CHAPTER XII.

MR. AND MRS. JUDSON VISIT BENGAL AND RETURN.--MRS. JUDSON'S HEALTH AGAIN

FAILS.--HER RESOLUTION TO VISIT AMERICA.--HER VOYAGE TO ENGLAND AND

VISIT THERE.

They arrived in Calcutta on the 8th of August, 1820. The voyage was of

no essential benefit to Mrs. J.'s health, neither was her visit to

Calcutta; but at Serampore she so far recovered as to make them desirous

to return to Rangoon, where they arrived on the 5th of January, 1821.

The converts received them with the utmost affection; their old friend

the vicereine again occupied her former palace and welcomed Mrs. Judson

with friendly familiarity, and new inquirers presented themselves at the

zayat. In translating the Scriptures, the acute and fertile mind of

Moung Shwa-gnong was an invaluable assistance, while another convert of

cultivated intellect was equally useful in other missionary labors.

Though through fear of being subjected to extortion, some of them had

been obliged to flee to the woods, not one disciple had disgraced or

dishonored his profession. A violent effort and been made by some of

Moung Shwa-gnong's enemies, to ruin him in the opinion of the viceroy,

by complaining of him that he was making every endeavor "to turn the

priests' rice-pot bottom upwards." "_What consequence?_" said the

viceroy, "_let the priests turn it back again._" All the disciples from

that time felt sure of toleration under Mya-day-men, (the name of the

viceroy.)

The history of the next few months presents nothing novel in the life of

this little Christian community, to which there were however some

accessions. But Mrs. Judson was gradually sinking under the disease

which had so long troubled her, until at length it was found essential

to her _life_ even, that she should seek some more propitious climate.

After much anxious deliberation it was resolved that she should sail for

Bengal, and thence to America. Her feelings on leaving the 'home of her

heart,' and the husband of her youth, as well as the spiritual children

that God had given them in that heathen land--to try alone the perils of

a long and tedious voyage, in a state of health which rendered it

doubtful whether she would ever reach the land of her nativity, or

return to that of her adoption--can scarcely be conceived, much less

described. Her own words are:

"Those only who have been through a variety of toil and privation to

obtain a darling object, can realize how entirely every fibre of the

heart adheres to that object when secured. Had we encountered no

difficulties, and suffered no privations in our attempts to form a

Church of Christ, under the government of a heathen despot, we should

have been warmly attached to the individuals composing it, but should

not have felt that tender solicitude and anxious affection, as in the

present case.

"Rangoon, from having been the theatre in which so much of the power,

faithfulness and mercy of God have been exhibited; from having been

considered for ten years past as my home for life, and from a thousand

interesting associations, had become the dearest spot on earth. Hence

you will readily imagine, that no ordinary consideration would have

induced my departure."

She arrived in Calcutta Sept. 22d, 1821. Finding when she reached there

that the American captains of vessels declined taking passengers,

without an exorbitant price, she decided not to take passage to America.

On mentioning her circumstances to a lady in Calcutta, the latter

strongly recommended the advantages of a voyage to England, on account

of the superior accommodations, medical advice, and female passengers in

English ships. A pious captain offered to take her for about one third

of the price demanded for a voyage to America, provided she would share

a cabin with three children, who were going to England an offer which

she immediately accepted. The father of the children subsequently

arrived in Calcutta, and generously paid the whole price of the cabin,

which enabled her to go without any expense to the Board.

She writes: "If the pain in my side is entirely removed while on my

passage to Europe, I shall return to India in the same ship, and proceed

immediately to Rangoon. But if not I shall go over to America, and spend

one winter in my dear native country.

"Ardently as I desire to see my beloved friends in America, I cannot

prevail on myself to be any longer from Rangoon than is absolutely

necessary for the preservation of my life. I have had a severe struggle

relative to my immediate return to Rangoon instead of going to England.

But I did not venture to go contrary to the convictions of reason, to

the opinion of an eminent and skilful physician, and the repeated

injunctions of Mr. Judson.

"My last letter from Rangoon was dated Oct. 26. Moung Shwa-gnong had

been accused before the viceroy, and had disappeared. Mr. Judson had

felt much anxiety and distress on his account, fearing he had done

something in the way of retraction, which prevented his visiting him.

But in a fortnight he was agreeably surprised at seeing him enter. He

informed Mr. J. that having been accused, he had thought it the wisest

way to keep out of sight; that he had put all his family on board a

boat, and was going up the country among the sect of heretics with whom

he once associated, and had now come to take leave, obtain tracts,

gospels, &c. Mr. Judson furnished him with what was necessary, and bid

him God speed. He will no doubt do much good among that class of people,

for it is impossible for him to be any time with his friends without

conversing on the subject of religion. Moung Ing had returned, as

steadfast and as much devoted to the cause as ever. He and Moung Shwa-ba

spend every evening in reading the Scriptures, and finding the places

where the apostles preached, on a map which Mr. Judson has made for

them. Another Burman has been baptized, who gives decided evidence of

being a true Christian. Have we not, my dear sir, every reason to trust

God in future, when we see what he has done in Rangoon. Could you see at

once the difficulties in the way of the conversion of the Burmans, the

grace of God would appear ten times as conspicuous as it now does. When

we hardly ventured to hope that we should ever see one of them truly

converted, how great is our joy to see a little church rise up in the

midst of that wilderness, consisting of thirteen converted Burmans."

On her passage to England, her old enemy, the liver-complaint, again

attacked her; but bodily illness did not prevent her from endeavoring to

benefit the souls of her fellow-passengers; and with regard to two of

them, her efforts did not seem unsuccessful.

On arriving in England, she was cordially invited by the Hon. Joseph

Butterworth, M.P., to make his house her home. He afterward, at a public

meeting, referred to her visit as "reminding him of the apostolic

admonition, 'Be not forgetful to entertain strangers, for thereby some

have entertained angels unawares.'"

At his house she met many persons, distinguished for literature and

piety, among whom were Sumner, Babington and Wilberforce.

After spending some time at Cheltenham, to which place she had been sent

for the benefit of its waters, she accepted a pressing invitation to

visit Scotland, where, as in England, she received valuable presents and

innumerable acts of kindness. The piety of her English friends seemed to

her of the most high-toned character, and their ardent friendship called

forth her warmest affections. Though on her way to a still dearer

country, the land of her birth, she could not part with them without the

tenderest regret.

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