IN WHICH I BECOME AN EDITOR AND RECEIVE MY FIRST LOVE LETTER
I had my hands full that winter. The profession I had entered by
so thorny a path did not prove to be a bed of roses. But I was not
looking for roses. I doubt if I would have known what to do with
them had there been any. Hard work and hard knocks had been my
portion heretofore, and I was fairly trained down to that. Besides,
now that the question where the next meal was to come from did not
loom up whichever way I looked, the thing for me was to be at work
hard enough and long enough to keep from thinking. With every letter
from home I expected to hear that she was married, and then--I
never got any farther. A furious kind of energy took possession of
me at the mere idea, and I threw myself upon my work in a way that
speedily earned for me the name of a good reporter. "Good" had
reference to the quantity of work done rather than to the quality
of it. That was of less account than our ability to "get around"
to our assignments; necessarily so, for we mostly had six or seven
of an evening to attend, our route extending often from Harlem clear
down to the Bowery. So that they were nearly "on a line," we were
supposed to have no cause of complaint. Our office sold news to
morning and evening papers both, and our working day, which began
at 10 A.M., was seldom over until one or two o'clock the next
morning. Three reporters had to attend to all the general news of
the city that did not come through the regular department channels.
A queerly assorted trio we were: "Doc" Lynch, who had graduated from
the medical school to Bohemia, following a natural bent, I suppose;
Crafts, a Maine boy of angular frame and prodigious self-confidence;
and myself. Lynch I have lost sight of long ago. Crafts, I am told,
is rich and prosperous, the owner of a Western newspaper. That
was bound to happen to him. I remember him in the darkest days of
that winter, when to small pay, hard work, and long hours had been
added an attack of measles that kept him in bed in his desolate
boarding-house, far from kindred and friends. "Doc" and I had run
in on a stolen visit to fill their place as well as we might. We
sat around trying to look as cheerful as we could and succeeding
very poorly; but Crafts's belief in himself and his star soared above
any trivialities of present discouragement. I see him now rising
on his elbow and transfixing the two of us with long, prophetic
forefinger:--
"The secret of my success," he said, impressively, "I lay to--"
We never found out to what he laid it, for we both burst out laughing,
and Crafts, after a passing look of surprise, joined in. But that
finger prophesied truly. His pluck won the day, and won it fairly.
They were two good comrades in a tight place. I shouldn't want any
better.
Running around was only working off steam, of which we had plenty.
The long rides, on Harlem assignments, in horse-cars with straw
in the bottom that didn't keep our feet from freezing until all
feeling in them was gone, were worse, a good deal. At the mere
thought of them I fall to nursing my toes for reminiscent pangs.
However, I had at least enough to eat. At the downtown Delmonico's
and the other swell restaurants through the windows of which I had
so often gazed with hungry eyes, I now sometimes sat at big spreads
and public dinners, never without thinking of the old days and the
poor fellows who might then be having my hard luck. It was not
so long since that I could have forgotten. I bit a mark in the
Mulberry Bend, too, as my professional engagements took me that
way, promising myself that the day should come when I would have
time to attend to it. For the rest, if I had an hour to spare, I
put it in at the telegraph instrument. I had still the notion that
it might not be labor lost. And though I never had professional
use for it, it did come handy to me as a reporter more than once.
There is scarcely anything one can learn that will not sooner or
later be useful to a newspaper man, if he is himself of the kind
that wants to be useful.
Along in the spring some politicians in South Brooklyn who had started
a weekly newspaper to boom their own fortunes found themselves in
need of a reporter, and were told of a "young Dutchman" who might
make things go. I was that "Dutchman." They offered me $15 a week,
and on May, 20, 1874, I carried my grip across the river, and, all
unconscious that I was on the turning tide in my fortunes, cast
in my lot with "Beecher's crowd," as the boys in the office said
derisively when I left them.
