive replies.

Young Leath, it appeared, felt that he had reached a turning-point in

his career, a height from which he could impartially survey his past

progress and projected endeavour. At one time he had had musical and

literary yearnings, visions of desultory artistic indulgence; but these

had of late been superseded by the resolute determination to plunge into

practical life.

“I don’t want, you see,” Darrow heard him explaining, “to drift into

what my grandmother, poor dear, is trying to make of me: an adjunct of

Givre. I don’t want--hang it all!--to slip into collecting sensations

as my father collected snuff-boxes. I want Effie to have Givre--it’s my

grandmother’s, you know, to do as she likes with; and I’ve understood

lately that if it belonged to me it would gradually gobble me up. I want

to get out of it, into a life that’s big and ugly and struggling. If

I can extract beauty out of THAT, so much the better: that’ll prove my

vocation. But I want to MAKE beauty, not be drowned in the ready-made,

like a bee in a pot of honey.”

Darrow knew that he was being appealed to for corroboration of these

views and for encouragement in the course to which they pointed. To his

own ears his answers sounded now curt, now irrelevant: at one moment he

seemed chillingly indifferent, at another he heard himself launching out

on a flood of hazy discursiveness. He dared not look at Owen, for fear

of detecting the lad’s surprise at these senseless transitions. And

through the confusion of his inward struggles and outward loquacity he

heard the ceaseless trip-hammer beat of the question: “What in God’s

name shall I do?”...

To get back to the house before Anna’s return seemed his most pressing

necessity. He did not clearly know why: he simply felt that he ought to

be there. At one moment it occurred to him that Miss Viner might want to

speak to him alone--and again, in the same flash, that it would probably

be the last thing she would want...At any rate, he felt he ought to try

to speak to HER; or at least be prepared to do so, if the chance should

occur...

Finally, toward four, he told his companion that he had some letters

on his mind and must get back to the house and despatch them before the

ladies returned. He left Owen with the beater and walked on to the edge

of the covert. At the park gates he struck obliquely through the trees,

following a grass avenue at the end of which he had caught a glimpse

of the roof of the chapel. A grey haze had blotted out the sun and the

still air clung about him tepidly. At length the house-front raised

before him its expanse of damp-silvered brick, and he was struck afresh

by the high decorum of its calm lines and soberly massed surfaces. It

made him feel, in the turbid coil of his fears and passions, like a

muddy tramp forcing his way into some pure sequestered shrine...

By and bye, he knew, he should have to think the complex horror out,

slowly, systematically, bit by bit; but for the moment it was whirling

him about so fast that he could just clutch at its sharp spikes and

be tossed off again. Only one definite immediate fact stuck in his

quivering grasp. He must give the girl every chance--must hold himself

passive till she had taken them...

In the court Effie ran up to him with her leaping terrier.

“I was coming out to meet you--you and Owen. Miss Viner was coming, too,

and then she couldn’t because she’s got such a headache. I’m afraid I

gave it to her because I did my division so disgracefully. It’s too bad,

isn’t it? But won’t you walk back with me? Nurse won’t mind the least

bit; she’d so much rather go in to tea.”

Darrow excused himself laughingly, on the plea that he had letters to

write, which was much worse than having a headache, and not infrequently

resulted in one.

“Oh, then you can go and write them in Owen’s study. That’s where

gentlemen always write their letters.”

She flew on with her dog and Darrow pursued his way to the house.

Effie’s suggestion struck him as useful. He had pictured himself

as vaguely drifting about the drawing-rooms, and had perceived the

difficulty of Miss Viner’s having to seek him there; but the study,

a small room on the right of the hall, was in easy sight from the

staircase, and so situated that there would be nothing marked in his

being found there in talk with her.

He went in, leaving the door open, and sat down at the writing-table.

