CHAPTER XIV

ILLUMINATION AS EXPRESSED IN THE POETICAL TEMPERAMENT

Poetry is the natural language of cosmic consciousness. "The music of the

spheres" is a literal expression, as all who have ever _glimpsed_ the

beauties of the spiritual realms will testify.

"Poets are the trumpets which sing to battle. Poets are the unacknowledged

legislators of the world," said Shelley.

Not that all poets are aware, in their mortal consciousness, of their

divine mission, or of their spiritual glimpses.

The outer mind, the mortal or carnal mind--that part of our organism whose

office it is to take care of the physical body, for its preservation and

its well-being, may be so dominant as, to hold in bondage the _atman_, but

it can not utterly silence its voice.

Thus the true poet is also a seer; a prophet; a spiritually-conscious

being, for such time, or during such phases of inspiration, as he becomes

imbued with the spirit of poetry.

A person who writes rhymes is not necessarily a poet. So, too, there are

poets who do not express their inspirations according to the rules of metre

and syntax.

Between that which Balzac tabulated as the "abstractive" type of human

evolvement and that which is fully cosmic in consciousness, there are many

and diverse degrees of the higher faculties; but the poet always expresses

some one of these degrees of the higher consciousness; indeed some poets

are of that versatile nature that they run the entire gamut of the

emotional nature, now descending to the ordinary normal consciousness which

takes account only of the personal self; again ascending to the heights of

the impersonal fearlessness and unassailable confidence that is the

heritage of those who have reached the full stature of the "man-god whom we

await"--the cosmic conscious race that is to be.

All commentators upon modern instances of Illumination unite in regarding

Walt Whitman as one of the most, if not _the most_, perfect example of whom

we have any record of cosmic consciousness and its sublime effects upon the

character and personality of the illumined one.

Whitman is a sublime type for reasons which are of first importance in

their relation to character as viewed from the ideals of the cosmic

conscious race-to-be.

Moralists have criticized Whitman as immoral; religionists have deplored

his lack of a religious creed; literary critics have denied his claim to

high rank in the world of literature; but Walt Whitman is unquestionably

without a peer in the roundness of his genius; in the simplicity of his

soul; in the catholicity of his sympathy; in the perfect poise and

self-control and imperturbability of his kindness. His biographers agree as

to his never-failing good nature. He was without any of those fits of

unrest and temperamental eccentricities which are supposed to be the "sign

manual" of the child of the poetic muse.

In Whitman it would seem that all those petty prejudices against any

nationality or class of men, were entirely absent. He exalted the

common-place, not as a pose, nor because he had given himself to that task,

but because to him there was no common-place. In the cosmic perception of

the universe, everything is exalted to the plane of _fitness_. As to the

pure all things are pure, so to the one who is steeped in the sublimity

of Divine Illumination, there is no high or low, no good or bad, no white

or black, or rich or poor; all--all is a part of the plan, and, in its

place in cosmic evolution, it _fits_.

Whitman cries:

"All! all! Let others ignore what they may, I make the poem of evil also, I

commemorate that part also; I am myself just as much evil as good, and my

nation is, and I say there, is in fact no evil."

Compared to the religious aspect of cosmic consciousness in which, previous

to the time of Illumination, the devotee had striven to rise to spiritual

heights through disdaining the flesh, this note of Whitman's is a new

note--the nothingness of evil as such; the righteousness of the flesh and

the holiness of earthly, or human, love, bespeaks the prophet of the New

Dispensation; the time hinted of by Jesus, the Master, when he said, "when

the twain shall be one and the outside as the inside," as a sign and symbol

of the blessed time to come when the kingdom he spoke of (not his personal

kingdom, but the kingdom which he represented, the kingdom of Love), should

come upon earth.

Whitman's illumination is essentially poetic; not that it is not also

intellectual and moral; but after his experience--at least an experience

more notable than any hitherto recorded by him, in or about his

thirty-fifth year--we find his conversation invariably reflecting the

beauty and poetical imagery of his mind. He may be said to have lived and

moved and had his being in a state of blissful unconsciousness of anything

unclean or impure, or unnatural.

