CHAPTER VII

The last of the stone slabs that covered the vault had crunched back in

its place with a resounding crash. Hans Eberhard von Schranden lay

with his ancestors. In the little chapel, the men who had acted as

grave-diggers bared their heads and said a short prayer. The torches

that had burnt down to their sockets smouldered on the smooth surface

of the flagstones, and cast a lurid glow as they flickered out over the

stern faces of the worshippers.

Then without looking round at Boleslav they left the chapel. He stood

in a remote corner with his hands before his face, brooding fiercely on

the future that lay before him. The echoing footsteps roused him, and

silently he followed his friends, letting the iron gate of the chapel

that had been broken open when they came in, swing back in the lock.

The moon had again pierced the clouds, and illumined with a weird

radiance the mounds and crosses that stood in regular rows, like

columns drawn up for battle.

"Do you wish to bait me too?" Boleslav murmured as he contemplated the

graves for a moment with a bitter smile. At the gate he overtook his

friends. They joined the men on guard, who now had nothing to watch,

for, with the exception of a group of women and old men who stood

gossiping by the hedge, the street was empty. Hoots were heard

proceeding from the distant fields, where the mob apparently were still

in full pursuit.

"God have mercy on her, if they catch her!" said Karl Engelbert with

folded hands. Then two of his comrades, one of whom was Peter

Negenthin, came up to him and whispered earnestly in his ear.

Boleslav was too lost in thought to notice their strange and unnatural

behaviour towards himself, and was not even aware, as they walked

through the village, that he was always left to walk alone, though now

and then he stepped confidentially to the side of one or other of them.

He had accomplished the first chapter of his work. His father was laid

to rest as befitted his rank, and yet it seemed as if the real work was

only just beginning. He beheld all he had to do towering like a great

inaccessible mountain in front of him. The mouldering ruins must be

built up again; what was now a waste overgrown by weeds must be

restored to a waving sea of golden corn; he must strive to endow his

neglected property with new wealth, and his tarnished name with new

honour: and then he saw, as the goal of all this striving, the face of

the beloved beckoning him onwards. If he was too bowed down now with a

consciousness of shame and disgrace to look into her pure, maidenly

eyes, _then_ he would be able to go to her and say, "Now, all is

expiated. I am worthy to lay myself at your feet." Yes, he would

struggle tooth and nail--work day and night--to attain this end.

At first it seemed almost madness to think of such a gigantic

undertaking.... But he had his friends to help him.... After all, it

would not be a single-handed struggle. Had not they to-day helped him

to achieve the impossible? Would not they, true to their sacred oath,

continue to stand by him in need with their advice and sympathy? And

perhaps their noble example would in time break down the barrier that

divided him from his fellow-creatures, and lead to his father's sin

being at last consigned to the limbo of forgotten history.

Higher and higher rose his hopes as he meditated thus. They had left

the village street behind them, and now reached the drawbridge, where

the vehicles had been put up. The horses, each with its nose in a

bundle of hay, waited patiently by the fence to which they were

tethered. Immediately, without a moment's delay, the comrades set to

work to harness them.

This frightened Boleslav out of his dream.

"What!" he exclaimed. "Off already, before I have thanked you?"

No one spoke.

"Won't you take a glass of wine now the job is finished? And I wanted

to ask your advice about other matters."

Peter Negenthin strode up, and looking him straight in the face, drew

his clenched fist from the sling.

"We would rather die of thirst," he hissed through his set teeth, "than

take a drink of water from your hand."

Boleslav staggered backwards as if he had been hit between the eyes. He

felt the earth reeling beneath his feet.

Then Karl Engelbert stepped forth from his sullen little band.

"It is much to be deplored, Baumgart--I call you so because you have

been Baumgart to us till this minute--it is much to be deplored that

you should thus be bluntly told of what our present feelings are

towards you. Why did not you hold your tongue, Negenthin?... But the

words have been spoken and cannot be recalled, so now you may as well

know all. You summoned us, and we came. Some of us, it is true, were of

opinion that we weren't obliged to obey your summons, considering you

had deceived us about your name; but others said, whether it was

Baumgart or no, we were bound by the oath taken in the church at

Dannigkow, after our first battle--and none of us were desirous of

breaking an oath. That is why we are here. You can imagine that we

didn't come willingly. We are honest fellows, and to tell the truth,

the work you gave us to do went against the grain. The long and short

of it is, that when we go home, and people spit in our faces, we must

put up with it, for they will have right on their side."

"Why didn't you say all this before?" Boleslav stammered forth. "Why,

oh why have you let it come to my standing here before you--like

a--like a--Ha! ha! ha! _If you spit in my face, I must put up with

it!_"

"You need not reproach yourself on our account," Engelbert replied.

"You have quite enough to bear without that. But now that we have

discharged our duty--without grumbling, you must admit--I can only ask

you, on behalf of myself and my comrades, to release us from our oath,

as we release you from yours. Of course we cannot compel you against

your wish, but all I can say is, that if you don't choose to do it, we

must leave home and kindred, and wander forth into the world, lest

people----"

"Stop!" cried Boleslav, feeling as if more would kill him. "Your desire

is fulfilled. I now wish it as earnestly as you do. Of a truth I should

deserve my disgrace, were I ever to ask another favour of you.... I

will not even insult you by saying 'Many thanks' for the service you

have just rendered me. May God reward you, and may He forgive you for

having put me in my present position; rather would I have thrown the

corpse into the river and myself after it; let us say no more. Perhaps

you will allow me to assist in putting the horses in, as there is

nothing else I can do for you?"

