XI

When he reached the worm fence of the hemp field, he threw his load

from his shoulder upon the topmost rail, and, holding it there with one

hand, climbed over. He had now to cross the stable lot. Midway of this,

he passed a rick of hay. Huddled under the sheltered side were the

sheep of the farm, several in number and of the common sort. At the

sight of him, they always bleated familiarly, but this evening their

long, quavering, gray notes were more penetrating, more insistent than

usual. These sensitive, gentle creatures, whose instincts represent the

accumulating and inherited experiences of age upon age of direct

contact with nature, run far ahead of us in our forecasting wisdom; and

many a time they utter their disquietude and warning in language that

is understood only by themselves. The scant flock now fell into the

wake of David, their voices blending in a chorus of meek elegiacs,

their fore feet crowding close upon his heels. The dog, yielding his

place, fell into their wake, as though covering the rear; and so this

little procession of friends moved in a close body toward the barn.

David put his hemp in the saddle-house; a separate hemp-house they were

not rich enough to own. He had chosen this particular part of the barn

because it was dryest in roof and floor. Several bales of hemp were

already piled against the logs on one side; and besides these, the room

contained the harness, the cart and the wagon gear, the box of tar, his

maul and wedges, his saddle and bridle, and sundry implements used in

the garden or on the farm. It was almost dark in there now, and he

groped his way.

The small estate of his father, comprising only some fifty or sixty

acres, supported little live stock: the sheep just mentioned, a few

horses, several head of cattle, a sow and pigs. Every soul of these

inside or outside the barn that evening had been waiting for David.

They had begun to think of him and call for him long before he had quit

work in the field. Now, although it was not much later than usual, the

heavy cloud made it appear so; and all these creatures, like ourselves,

are deceived by appearances and suffer greatly from imagination. They

now believed that it was far past the customary time for him to appear,

that they were nearing the verge of starvation; and so they were

bewailing in a dejected way his unaccountable absence and their

miserable lot--with no one to listen.

Scarcely had the rattling of the iron latch of the saddle-house

apprised them of his arrival before every dumb brute--dumb, as dumb men

say--experienced a cheerful change of mind, and began to pour into his

ears the eager, earnest, gratifying tale of its rights and its wrongs.

What honest voices as compared with the human--sometimes. No question

of sincerity could have been raised by any one who heard THEM speak. It

may not have been music; but every note of it was God's truth.

The man laughed heartily as he paused a moment and listened to that

rejoicing uproar. But he was touched, also. To them he was the answerer

of prayer. Not one believed that he ever refused to succor in time of

need, or turned a deaf ear to supplication. If he made poor provision

for them sometimes, though they might not feel satisfied, they never

turned against him. The barn was very old. The chemical action of the

elements had first rotted away the shingles at the points where the

nails pinned them to the roof; and, thus loosened, the winds of many

years had dislodged and scattered them. Through these holes, rain could

penetrate to the stalls of the horses, so that often they would get up

mired and stiff and shivering; but they never reproached him. On the

northern side of the barn the weather-boarding was quite gone in

places, and the wind blew freely in. Of winter mornings the backs of

the cows would sometimes be flecked with snow, or this being stubbornly

melted by their own heat, their hides would be hung with dew-drops:

they never attributed that fact to him as a cruelty. In the whole

stable there was not one critic of his providence: all were of the

household of faith: the members being in good standing and full

fellowship.

Remembrance of this lay much in his mind whenever, as often, he

contrasted his association with his poor animals, and the troublous

problem of faith in his own soul. It weighed with especial heaviness

upon his heart, this nightfall in the barn, over which hung that

threatening sky. Do what he could for their comfort, it must be

insufficient in a rotting, windswept shelter like that. And here came

the pinch of conscience, the wrench of remorse: the small sums of money

which his father and mother had saved up at such a sacrifice on the

farm,--the money which he had spent lavishly on himself in preparation,

as he had supposed, for his high calling in life,--if but a small part

of that had been applied to the roof and weather-boarding of the

stable, the stock this night might have been housed in warmth and

safety.