The room was a friendly heterogeneous place, the one repository, in the

well-ordered and amply-servanted house, of all its unclassified odds and

ends: Effie’s croquet-box and fishing rods, Owen’s guns and golf-sticks

and racquets, his step-mother’s flower-baskets and gardening implements,

even Madame de Chantelle’s embroidery frame, and the back numbers of the

Catholic Weekly. The early twilight had begun to fall, and presently

a slanting ray across the desk showed Darrow that a servant was coming

across the hall with a lamp. He pulled out a sheet of note-paper and

began to write at random, while the man, entering, put the lamp at his

elbow and vaguely “straightened” the heap of newspapers tossed on the

divan. Then his steps died away and Darrow sat leaning his head on his

locked hands.

Presently another step sounded on the stairs, wavered a moment and then

moved past the threshold of the study. Darrow got up and walked into

the hall, which was still unlighted. In the dimness he saw Sophy Viner

standing by the hall door in her hat and jacket. She stopped at sight

of him, her hand on the door-bolt, and they stood for a second without

speaking.

“Have you seen Effie?” she suddenly asked. “She went out to meet you.”

“She DID meet me, just now, in the court. She’s gone on to join her

brother.”

Darrow spoke as naturally as he could, but his voice sounded to his own

ears like an amateur actor’s in a “light” part.

Miss Viner, without answering, drew back the bolt. He watched her in

silence as the door swung open; then he said: “She has her nurse with

her. She won’t be long.”

She stood irresolute, and he added: “I was writing in there--won’t you

come and have a little talk? Every one’s out.”

The last words struck him as not well-chosen, but there was no time to

choose. She paused a second longer and then crossed the threshold of the

study. At luncheon she had sat with her back to the window, and beyond

noting that she had grown a little thinner, and had less colour and

vivacity, he had seen no change in her; but now, as the lamplight fell

on her face, its whiteness startled him.

“Poor thing ... poor thing ... what in heaven’s name can she suppose?” he

wondered.

“Do sit down--I want to talk to you,” he said and pushed a chair toward

her.

She did not seem to see it, or, if she did, she deliberately chose

another seat. He came back to his own chair and leaned his elbows on the

blotter. She faced him from the farther side of the table.

“You promised to let me hear from you now and then,” he began awkwardly,

and with a sharp sense of his awkwardness.

A faint smile made her face more tragic. “Did I? There was nothing to

tell. I’ve had no history--like the happy countries...”

He waited a moment before asking: “You ARE happy here?”

“I WAS,” she said with a faint emphasis.

“Why do you say ‘was’? You’re surely not thinking of going? There can’t

be kinder people anywhere.” Darrow hardly knew what he was saying; but

her answer came to him with deadly definiteness.

“I suppose it depends on you whether I go or stay.”

“On me?” He stared at her across Owen’s scattered papers. “Good God!

What can you think of me, to say that?”

The mockery of the question flashed back at him from her wretched face.

She stood up, wandered away, and leaned an instant in the darkening

window-frame. From there she turned to fling back at him: “Don’t imagine

I’m the least bit sorry for anything!”

He steadied his elbows on the table and hid his face in his hands.

It was harder, oh, damnably harder, than he had expected! Arguments,

expedients, palliations, evasions, all seemed to be slipping away

from him: he was left face to face with the mere graceless fact of his

inferiority. He lifted his head to ask at random: “You’ve been here,

then, ever since?”

“Since June; yes. It turned out that the Farlows were hunting for

me--all the while--for this.”

She stood facing him, her back to the window, evidently impatient to be

gone, yet with something still to say, or that she expected to hear him

say. The sense of her expectancy benumbed him. What in heaven’s name

could he say to her that was not an offense or a mockery?

“Your idea of the theatre--you gave that up at once, then?”

“Oh, the theatre!” She gave a little laugh. “I couldn’t wait for the

theatre. I had to take the first thing that offered; I took this.”