This absence of _consciousness of evil_ is in no wise synonymous with a

type of person who _exalts_ his undeveloped animal tendencies under the

guise of liberation from a sense of sin. Neither is this discrimination

easy of attainment to any but those who _realize_ in their own hearts the

very distinct difference between the nothingness of sin and the pretended

acceptance of perversions as purity.

While we are on this point we must again emphasize the truth that cosmic

consciousness cannot be gained by prescription; there is no royal road to

_mukti_. Liberation from the lower _manas_ can not be bought or sold, it

can not be explained or comprehended, save by those to whom the attainment

of such a state is at least _possible_ if not _probable_.

Illustrative of his sense of unity with all life (one of the most salient

characteristics of the fully cosmic conscious man), are these lines of

Whitman's:

"Voyaging to every port, to dicker and adventure;

Hurrying with the modern crowd, as eager and fickle as any;

Hot toward one I hate, ready in my madness to knife him;

Solitary at midnight in my back yard, my thoughts gone from me a long

while;

Walking the hills of Judea, with the beautiful gentle God by my side;

Speeding through space--speeding through Heaven and the stars."

Oriental mysticism tells us that one of the attributes of the liberated one

is the power to read the hearts and souls of all men; to feel what they

feel; and to so unite with them in consciousness that we _are_ for the time

being the very person or thing we contemplate. If this be indeed the test

of godhood, Whitman expresses it in every line:

"The disdain and calmness of olden martyrs;

The mother condemned for a witch, burnt with dry wood, her children

gazing on;

The hounded slave that flags in the race, leans by the fence, blowing,

covered with sweat;

The twinges that sting like needles his legs and neck--the murderous

buckshot and the bullets;

All these I feel, or am."

Seeking to express the sense of knowing and especially of _feeling_, and

the bigness and broadness of life, the scorn of petty aims and strife; in

short, that interior perception which Illumination brings, he says:

"Have you reckoned a thousand acres much? have you reckoned the earth

much?

Have you practised so long to learn to read?

Have you felt so proud to get at the meaning of poems?

Stop this day and night with me and you shall possess the origin of all

poems;

You shall possess the good of the earth and sun--there are millions of

suns left;

You shall no longer take things at second or third hand, nor look through

the eyes of the dead, nor feed on the spectres in books;

You shall not look through my eyes either, nor take things from me;

You shall listen to all sides, and filter them from yourself.

I have heard what the talkers were talking, the talk of the beginning and

the end;

But I do not talk of the beginning nor the end.

* * * * *

"There was never any more inception than there is now;

Nor any more youth or age than there is now;

And will never be any more perfection than there is now,

Nor any more heaven or hell than there is now."

A perception of eternity as an ever-present reality is one of the

characteristic signs of the inception of the new birth.

Birth and death become nothing more nor yet less, than events in the

procedure of eternal life; age becomes merely a graduation garment; God

and heaven are not separated from us by any reality; they become every-day

facts.

Whitman tells of the annihilation of any sense of separateness from his

soul side, in the following words:

"Clear and sweet is my soul, and clear and sweet is all that is not my

soul."

He did not confound his mortal consciousness, the lower _manas_, with the

higher--the soul; neither did he recognize an impassable gulf between them.

While admittedly ascending to the higher consciousness from the lower,

Whitman refused to follow the example of the saints and sages of old, and

mortify or despise the lower self--the manifestation. He had indeed _struck

the balance_; he recognized his dual nature, each in its rightful place and

with its rightful possessions, and refused to abase either "I am" to the

other. He literally "rendered unto Cæsar the things that are Cæsar's," by

claiming for the flesh the purity and the cleanliness of God's handiwork.