In two weeks I was the editor of the paper. That was not a vote of
confidence, but pure economy on the part of my owners. They saved
forty dollars a week by giving me twenty-five and the name of
editor. The idea of an editor in anything but the name I do not
suppose had ever entered their minds. Theirs was an "organ," and for
the purposes for which they had started it they thought themselves
abundantly able to run it. I, on my part, quickly grew high notions
of editorial independence. Their purposes had nothing to do with it.
The two views proved irreconcilable. They clashed quite regularly,
and perhaps it was as much that they were tired of the editor as
that the paper was a drag upon them that made them throw it up after
the fall elections, in which they won. The press and the engine
were seized for debt. The last issue of the _South Brooklyn News_
had been put upon the street, and I went to the city to make
a bargain with the foundryman for the type. It was in the closing
days of the year. Christmas was at the door, with its memories.
Tired and disheartened, I was on my way back, my business done,
as the bells rang in the Holy Eve. I stood at the bow of a Fulton
Street ferryboat listening sadly to them, and watched the lights
of the city kindling alongshore. Of them all not one was for me.
It was all over, and I should have to strike a new trail. Where
would that lead? What did it matter, anyhow? Nobody cared. Why
should I? A beautiful meteor shot out of the heavens overhead
and spanned the river with a shining arc. I watched it sail slowly
over Williamsburg, its trail glowing bright against the dark sky,
and mechanically the old wish rose to my lips. It was a superstition
with us when we were children that if we were quick enough to "wish
out" before the star was extinguished, the wish would come true.
I had tried a hundred times, always to fail; but for once I had
ample time. A bitter sigh smothered the wish, half uttered. My
chance had come too late. Even now she might be another man's wife,
and I--I had just made another failure of it, as usual.
It had never happened in all the holiday seasons I had been away
that a letter from home had reached me in time for Christmas Eve,
and it was a sore subject with me. For it was ever the dearest in
the year to me, and is now. But that evening, when I came home, in
a very ill humor, for the first time I found the coveted letter.
It told me of the death of my two older brothers and of my favorite
aunt. In a postscript my father added that Lieutenant B----, Elizabeth's
affianced husband, had died in the city hospital at Copenhagen.
She herself was living among strangers. She had chosen her lover
when the family demanded of her that she give him up as a hopeless
invalid. They thought it all for her good. Of her I should have
expected nothing less. But she shall tell the story of that herself.
I read the letter through, then lay down upon my bed and wept. When
I arose, it was to go to the owners of my paper with a proposition
to buy it. They laughed at me at first; asked to see my money. As
a reporter for the news bureau I had saved up $75, rather because
I had no time to spend it than with any definite notion of what I
was going to do with it. This I offered to them, and pointed out
that the sale of the old type, which was all that was left of the
paper beside the goodwill, would bring no more. One of them, more
reasonable than the rest--the one who had generally paid the scores
while the others took the tricks--was disposed to listen. The upshot
of it was that I bought the paper for $650, giving notes for the
rest, to be paid when I could. If I could not, they were not much
out. And then, again, I might succeed.
I did; by what effort I hesitate to set down here lest I be not
believed. The _News_ was a big four-page sheet. Literally every
word in it I wrote myself. I was my own editor, reporter, publisher,
and advertising agent. My pen kept two printers busy all the week,
and left me time to canvass for advertisements, attend meetings, and
gather the news. Friday night the local undertaker, who advertised
in the paper and paid in kind, took the forms over to New York,
where the presswork was done. In the early morning hours I shouldered
the edition--it was not very large in those days--and carried it
from Spruce Street down to Fulton Ferry, and then home on a Fifth
Avenue car. I recall with what inward rage I submitted to being
held up by every chance policeman and prodded facetiously in the
ribs with remarks about the "old man's millions," etc. Once or
twice it boiled over and I was threatened with summary arrest. When
I got home, I slept on the counter with the edition for my pillow,
in order to be up with the first gleam of daylight to skirmish for
newsboys. I gathered them in from street and avenue, compelled them
to come in if they were not willing, and made such inducements for
them that shortly South Brooklyn resounded with the cry of "News"
from sunrise to sunset on Saturday. The politicians who had been
laughing at my "weekly funeral" beheld with amazement the paper
thrust under their noses at every step. They heard its praises, or
the other thing, sung on every hand. From their point of view it
was the same thing: the paper was talked of. Their utmost effort
had failed of that. When, on June 5, Her birthday, I paid down in
hard cash what was left of the purchase sum and hoisted the flag
over an independent newspaper, freed from debt, they came around
with honeyed speeches to make friends. I scarcely heard them. Deep
down in my soul a voice kept repeating unceasingly: Elizabeth is
free! She is free, free! That night, in the seclusion of my den,
clutching grimly the ladder upon which I had at last got my feet,
I resolved that I would reach the top, or die climbing and found me
sleepless, pouring out my heart to her, four thousand miles away.