He pushed on haltingly: “I’m glad--extremely glad--you’re happy

here...I’d counted on your letting me know if there was anything I could

do...The theatre, now--if you still regret it--if you’re not contented

here...I know people in that line in London--I’m certain I can manage it

for you when I get back----”

She moved up to the table and leaned over it to ask, in a voice that was

hardly above a whisper: “Then you DO want me to leave? Is that it?”

He dropped his arms with a groan. “Good heavens! How can you think such

things? At the time, you know, I begged you to let me do what I could,

but you wouldn’t hear of it ... and ever since I’ve been wanting to be of

use--to do something, anything, to help you...”

She heard him through, motionless, without a quiver of the clasped hands

she rested on the edge of the table.

“If you want to help me, then--you can help me to stay here,” she

brought out with low-toned intensity.

Through the stillness of the pause which followed, the bray of a

motor-horn sounded far down the drive. Instantly she turned, with a last

white look at him, and fled from the room and up the stairs. He stood

motionless, benumbed by the shock of her last words. She was afraid,

then--afraid of him--sick with fear of him! The discovery beat him down

to a lower depth...

The motor-horn sounded again, close at hand, and he turned and went

up to his room. His letter-writing was a sufficient pretext for not

immediately joining the party about the tea-table, and he wanted to be

alone and try to put a little order into his tumultuous thinking.

Upstairs, the room held out the intimate welcome of its lamp and fire.

Everything in it exhaled the same sense of peace and stability which,

two evenings before, had lulled him to complacent meditation. His

armchair again invited him from the hearth, but he was too agitated to

sit still, and with sunk head and hands clasped behind his back he began

to wander up and down the room.

His five minutes with Sophy Viner had flashed strange lights into the

shadowy corners of his consciousness. The girl’s absolute candour,

her hard ardent honesty, was for the moment the vividest point in his

thoughts. He wondered anew, as he had wondered before, at the way in

which the harsh discipline of life had stripped her of false sentiment

without laying the least touch on her pride. When they had parted, five

months before, she had quietly but decidedly rejected all his offers

of help, even to the suggestion of his trying to further her theatrical

aims: she had made it clear that she wished their brief alliance to

leave no trace on their lives save that of its own smiling memory. But

now that they were unexpectedly confronted in a situation which seemed,

to her terrified fancy, to put her at his mercy, her first impulse was

to defend her right to the place she had won, and to learn as quickly

as possible if he meant to dispute it. While he had pictured her as

shrinking away from him in a tremor of self-effacement she had watched

his movements, made sure of her opportunity, and come straight down to

“have it out” with him. He was so struck by the frankness and energy of

the proceeding that for a moment he lost sight of the view of his own

character implied in it.

“Poor thing ... poor thing!” he could only go on saying; and with the

repetition of the words the picture of himself as she must see him

pitiably took shape again.

He understood then, for the first time, how vague, in comparison with

hers, had been his own vision of the part he had played in the brief

episode of their relation. The incident had left in him a sense of

exasperation and self-contempt, but that, as he now perceived, was

chiefly, if not altogether, as it bore on his preconceived ideal of his

attitude toward another woman. He had fallen below his own standard of

sentimental loyalty, and if he thought of Sophy Viner it was mainly

as the chance instrument of his lapse. These considerations were not

agreeable to his pride, but they were forced on him by the example of

her valiant common-sense. If he had cut a sorry figure in the business,

he owed it to her not to close his eyes to the fact any longer...

But when he opened them, what did he see? The situation, detestable at

best, would yet have been relatively simple if protecting Sophy Viner

had been the only duty involved in it. The fact that that duty was

paramount did not do away with the contingent obligations. It was

Darrow’s instinct, in difficult moments, to go straight to the bottom

of the difficulty; but he had never before had to take so dark a dive

as this, and for the minute he shivered on the brink...Well, his first

duty, at any rate, was to the girl: he must let her see that he meant to

fulfill it to the last jot, and then try to find out how to square the

fulfillment with the other problems already in his path...

