"But of course you haven't given up your music. If I thought that

you had, I should march straight East, and find the reason why. If

it's on account of that Mansion school, you'd have to leave it

instantly; so when you write tell me what you've been composing,

and whom you are studying with this year. As for me, I really am

rather idle, and I'm learning that a college education isn't really

wasted, even if one practises only the domestic virtues. My mother

has been far from well this year, and she's luxuriating in having

me here to run things. Running things, you know, is rather in my

line. But ah! how I wish that I could see you and Pamela and Lois

again, and all the others of our class who are enjoying themselves

fairly near the classic shades. I suppose that you go out to

Radcliffe at least once a week, and do you feel as blue as I do to

think it's all over? But don't forget to tell me about your music.

"Ever your

"CLARISSA."

As Julia folded up this letter from her old classmate her face grew

thoughtful. She certainly was not even studying this year, nor had she

composed a note. It was kind in Clarissa to remember her little talent.

Even Lois had spoken to her recently about hiding her light under a

bushel. Was she doing this? Might her little candle, properly tended,

shine out large enough to be seen in the world? Her uncle and aunt had

remonstrated with her for neglecting her music, and Julia had promised

to resume her work later. But thus far the exact time had not come, and

she hesitated to tell them that she doubted that she had the talent that

they attributed to her. This feeling of discouragement had come to her

in the last year at Radcliffe, when she began to see that her ability as

a composer had its limits. Now, with Clarissa's letter before her, she

wondered if she had been right in letting one or two slight set-backs

discourage her. She had continued her practising, and her rendering of

the great composers was a continual uplifting to those who heard her.

But the other,--her work in harmony,--was she right or wrong in laying

it aside for the present? Was this the talent that she should be called

to account for? Ought she to keep it concealed in a napkin? As she

thought of this, Julia longed more than ever for Ruth--Ruth, with whom

she had found it easier to discuss these personal questions than with

any other of her friends. But Ruth, on her wedding trip, was thousands

of miles away. It would be six months, at least, before they could meet,

and she glanced at the map on which she marked a record of Ruth's

wanderings, and noted that now she was in the neighborhood of Calcutta.

"The other side of the world," she thought. "Ah! well, I will let things

go on as they have been going, and next year, perhaps, I shall see more

clearly what I ought to do."

Pamela was perhaps carrying out her ideals more thoroughly than Julia,

for all her teaching was along the artistic lines that she loved the

best. She was not always sure that the girls got just what she intended

them to get from her little talks on the nature of beauty, and the

relations of beauty to utility. She used the simplest language, however,

and made her illustrations of a kind that they could easily comprehend.

She had tried to show them the meaning of "Have nothing in your house

that you do not know to be useful, or believe to be beautiful," and in

expounding this she saw that she must try to train them to understand

the truly beautiful. For her own room she had had some mottoes done in

pen and ink artistically lettered, and one at a time she would set them

in a conspicuous place, sure to attract the attention of the girls at

their lessons.

Ruskin's "Every right action and true thought sets the seal of its

beauty on person and face; every wrong action and foul thought, its seal

of distortion," put up in plain sight, though at first it was not

thoroughly understood, served as the text for a little talk, and each

girl for the time being decided to curb her tongue, lest her face should

show the effect of backbiting.

Samples of dress fabrics, samples of wall papers, gaudy chromos

contrasted with simple photographs, queer and over-decorated vases in

comparison with graceful Greek shapes, were all used by Pamela to

enforce her lessons. Yet she often had misgivings that her words were

not accepted as actual gospel by Nellie and Haleema and one or two

others, whose preference for crude colors and fantastic decorations

often came unexpectedly to the surface.

Nora laughed at her efforts to develop an aesthetic sense in these girls.

"They'll never have the chance to own the really beautiful things, and

they might as well think that these cheap and gaudy objects are

beautiful."

But Pamela shook her head at this.

"Why, Nora, you surprise me! What I am trying to teach is the fact that

beautiful things are often as cheap as ugly things. Of course, in one

sense, they are always cheaper, because they give more pleasure and

often last longer. But when a girl's taste is cultivated she can often

find more attractive things for less money. Who wouldn't rather have a

wicker chair than one of those hideous red and green plush upholstered

affairs, and the wicker chair certainly costs less."

