CHAPTER XVI

THE AMERICAN MADE

LONG ago, when I found my work beginning to master me, I put up a

nest of fifty pigeonholes in my office so that with system I might

get the upper hand of it; only to find, as the years passed, that

I had got fifty tyrants for one. The other day I had to call in a

Hessian to help me tame the pigeonholes. He was a serious library

person, and he could not quite make out what it meant when among

such heads as "Slum Tenements," "The Bend," and "Rum's Curse," he

came upon this one over one of the pigeonholes:--

Him all that goodly company

Did as deliverer hail.

They tied a ribbon round his neck,

Another round his tail.

With all his learning, his education was not finished, for he had

missed the "delectable ballad of the Waller lot" and Eugene Field's

account of the dignities that were "heaped upon Clow's noble yellow

pup," else he would have understood. The pigeonhole contained most

of the "honors" that have come to me of late years,--the nominations

to membership in societies, guilds, and committees, in conventions

at home and abroad,--most of them declined, as I declined Governor

Roosevelt's request that I should serve on the last Tenement-House

Commission, for the reason which I have given heretofore, that to

represent is not my business. To write is; I can do it much better

and back up the other; so we are two for one. Not that I would be

understood as being insensible of the real honor intended to be

conferred by such tokens. I do not hold them lightly. I value the

good opinion of my fellow-men, for with it comes increased power

to do things. But I would reserve the honors for those who have

fairly earned them, and on whom they sit easy. They don't on me. I

am not ornamental by nature. Now that I have told all there is to

tell, the reader is at liberty to agree with my little boy concerning

the upshot of it. He was having a heart-to-heart talk with his

mother the other day, in the course of which she told him that we

must be patient; no one in the world was all good except God.

[Illustration: The Cross of Dannebrog.]

"And you," said he, admiringly. He is his father's son.

She demurred, but he stoutly maintained his own.

"I'll bet you," he said, "if you were to ask lots of people around

here they would say you were fine. But"--he struggled reflectively

with a button--"Gee! I can't understand why they make such a fuss

about papa."

Out of the mouth of babes, etc. The boy is right. I cannot either,

and it makes me feel small. I did my work and tried to put into it

what I thought citizenship ought to be, when I made it out. I wish

I had made it out earlier for my own peace of mind. And that is

all there is to it.

For hating the slum what credit belongs to me? Who could love

it? When it comes to that, perhaps it was the open, the woods, the

freedom of my Danish fields I loved, the contrast that was hateful.

I hate darkness and dirt anywhere, and naturally want to let in

the light. I will have no dark corners in my own cellar; it must

be whitewashed clean. Nature, I think, intended me for a cobbler,

or a patch-tailor. I love to mend and make crooked things straight.

When I was a carpenter I preferred to make an old house over to

building a new. Just now I am trying to help a young couple set up

in the laundry business. It is along the same line; that is the

reason I picked it out for them. If any of my readers know of a

good place for them to start I wish they would tell me of it. They

are just two--young people with the world before them. My office

years ago became notorious as a sort of misfit shop where things

were matched that had got mislaid in the hurry and bustle of life,

in which some of us always get shoved aside. Some one has got to

do that, and I like the job; which is fortunate, for I have no head

for creative work of any kind. The publishers bother me to write

a novel; editors want me on their staffs. I shall do neither, for

the good reason that I am neither poet, philosopher, nor, I was

going to say, philanthropist; but leave me that. I would love my

fellow-man. For the rest I am a reporter of facts. And that I would

remain. So, I know what I can do and how to do it best.

[Illustration: After Twenty-five Years.]

We all love power--to be on the winning side. You cannot help

being there when you are fighting the slum, for it is the cause of

justice and right. How then can you lose? And what matters it how

you fare, your cause is bound to win. I said it before, but it

will bear to be said again, not once but many times: every defeat

in such a fight is a step toward victory, taken in the right spirit.

In the end you will come out ahead. The power of the biggest boss

is like chaff in your hands. You can see his finish. And he knows

it. Hence, even he will treat you with respect. However he try to

bluff you, he is the one who is afraid. The ink was not dry upon

Bishop Potter's arraignment of Tammany bestiality before Richard

Croker was offering to sacrifice his most faithful henchmen as

the price of peace; and he would have done it had the Bishop but

crooked his little finger in the direction of any one of them. The

boss has the courage of the brute, or he would not be boss; but

when it comes to a moral issue he is the biggest coward in the

lot. The bigger the brute the more abject its terror at what it

does not understand.