I carried the letter to the post-office myself, and waited till I
saw it started on its long journey. I stood watching the carrier
till he turned the corner; then went back to my work.
To that work there had been added a fresh spur just when I was at
last free from all trammels. The other strongest of human emotions
had been stirred within me. In a Methodist revival--it was in
the old Eighteenth Street Church--I had fallen under the spell of
the preacher's fiery eloquence. Brother Simmons was of the old
circuit-riders' stock, albeit their day was long past in our staid
community. He had all their power, for the spirit burned within
him; and he brought me to the altar quickly, though in my own case
conversion refused to work the prescribed amount of agony. Perhaps
it was because I had heard Mr. Beecher question the correctness of
the prescription. When a man travelling in the road found out, he
said, that he had gone wrong, he did not usually roll in the dust
and agonize over his mistake; he just turned around and went the
other way. It struck me so, but none the less with deep conviction. In
fact, with the heat of the convert, I decided on the spot to throw
up my editorial work and take to preaching. But Brother Simmons
would not hear of it.
[Footnote: Brother Simmons. [The Rev. Ichabod Simmons.]]
"No, no, Jacob," he said; "not that. We have preachers enough. What
the world needs is consecrated pens."
Then and there I consecrated mine. I wish I could honestly say that
it has always come up to the high ideal set it then. I can say,
though, that it has ever striven, toward it, and that scarce a day
has passed since that I have not thought of the charge then laid
upon it and upon me.
The immediate result was a campaign for reform that made the town
stare. It struck the politicians first. They were Democrats, and I
was running a Democratic paper. I did it _con amore_, too, for it
was in the days of the scandals of Grant's second term, and the
disgrace of it was foul. So far we were agreed. But it happened
that the chief obstacle to Democratic success in the Twenty-second
Ward, where my paper was located, was the police captain of the
precinct, John Mackellar, who died the other day as Deputy Chief of
the Borough of Brooklyn. Mackellar was a Republican of a pronounced
type and a good deal of a politician besides. Therefore he must
go. But he was my friend. I had but two in the entire neighborhood
who really cared for me--Edward Wells, clerk in a drug-store across
the street, who was of my own age, and Mackellar. Between us had
sprung up a strong attachment, and I could not think of having
Mackellar removed, particularly as he had done nothing to deserve
it. He was a good policeman. I told the bosses so. They insisted;
pleaded political expedience. I told them I would not allow it,
and when they went ahead in spite of me, told the truth about it
in my paper. The Twenty-second was really a Republican ward. The
attitude of the _News_ killed the job.
The Democratic bosses were indignant.
"How can we run the ward with you acting that way?" they asked.
I told them I did not care if they didn't. I could run it better
myself, it seemed.
They said nothing. They had other resources. The chief of them--he
was a judge--came around and had a friendly talk with me. He showed
me that I was going against my own interest. I was just starting
out in life. I had energy, education. They were qualities that
in politics were convertible into gold, much gold, if I would but
follow him and his fortunes.
"I never had an education," he said. "I need you. If you will stick
to me, I will make you rich."
