CHAPTER XV

Norah, meanwhile, is left alone with Stapleton.

She has given him no response to his cheery greetings, not even a

smile, and looks at him with a serious and mystified air.

The question which is on her lips finds utterance immediately Mrs.

Shaw and Netta have gone out of hearing; she puts it slowly and

earnestly:

"How did you come ashore?"

Stapleton laughs away her seriousness, or tries to; "I heard you were

here, and I came to see you," he answers readily.

"I don't mean that--you know I don't!" Her earnestness deepens into

an anxious craving for the truth, as the quivering voice betrays when

she adds the direct question.

"Why was your cruise cut short? And when did you get in?"

Stapleton is not the man to be cornered so easily as this, however,

and finds a way to evade the awkward interrogation with every

appearance of frankness:

"Now you are asking me to tell you naval secrets! What, do you

imagine I am going to trust you with the knowledge of the movements

of the fleet? It wouldn't be safe! But I can answer one part of

your question; we got in about six o'clock this morning. And, as I

told you, I came here to see you as soon as I could find out where

you were. You ought to say 'pleased to meet you,' or something like

that, you know."

"'Pleased to meet you, Mr. Stapleton,'" echoes Norah with mock

politeness.

"Yes, but are you really though?" urges Stapleton more earnestly.

"_Are_ you pleased to see me again? Are you glad that I came

straight here to see you? Tell me!"

"Why, of course I am," answers the girl, fencing off his impulsive

attack; "it cannot be anything but a pleasure to see one of those who

were so kind to us last night."

"You know perfectly well I don't mean anything like that!" This

impetuous lover is so very direct in his speech, it is difficult to

keep him at bay; Norah, with a trembling heart, finds all her

defences breaking down at once. "I told you last night that if I

lived I would search for you until I found you. I meant it. And I

have found you--sooner than I dared to hope. Now then, I must hear

you tell me, are you glad to see--me?"

A silence.

"Norah--are you?"

"Yes--I--am."

"Norah! My Norah!"

"Ah, no, no!"

"But it is ah, yes, yes! Look me in the face--can you tell me that

you do not care for me?"

She does as he bids her; raises her glorious dark eyes to his,

fearlessly, like the brave-hearted girl she is, and tells him the

truth she is too proud to conceal.

"Yes, I do care. Very much!"

"Surely it is all a dream! It is all too strange, too wonderful, too

exquisite to be true! There flashes across the girl's mind, as she

speaks her simple confession of love, a sort of instantaneous

vision--a mental picture of her life. She sees dark clouds forming,

rolling down upon her and growing ever more and more threatening;

gloomy black clouds, heavy with doom and horror; they close around

her and she is almost engulfed in them--when on a sudden, a dazzling

shaft of golden light pierces the thick darkness, rolling back the

evil clouds and scattering them into nothingness, leaving her bathed

in the gleaming glory.

The vision passes. Her lover has taken her by the hand and is gently

compelling her to follow him. His desire is to lead her away, out of

sight and hearing of all who may chance to break in upon them. This

supreme moment of their lives must not be interrupted; it is for

themselves alone.

The hillocky ground of the wild heather-clad island affords many a

safe retreat for lovers' confidences, even though it is a fairly well

frequented spot. Here is the sailors' hut, and here the recreation

ground, and further away some scattered cottages of the highland

natives; but there is room enough amongst the rough sedgy wastes

where the bog-cotton makes a snowy carpet and the curlew and plover

awake the solitudes with their plaintive cries, room enough for two

to escape from all the wide world and find a new glorious world in

which live none but just themselves alone.

So they walk, side by side, in silence at first: and the rough ground

beneath their feel becomes the golden floor of heaven.

And, presently, Alick Stapleton takes his beloved into his arms.

"Then you are my Norah, after all," he whispers to her; "my very own

Norah! Yet I never doubted it, from the first moment I saw you.

Even then as soon as my eyes rested on you, I knew that there could

never be any other woman in the world for me but you, and I

hoped--yes, I knew, that you would sometime or other come to feel

just the same way about me! And do you really and truly mean that

you can love me too? That you began to care for me at that very same

time? Wonderful!"

A premonition of impending misfortune strikes coldly upon her heart,

a dark foreboding such as chilled the passionate rapture of another

maiden long ago who, like her, feared a sudden ending to the glories

of love at first sight--

"_----Although I joy in thee,

I have no joy of this contract to-night;

It is too rash, too unadvised, too sudden,

Too like the lightning, which doth cease to be

Ere one can say 'It lightens.'_"

Stapleton feels no such foolish dread, and would laugh her fears away.

"Why, what is there to be afraid of?" he smilingly chides her. "As

long as we love each other there is nothing in the world that can

come between us!"

Norah sighs, answering him, "Ah, how many who have loved have said

the same thing--and believed it!"