In Whitman, too, we find an almost perfect realization of immortality and

of blissfulness of life and the complete harmony and unity of his soul with

_all there is_. Following closely upon the experience that seems to have

been the most vivid of the many instances of illumination which he enjoyed

throughout a long life, he wrote the following lines, indicative of the

emotions immediately associated with the influx of illumination:

"Swiftly arose and spread around me, the peace and joy and knowledge that

pass all the art and argument of earth;

And I know that the hand of God is the elder hand of my own,

And I know that the spirit of God is the eldest brother of my own,

And that all the men ever born are also my brothers, and the women my

sisters and lovers,

And that a kelson of creation is love."

In lines written in 1860, about seven years after the first vivid instance

of the experience of illumination which afterward became oft-recurrent,

Whitman speaks of what he calls "Perfections," and from what he writes we

may assume that he referred to those possessing cosmic consciousness, and

the practical impossibility of describing this peculiarity and accounting

for the alteration it makes in character and outlook.

Says Whitman:

"Only themselves understand themselves, and the like of themselves,

As souls only understand souls."

It has been pointed out that Whitman more perfectly illustrates the type of

the coming man--the cosmic conscious race, because Whitman's illumination

seems to have come without the terrible agonies of doubt and prayer and

mortification of the flesh, which characterize so many of those saints and

sages of whom we read in sacred literature. But it must not be inferred

from this that Whitman's life was devoid of suffering.

A biographer says of him:

"He has loved the earth, sun, animals; despised riches, given alms to every

one that asked; stood up for the stupid and crazy; devoted his income and

labor to others; according to the command of the divine voice; and was

impelled by the divine impulse; and now for reward he is poor, despised,

sick, paralyzed, neglected, dying. His message to men, to the delivery of

which he devoted his life, which has been dearer in his eyes (for man's

sake) than wife, children, life itself, is unread, or scoffed and jeered

at. What shall he say to God? He says that God knows him through and

through, and that he is willing to leave himself in God's hands."

But above and beyond all this, is the sense of oneness with all who suffer

which is ever a heritage of the cosmic conscious one, even while he is, at

the same time, the recipient of states of bliss and certainty of

immortality, and melting soul-love, incomprehensible and indescribable to

the non-initiate. Whitman's calm and poise was not that of the

ice-encrusted egotist. It is the poise of the perfectly balanced man-god

equally aware of his human and his divine attributes; and justly estimating

both; nor drawing too fine a line between.

"I embody all presence outlawed or suffering;

See myself in prison, shaped like another man,

And feel the dull unintermitted pain.

* * * * *

"For me the keepers of convicts shoulder their carbines and keep watch;

It is I left out in the morning, and barr'd at night.

Not a mutineer walks handcuffed to jail, but I am handcuffed and walk by

his side;

* * * * *

"Not a youngster is taken for larceny, but I go up too, and am tried and

sentenced.

Not a cholera patient lies at the last gasp but I also lie at the last

gasp;

My face is ash-colored--my sinews gnarl--away from me people retreat.

* * * * *

"Askers embody themselves in me, and I am embodied in them;

I project my hat, sit shame-faced and beg."

If any one imagines that Whitman was not a religious man, let him read the

following:

"I say that no man has ever yet been half devout enough;

None has ever yet adored or worshipped half enough;

None has begun to think how divine he himself is, and how certain the

future is."

There is a sublime confidence and worship in these words which belittles

the churchman's hope and prayer that God may be good to him and bless him

with a future life. Whitman's philosophy, less specific as to method, is

assuredly more certain, more faithful in effect. Whitman had the experience

of being immersed in a sea of light and love, so frequently a phenomenon

of Illumination; he retained throughout all his life a complete and perfect

assurance of immortality.

His sense of union with and relationship to all living things was as much a

part of him as the color of his eyes and hair; he did not have to remind

himself of it, as a religious duty.

He experienced a keen joy in nature and in the innocent, childlike

pleasures of everyday things, and at the same time possessed a splendid

intellect.

All consciousness of sin or evil had been erased from his mind and actually

had no place in his life.

ALFRED, LORD TENNYSON

In the case of Lord Tennyson, we have a definite recognition of two

distinct states of consciousness, finally culminating in a clear experience

of cosmic consciousness; this experience was so positive as to leave no

doubt or indecision in his mind regarding the reality of the spiritual, and

the illusory character of the external life.