"You are absolutely correct, Pamela Northcote, and your sentiments do

not savor of anarchism, though I hear that Mrs. Blair is greatly

perturbed lest this work at the Mansion should interfere with the labor

market, and prevent the householder of the future from getting her

rightful quota of domestics."

"It would not surprise me," said Pamela, "if not more than two of the

girls here actually became domestics. I think that Julia and Miss South

are right in encouraging them to live up to their highest aspirations."

"Well, I doubt if any of them have begun to aspire very strongly yet. On

the whole they are remarkably short-sighted, and when I ask them what

they intend to be they are usually so taken by surprise that they can

make no reply."

"Miss South feels that she can judge them only very superficially this

year; but she hopes that next year she will know them so well that she

can give them definite advice. In the mean time they are at the mercy of

laymen like yourself and myself, and we have the responsibility of

guiding them toward the heights of art, whether in the aesthetic or the

culinary line."

Theoretically Pamela took some of the girls each Saturday to the Art

Museum; really the average was hardly oftener than every other week.

There were rainy Saturdays, there were days when Pamela had special work

of her own, or an occasional invitation would come for her to go out of

town. Three girls at a time were invited to go. Julia would not permit

Pamela to leave the house with more than that number, lest she should be

mistaken for the head of an orphan asylum.

Pamela made these trips so interesting that for a girl to be forbidden

to go when her day came was the greatest punishment that could be

inflicted on her. Julia and Miss South had discovered this, and the

discovery had solved one of their greatest problems,--this question of

punishment; for although the girls were old enough to be beyond the need

of punishment, yet there were certain rules that only the very best

never broke, and to the breaking of which certain penalties were

attached.

Thus it happened that on this particular Saturday afternoon Haleema,

whose turn it was to go, was not of the trio, and in her place was

Maggie, triumphant in the knowledge that for a whole week she had not

broken a single cup or saucer, nor in fact a dish of any kind.

"That means that I have my whole quarter to do as I like with," she said

as they left the house.

"That means," interpolated Concetta, "that you'll put it in your little

bank. She's a regular miser, Miss Northcote."

"No, I ain't," responded Maggie, "only just now I'm saving."

"That's right," said Pamela. "'Many a little make a mickle.'"

"Yes, 'm," and Maggie lapsed into her wonted silence.

Concetta, however, was inclined to be more talkative.

"Oh, she isn't simply saving, she's mean. Why, she got Nellie to buy her

blue necktie last week; sold it for ten cents. Just think of that!"

"Well, well, that is no affair of ours."

"She sold a lovely story-book that her aunt gave her Christmas. She said

it was too young for her, and she'd rather have the money."

"That may be, Concetta; but still I say that this is none of our

business."

Yet although she thus reproved Concetta for her comments, Pamela

wondered why Maggie wished to save. Economy was not a characteristic of

girls of her age; though, recalling her own past need of money, Pamela

felt that thrift was not a thing to be discouraged.

"Oh, please let us go to the paintings first," begged Concetta.

"No! no! to the jewelry," cried Gretchen; while Maggie, knowing as well

as the others that they would first go where Miss Northcote chose,

wisely said nothing, expressed no preference.

On their first visit they had walked through all the galleries to get

the necessary bird's-eye view, and a second visit had been given almost

wholly to the old Greek room. But all the casts and reliefs were as

nothing in Concetta's eyes compared with the richness of color in

Corot's "Dante and Virgil in the Forest," and the wonderful realism of

La Rolle's two peasant women.

"I don't know whether they're Italians," said Concetta of the latter,

"but there's something about them that makes me think of Italy;" for

Concetta had vague remembrances of her native land and of the

picturesque costumes of the Italian women. Although she was proud enough

to consider herself an American citizen, she still was pleased when

people called her a true daughter of Italy, and she loved everything

that reminded her of her old home.

Of all the things that she had seen, Gretchen declared that she would

much prefer the great crystal ball to which a fabulous value was

attached, although there were some exquisite gold necklaces that had an

especial charm for her.

Now on this special day Pamela meant to combine instruction with

pleasure, and so the quartette quickly found themselves in the Egyptian

room.