XVI

In the oak room he found Mrs. Leath, her mother-in-law and Effie. The

group, as he came toward it down the long drawing-rooms, composed itself

prettily about the tea-table. The lamps and the fire crossed their

gleams on silver and porcelain, on the bright haze of Effie’s hair and

on the whiteness of Anna’s forehead, as she leaned back in her chair

behind the tea-urn.

She did not move at Darrow’s approach, but lifted to him a deep gaze of

peace and confidence. The look seemed to throw about him the spell of

a divine security: he felt the joy of a convalescent suddenly waking to

find the sunlight on his face.

Madame de Chantelle, across her knitting, discoursed of their

afternoon’s excursion, with occasional pauses induced by the hypnotic

effect of the fresh air; and Effie, kneeling, on the hearth, softly but

insistently sought to implant in her terrier’s mind some notion of the

relation between a vertical attitude and sugar.

Darrow took a chair behind the little girl, so that he might look across

at her mother. It was almost a necessity for him, at the moment, to

let his eyes rest on Anna’s face, and to meet, now and then, the proud

shyness of her gaze.

Madame de Chantelle presently enquired what had become of Owen, and

a moment later the window behind her opened, and her grandson, gun in

hand, came in from the terrace. As he stood there in the lamp-light,

with dead leaves and bits of bramble clinging to his mud-spattered

clothes, the scent of the night about him and its chill on his pale

bright face, he really had the look of a young faun strayed in from the

forest.

Effie abandoned the terrier to fly to him. “Oh, Owen, where in the world

have you been? I walked miles and miles with Nurse and couldn’t find

you, and we met Jean and he said he didn’t know where you’d gone.”

“Nobody knows where I go, or what I see when I get there--that’s the

beauty of it!” he laughed back at her. “But if you’re good,” he added,

“I’ll tell you about it one of these days.”

“Oh, now, Owen, now! I don’t really believe I’ll ever be much better

than I am now.”

“Let Owen have his tea first,” her mother suggested; but the young man,

declining the offer, propped his gun against the wall, and, lighting

a cigarette, began to pace up and down the room in a way that reminded

Darrow of his own caged wanderings. Effie pursued him with her

blandishments, and for a while he poured out to her a low-voiced stream

of nonsense; then he sat down beside his step-mother and leaned over to

help himself to tea.

“Where’s Miss Viner?” he asked, as Effie climbed up on him. “Why isn’t

she here to chain up this ungovernable infant?”

“Poor Miss Viner has a headache. Effie says she went to her room as soon

as lessons were over, and sent word that she wouldn’t be down for tea.”

“Ah,” said Owen, abruptly setting down his cup. He stood up, lit another

cigarette, and wandered away to the piano in the room beyond.

From the twilight where he sat a lonely music, borne on fantastic

chords, floated to the group about the tea-table. Under its influence

Madame de Chantelle’s meditative pauses increased in length and

frequency, and Effie stretched herself on the hearth, her drowsy head

against the dog. Presently her nurse appeared, and Anna rose at the same

time. “Stop a minute in my sitting-room on your way up,” she paused to

say to Darrow as she went.

A few hours earlier, her request would have brought him instantly to his

feet. She had given him, on the day of his arrival, an inviting glimpse

of the spacious book-lined room above stairs in which she had gathered

together all the tokens of her personal tastes: the retreat in which,

as one might fancy, Anna Leath had hidden the restless ghost of Anna

Summers; and the thought of a talk with her there had been in his mind

ever since. But now he sat motionless, as if spell-bound by the play of

Madame de Chantelle’s needles and the pulsations of Owen’s fitful music.

“She will want to ask me about the girl,” he repeated to himself, with a

fresh sense of the insidious taint that embittered all his thoughts;

the hand of the slender-columned clock on the mantel-piece had spanned

a half-hour before shame at his own indecision finally drew him to his

feet.

