CHAPTER XI

The pleasure-house was a two-storeyed building, much dilapidated,

having been unoccupied by the proprietor for many years. The garden,

originally made for pleasure by the Pasha’s father, had since been used

exclusively for growing vegetables. It was now like several fields

with palm trees set at intervals, the whole surrounded by a high mud

wall. The Pasha in one day had had the rooms cleaned out, the snakes

extracted from their walls by a professional charmer; the next he sent

down servants with the furniture, and the same evening Barakah arrived.

The house resembled a gigantic lantern in the blue of night with light

exuding from its many lattices. Descending from the harîm carriage

which had brought her, together with two women and the girl Fatûmah,

her own slaves, she was met by Yûsuf, whom she had not seen all day. He

introduced to her two men--a new experience, which seemed an earnest

of less strict seclusion. One, who bore a torch, bowed low with eyes

downcast. He was the gardener. The other--a most honest-looking

youth--gazed awestruck at her shrouded form, his large brown eyes

dilated to the very utmost, while a vast ecstatic smile bared all his

teeth--a smile which told of infinite fidelity.

“His name,” said Yûsuf, “is Ghandûr--my faithful friend. He is your

water-carrier, and will be always within call in case you have some

errand out of doors.”

Yûsuf then walked apart with the two men, while Sawwâb, the eunuch,

showed the lady her apartments. Sawwâb had come as escort to the

carriage and returned with it as soon as he had seen her settled

comfortably. A leering crone was left to guard propriety, a task which

she performed extremely ill on that first evening; for instead of

checking the high spirits of the slave-girls, who romped for joy at

their release from stricter discipline, she smiled upon their antics,

and herself performed a most improper dance before the bride.

For several days Yûsuf remained contented in the house and garden;

while Barakah, half-dazed but happy too, beheld him as incarnate

passion, not as man. She was the first to tire of loves and doves, and

try to talk of something sensible. Yûsuf appeared to think the speech

of every day a waste of time between them.

Then came the period of tiffs, the fretful wakening. Yûsuf began to

deal in sentiment about his mother, proclaiming it a hardship that his

wife should still distrust her.

“She is kind and tender--O, how dear to me! Go to her, Barakah! Kneel

at her feet, embrace her hands, and she will surely pardon.”

“Pardon? What, pray?” exclaimed the bride indignantly. “It is for her

to ask pardon of me whom, kindly recollect, she tried to poison.”

“She is older than you; she is my mother. It behoves you to be modest

and submissive towards her. I have forgiven all, and so should you. She

is my mother.”

It was a relief one morning when the Pasha came and bore the young

man off, declaring jokingly that he would die of too much sweet if he

remained immured there longer. Of Barakah he said the same, informing

her that Leylah Khânum and Gulbeyzah would call that afternoon to take

her out upon a round of visits.

Then Yûsuf took to being absent all day long, but came home gladly in

the evenings, full of love. He volunteered no tidings of his day’s

amusements, and when she questioned him about them seemed to think it

odd.

“All that is not your business,” he informed her kindly.

She hinted at the pleasures of companionship, the bond of common

interests. He laughed, inquiring:

“Are we not companions? Have we not interests in common? You teach me

English, and I teach you Arabic; we compare the customs of the races.

And we love! Are not these interests much greater than to hear what

Fulân said to Zeyd, what Zeyd replied, and whether Hâfiz or Mahmûd

obtained the Government appointment? That is the life of men, a passing

of the hours till night, when they return to the beloved. If anything

of weight befell I should inform you. What pleasure could it give to

you to hear repeated the gabble of a lot of people you will never know?”

Perceiving much in Yûsuf’s tastes and conversation which pious English

people would have thought ungodly, she gasped a little on discovering

he was religious. Attracted by a faith which showed some tolerance

of human failings, she was studying the rudiments of El Islâm by

Yûsuf’s guidance; acquiring prayers and all the rules for saying them,

including washings and the proper time and place. Nothing seemed left

to the believer’s judgment, it was all laid down. When, at a lesson

in prostration, she was moved to laughter, he became quite terrible,

and warned her threateningly that in this country any man or woman was

likely to be torn in pieces for a hint of blasphemy. The awe she felt

was oddly mixed with fascination.

There were details she would not have chosen in her cloistered life,

but on the whole it was the happiest that she had ever known. She was

waited on hand and foot who had known drudgery; her husband used her

as a reigning beauty who, but a few weeks since, had been esteemed

uninteresting. Then there were pleasures of society. The Pasha’s

carriage often came, with one or other of the ladies and Gulbeyzah, to

take her round to call on grand harîms. She was received with favour by

great ladies. One, a princess, by name Amînah Khânum, insisted on her

spending a whole day alone with her.

This dame, though elderly, still dressed to charm. Her rooms were full

of European furniture, but she herself sat always on a sofa, smoking a

long, old-fashioned pipe with coral mouthpiece.

“You are not of the first rank in your own country,” she told Barakah

to start with, bluntly; “or you would not be where you are. You do not

know the people I have met in France and England, so don’t pretend

you do. I value frankness.” It seemed she knew the English pretty

thoroughly.

She spoke good French and talked of Western Europe with intelligence,

seeming in general to approve its customs. One little speech of hers

amazed the visitor, intruding as it did abruptly upon lighter talk:

“The Europeans have degraded love and made life banal. They spread

life’s agitation over a vast surface and account it progress; we value

depth and stillness. Enlarging each life’s pool, they make it shallow.