"You don't think that beautiful, do you, Miss Northcote?" and there was

more than a little doubt in Concetta's tone as she pointed to a granite

bust of a ruler in one of the earliest dynasties.

"I like it better than the mummies," interposed Gretchen, before Pamela

could reply; "they give me the shivers."

"I wish you'd take us into the mummy room," continued Concetta

seductively; "there are some lovely blue beads there."

But Pamela was sternly steadfast to her purpose, reminding them that

there would be other opportunities for them to wander about

indefinitely, whereas now she wished them to get a little idea of

history through these reliefs and statues. But I am afraid that of the

three Maggie alone really listened very attentively to her explanation

of the difference between the Egyptians and the Assyrians, which their

works of art brought out so well.

But neither Thotmes, nor Assur-bani-pal, nor Nimrod, nor Rameses were

names to conjure with, and in spite of her efforts to make her subject

interesting, by connecting things she told them with Bible incidents,

Pamela could not always hold their attention. To give up too easily

would have seemed ignominious, and she decided to allow them a diversion

in the shape of a visit to her favorite Tanagra figurines.

"That will be good," said Gretchen, in her rather quaint English, as

they turned their backs on the grim relics of Egypt; "and we'll try to

remember every word you've told us to-day."

"Then what _do_ you remember?" said Pamela with a suspicion of mischief

in her voice.

The three looked uncomfortable. On their faces was the same expression

that Pamela often saw on the faces of her pupils in school when unable

to answer her questions.

"The names were rather hard," ventured Concetta.

"Yes, but you must remember one fact,--at least one among all the things

that I have been telling you."

"I remember one," ventured Maggie.

"Well, then, we shall be glad to hear it."

"Why the Assyrians used to make their enemies look smaller than they

when they made reliefs of battles," ventured Maggie.

"And the Egyptians were very fond of cats," added Gretchen; and with all

her efforts this was all the information Pamela gleaned from the girls

after her hour's work.

But before she had a chance to try a new and better way of presenting

the Tanagra figures to them, she heard her name pronounced in a

well-known voice, and looking up she saw Philip Blair gazing at her

charges, and at her too, with an air of amusement.

"This is a surprise. I did not realize that you were a lover of art,"

she said a little awkwardly.

"Oh, yes, indeed, though I can't tell you when I've been in this museum

before. It looks just about the same, though, as it did when I was a

kid."

"There are some new paintings upstairs," said Pamela; "though it's

almost closing time now," she added, glancing at her watch.

When they saw that Pamela was fairly absorbed in conversation, the three

girls wandered off toward another room where, Concetta whispered, there

were prettier things to be seen.

"Do you bring them here often?" There was something quizzical in

Philip's tone as he watched the three for a moment.

"Some of them every week; it's a great pleasure." Pamela was bound not

to apologize.

"Do you think they'll get an idea of household art by coming here?"

"I'm sure I hope so, though that isn't my whole aim. It will take more

than these visits here to get them to change their views of the really

beautiful. Concetta is always telling me about some of the beauties in

the house of her cousin, who married a saloon-keeper. They have green

and red brocade furniture in their sitting-room, and a piano that is

decorated with a kind of stucco-work, as well as I can understand her

description, for it can hardly be hand-carving."

Emboldened by Philip's hearty laugh Pamela continued:

"She also thinks our pictures far too simple, 'too neat and plain,' I

think she called them. Certainly she told me that she likes chromos in

gilt frames."

"It is clearly, then, your duty to raise her ideals, though when it

comes to a whole houseful of new ideas, you will certainly have all that

you can do."

But from this lighter talk Philip and Pamela turned to more serious

things, and as they walked through the long galleries, unconsciously

they were showing themselves in a new aspect to each other. Philip, at

least, who had had so many trips abroad, had profited more than many

young men by his opportunities; and as they walked, Pamela, for almost

the first time in her life, felt a little envious as he talked of this

great painting and then of that,--of paintings that she had longed to

see,--speaking of them as casually as she would speak of the flower-beds

on the Public Garden. Ah! was she never to have this chance of crossing

the ocean? It was but a passing shadow; for a swift calculation of her

probable savings showed that, though the time might be long, there was

still every probability that some time she could take herself to Europe.