Some of the honors I refused; there were some my heart craved,

and I could not let them go. There hangs on my wall the passport

Governor Roosevelt gave me when I went abroad, dearer to me than

sheepskin or degree, for the heart of a friend is in it. What would

I not give to be worthy of its faithful affection! Sometimes when

I go abroad I wear upon my breast a golden cross which King Christian

gave me. It is the old Crusaders' cross, in the sign of which my

stern forefathers conquered the heathen and themselves on many a

hard-fought field. My father wore it for long and faithful service

to the State. I rendered none. I can think of but one chance I

had to strike a blow for the old flag. That was when in a typhus

epidemic I found the health officers using it as a fever flag to

warn boats away from the emergency hospital pier at East Sixteenth

Street. They had no idea of what flag it was: they just happened

to have it on hand. But they found out quickly. I gave them half an

hour in which to find another. The hospital was full of very sick

patients, or I should have made them fire a salute to old Dannebrog

by way of reparation. As it was, I think they had visions of ironclads

in the East River. They had one of a very angry reporter, anyhow.

But though I did nothing to deserve it, I wear the cross proudly

for the love I bear the flag under which I was born and the good

old King who gave it to me. I saw him often when I was a young lad.

In that which makes the man he had not changed when last I met him

in Copenhagen. They told there how beggars used to waylay him on

his daily walks until the police threatened them with arrest. Then

they stood at a distance making sorrowful gestures; and the King,

who understood, laid a silver coin upon the palace window shelf

and went his way. The King must obey the law, but he can forget

the principles of alms-giving, as may the rest of us at Christmas,

and be blameless.

Of that last meeting with King Christian I mean to let my American

fellow-citizens know so that they may understand what manner of man

is he whom they call in Europe its "first gentleman" and in Denmark

"the good King." But first I shall have to tell how my father

came to wear the cross of Dannebrog. He was very old at the time;

retired long since from his post which he had filled faithfully

forty years and more. In some way, I never knew quite how, they

passed him by with the cross at the time of the retirement. Perhaps

he had given offence by refusing a title. He was an independent old

man, and cared nothing for such things; but I knew that the cross

he would gladly have worn for the King he had served so well. And

when he sat in the shadow, with the darkness closing in, I planned

to get it for him as the one thing I knew would give him pleasure.

But the official red tape was stronger than I; until one day, roused

to anger by it all, I wrote direct to the King and told him about

it. I showed him the wrong that had been done, and told him that I

was sure he would set it right as soon as he knew of it. And I was

not mistaken. The old town was put into a great state of excitement

and mystification when one day there arrived in a large official

envelope, straight from the King, the cross long since given up;

for, indeed, the Minister had told me that, my father having been

retired, the case was closed. The injustice that had been done was

itself a bar to its being undone; there was no precedent for such

action. That was what I told the King, and also that it was his

business to set precedents, and he did. Four years later, when I took

my children home to let my father bless them,--they were his only

grandchildren and he had never seen any of them,--he sat in his

easy chair and wondered yet at the queer way in which that cross

came. And I marvelled with him. He died without knowing how I had

interfered. It was better so.

[Illustration: King Christian as I saw him last.]

It was when I went home to mother that I met King Christian last.

They had told me the right way to approach the King, the proper

number of bows and all that, and I meant to faithfully observe it

all. I saw a tired and lonely old man, to whom my heart went out

on the instant, and I went right up and shook hands, and told him

how much I thought of him and how sorry I was for his losing his

wife, the Queen Louise, whom everybody loved. He looked surprised

a moment; then such a friendly look came into his face, and I

thought him the handsomest King that ever was. He asked about the

Danes in America, and I told him they were good citizens, better

for not forgetting their motherland and him in his age and loss.

He patted my hand with a glad little laugh, and bade me tell them

how much he appreciated it, and how kindly his thoughts were of

them all. As I made to go, after a long talk, he stopped me and,

touching the little silver cross on my coat lapel, asked what it

was.

I told him; told him of the motto, "In His Name," and of the labor

of devoted women in our great country, to make it mean what it

said. As I spoke I remembered my father, and I took it off and gave

it to him, bidding him keep it, for surely few men could wear it

so worthily. But he put it back into my hand, thanking me with a

faithful grasp of his own; he could not take it from me, he said.

