IV

In the reception-room a man was waiting. He was thick-set, with dark

hair and eyes and an obstinate chin. He looked up with a doubtful flash

as Aunt Jane came in.

"How is she?" he demanded. He had sprung to his feet.

Aunt Jane descended into a creaking chair and folded her hands quietly.

"Sit down, Mr. Dalton," she said; "I'm going to tell you all about it."

The words seemed to promise limitless details.

He sat down, chafing a little and looking at her eagerly.

She smiled on him. "Hard work waiting, isn't it?" she said.

His face broke a little.

"Has she come out of it?"

Aunt Jane nodded. "Yes, she's got through." She rocked a little in the

big chair. "She's standing it pretty well, considering," she added after

a pause.

"Will she get well?" The question burst at her.

She looked up at him slowly--at the dark eyes and obstinate chin. "I

don't know," she said. She waited a minute. "I suppose you'd rather know

the truth," she asked.

"Yes--yes."

"I thought so." The muslin strings nodded. "When my husband died they

didn't let us know how sick he was. I've always thought we might have

saved him--between us--if we'd known. They wanted to spare my feelings."

She looked at him inquiringly.

"Yes." He waited a little less impatiently. The world was a big place.

Everybody died.... Would Edith die?... He looked at her imploringly.

She returned the look with one full of gentleness. "I don't see how

she's going to live," she said slowly. The face under its white cap took

on a trance-like look. The eyes were fixed on something unseen. She drew

a quick breath.... "But I guess she will," she said with a tremulous

laugh.

The man's lips parted.

She looked at him again. "If I were you, Mr. Dalton, I'd go home and

feel pretty big and strong and well, and I'd hope pretty hard."

He looked at her, bewildered.

She was on her feet. She ran her eye over his face and person. "I'd wear

the cleanest, freshest clothes I could get, and I'd look so 'twould do

her good just to set eyes on me."

He flushed under the two days' growth of beard and ran his hand

awkwardly across his chin. "But they won't let me see her?" he said.

"Well, I don't know," responded Aunt Jane. "It'll do her good--whether

she sees you or not," she added energetically.

He rose with a smile, holding out his hand. "I believe you're right," he

said. "It gives me something to do, anyway, and that's worth a good

deal."

"Yes, it's something to do," she responded, "and I don't suppose any of

us knows just what cures folks."

"Could I see her to-morrow, perhaps?" he asked, watching her face.

She shook her head emphatically. "Not till I think best," she replied

with decision.

His face fell.

"And not then," she said, "unless you're feeling pretty well and strong

and happy."

He gave a little abrupt laugh. "Oh, you've fixed that all right. I

shan't sigh--not once--in a dark room--with the lights out."

Aunt Jane smiled serenely. "That's good." At the door she paused a

moment. "I wouldn't reckon too much on seeing her," she said. "I shan't

let any one see her till she asks. She won't pay much attention for

three-four days yet."

A peculiar look crossed the man's dark face. "That's all right," he

said. "I can wait."

Outside the door he lifted his face a little to the fresh breeze. His

eyes stared absently at the drifting sky. "Now, how did she know Edith

wouldn't want to see me?" he said softly: "how did she find that out?"

V

Aunt Jane bent her head and listened to the heavy breathing. Then she

spoke softly to the nurse in charge, who listened obediently and went

away. It was not an unusual thing for Aunt Jane to assume control of a

case at any moment. Perhaps she was most likely to do this about three

or four o'clock in the morning when all the hospital was asleep and a

chill had crept into the air. The nurse in charge of a critical case

would look up to find Aunt Jane standing beside her, fresh from a cold

bath, with a smile on her big, restful face and a whispered command on

her lips that sent the tired nurse to bed with a clear conscience.

The patients that Aunt Jane assumed in this peremptory fashion always

recovered. Perhaps they would have recovered in any case. This is one of

the things that no one knows. It may be noted, however, in passing, that

the patients themselves as they came into the new day, holding fast to

Aunt Jane's hand, cherished a belief that had it not been for that

firm, plump hand, the new day would not have dawned for them.... They

had no strength and no will of their own. But through the cold and the

darkness, something held them; and when the spirit came creeping back

with the morning, the first thing that their eyes rested on was Aunt

Jane's face.

The woman's eyes opened suddenly. They looked for a moment, dull and

unseeing, into Aunt Jane's. Then they fell shut. Aunt Jane's fingers

noted the pulse and passed once or twice across the high, fretted brow.

Slowly a look of sleep passed over the face and the strained lines

relaxed. Aunt Jane, watching it, gave a nod of satisfaction. Out in the

orchard the robin sang his twilight song, slow and cool and liquid, with

long pauses between, and the dusk crept into the white room, touching

it.

Aunt Jane sat passive, waiting, the eyes under her white cap glowing

with a still, deep look. All the threads of life and death in the

hospital gathered up and centred in the quiet figure sitting there. Not

a pulse in the great building beat, or flickered and went out, that

Aunt Jane did not know it. But she sat waiting while the twilight

deepened, a look of restfulness in her big face. Now and then she

crooned to herself, half humming the lines of some hymn and falling

silent again, watching the sleeper's breath.

The night nurse paused outside the door, and a little rush of gaslight

flickered in. Aunt Jane rose and closed the door and shifted a screen

noiselessly to the foot of the bed. The long night had settled down for

its sleep. And Edith Dalton's soul was keeping watch with death. Slowly

it sank back into the grim hold ... only a spark left, with Aunt Jane

keeping guard over it.... So the night passed and the day, and another

night and another day ... and the third day dawned. Edith Dalton would

have said, as the spark glowed higher and blazed a little and lighted

her soul, and her eyes rested on Aunt Jane's face, that the figure

sitting there had not left her side for three days. Down through the

deepest waters, where death lulled her and heaven waited, she had felt a

touch on her soul, holding her, drawing her steadily back to life; and

now she opened her eyes and they rested on Aunt Jane's face and smiled a

little. Then the lids fluttered together again and sleep came to the

face, natural and sweet.

Aunt Jane's eyes grew dark beneath the white cap. She touched a bell and

gave the case over to the day nurse that came. "She will be all right

now," she said. She spoke in the low, even voice that was not a whisper

and not a tone. "Give her plenty of water. She has been very thirsty.

But there is no fever. Don't call me unless there is a change.... Then

send at once." She departed on her rounds.

No one would have guessed, as the fresh, stout figure moved in and out

among the wards, that she had not slept for two nights. There was a

tradition that Aunt Jane never slept and that she was never tired. Dr.

Carmon laughed at the tradition and said that Aunt Jane slept as much as

any one, more than most people, in fact, only she did it with her eyes

open--that it was only a superstition that made people think they must

shut their eyes to sleep. The Hindoos had a trick worth two of that.

Aunt Jane knew the trick, and she might tell other folks if she would,

and save the world a lot of trouble.

But Aunt Jane only shook her head, and smiled, and went her way. And

when the fight with death came, she went with each one down into that

other world, the world of sleep and faith and unconscious power, on the

border-land of death, where the soul is reborn, and waited there for

life. She had no theories about it, and no pride; and if she had now and

then a gentle, imperious scorn of theorists and bunglers, it was only

the touch of human nature that made the world love her.

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