I think he meant it. He certainly could have done so had he chosen.
He himself died rich. He was not a bad fellow, as bosses go. But
I did not like boss politics. And the bait did not tempt me. I
never wanted to be rich. I am afraid it would make me grasping; I
think I am built that way. Anyhow, it is too much bother. I wanted
to run my own paper, and I told him so.
"Well," he said, "you are young. Think it over."
It was some time after that I read in a newspaper, upon returning
from a hunting trip to Staten Island, that I had been that day
appointed an interpreter in my friend the judge's court, at a salary
of $100 a month. I went to him and asked him what it meant.
"Well," he said, "we need an interpreter. There are a good many
Scandinavians and Germans in my district. You know their language?"
"But," I protested, "I have no time to go interpreting police court
cases. I don't want the office."
He pushed me out with a friendly shoulder-pat. "You go back and
wait till I send for you. We can lump the cases, and we won't need
you every day."
In fact, they did not need me more than two or three times that month,
at the end of which I drew my pay with many qualms of conscience.
My services were certainly not worth the money I received. Such is
the soothing power of public "pap": on the second pay-day, though
I had performed even less service, I did not feel nearly so bad
about it. My third check I drew as a matter of course. I was "one
of the boys" now, and treated with familiarity by men whom I did not
like a bit, and who, I am sure, did not like me. But the cordiality
did not long endure. It soon appeared that the interpreter in the
judge's court had other duties than merely to see justice done to
helpless foreigners; among them to see things politically as His
Honor did. I did not. A ruction followed speedily--I think it was
about our old friend Mackellar--that wound up by his calling me
an ingrate. It was a favorite word of his, as I have noticed it is
of all bosses, and it meant everything reprehensible. He did not
discharge me; he couldn't. I was as much a part of the court as
he was, having been appointed under a State law. But the power of
the Legislature that had created me was invoked to kill me, and,
for appearance's sake, the office. Before it adjourned, the same
Legislature resurrected the office, but not me. So contradictory is
human nature that by that time I was quite ready to fight for my
"rights." But for once I was outclassed. The judge and the Legislature
were too many for me, and I retired as gracefully as I could.
So ceased my career as a public officer, and forever. It was the
only office I ever held, and I do not want another. I am ashamed
yet, twenty-five years after, of having held that one. Because,
however I try to gloss it over, I was, while I held it, a sinecurist,
pure and simple.
However, it did not dampen my zeal for reform in the least.
That encompassed the whole range of my little world; nor would it
brook delay even for a minute. It did not consider ways and means,
and was in nowise tempered with discretion. Looking back now, it
seems strange that I never was made to figure in the police court
in those days in another capacity than that of interpreter. Not
that I did anything for which I should have been rightly jailed.
But people will object to being dragged by the hair even in the
ways of reform. When the grocer on my corner complained that he
was being ruined by "beats" who did not pay their bills and thereby
compelled him to charge those who did pay more, in order that he
might live, I started in at once to make those beats pay up. I gave
notice, in a plain statement of the case in my editorial columns,
that they must settle their scores for the sake of the grocer and
the general good, or I would publish their names. I was as good as
my word. I not only published the list of them, but how much and
how long they owed it, and called upon them to pay or move out of
the ward.
Did they move? Well, no! Perhaps it was too much to expect. They
were comfortable. They stayed to poison the mind of the town against
the man who was lying awake nights to serve it; in which laudable
effort they were ably seconded by the corner grocer. I record without
regret the subsequent failure of that tradesman. There were several
things wrong with the details of my campaign,--for one thing, I had
omitted to include him among the beats,--but in its large lines we
can all agree that it was right. It was only another illustration
of the difficulty of reducing high preaching to practice. Instead
of society hailing me as its saviour, I grew personally unpopular.
I doubt if I had another friend in the world beside the two I have
mentioned. But the circulation of my paper grew enormously. It was
doubled and trebled week by week--a fact which I accepted as public
recognition of the righteousness of my cause. I was wrong in that.