But meanwhile--

"Ah! you should see a real Titian, or a Velasquez like the one the

National Gallery bought a few years ago; I saw it the last time I was

over. Oh! I should love to show you some of my favorites in the Dresden

Gallery."

"Yes, yes!" Pamela spoke absent-mindedly. She had suddenly remembered

the existence of her charges.

"I wonder," she began, when her speech was cut short by Gretchen, who

ran rapidly up to her from the broad hall outside, a look of alarm on

her face as she grasped Pamela's arm.

"It's--it's Maggie!" she exclaimed excitedly.

"What is it? Has anything happened? Is she hurt?"

"I can't say as she's exactly hurt," responded Gretchen, "though she

gave an awful scream; but you'd better come."

[Illustration: They walked through the long galleries]

With Gretchen leaning on her arm, or rather dragging her on, Pamela

hastened to the large room with its tapestries and cases of

embroideries.

"No, no, not here; this little room," and Pamela soon saw Concetta and

Maggie. The latter was weeping bitterly, the former stood near looking

rather sulky. One of the custodians, with severity in every line of his

face and figure, was talking to them "for all he was worth," as Gretchen

phrased it.

In a glance Pamela saw what had happened. There was a hole in the top of

the glass case, and the man held in his hand a large glass marble.

Pamela remembered that Maggie had been tossing it up and down on her way

across the Common.

"I didn't do it." Maggie was crying.

"Nonsense, Maggie! I saw you playing with it myself."

"But not now--not now."

Pamela glanced suspiciously at Concetta, but the little Italian was

already at the other side of the room, pretending a great interest in a

case of ivories. For the moment Pamela was overcome. Her old shyness had

returned. Several bystanders were gazing at the strange group, and

Pamela was at a loss what to say. Clearly it was her duty to offer to

make restitution, but she could not speak; she did not know what to say;

and when Gretchen, too impressed, doubtless, by the brass buttons on the

coat of the official, said anxiously, "If he's a p'liceman, will he put

us all in jail?" the climax had been reached, and Pamela herself felt

ready to cry.

In a moment she saw Philip pass her; he had been not far behind all the

time, and the few words that he spoke in a low voice made the grim

features of the official relax.

"Oh, certainly, sir, certainly," he said, as Philip gave him his card.

"I'll go with you to the office."

Philip paused only a moment to say to Pamela, "There, I leave you to

your charges; let me know if they break anything more on the way home."

Then, as if this was an afterthought, "By the way, it's all right about

that glass; my father's a trustee, you know; I'm going to fix it in the

office downstairs."

When Pamela told her of the incident, Julia only laughed. "I dare say it

cost Philip a pretty penny; that kind of glass is very expensive."

"Oh, I feel so ashamed," said Pamela. "It was really my fault. I should

not have let them leave me. I must repay the cost of the glass."

"Nonsense! Philip might as well spend his money for that as for other

things. He never has been considered especially economical. Besides, it

was at least partly his fault that you left the girls, or let them leave

you;" and this was a fact that Pamela could not deny.

XIII

THE VALENTINE PARTY

When the "Leaguers" announced that they intended to have a valentine

party, Julia and Miss South gave their assent with hesitation.

"It has a sentimental sound," said Julia,--"a valentine party! and I do

wonder whom they wish to invite."

But when they were questioned the girls explained that they did not

intend to ask a single person from outside, and, of course, not a single

boy. The valentines that they most enjoyed sending were to other girls,

and they wanted only girls at their valentine party.

These, at least, were the words of Concetta, their spokesman, and if any

of the others dissented, they did not express their disagreement.

"But we expect you, Miss South, and Miss Bourne and Miss Barlow, and all

the ladies who have been so very kind to us. Miss Northcote is in the

secret, but every one else is going to be very much surprised."

"We'll try not to be curious, and I suppose that you wouldn't let us

bribe Angelina to tell us."

"Oh, no'm; no, indeed. Miss Angelina," and Gretchen turned to Angelina,

who was standing near, "if you tell we'll never--never--"

"Oh, I'm not afraid."

"We'll never call you Miss Angelina again--just plain Angelina."