In truth Tennyson had so fixed his consciousness in the spiritual rather

than in the external, that he looked out from that inner self, as through

the windows of a house; he was prepared, as he said, to believe that his

body was but an imaginary symbol of himself, but nothing and no one could

persuade him that the real Tennyson, the _I am_ consciousness of being

which was he, was other than spiritual, eternal, undying.

Like so many others, notably Whitman, who have realized a more or less full

degree of cosmic consciousness, Tennyson was deeply and reverently

religious, although not partisanly connected with church work. Tennyson's

early boyhood was marked by experiences which usually befall persons of the

psychic temperament. As he himself described these states of consciousness,

they were moments in which the ego transcended the limits of self

consciousness and entered the limitless realm of spirit.

They do not tabulate with the ordinary trance condition of the

spiritualistic medium, who subjects his own self consciousness to a

"control," although Tennyson always believed that the best of his writings

were inspired by, and written under "the direct influence of higher

intelligences, of whose presence he was distinctly conscious. He felt them

near him and his mind was impressed by their ideas."

The point which we emphasize is that these peculiar states of consciousness

are not synonymous with the western idea of trance as seen in mediumship,

although Tennyson uses the term "trance" in describing them.

He says:

"A kind of walking trance I have frequently had, quite up from boyhood,

when I have been all alone. This has often come upon me through repeating

my own name to myself silently until all at once, as it were, out of the

intensity of the consciousness of individuality, the individuality itself

seemed to dissolve and fade into boundless being."

It is a fact that children of a peculiarly sensitive or psychic temperament

seem to have strange ideas regarding the name by which they are called, and

not infrequently become confused and filled with an inexplicable wonderment

at the sound of their own name. This phenomenon is much less rare than is

generally known.

In Tennyson's "Ancient Sage" this experience of entering into cosmic

consciousness is thus described:

"More than once when I

Sat all alone, revolving in myself,

The word that is the symbol of myself,

The mortal limit of the Self was loosed,

And passed into the nameless, as a cloud

Melts into heaven. I touched my limbs; the limbs

Were strange, not mine; and yet no shade of doubt,

But utter clearness, and thro' loss of self

The gain of such large life as matched with ours

Were sun to spark--unshadowable in words.

Themselves but shadows of a shadow-world."

Tennyson's illumination is certain, clearly defined, distinct and

characteristic, although his poems are much less cosmic than those of

Whitman and of many others. There is, however, in the above, all that is

descriptive of that state of consciousness which accompanies liberation

from the illusion--the _enchantment_ of the merely mortal existence.

Words are, as Tennyson fitly says, but "shadows of a shadow-world"; how

then may we hope to define in terms comprehensible to sense-consciousness

only, emotions and experiences which involve loss of _self_, and at the

same time gain of the _Self_?

Tennyson's frequent excursions into the realm of spiritual consciousness

while still a child, bears out our contention that many children not

infrequently have this experience, and either through reserve or from lack

of ability to explain it, keep the matter to themselves; generally losing

or "outgrowing" the tendency as they enter the activities of school life,

and the mortal mind becomes dominant in them. This is especially true of

the rising generation, and we personally know several clearly defined

instances which have been reported to us, during conversations upon the

theme of cosmic consciousness.

YONE NOGUCHI

Any one who has ever had the good fortune to read a little book of verse

entitled "From the Eastern Seas," by Yone Noguchi, a young Japanese, will

at once pronounce them a beautiful and perhaps perfect example of verse

that may be correctly labeled "cosmic."

Noguchi was under nineteen years of age when he penned these verses, but

they are thoughts and expressions possible only to one who lives the

greater part of his life within the illumination of the cosmic sense. They

are so delicate as to have little, if any, of the mortal in them.

It is also significant that Noguchi in these later years (he is now only a

little past thirty), does not reproduce this cosmic atmosphere in his

writings to such an extent, due no doubt to the fact that his daily

occupation (that of Professor of Languages in the Imperial College of

Tokio), compels his outer attention, excluding the fullness of the inner

vision.