A woman’s life is of the feelings which are dulled, not quickened,

by extensive interests. Their men too suffer, growing superficial,

flippant, without depth of character.”

When Barakah retailed this saying to Gulbeyzah, the Circassian sighed:

“She knows!” and told a curious story.

It was that years ago a European officer in the Egyptian service had

wooed Amînah Khânum secretly; and she had been entirely captivated by

his charms. But endeavouring to sound his character, she found him

shallow. She made him islam, but his carelessness informed her that

conversion meant no more for him than access to her. In the same way

she perceived that what he felt for her was nothing more profound than

the desire to add a Muslim lady to his list of conquests. The blow was

dire, for she was then extremely lovely, and a great examiner of men,

having divorced or killed ten husbands. She would not have him tell a

tale among his kind, yet could not conquer her intense desire of him.

What could she do? She satisfied her heart, and the next morning gave

him death in easy form, being well versed in poisons.

Barakah cried out in horror; but Gulbeyzah shrugged.

“What else could woman, not a harlot, do? He was an infidel, and would

have bragged of her. Ever since then Amînah Khânum has a kindness for

the Franks, though she deplores their levity.”

“And would you do the same?”

“One cannot tell beforehand. I am not a princess. Either that or kill

myself. May God preserve us from unsanctioned love of all kinds!”

Barakah felt overwhelmed by the intenseness, the tragic vigour of

these women, who seemed mild and playful.

Mrs. Cameron called at the garden-house one afternoon, and Barakah was

proud to give her a real English tea. Except for the costume, which

was much richer, and an added glow of happiness, the visitor, she felt

convinced, could not detect the slightest change in her. One thing at

least was certain, she had not deteriorated, as Mrs. Cameron before

the marriage had foretold she would. The visitor was amiable, and made

no allusion to the past. Before departing she made Barakah an offer of

some knitting wool and needles she had just received from England. The

wife of Yûsuf Bey accepted gladly, for she began to feel the weight of

idle hands.

The wools arriving an hour later, she debated what to make with them;

and, being at the time in English mood, decided on a pair of slippers

for her husband. But when she told him of her purpose, he frowned

wonderingly, and asked:

“Are you a shoemaker?”

Utterly disconcerted by so apt a question, she tried to paint the

beauty of the project, but he could not see it.

“If you want slippers, buy them in the market. It is not your trade.

When one like you employs the needle, it is not for use. Ask my mother;

she will show you the right work to do.”

He had his own ideas. The coloured wools were given to Fatûmah, who

made anklets of them, and other personal adornments, which amused her

for a week.

Deducing from her wish to make him slippers that she found the hours

long in his absence, Yûsuf procured her books in French and English.

He also brought her a fine musical box, which played dance-music in

stentorian tones to the rapture of the slaves, who kept it going all

day long. The Pasha came and begged her not to imagine that she was

debarred from every pleasure. It would be cruel to confine a damsel of

her breeding as strictly as a native of the country. Let her but name

her wishes; they should be deferred to. He even threw out hints that

she and Yûsuf might possibly see Paris in the coming summer.

Thus exhorted, and encouraged by the sight of women like Amînah

Khânum, who seemed to order every one their way, she forsook the timid

attitude which had been hers since marriage, and viewed existence with

commanding eyes. The old woman who had been engaged to play propriety,

was horrified one day to see her talking barefaced at a window to

Ghandûr, the water-carrier. The crone expostulated, coaxed, entreated,

and at length, when all proved vain, informed the husband, who, to her

utter consternation, laughed.

“Ghandûr?” he cried; “Ghandûr is my right foot,” and immediately

applied that member to the beldame’s person.

The old woman did not dare to speak again to Barakah, though the latter

plagued her mercilessly, crying “Ghandûr!” here and “Ghandûr!” there,

for the treat of seeing her curvet and wring her hands.

One morning, after Yûsuf had departed, she grew conscious of a great

oppression due to lack of outlet. The feeling had been with her vaguely

for some days. Now she knew it for a craving; she must see an English

person to revive her fading interest in the strange things around her.

“Ghandûr!” she cried.--He answered “Hâdir!”--“Fetch me a carriage for

the fifth hour after noon.”

“Hâdir!” he said again; and from her lattice she saw him speed off on

his errand like the wind. There were few carriages for hire in Cairo in

those days, and it was necessary to bespeak one early.

“The lady wishes to go out? Shall I accompany her?” cooed the old

woman, who was hovering near.

“No. I go alone!”

“I had better accompany the lady.”

“No, I tell thee!”

The lady stamped her foot, when the duenna shuffled off, wagging her

head forebodingly and mumbling.

“How absurd!” thought Barakah. “Haven’t Yûsuf and the Pasha told me

twenty times that women, in the kind of shroud they make us wear, can

go anywhere alone without attracting notice?”

When the carriage came--a hooded one--she sallied forth, correctly

veiled, escorted by Ghandûr, who, seeing no one with her, asked leave

to mount the box beside the driver. She gave it, feeling sure that

the old woman was watching the departure through some upper lattice.

Ghandûr sprang up with a delighted grin, quite rigid with the pride of

high preferment.

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