"I wouldn't stand being called 'plain Angelina,'" said Miss South,

patting Angelina's shoulder as she passed by.

Now for a week or two there was much secrecy, much whispering, many

hours spent in the gymnasium at times when the rules about exercising

did not require the girls to be there. Snippings of bright-colored paper

were found in the hall, and not only bits of paper but of colored

cambric; and Julia, and Nora when she came to the cooking-class, and all

the other older persons interested in the Mansion, professed to be

entirely mystified by what was going on.

But at last the eventful fourteenth of February arrived, and all the

guests had assembled in the dining-room. The little stage had been set

up, and the audience awaited the performance with great interest. Each

girl, as before, had been permitted to invite two guests, and a number

of boys and men were present,--brothers, cousins, uncles, and an

occasional father, and the women relatives were out in full force.

Angelina's sister had come in from Shiloh to spend a day or two, and she

was doorkeeper in Angelina's place. As the guests went to their places,

each one was given a heart-shaped card, the edges gilded, to which was

attached by a pink cord a small pencil shaped like an arrow.

"Evidently we are to keep some kind of a score," said Nora, "but what it

is to be I cannot imagine."

"Nor I," responded Brenda; "I haven't been taken into the secret, but I

know that it is to be something exciting."

Brenda had not yet outgrown her love for emphatic words, and "exciting"

once in a while reappeared as a reminder of her childish years.

They had not waited very long when the door from the little room behind

was opened, and a barefooted maiden with a broad straw hat torn at the

rim, and a blue calico gown looped up over a paler blue petticoat,

appeared. She carried a rake, and "Maud Muller" was breathed around the

room before Angelina, coming from behind the scenes,--that is, from the

other room,--had had time to say, "Ladies and gentlemen, you are asked

to listen to each character, and to make a record of two things: First,

those who look the best, then those who speak the best, that is,--I

mean--" and for the first time almost in the memory of those present

Angelina seemed to have stage fright, and was unable to translate her

sentences into the clearer and more elegant phrases that she had

intended to use. Thereupon she retired in some confusion, and Maud, who

was really Nellie, recited the simple lines of the charming poem:

"'Maud Muller, on a summer's day,

Raked the meadow sweet with hay,

Under her torn hat glowed the wealth

Of simple beauty and rustic health.'"

"I doubt that Maud had exactly that brogue," said Nora. "If she had, I

believe that the judge would have been too thoroughly fascinated to ride

away."

After this came a strange, Spanish-looking figure, who took a kneeling

attitude with bowed head. The solemnity of the effect was somewhat

marred when Concetta--for she it was--turned her head around slightly to

make sure that the audience was fully appreciative of her. Many were the

guesses as to what she portrayed, and indeed it was one of the guests, a

thoughtful girl, who ventured Ximena, "the angel of Buena Vista," and

then every one else wondered why she had not been clever enough to think

of this.

"'From its smoking hell of battle, love and pity send their prayer,

And still thy white-winged angels hover dimly in our air.'"

After the women of Marblehead and Barbara Freitchie had made themselves

known, "The Witch's Daughter" was given in series of tableaux, in which

Maggie took the part of Mabel, and Angelina the part of Esek Harden, in

a coat which, if not historically accurate, was at least a suitable kind

of masculine attire for a girl to wear. Next came Haleema as the

Countess, and Luisa as Amy Wentworth, in rather elegant clothes that

surely must have come from one of the chests in the end room; and last,

but not least, Anna and Rhoda, the two sisters in their long white

gowns,--Anna timid and shrinking and Rhoda vehemently denouncing her;

Inez the former and Phoebe the latter,--reciting some of the more

tragic stanzas of the poem.

"Must we give up these pretty hearts?" asked one after another as Phoebe

began to collect the cards.

"Oh, you can have them back again if your names are on them, we only

want to count the votes;" and then there was a general murmur, for some

people had forgotten to record their opinions and a little time was

lost. But in the interval Julia played a Chopin waltz that several of

the girls especially liked, and followed this with a few chords of one

of the choruses they had been learning, in which they all joined very

heartily.

When the score cards were brought back it was found that there was a tie

for the favorite character between Haleema as the Countess, and Maggie

and Angelina as Mabel Martin and Esek.

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