The following lines, are perfect as an exposition of spiritual

consciousness in which the lesser self has become submerged:

"Underneath the shade of the trees, myself passed into somewhere as a

cloud.

I see my soul floating upon the face of the deep, nay the faceless face

of the deepless deep--

Ah, the seas of loneliness.

The silence-waving waters, ever shoreless, bottomless, colorless, have no

shadow of my passing soul.

I, without wisdom, without foolishness, without goodness, without

badness--am like God, a negative god at least."

The almost perpetual state of spiritual consciousness in which the young

poet lived at this time is apparent in the following lines:

"When I am lost in the deep body of the mist on a hill,

The universe seems built with me as its pillar.

Am I the god upon the face of the deep, nay--

The deepless deepness in the beginning?"

And the following, possible of comprehension only to one who has glimpsed

the eternal verity of man's spiritual reality, and the shadow-like quality

of the external; could have been written only by one freed from the bonds

of illusion:

"The mystic silence of the moon,

Gradually revived in me immortality;

The sorrow that gently stirred

Was melancholy-sweet; sorrow is higher

Far than joy, the sweetest sorrow is supreme

Amid all the passions. I had

No sorrow of mortal heart: my sorrow

Was one given before the human sorrows

Were given me. Mortal speech died

From me: my speech was one spoken before

God bestowed on me human speech.

There is nothing like the moon-night

When I, parted from the voice of the city,

Drink deep of Infinity with peace

From another, a stranger sphere. There is nothing

Like the moon-night when the rich, noble stars

And maiden roses interchange their long looks of love.

When I raise my face from the land of loss

Unto the golden air, and calmly learn

How perfect it is to grow still as a star.

There is nothing like the moon-night

When I walk upon the freshest dews,

And amid the warmest breezes,

With all the thought of God

And all the bliss of man, as Adam

Not yet driven from Eden, and to whom

Eve was not yet born. What a bird

Dreams in the moonlight is my dream:

What a rose sings is my song."

The true poet does not need individual experiences of either sorrow or of

joy. His spirit is so attuned to the song of the universe; so sympathetic

with the moans of earthly trials, that every vibration from the heart of

the universe reaches him; stabs him with its sorrow, or irradiates his

being with joy.

Jesus is fitly portrayed to us as "The Man of Sorrows"; even while we

recognize him as a self-conscious son of God--an immortal being fully aware

of his escape from enchantment, and his heirship to Paradise.

Cosmic consciousness bestows a bliss that is past all words to describe and

it also quickens the sympathies and attunes the soul to the vibrations of

the heart-cries of the struggling evolving ones who are still travailing in

the pains of the new birth. We must be willing to endure the suffering _in

order that we may realize_ the joy; not because joy is the reward for

suffering, but because it is only by losing sight of the personal self that

we become aware of that inner Self which is immortal and blissful; and when

we become aware of the reality of that inner Self, we know that we are

united with _the all_, and must feel with all.

It would be impossible in one volume to enumerate all the poets who have

given evidence of supra-consciousness. As has been previously pointed out,

all true poets are at least temporarily aware of their dual nature--rather,

one should say, the dual phases of their consciousness. Many, perhaps, do

not function beyond the higher planes of the psychic vibrations, but even

these are aware of the reality of the soul, and the illusion of the

sense-conscious, mortal life.

Dante; the Brownings; Shelley; Swinbourne; Goethe; Milton; Keats; Rosetti;

Shakespeare; Pope; Lowell--where should we stop, did we essay to draw a

line?

WORDSWORTH

Wordsworth, the poet of Nature has given us in his own words, so clearly

cut an outline of his Illumination, that we can not resist recording here

the salient points which mark his experience as that of cosmic

consciousness, transcending the more frequent phenomenon of

soul-consciousness and its psychic functions.