"But _I_ believe it, and you must believe it, too," this forceful

lover insists--"Norah, my darling, do not let such sad thoughts come

upon you at such a moment as this!"

"No," she makes answer, almost fiercely, thrusting aside her dread

presentiment, "this hour of love and happiness at least may be

allowed me, and nothing shall snatch it away!"

She clings to her lover's arm, leaning upon him as though she would

seek shelter there and keep the world at bay, defying fate and all

the threats and dangers of the days to come.

"Why, that's my girl," smiles Stapleton. "But not this hour of

happiness only, Norah. Love and happiness shall be ours all through

our life. It will rest with ourselves to make it so. Every thought

of mine shall be for you. Do you know, I kept thinking about you all

the time after you left us last night? I could not put you out of my

mind--I did not want to!"

Not _quite_ the truth, Lieutenant-Commander Stapleton, first

lieutenant of the _Marathon_, not quite the whole truth and nothing

but the truth; for was there not that terrible time when all his

thoughts had been for the ship and her crew, suddenly overtaken by

that awful disaster!

Yet he must not let his mind dwell upon that horror for a single

moment, lest his brain should telegraph to Norah's the sad awfulness

of it; for both their minds are surely tuned alike at such a time as

this, and it would be very easy for her to receive impressions from

the waves of her lover's thoughts. At all costs, the knowledge of

the disaster must be kept from her, at least for the present.

So Stapleton dismisses the fearful memory; and a lighter recollection

takes its place in his mind. This is better fitted for her ears, and

he smiles as he tells her.

"Do you know, when my marine servant brought the hot water to my

cabin just before dinner, I said 'Thank you, darling,' to him."

"He _must_ have been surprised," laughs Norah.

"Oh, I don't know; it takes a good deal to surprise a marine!--But

tell me, did you think about me, too, just ever so little?"

"More than a little. I thought about you all the time. Oh, I am so

glad to know you are safe--all of you!"

"Hm! Why shouldn't we be safe?"--Stapleton thinks it rather a

curious remark, and hopes to goodness his face will not betray him

into making any unnecessary revelations.

Norah also realises how very inopportune are the words that have

slipped out unawares; and endeavours to explain away her real

anxieties.

"Oh, I don't know why! There are always dangers at sea, aren't

there? And especially now in war-time." The girl turns very white

as she voices these stirrings of her heart.

Stapleton feels he must dispel these fears at once. He knows what an

agony is endured by sweethearts and wives who let their imagination

brood upon the perils of the deep in time of war. His messmates have

spoken of such matters in his hearing how the dear women at home

endure torturing days and sleepless nights in utter helplessness,

thinking of those who go down to the sea in ships, and suffering

infinitely more than the objects of their anxiety and

compassion--who, indeed, are very often spending a thoroughly

comfortable time and would be vastly surprised to be told they were

the subjects of so much pity.

It will never do for Norah to start indulging in such worries; so

Stapleton turns the subject aside with a light-hearted jest.

"Well," says he, "anyhow, there are no more dangers at sea than there

are ashore. Why, the most dreadful things happen to those brave

people who have the courage to live on dry land. Think of the--the

'bus accidents, and the--the banana skins! Think of the flag days!

More people get killed in one day in London through bursting

blood-vessels in altercations with taxi-drivers than have been lost

in action at sea since the days of Nelson; there are statistics to

prove it! And, then, there was an uncle of mine who spent

twenty-nine years afloat, and directly he retired and took to the

beach, blessed if he didn't go and marry his cook! Oh yes, the land

is far more dangerous than the sea, every time!"

And so, betwixt love and laughter, the happy minutes pass. Norah

clings to her hour, the more because she knows full well it must end

soon. She must make full confession--that is imperative; and, when

she has confessed, there can be no more question of love between her

and this gallant, loyal young King's Officer. He will hate her--or,

what is worse, will pity her; but in no case can he consent to link

his life with hers; she has put herself beyond the pale by her rash

and wicked plotting.

But the confession shall not be made just yet. Of that Norah is

determined. So little has been her portion of joy in life till now,

so little will be hers when this brief hour is gone; now, while love

is within her grasp, it shall be hers to enjoy, come what may!

Yes, and there is another consideration that makes her keep silence:

the safety of Netta, who is very dear to her. Norah is quite

prepared to stand the punishment for her own guilt, but she will not

incriminate her cousin.

Wait till they have escaped Southwards, when Netta can hide herself

somewhere till the affair has blown over--Patrick doubtless, will be

quite able to take care of himself. Then, and not before, Norah says

to herself, she will write to Alick Stapleton, openly confessing her

own share in the plot--and then she, too, can shrink into obscurity

and pray that her life may not be a long one. But, for the present,

she bids defiance to black care.

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