From her writing-table, where she sat over a pile of letters, Anna

lifted her happy smile. The impulse to press his lips to it made him

come close and draw her upward. She threw her head back, as if surprised

at the abruptness of the gesture; then her face leaned to his with the

slow droop of a flower. He felt again the sweep of the secret tides, and

all his fears went down in them.

She sat down in the sofa-corner by the fire and he drew an armchair

close to her. His gaze roamed peacefully about the quiet room.

“It’s just like you--it is you,” he said, as his eyes came back to her.

“It’s a good place to be alone in--I don’t think I’ve ever before cared

to talk with any one here.”

“Let’s be quiet, then: it’s the best way of talking.”

“Yes; but we must save it up till later. There are things I want to say

to you now.”

He leaned back in his chair. “Say them, then, and I’ll listen.”

“Oh, no. I want you to tell me about Miss Viner.”

“About Miss Viner?” He summoned up a look of faint interrogation.

He thought she seemed surprised at his surprise. “It’s important,

naturally,” she explained, “that I should find out all I can about her

before I leave.”

“Important on Effie’s account?”

“On Effie’s account--of course.”

“Of course...But you’ve every reason to be satisfied, haven’t you?”

“Every apparent reason. We all like her. Effie’s very fond of her, and

she seems to have a delightful influence on the child. But we know so

little, after all--about her antecedents, I mean, and her past history.

That’s why I want you to try and recall everything you heard about her

when you used to see her in London.”

“Oh, on that score I’m afraid I sha’n’t be of much use. As I told you,

she was a mere shadow in the background of the house I saw her in--and

that was four or five years ago...”

“When she was with a Mrs. Murrett?”

“Yes; an appalling woman who runs a roaring dinner-factory that used now

and then to catch me in its wheels. I escaped from them long ago; but

in my time there used to be half a dozen fagged ‘hands’ to tend the

machine, and Miss Viner was one of them. I’m glad she’s out of it, poor

girl!” “Then you never really saw anything of her there?”

“I never had the chance. Mrs. Murrett discouraged any competition on the

part of her subordinates.”

“Especially such pretty ones, I suppose?” Darrow made no comment, and

she continued: “And Mrs. Murrett’s own opinion--if she’d offered you

one--probably wouldn’t have been of much value?”

“Only in so far as her disapproval would, on general principles, have

been a good mark for Miss Viner. But surely,” he went on after a pause,

“you could have found out about her from the people through whom you

first heard of her?”

Anna smiled. “Oh, we heard of her through Adelaide Painter--;” and in

reply to his glance of interrogation she explained that the lady in

question was a spinster of South Braintree, Massachusetts, who, having

come to Paris some thirty years earlier, to nurse a brother through an

illness, had ever since protestingly and provisionally camped there in a

state of contemptuous protestation oddly manifested by her never taking

the slip-covers off her drawing-room chairs. Her long residence on

Gallic soil had not mitigated her hostility toward the creed and customs

of the race, but though she always referred to the Catholic Church as

the Scarlet Woman and took the darkest views of French private

life, Madame de Chantelle placed great reliance on her judgment and

experience, and in every domestic crisis the irreducible Adelaide was

immediately summoned to Givre.

“It’s all the odder because my mother-in-law, since her second marriage,

has lived so much in the country that she’s practically lost sight

of all her other American friends. Besides which, you can see how

completely she has identified herself with Monsieur de Chantelle’s

nationality and adopted French habits and prejudices. Yet when anything

goes wrong she always sends for Adelaide Painter, who’s more American

than the Stars and Stripes, and might have left South Braintree

yesterday, if she hadn’t, rather, brought it over with her in her

trunk.”