The fact was that ours was a community of people with a normally
healthy appetite for knowing one's neighbor's business. I suppose
the thing has been mistaken before by inexperience for moral
enthusiasm, and will be again.
I must stop here to tell the reason why I would not convict the
meanest thief on circumstantial evidence. I would rather let a
thousand go free than risk with one what I risked and shudder yet
to think of. There had been some public excitement that summer
about mad dogs, especially spitz-dogs. A good many persons had
been bitten, and the authorities of Massachusetts, if I remember
rightly, had put that particular breed under the ban as dangerous
at all times. There was one always prowling about the lot behind my
office, through which the way led to my boarding-house, and, when
it snapped at my leg in passing one day, I determined to kill it
in the interest of public safety. I sent my office-boy out to buy
a handful of buckshot, and, when he brought it, set about loading
both barrels of the fowling-piece that stood in my office. While
I was so occupied, my friend the drug-clerk came in, and wanted to
know what I was up to. Shooting a dog, I said, and he laughed:--
"Looks as though you were going gunning for your beats."
I echoed his laugh thoughtlessly enough; but the thing reminded me
that it was unlawful to shoot within the city limits, and I sent
the boy up to the station to tell the captain to never mind if he
heard shooting around: I was going out for a dog. With that I went
forth upon my quest.
The dog was there; but he escaped before I could get a shot at him.
He dodged, growling and snapping, among the weeds, and at last ran
into a large enclosed lot in which there were stacks of lumber and
junk and many hiding-places. I knew that he could not get out, for
the board fence was high and tight. So I went in and shut the door
after me, and had him.
I should have said before that among my enemies was a worthless
fellow, a hanger-on of the local political machine, who had that
afternoon been in the office annoying me with his loud and boisterous
talk. He was drunk, and as there were some people to see me, I put
him out. He persisted in coming back, and I finally told him, in
the hearing of a dozen persons, to go about his business, or some
serious harm would befall him. If I connected any idea with it, it
was to call a policeman; but I left them to infer something worse,
I suppose. Getting arrested was not very serious business with him.
He went out, swearing.
It was twilight when I began my still-hunt for the spitz in the
lumber lot, and the outlines of things were more or less vague; but
I followed the dog about until at last I made him out standing on
a pile of boards a little way off. It was my chance. I raised the
gun quickly and took aim. I had both barrels cocked and my finger
on the trigger, when something told me quite distinctly not to
shoot; to put down the gun and go closer. I did so, and found, not
the dog as I thought, but my enemy whom I had threatened but an
hour or two before, asleep at full length on the stack, with his
coat rolled under his head for a pillow. It was his white shirt-bosom
which I had mistaken in the twilight for the spitz dog.
He never knew of his peril. I saw my own at a glance, and it
appalled me. Stranger that I was, hated and denounced by many who
would have posed as victims of my violence; with this record against
me of threatening the man whom I would be accused of having slain
an hour later; with my two only friends compelled to give evidence
which would make me out as artfully plotting murder under the shield
of a palpable invention--for who ever heard of any one notifying the
police that he was going to shoot a dog?--with no family connection
or previous good character to build a defence upon: where would
have been my chance of escape? What stronger chain of circumstantial
evidence could have been woven to bring me, an innocent man, to the
gallows? I have often wished to forget that evening by the sleeping
man in the lumber lot. I cannot even now write calmly about it.
Many months passed before I could persuade myself to touch my gun,
fond as I had always been of carrying it through the woods.
Of all this the beats knew nothing. They kept up their warfare of
backbiting and of raising petty ructions at the office when I was
not there, until I hit upon the plan of putting Pat in charge. Pat
was a typical Irish coal-heaver, who would a sight rather fight
than eat. There was a coal office in the building, and Pat was
generally hanging around, looking for a job. I paid him a dollar
a week to keep the office clear of intruders, and after that there
was no trouble. There was never any fighting, either. The mere
appearance of Pat in the doorway was enough, to his great disgust.