And so we parted. I thought with a pang of remorse, as I stood in

the doorway, of the parting bow I had forgotten, and turned around

to make good the omission. There stood the King in his blue uniform,

nodding so mildly to me, with a smile so full of kindness, that

I--why, I just nodded back and waved my hand. It was very improper,

I dare say; perfectly shocking; but never was heartier greeting to

king. I meant every bit of it.

The next year he sent me his cross of gold for the one of silver

I offered him. I wear it gladly, for the knighthood it confers

pledges to the defence of womanhood and of little children, and

if I cannot wield lance and sword as the king's men of old, I can

wield the pen. It may be that in the providence of God the shedding

of ink in the cause of right shall set the world farther ahead in

our day than the blood-letting of all the ages past.

These I could not forego. Neither, when friends gathered in the

King's Daughters' Settlement on our silver wedding day, and with

loving words gave to the new house my name, could I say them nay.

It stands, that house, within a stone's throw of many a door in

which I sat friendless and forlorn, trying to hide from the policeman

who would not let me sleep; within hail of the Bend of the wicked

past, atoned for at last; of the Bowery boarding-house where I lay

senseless on the stairs after my first day's work in the newspaper

office, starved well-nigh to death. But the memory of the old days

has no sting. Its message is one of hope; the house itself is the

key-note. It is the pledge of a better day, of the defeat of the

slum with its helpless heredity of despair. That shall damn no longer

lives yet unborn. Children of God are we! that is our challenge to

the slum, and on earth we shall claim yet our heritage of light.

[Illustration: The Jacob A. Riis House No 50 Henry Street, New

York]

Of home and neighborliness restored it is the pledge. The want of

them makes the great gap in the city life that is to be our modern

civic life. With the home preserved we may look forward without

fear; there is no question that can be asked of the Republic to

which we shall not find the answer. We may not always agree as to

what is right; but, starting there, we shall be seeking the right,

and seeking we shall find it. Ruin and disaster are at the end of

the road that starts from the slum.

Perhaps it is easy for me to preach contentment. With a mother

who prays, a wife who fills the house with song, and the laughter

of happy children about me, all my dreams come true or coming true,

why should I not be content? In fact, I know of no better equipment

for making them come true: faith in God to make all things possible

that are right; faith in man to get them done; fun enough in between

to keep them from spoiling or running off the track into useless

crankery. An extra good sprinkling of that! The longer I live the

more I think of humor as in truth the saving sense. A civil-service

examination to hit home might well be one to make sure the man

could appreciate a good story. For all editors I would have that

kind made compulsory. Here is one chiding me in his paper,--oh! a

serious paper that calls upon parents to "insist that children's

play shall be play and not loafing" and not be allowed to obscure

"their more serious responsibilities,"--chiding me for encouraging

truancy! "We are quite sure," he writes, "that no really well-brought

up and well-disposed boy ever thinks of such a thing." Perish the

thought! And yet, if he _should_ take the notion,--you never can

tell with the devil so busy all the time,--there's the barrel they

kept us in at school when we were bad; I told of it before. Putting

the lid on was a sure preventive; with our little short legs

we couldn't climb out. Don't think I recommend it. It just comes

to me, the way things will. It was held to be a powerful means of

bringing children up "well disposed" in those days.

[Illustration: Christmas Eve with the King's Daughters]

Looking back over thirty years it seems to me that never had man

better a time than I. Enough of the editor chaps there were always

to keep up the spirits. The hardships people write to me about were

not worth while mentioning; and anyway they had to be, to get some

of the crankery out of me, I guess. But the friendships endure.

For all the rebuffs of my life they have more than made up. When I

think of them, of the good men and women who have called me friend,

I am filled with wonder and gratitude. I know the editor of the

heavy responsibilities would not have approved of all of them. Even

the police might not have done it. But, then, police approval is

not a certificate of character to one who has lived the best part

of his life in Mulberry Street. They drove Harry Hill out of the

business after milking him dry. Harry Hill kept a dive, but he

was a square man; his word was as good as his bond. He was hardly

a model citizen, but in a hard winter he kept half the ward from

starving; his latch-string hung out always to those in need. Harry

was no particular friend of mine; I mention him as a type of some

to whom objection might be made.