"I am sorry," Engelbert said, his voice quivering with emotion; "it

pains us deeply. We are as fond of you yourself as we have ever

been--but, you see----"

"I see all, dear Engelbert; no excuses are necessary."

"Well then, we wish you farewell."

"Farewell!"

The horses were put in. All were in readiness to start. Staring

vacantly before him, Boleslav leant against the wall. Engelbert turned

and took a last look at him from the box-seat.

"And don't forget Regina!" he said. "That is to say, if she escapes

with her life. It is to her, not to us, you are indebted."

"Very well," answered Boleslav, not taking in the meaning of what had

been said to him.

"Adieu!"

"Adieu, and _bon voyage_!"

The drivers cracked their whips; in another moment the heavy wheels had

thundered over the loose flooring of the drawbridge. Like silver-girt

phantoms the coaches disappeared in the misty moonlight.

He was alone--more alone than any outcast in God's wide world. What

should he do?

He began wearily to drag his footsteps up the incline. The brambles

that tangled the ground wound round his ankles. A firefly made a zigzag

thread of flame in front of him. From the top of the hill the great,

weird, dark masses of the Castle ruins looked down on him, as if

threatening to fall on him and bury him beneath their debris. Through

the yawning window-casements the moon shone, giving them the appearance

of huge ghostly eyes. He roamed absently past the towers, a sudden

exhaustion weighing like lead upon his limbs. If only he could fall

asleep and never wake again.

He tried to remember what it was his friend had called out to him from

the coach at parting. He racked and racked his brains, but his memory

failed him.

The grass plot, where he had first found the half-wild girl, lay before

him brightly illumined by the moon. The spot where she had begun to dig

the grave stood out in uncanny blackness from the rest of the shining

turf.

If only he had shovelled the corpse into it and gone on his way,

perhaps somewhere at the other end of the world some sort of happiness

might still have been in store for him.

But now it was too late. Now all he could do was to endure--to complete

the work of defiance begun to-day under such gloomy circumstances.

Desolate and alone till the end. Never to feel again the clasp of a

friendly hand, never to look with trust and affection into any human

face, since the doughty comrades he had so firmly believed in had

recoiled from him shuddering.

And had not the beloved shrunk from him too in horror? It seemed clear

now for the first time why she had avoided him and hidden herself.

He was cut adrift from all the joys and sorrows that form a common bond

between the hearts of men--cut adrift from love, hope, compassion, from

everything but ignominy and hate.

With his face buried in his hands, he staggered over the lawn in the

direction of the gardener's cottage, when his foot struck against

something round and soft that lay across the path. It was the figure of

a woman, lying with her head buried in the dry leaves and her limbs

outstretched. Regina--positively it was Regina!

"What are you doing here? Get up."

There was not a sound or a movement. Where had he seen her last? Ah! to

be sure; under the churchyard gateway, screening him from the gun that

was pointed at his brain. That ghastly moment came back to him with all

its terrors. For his sake she had flung herself on the murderer; for

his sake risked her life. And how had he rewarded her? He had pushed

carelessly past her; consigned her to the mercy of the murderous,

bloodthirsty crew who were greedy to take her life, without a shadow of

a thought of how he might save her troubling him for an instant. Even

if she were the most abandoned creature on the face of the earth, she

had not deserved such dastardly treatment at his hands. Certainly she

had not.

"Regina, wake up."

He bent over her and raised her, but her head fell back lifeless among

the bushes. There was blood on his fingers from touching her. Her hair

was damp and matted.

Was she dead? No; it must not, could not be. Sacrificed for him; that

would mean adding original guilt to the sin he had inherited, and the

idea of owing so much to such a degraded creature, was in the last

degree humiliating. She must at least live till he had paid her. He

tore open her chemise with a rough, eager hand, and laid his ear on the

cool, rounded breast.

God be praised! Her heart was still beating. And as he raised her once

more, she slowly opened her great eyes and looked round her vacantly.

As if shocked at being caught holding her thus, he let her head slip

out of his arms.

She moaned slightly as she sank back, for the swaying briars hurt her.

Then regaining consciousness, she lifted herself on her elbow and gazed

at him in dumb inquiry.

"Get up, Regina," he said.

The sound of his voice made her tremble. She tried to struggle on to

her feet, but fell back helplessly.

"Let me lie where I am," she begged, with a timid, imploring glance.

"Stand up. I will help you."

"Must I go?" she asked, evading the proffered support. Grief and

anxiety were depicted on her blood-stained, beautiful face.

"You would rather stay with me?"

"Ah, _Herr_, how can you ask?"

"But you'll have a bad time of it if you do."

"Oh, no, _Herr_. The _gnaediger Herr_ used to whip me every day. I am

quite accustomed to it."

"But somewhere else they would treat you better."

"Somewhere else?" New consternation showed itself on her features.

"Good God! A woman like you, who is willing and hard-working, and has

such strong limbs, is sure----"

She shook her head violently. "I shouldn't go far, _Herr_. If you hunt

me away, I shall only lie down in a ditch and starve to death."

A softer look came into his eyes. No matter how bad, stupid, and

corrupt she might be, she was the only human being in the wide world

who clung to him. Why should he drive her from his threshold, when he

himself was despised, ostracised, and a social outcast? Were they not

both under the ban of the same misfortune?

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