It was a success as far as preserving the peace of the office was
concerned. But with it there grew up, unknown to me, an impression
that personally I would not fight, and the courage of the beats
rose correspondingly. They determined to ambush me and have it out
with me. One wintry Saturday night, when I was alone in the office
closing up the business of the week, they met on the opposite
corner to see me get a thrashing. One of their number, a giant in
stature, but the biggest coward of the lot, was to administer it.
He was fitted out with an immense hickory club for the purpose,
and to nerve his arm they filled him with drink.
My office had a large window running the whole length of the front,
with a sill knee-high that made a very good seat when chairs were
scarce. Only, one had to be careful not to lean against the window.
It was made of small panes set in a slight wooden framework, which
every strong wind blew out or in, and I was in constant dread lest
the whole thing should collapse. On that particular night the window
was covered with a heavy hoarfrost, so that it was quite impossible
to see from outside what was going on within, or _vice versa_.
From my seat behind the desk I caught sight through the door, as it
was opened by a chance caller, of the gang on the opposite corner,
with Jones and his hickory club, and knew what was coming. I knew
Jones, too, and awaited his debut as a fighter with some curiosity.
He came over, bravely enough, after the fifth or sixth drink,
opened the door, and marched in with the tread of a grenadier. But
the moment it fell to behind him, he stood and shook so that the
club fairly rattled on the floor. Outside the gang were hugging
their sides in expectation of what was coming.
"Well, Jones," I said, "what is it?"
He mumbled something so tremulously and incoherently that I felt
really sorry for him. Jones was not a bad fellow, though he was
in bad company just then. I told him so, and that it would be best
for him to go out quietly, or he might hurt himself. He seemed
to be relieved at the suggestion, and when I went from behind the
counter and led him toward the door, he went willingly enough. But
as I put my hand on the latch he remembered his errand, and, with
a sudden plucking up of courage at the thought of the waiting gang,
he raised the stick to strike at me.
Honestly, I didn't touch the man with a finger. I suppose he
stumbled over the sill, as I had sometimes done in my sober senses.
Whatever the cause, he fell against the window, and out with him
it went, the whole of the glass front, with a crash that resounded
from one end of the avenue to the other, and brought neighbors and
policemen, among them my friend the captain, on a run to the store.
In the midst of the wreck lay Jones, moaning feebly that his back
was broken. The beats crowded around with loud outcry.
"He threw him out of the window," they cried. "We saw him do it!
Through window and all, threw him bodily! Did he not, Jones?"
Jones, who was being picked up and carried into my office, where
they laid him on the counter while they sent in haste for a doctor,
nodded that it was so. Probably he thought it was. I cannot even
blame the beats. It must have seemed to them that I threw him out.
They called upon the captain with vehement demand to arrest me for
murder. I looked at him; his face was serious.
"Why, I didn't touch him," I said indignantly. "He must have
fallen."
"Fallen!" they shouted. "We saw him come flying through. Fallen!
Look at the window!" And indeed it was a sorry sight.
Dr. Howe came with his instrument box, and the crowd increased. The
doctor was a young man who had been very much amused by my battle
with the beats, and, though he professed no special friendship for
me, had no respect for the others. He felt the groaning patient
over, punched him here and there, looked surprised, and felt again.
Then he winked one eye at the captain and me.
"Jones," he said, "get up! There is nothing the matter with you.
Go and get sober."
The beats stood speechless.
"He came right through this window," they began. "We saw him--"
"Something has come through the window, evidently," said the captain,
with asperity, "and broken it. Who is to pay for it? If you say
it was Jones, it is my duty to hold you as witnesses, if Mr. Riis
makes a charge of disorderly conduct against him, as I suppose he
will." He trod hard on my toe. "A man cannot jump through another
man's window like that. Here, let me--"
But they were gone. I never heard from them again. But ever after
the reputation clung to me of being a terrible fighter when roused.