The feeding and bedding attended to, with a basket of cobs in his hand

for his mother, he hurried away to the woodpile. This was in the yard

near the negro cabin and a hundred yards or more from the house. There

he began to cut and split the wood for the fires that night and for

next morning. Three lengths of this: first, for the grate in his

father's and mother's room--the best to be found among the logs of the

woodpile: good dry hickory for its ready blaze and rousing heat; to be

mixed with seasoned oak, lest it burn out too quickly--an expensive

wood; and perhaps also with some white ash from a tree he had felled in

the autumn. Then sundry back-logs and knots of black walnut for the

cabin of the two negro women (there being no sense of the value of this

wood in the land in those days, nearly all of it going to the cabins,

to the kitchens, to cord-wood, or to the fences of the farm; while the

stumps were often grubbed up and burned on the spot). Then fuel of this

same sort for the kitchen stove. Next, two or three big armfuls of very

short sticks for the small grate in his own small room above stairs--a

little more than usual, with the idea that he might wish to sit up late.

There was scarce light enough to go by. He picked his logs from the

general pile by the feel of the bark; and having set his foot on each,

to hold it in place while he chopped, he struck rather by habit than by

sight. Loud and rapid the strokes resounded; for he went at it with a

youthful will, and with hunger gnawing him; and though his arms were

stiff and tired, the axe to him was always a plaything--a plaything

that he loved. At last, from under the henhouse near by he drew out and

split some pieces of kindling, and then stored his axe in that dry

place with fresh concern about soft weather: for more raindrops were

falling and the wind was rising.

Stooping down now, he piled the fagots in the hollow of his arm, till

the wood rose cold and damp against his hot neck, against his ear, and

carried first some to the kitchen; and then some to the side porch of

the house, where he arranged it carefully against the wall, close to

the door, and conveniently for a hand reaching outward from within. As

he was heaping up the last of it, having taken three turns to the

woodpile, the door was opened slowly, and a slight, slender woman

peered around at him.

"What makes you so late?"

Her tone betrayed minute curiosity rather than any large concern.

"I wanted to finish a shock, mother. But it isn't much later than

usual; it's the clouds. Here's some good kindling for you in the

morning and a basket of cobs," he added tenderly.

She received in silence the feed basket he held out to her, and watched

him as he kneeled, busily piling up the last of the fagots.

"I hope you haven't cut any more of that green oak; your father

couldn't keep warm."

"This is hickory, dead hickory, with some seasoned oak. Father'll have

to take his coat off and you'll have to get a fan."

There was a moment of silence.

"Supper's over," she said simply.

She held in one hand a partly eaten biscuit.

"I'll be in soon now. I've nothing to do but kindle my fire."

After another short interval she asked:

"Is it going, to snow?"

"It's going to do something."

She stepped slowly back into the warm room and closed the door.

David hurried to the woodpile and carried the sticks for his own grate

upstairs, making two trips of it. The stairway was dark; his room dark

and damp, and filled with the smell of farm boots and working clothes

left wet in the closets. Groping his way to the mantelpiece, he struck

a sulphur match, lighted a half-burned candle, and kneeling down, began

to kindle his fire.

As it started and spread, little by little it brought out of the

cheerless darkness all the features of the rough, homely, kind face,

bent over and watching it so impatiently and yet half absently. It gave

definition to the shapeless black hat, around the brim of which still

hung filaments of tow, in the folds of which lay white splinters of

hemp stalk. There was the dust of field and barn on the edges of the

thick hair about the ears; dust around the eyes and the nostrils. He

was resting on one knee; over the other his hands were

crossed--enormous, powerful, coarsened hands, the skin so frayed and

chapped that around the finger-nails and along the cracks here and

there a little blood had oozed out and dried.