BY THE RAILWAY SIDE

My train drew near to the Via Reggio platform on a day between two of the

harvests of a hot September; the sea was burning blue, and there were a

sombreness and a gravity in the very excesses of the sun as his fires

brooded deeply over the serried, hardy, shabby, seaside ilex-woods. I

had come out of Tuscany and was on my way to the Genovesato: the steep

country with its profiles, bay by bay, of successive mountains grey with

olive-trees, between the flashes of the Mediterranean and the sky; the

country through the which there sounds the twanging Genoese language, a

thin Italian mingled with a little Arabic, more Portuguese, and much

French. I was regretful at leaving the elastic Tuscan speech, canorous

in its vowels set in emphatic _l's_ and _m's_ and the vigorous soft

spring of the double consonants. But as the train arrived its noises

were drowned by a voice declaiming in the tongue I was not to hear again

for months--good Italian. The voice was so loud that one looked for the

audience: Whose ears was it seeking to reach by the violence done to

every syllable, and whose feelings would it touch by its insincerity? The

tones were insincere, but there was passion behind them; and most often

passion acts its own true character poorly, and consciously enough to

make good judges think it a mere counterfeit. Hamlet, being a little

mad, feigned madness. It is when I am angry that I pretend to be angry,

so as to present the truth in an obvious and intelligible form. Thus

even before the words were distinguishable it was manifest that they were

spoken by a man in serious trouble who had false ideas as to what is

convincing in elocution.

When the voice became audibly articulate, it proved to be shouting

blasphemies from the broad chest of a middle-aged man--an Italian of the

type that grows stout and wears whiskers. The man was in _bourgeois_

dress, and he stood with his hat off in front of the small station

building, shaking his thick fist at the sky. No one was on the platform

with him except the railway officials, who seemed in doubt as to their

duties in the matter, and two women. Of one of these there was nothing

to remark except her distress. She wept as she stood at the door of the

waiting-room. Like the second woman, she wore the dress of the

shopkeeping class throughout Europe, with the local black lace veil in

place of a bonnet over her hair. It is of the second woman--O

unfortunate creature!--that this record is made--a record without sequel,

without consequence; but there is nothing to be done in her regard except

so to remember her. And thus much I think I owe after having looked,

from the midst of the negative happiness that is given to so many for a

space of years, at some minutes of her despair. She was hanging on the

man's arm in her entreaties that he would stop the drama he was enacting.

She had wept so hard that her face was disfigured. Across her nose was

the dark purple that comes with overpowering fear. Haydon saw it on the

face of a woman whose child had just been run over in a London street. I

remembered the note in his journal as the woman at Via Reggio, in her

intolerable hour, turned her head my way, her sobs lifting it. She was

afraid that the man would throw himself under the train. She was afraid

that he would be damned for his blasphemies; and as to this her fear was

mortal fear. It was horrible, too, that she was humpbacked and a dwarf.

Not until the train drew away from the station did we lose the clamour.

No one had tried to silence the man or to soothe the woman's horror. But

has any one who saw it forgotten her face? To me for the rest of the day

it was a sensible rather than a merely mental image. Constantly a red

blur rose before my eyes for a background, and against it appeared the

dwarf's head, lifted with sobs, under the provincial black lace veil. And

at night what emphasis it gained on the boundaries of sleep! Close to my

hotel there was a roofless theatre crammed with people, where they were

giving Offenbach. The operas of Offenbach still exist in Italy, and the

little town was placarded with announcements of _La Bella Elena_. The

peculiar vulgar rhythm of the music jigged audibly through half the hot

night, and the clapping of the town's-folk filled all its pauses. But

the persistent noise did but accompany, for me, the persistent vision of

those three figures at the Via Reggio station in the profound sunshine of

the day.

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