Darrow laughed. “Well, then, if South Braintree vouches for Miss

Viner----”

“Oh, but only indirectly. When we had that odious adventure with

Mademoiselle Grumeau, who’d been so highly recommended by Monsieur de

Chantelle’s aunt, the Chanoinesse, Adelaide was of course sent for, and

she said at once: ‘I’m not the least bit surprised. I’ve always told you

that what you wanted for Effie was a sweet American girl, and not one of

these nasty foreigners.’ Unluckily she couldn’t, at the moment, put her

hand on a sweet American; but she presently heard of Miss Viner through

the Farlows, an excellent couple who live in the Quartier Latin and

write about French life for the American papers. I was only too thankful

to find anyone who was vouched for by decent people; and so far I’ve had

no cause to regret my choice. But I know, after all, very little about

Miss Viner; and there are all kinds of reasons why I want, as soon as

possible, to find out more--to find out all I can.”

“Since you’ve got to leave Effie I understand your feeling in that way.

But is there, in such a case, any recommendation worth half as much as

your own direct experience?”

“No; and it’s been so favourable that I was ready to accept it as

conclusive. Only, naturally, when I found you’d known her in London I

was in hopes you’d give me some more specific reasons for liking her as

much as I do.”

“I’m afraid I can give you nothing more specific than my general vague

impression that she seems very plucky and extremely nice.”

“You don’t, at any rate, know anything specific to the contrary?”

“To the contrary? How should I? I’m not conscious of ever having heard

any one say two words about her. I only infer that she must have pluck

and character to have stuck it out so long at Mrs. Murrett’s.”

“Yes, poor thing! She has pluck, certainly; and pride, too; which must

have made it all the harder.” Anna rose to her feet. “You don’t know how

glad I am that your impression’s on the whole so good. I particularly

wanted you to like her.”

He drew her to him with a smile. “On that condition I’m prepared to love

even Adelaide Painter.”

“I almost hope you wont have the chance to--poor Adelaide! Her

appearance here always coincides with a catastrophe.”

“Oh, then I must manage to meet her elsewhere.” He held Anna closer,

saying to himself, as he smoothed back the hair from her forehead: “What

does anything matter but just THIS?--Must I go now?” he added aloud.

She answered absently: “It must be time to dress”; then she drew back a

little and laid her hands on his shoulders. “My love--oh, my dear love!”

she said.

It came to him that they were the first words of endearment he had heard

her speak, and their rareness gave them a magic quality of reassurance,

as though no danger could strike through such a shield.

A knock on the door made them draw apart. Anna lifted her hand to

her hair and Darrow stooped to examine a photograph of Effie on the

writing-table.

“Come in!” Anna said.

The door opened and Sophy Viner entered. Seeing Darrow, she drew back.

“Do come in, Miss Viner,” Anna repeated, looking at her kindly.

The girl, a quick red in her cheeks, still hesitated on the threshold.

“I’m so sorry; but Effie has mislaid her Latin grammar, and I thought

she might have left it here. I need it to prepare for tomorrow’s

lesson.”

“Is this it?” Darrow asked, picking up a book from the table.

“Oh, thank you!”

He held it out to her and she took it and moved to the door.

“Wait a minute, please, Miss Viner,” Anna said; and as the girl turned

back, she went on with her quiet smile: “Effie told us you’d gone to

your room with a headache. You mustn’t sit up over tomorrow’s lessons if

you don’t feel well.”

Sophy’s blush deepened. “But you see I have to. Latin’s one of my weak

points, and there’s generally only one page of this book between me and

Effie.” She threw the words off with a half-ironic smile. “Do excuse my

disturbing you,” she added.

“You didn’t disturb me,” Anna answered. Darrow perceived that she was

looking intently at the girl, as though struck by something tense and

tremulous in her face, her voice, her whole mien and attitude. “You DO

look tired. You’d much better go straight to bed. Effie won’t be sorry

to skip her Latin.”

“Thank you--but I’m really all right,” murmured Sophy Viner. Her glance,

making a swift circuit of the room, dwelt for an appreciable instant on

the intimate propinquity of arm-chair and sofa-corner; then she turned

back to the door.