Wordsworth's Ode to immortality epitomizes the lesson of the Yoga

sutras--out of The Absolute we come, and return to immortal bliss with

consciousness added. Wordsworth also affords an excellent example of our

contention that cosmic consciousness does not come to us at any specific

age or time. Wordsworth distinctly says that as a child he possessed this

faculty, as for example his oft-repeated words, both in conversation and in

his biography:

"Nothing was more difficult for me in childhood than to admit the notion of

death, as a state applicable to my own being. It was not so much from

feelings of animal vivacity that my difficulty came, as from a sense of the

indomitableness of the spirit within me. I used to brood over the stories

of Enoch and Elijah, and almost to persuade myself that, whatever might

become of others, I should be translated, in something of the same way, to

heaven. With a feeling congenial to this, I was often unable to think of

external things as having external existence, and I communed with all that

I saw as something not apart from, but inherent in, my own immaterial

nature. Many times while going to school have I grasped at a wall or tree,

to recall myself from this abyss of idealism to the reality."

In later life, Wordsworth lost the realization of this supra-consciousness,

in what a commentator calls a "fever of rationalism"; but the power of that

wonderful spiritual vision, pronounced in his youth, could not be utterly

lost and soon after he reached his thirtieth year, he again becomes the

spiritual poet, fully conscious of his higher nature--the cosmic conscious

self.

WILLIAM SHARP--"FIONA MACLEOD"

A pronounced instance of the two phases of consciousness, is that of the

late William Sharp, one of the best known writers of the modern English

school.

It was not until after the death of William Sharp, that the secret of this

dual personality was given to the public, although a few of his most

intimates had known it for several years. In the "Memoirs" compiled by

Elizabeth Sharp, wife of the writer, we find the following:

"The life of William Sharp divides itself naturally into two halves: the

first ends with the publication by William Sharp of 'Vistas,' and the

second begins with 'Pharais,' the first book signed _Fiona Macleod_."

In these memoirs, the point is made obvious that _Fiona Macleod_ is not

merely a _nom de plume_; neither is she an obsessing personality; a guide

or "control," as the Spiritualists know that phenomenon. _Fiona Macleod_,

always referred to by William Sharp as "she," is his own higher Self--the

cosmic consciousness of the spiritual man which was so nearly balanced in

the personality of William Sharp as to _appear_ to the casual observer as

another person.

It is said that the identity of _Fiona Macleod_, as expressed in the

manuscript put out under that name, was seldom suspected to be that of

William Sharp, so different was the style and the tone of the work of these

two phases of the same personality.

In this connection it may be well to quote his wife's opinion regarding the

two phases of personality, answering the belief of Yeats the Irish poet

that he believed William Sharp to be the most extraordinary psychic he

ever encountered and saying that _Fiona Macleod_ was evidently a distinct

personality. In the Memoirs, Mrs. Sharp comments upon this and says:

"It is true, as I have said, that William Sharp seemed a different person

when the Fiona mood was on him; but that he had no recollection of what he

said in that mood was not the case--the psychic visionary power belonged

exclusively to neither; it influenced both and was dictated by laws he did

not understand."

Mrs. Sharp refers to William Sharp and Fiona, as two persons, saying that

"it influenced both," but both sides of his personality rather than both

personalities, is what she claims. In further explanation she writes:

"I remember from early days how he would speak of the momentary curious

'dazzle in the brain,' which preceded the falling away of all material

things and precluded some inner vision of great beauty, or great presences,

or some symbolic import--that would pass as rapidly as it came. I have been

beside him when he has been in trance and I have felt the room throb with

heightened vibration."

One of the "dream-visions" which William Sharp experienced shortly before

his last illness, is headed "Elemental Symbolism," and was recorded by him

in these beautiful words:

"I saw Self, or Life, symbolized all about me as a limitless, fathomless

and lonely sea. I took a handful and threw it into the grey silence of

ocean air, and it returned at once as a swift and potent flame, a red fire

crested with brown sunrise, rushing from between the lips of sky and sea to

the sound as of innumerable trumpets."