But then the police would certainly disapprove of Dr. Parkhurst,

whom I am glad to call by the name of friend. They might even object

to Bishop Potter, whose friendship I return with a warmth that is

nowise dampened by his disapproval of reporters as a class. There

is where the Bishop is mistaken; we are none of us infallible,

and what a good thing it is that we are not. Think of having an

infallible friend to live alongside of always! How long could you

stand it? We were not infallible, James Tanner!--called Corporal

by the world, Jim by us--when we sat together in the front seats of

the Old Eighteenth Street Church under Brother Simmons's teaching.

Far from it; but we were willing to learn the ways of grace, and

that was something. Had he only stayed! Your wife mothered my

Elisabeth when she was homesick in a strange land. I have never

forgotten it. And you could pass civil service, Jim, on the story

I spoke of. I would be willing to let the rest go, if you will

promise to forget about that bottle of champagne. It was your

doings, anyhow, you know.

[Illustraion: James Tanner.]

Amos Ensign, I did not give you the credit you should have had for

our success in Mulberry Street in the early days, but I give it to

you now. You were loyal and good, and you have stayed a reporter,

a living denial of the charge that our profession is not as good

as the best Dr. Jane Elizabeth Robbins, you told me, when I was

hesitating over the first chapters of these reminiscences, to take

the short cut and put it all in, and I did, because you are as

wise as you are good. I have told it all, and now, manlike, I will

serve you as your sex has been served from the dawn of time: the

woman did it! yours be the blame. Anthony Ronne, dear old chum in

the days of adversity; Max Fischel, trusty friend of the years in

Mulberry Street, who never said "can't" once--you always knew a

way; Brother W. W. J. Warren, faithful in good and in evil report;

General C. T. Christensen, whose compassion passeth understanding,

for, though a banker, you bore with and befriended me, who cannot

count; Mrs. Josephine Shaw Lowell, my civic conscience ever; John

H. Mulchahey, without whose wise counsels in the days of good

government and reform the battle with the slum would surely have

gone against us; Jane Addams and Mrs. Emmons Blaine, leaven that

shall yet leaven the whole unsightly lump out yonder by the western

lake and let in the light; A. S. Solomons, Silas McBee, Mrs. Roland

C. Lincoln, Lilian D. Wald, Felix Adler, Endicott Peabody, Lyman

Abbott, Louise Seymour Houghton, Jacob H. Schiff, John Finley,--Jew

and Gentile who taught me why in this world personal conduct and

personal character count ever for most,--my love to you all! It is

time I am off and away. William McCloy, the next time I step into

your canoe and upset it, and you turn that smiling countenance upon

me, up to your neck in the lake, I will surely drown you. You are

too good for this world. J. Evarts Tracy, host of my happy days on

restful Wahwaskesh! I know of a certain hole in under a shelving

rock upon which the partridge is wont to hatch her young, where

lies a bigger bass than ever you tired out according to the rules

of your beloved sport, and I will have him if I have to charm him

with honeyed words and a bean-pole. And Ainslie shall cook him to

a turn. Make haste then to the feast!

[Illustration: The little ones from Cherry Street.]

Ahead there is light. Even as I write the little ones from Cherry

Street are playing on the grass under my trees. The time is at hand

when we shall bring to them in their slum the things which we must

now bring them to see, and then the slum will be no more. How little

we grasp the meaning of it all. In a report of the Commissioner of

Education I read the other day that of kindergarten children in an

Eastern city who were questioned 63 per cent did not know a robin,

and more than half had not seen a dandelion in its yellow glory.

And yet we complain that our cities are misgoverned! You who think

that the teaching of "civics" in the school covers it all, I am

not speaking to you. You will never understand. But the rest of

you who are willing to sit with me at the feet of little Molly and

learn from her, listen: She was poor and ragged and starved. Her

home was a hovel. We were debating, some good women who knew her

and I, how best to make a merry Christmas for her, and my material

mind hung upon clothes and boots and rubbers, for it was in

Chicago. But the vision of her soul was a pair of red shoes! Her

heart craved them; aye, brethren, and she got them. Not for all

the gold in the Treasury would I have trodden it under in pork and

beans, smothered it in--no, not in rubber boots, though the mud in

the city by the lake be both deep and black. They were the window,

those red shoes, through which her little captive soul looked out

and yearned for the beauty of God's great world. Could I forget

the blue boots with the tassels which I worshipped in my boyhood?