Jones swore to it, drunk or sober. Twenty witnesses backed him up.
I was able to discharge Pat that week. There was never an ill word
in my street after that. I suppose my renown as a scrapper survives
yet in the old ward. As in the other case, the chain of circumstantial
evidence was perfect. No link was missing. None could have been
forged to make it stronger.
I wouldn't hang a dog on such evidence. And I think I am justified
in taking that stand.
The summer and fall had worn away, and no word had come from home.
Mother, who knew, gave no sign. Every day, when the letter-carrier
came up the street, my hopes rose high until he had passed. The
letter I longed for never came. It was farthest from my thoughts
when, one night in the closing days of a hot political campaign, I
went to my office and found it lying there. I knew by the throbbing
of my heart what it was the instant I saw it. I think I sat as much
as a quarter of an hour staring dumbly at the unopened envelope.
Then I arose slowly, like one grown suddenly old, put it in my
pocket, and stumbled homeward, walking as if in a dream. I went up
to my room and locked myself in.
[Illustration: The Letter.]
It lies before me as I write, that blessed letter, the first
love-letter I had ever received; much faded and worn, and patched
in many places to keep it together. The queer row of foreign stamps
climbing over one another--she told me afterward that she had no
idea how many were needed for a letter to America, and was afraid
to ask, so she put on three times more than would have been
enough--and the address in her fair round hand,
Mr. Jacob A. Riis, Editor South Brooklyn News, Fifth Avenue cor.
Ninth Street, Brooklyn, N. Y, North America,
the postmark of the little town of Hadersleben, where she was
teaching school, the old-fashioned shape of the envelope--they all
then and there entered into my life and became part of it, to abide
forever with light and joy and thanksgiving. How much of sunshine one
little letter can contain! Six years seemed all at once the merest
breath of time to have waited for it. Toil, hardship, trouble--with
that letter in my keep? I laughed out loud at the thought. The
sound of my own voice sobered me. I knelt down and prayed long
and fervently that I might strive with all my might to deserve the
great happiness that had come to me.
The stars were long out when my landlord, who had heard my restless
walk overhead, knocked to ask if anything was the matter. He must
have seen it in my face when he opened the door, for he took a
sidelong step, shading his eyes from the lamp to get a better look,
and held out his hand.
"Wish you joy, old man," he said heartily. "Tell us of it, will
you?" And I did.
It is true that all the world loves a lover. It smiled upon me all
day long, and I smiled back. Even the beats looked askance at me
no longer. The politicians who came offering to buy the influence
of my paper in the election were allowed to escape with their lives.
I wrote--I think I wrote to her every day. At least that is what I
do now when I go away from home. She laughs when she tells me that
in the first letter I spoke of coming home in a year. Meanwhile,
according to her wish, we were to say nothing about it. In the
second letter I decided upon the following spring. In the third I
spoke of perhaps going in the winter. The fourth and fifth preferred
the early winter. The sixth reached her from Hamburg, on the heels
of a telegram announcing that I had that day arrived in Frisia.
What had happened was that just at the right moment the politicians
had concluded, upon the evidence of the recent elections, that they
could not allow an independent paper in the ward, and had offered
to buy it outright. I was dreadfully overworked. The doctor urged
a change. I did not need much urging. So I sold the paper for five
times what I had paid for it, and took the first steamer for home.
Only the other day, when I was lecturing in Chicago, a woman came
up and asked if I was the Riis she had travelled with on a Hamburg
steamer twenty-five years before, and who was going home to be
married. She had never forgotten how happy he was. She and the rest
of the passengers held it to be their duty to warn me that "She"
might not turn out as nice as I thought she was.
"I guess we might have spared ourselves the trouble," she said,
looking me over.
Yes, they might. But I shall have to put off telling of that till
next time. And I shall let Elizabeth, my Elizabeth now, tell her
part of it in her own way.