"In another dream he visited a land where there was no more war, where all

men and women were equal; where humans, birds and beasts were no longer at

enmity, or preyed on one another. And he was told that the young men of the

land had to serve two years as missionaries to those who lived at the

uttermost boundaries. 'To what end?' he asked. 'To cast out fear, our last

enemy.' In the house of his host he was struck by the beauty of a framed

painting that seemed to vibrate with rich colors. 'Who painted that?' he

asked. His host smiled, 'We have long since ceased to use brushes and

paints. That is a thought projected from the artist's brain, and its

duration will be proportionate with its truth.'"

In explanation of why he chose to put out so much of the creative work of

his brain under the signature of a woman, and how he happened to use the

name _Fiona Macleod_, Sharp explained that when he began to realize how

strong was the feminine element in the book _Pharais_, he decided to issue

the book under a woman's name and _Fiona Macleod_ "flashed ready-made" into

his mind. "My truest self, the self who is below all other selves must find

expression," he explained. The Self that is _above_ the other self is what

he should have said. The following extracts are from the _Fiona Macleod_

phase of William Sharp and are characteristic of the Self, as evidenced in

all instances of Illumination, particularly as these expressions refer to

the nothingness of death, and the beauty and power of Love. "Do not speak

of the spiritual life as 'another life'; there is no 'other life'; what we

mean by that, is with us now. The great misconception of death is that it

is the only door to another world." This testimony corroborates that of

Whitman as well as of St. Paul, notwithstanding all the centuries that

separate the two. St. Paul did not say that man _will have_ a spiritual

body, but that he _has_ a spiritual body as well as a corporeal body.

After the experience of his illumination, William Sharp, writing as _Fiona

Macleod_ constantly testified to the ever-present reality of his spiritual

life; a life far more real to him than the sense-conscious life although he

alluded to it as his dream. In one place he says:

"Now truly, is dreamland no longer a phantasy of sleep, but a loveliness so

great that, like deep music, there could be no words wherewith to measure

it, but only the breathless unspoken speech of the soul upon whom has

fallen the secret dews."

Of the impossibility of adequately explaining the mystery of Illumination

and the sensations it inspires, he says, speaking through the Self of

_Fiona Macleod_: "I write, not because I know a mystery, and would reveal

it, but because I have known a mystery and am to-day as a child before it,

and can neither reveal nor interpret it."

This is comparable with Whitman's "when I try to describe the best, I can

not. My tongue is ineffectual on its pivots."

Another sentence from _Fiona_:

"There is a great serenity in the thought of death, when it is known to be

the gate of Life."

Like all who have gained the Great Blessing, the revelation to the mind of

that higher Self, that _we are_, William Sharp suffered keenly. The despair

of the world was his, co-equal with the Joy of the Spirit. Indeed, his is

at once the gift and the burden of the Illuminati.

Mrs. Mona Caird said of him: "He was almost encumbered by the infinity of

his perceptions; by the thronging interests, intuitions, glimpses of

wonders, beauties, and mysteries which made life for him a pageant and a

splendor such as is only disclosed to the soul that has to bear the torment

and revelations of genius."

The burden of the world's sorrow; the longings and aspirations of the soul

that has glimpsed, or that has more fully cognized the realms of the Spirit

which are its rightful home; are ever a part of the price of liberation.

The illumined mind sees and hears and feels the vibrations that emanate

from all who are travailing in the meshes of the sense-conscious life; but

through all the sympathetic sorrow, there runs the thread of a divine

assurance and certainty of profound joy--a bliss that passes comprehension

or description.

Mrs. Sharp, in the final conclusion of the _Memoirs_ says "to quote my

husband's own words--ever below all the stress and failure, below all the

triumph of his toil, lay the _beauty of his dream_."

In accordance with an oft-repeated request, these lines are inscribed on

the Iona cross carved in lava, which marks the grave wherein is laid to

rest the earthly form of William Sharp:

"Farewell to the known and exhausted,

Welcome the unknown and illimitable."

And this:

"Love is more great than we conceive, and death is the keeper of unknown

redemptions."

They are from his higher Self; from the illumined "Dominion of Dreams."

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