Nay, friends, the robin and the dandelion we must put back into

those barren lives if we would have good citizenship. They and the

citizenship are first cousins. We robbed the children of them, or

stood by and saw it done, and it is for us to restore them. That

is my answer to the missionary who writes to ask what is the "most

practical way of making good Christians and American citizens" out

of the emigrants who sit heavy on her conscience, as well they may.

Christianity without the robin and the dandelion is never going to

reach down into the slum; American citizenship without them would

leave the slum there, to dig the grave of it and of the republic.

Light ahead! The very battle that is now waged for righteousness

on the once forgotten East Side is our answer to the cry of the

young who, having seen the light, were willing no longer to live in

darkness. I know, for I was one of the committee which Dr. Felix

Adler called together in response to their appeal a year ago.

The Committee of Fifteen succeeded to its work. "What does it all

help?" the doubting Thomases have asked a half-score years, watching

the settlements build their bridge of hearts between mansion and

tenement, and hundreds give devoted lives of toil and sacrifice to

make it strong and lasting; and ever the answer came back, sturdily:

"Wait and see! It will come." And now it has come. The work is

bearing fruit. On the East Side the young rise in rebellion against

the slum; on the West Side the League for Political Education runs

a ball-ground. Omen of good sense and of victory! So the country

is safe. When we fight no longer for the poor, but with the poor,

the slum is taken in the rear and beaten already.

[Illustration: My Silver Bride.]

The world moves. The Bend is gone; the Barracks are gone; Mulberry

Street itself as I knew it so long is gone. Cat Alley, whence came

the deputation of ragamuffins to my office demanding flowers for

"the lady in the back," the poor old scrubwoman who lay dead in

her dark basement, went when the Elm Street widening let light into

the heart of our block. The old days are gone. I myself am gone.

A year ago I had warning that "the night cometh when no man can

work," and Mulberry Street knew me no more. I am still a young

man, not far past fifty, and I have much I would do yet. But what

if it were ordered otherwise? I have been very happy. No man ever

had so good a time. Should I not be content?

[Illustration: Here comes the Baby!]

I dreamed a beautiful dream in my youth, and I awoke and found

it true. My silver bride they called her just now. The frost is

upon my head, indeed; hers winter has not touched with its softest

breath. Her footfall is the lightest, her laugh the merriest in

the house. The boys are all in love with their mother; the girls

tyrannize and worship her together. The cadet corps elects her

an honorary member, for no stouter champion of the flag is in the

land. Sometimes when she sings with the children I sit and listen,

and with her voice there comes to me as an echo of the long past

the words in her letter, that blessed first letter in which she

wrote down the text of all my after-life: "We will strive together

for all that is noble and good." So she saw her duty as a true

American, and aye! she has kept the pledge.

But here comes our daughter with little Virginia to visit her

grandpapa. Oh, the little vixen! Then where is his peace? God bless

the child!

* * * * *

I have told the story of the making of an American. There remains

to tell how I found out that he vas made and finished at last.

It was when I went back to see my mother once more and, wandering

about the country of my childhood's memories, had come to the city

of Elsinore. There I fell ill of a fever and lay many weeks in

the house of a friend upon the shore of the beautiful Oeresund.

One day when the fever had left me they rolled my bed into a room

overlooking the sea. The sunlight danced upon the waves, and the

distant mountains of Sweden were blue against the horizon. Ships

passed under full sail up and down the great waterway of the

nations. But the sunshine and the peaceful day bore no message to

me. I lay moodily picking at the coverlet, sick and discouraged

and sore--I hardly knew why myself. Until all at once there sailed

past, close inshore, a ship flying at the top the flag of freedom,

blown out on the breeze till every star in it shone bright and

clear. That moment I knew. Gone were illness, discouragement, and

gloom! Forgotten weakness and suffering, the cautions of doctor

and nurse. I sat up in bed and shouted, laughed and cried by turns,

waving my handkerchief to the flag out there. They thought I had

lost my head, but I told them no, thank God! I had found it, and

my heart, too, at last. I knew then that it was my flag; that my

children's home was mine, indeed; that I also had become an American

in truth. And I thanked God, and, like unto the man sick of the

palsy, arose from my bed and went home, healed.

[Illustration: That minute I knew]

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