I yawned, stretched, got up and went to bed.

9

My ideas about statecraft have passed through three main phases to the

final convictions that remain. There was the first immediacy of my dream

of ports and harbours and cities, railways, roads, and administered

territories--the vision I had seen in the haze from that little church

above Locarno. Slowly that had passed into a more elaborate legislative

constructiveness, which had led to my uneasy association with the

Baileys and the professedly constructive Young Liberals. To get that

ordered life I had realised the need of organisation, knowledge,

expertness, a wide movement of co-ordinated methods. On the individual

side I thought that a life of urgent industry, temperance, and close

attention was indicated by my perception of these ends. I married

Margaret and set to work. But something in my mind refused from the

outset to accept these determinations as final. There was always a doubt

lurking below, always a faint resentment, a protesting criticism, a

feeling of vitally important omissions.

I arrived at last at the clear realisation that my political associates,

and I in my association with them, were oddly narrow, priggish, and

unreal, that the Socialists with whom we were attempting co-operation

were preposterously irrelevant to their own theories, that my political

life didn't in some way comprehend more than itself, that rather

perplexingly I was missing the thing I was seeking. Britten's footnotes

to Altiora's self-assertions, her fits of energetic planning, her

quarrels and rallies and vanities, his illuminating attacks on

Cramptonism and the heavy-spirited triviality of such Liberalism as the

Children's Charter, served to point my way to my present conclusions.

I had been trying to deal all along with human progress as something

immediate in life, something to be immediately attacked by political

parties and groups pointing primarily to that end. I now began to

see that just as in my own being there was the rather shallow, rather

vulgar, self-seeking careerist, who wore an admirable silk hat and

bustled self-consciously through the lobby, and a much greater and

indefinitely growing unpublished personality behind him--my hinterland,

I have called it--so in human affairs generally the permanent reality

is also a hinterland, which is never really immediate, which draws

continually upon human experience and influences human action more and

more, but which is itself never the actual player upon the stage. It is

the unseen dramatist who never takes a call. Now it was just through the

fact that our group about the Baileys didn't understand this, that with

a sort of frantic energy they were trying to develop that sham expert

officialdom of theirs to plan, regulate, and direct the affairs of

humanity, that the perplexing note of silliness and shallowness that I

had always felt and felt now most acutely under Britten's gibes, came

in. They were neglecting human life altogether in social organisation.

In the development of intellectual modesty lies the growth of

statesmanship. It has been the chronic mistake of statecraft and all

organising spirits to attempt immediately to scheme and arrange and

achieve. Priests, schools of thought, political schemers, leaders of

men, have always slipped into the error of assuming that they can think

out the whole--or at any rate completely think out definite parts--of

the purpose and future of man, clearly and finally; they have set

themselves to legislate and construct on that assumption, and,

experiencing the perplexing obduracy and evasions of reality, they have

taken to dogma, persecution, training, pruning, secretive education; and

all the stupidities of self-sufficient energy. In the passion of their

good intentions they have not hesitated to conceal fact, suppress

thought, crush disturbing initiatives and apparently detrimental

desires. And so it is blunderingly and wastefully, destroying with

the making, that any extension of social organisation is at present

achieved.

Directly, however, this idea of an emancipation from immediacy is

grasped, directly the dominating importance of this critical, less

personal, mental hinterland in the individual and of the collective mind

in the race is understood, the whole problem of the statesman and

his attitude towards politics gain a new significance, and becomes

accessible to a new series of solutions. He wants no longer to “fix

up,” as people say, human affairs, but to devote his forces to the

development of that needed intellectual life without which all his

shallow attempts at fixing up are futile. He ceases to build on the

sands, and sets himself to gather foundations.

You see, I began in my teens by wanting to plan and build cities and

harbours for mankind; I ended in the middle thirties by desiring only

to serve and increase a general process of thought, a process fearless,

critical, real-spirited, that would in its own time give cities,

harbours, air, happiness, everything at a scale and quality and in

a light altogether beyond the match-striking imaginations of a

contemporary mind. I wanted freedom of speech and suggestion, vigour of

thought, and the cultivation of that impulse of veracity that lurks

more or less discouraged in every man. With that I felt there must go an

emotion. I hit upon a phrase that became at last something of a refrain

in my speech and writings, to convey the spirit that I felt was at the

very heart of real human progress--love and fine thinking.

(I suppose that nowadays no newspaper in England gets through a week

without the repetition of that phrase.)

My convictions crystallised more and more definitely upon this. The

more of love and fine thinking the better for men, I said; the less,

the worse. And upon this fresh basis I set myself to examine what I as

a politician might do. I perceived I was at last finding an adequate

expression for all that was in me, for those forces that had rebelled at

the crude presentations of Bromstead, at the secrecies and suppressions

of my youth, at the dull unrealities of City Merchants, at the

conventions and timidities of the Pinky Dinkys, at the philosophical

recluse of Trinity and the phrases and tradition-worship of my political

associates. None of these things were half alive, and I wanted life to

be intensely alive and awake. I wanted thought like an edge of steel and

desire like a flame. The real work before mankind now, I realised once

and for all, is the enlargement of human expression, the release and

intensification of human thought, the vivider utilisation of experience

and the invigoration of research--and whatever one does in human affairs

has or lacks value as it helps or hinders that.

With that I had got my problem clear, and the solution, so far as I

was concerned, lay in finding out the point in the ostensible life of

politics at which I could most subserve these ends. I was still against

the muddles of Bromstead, but I had hunted them down now to their

essential form. The jerry-built slums, the roads that went nowhere,

the tarred fences, litigious notice-boards and barbed wire fencing, the

litter and the heaps of dump, were only the outward appearances whose

ultimate realities were jerry-built conclusions, hasty purposes, aimless

habits of thought, and imbecile bars and prohibitions in the thoughts

and souls of men. How are we through politics to get at that confusion?

We want to invigorate and reinvigorate education. We want to create a

sustained counter effort to the perpetual tendency of all educational

organisations towards classicalism, secondary issues, and the evasion of

life.

We want to stimulate the expression of life through art and literature,

and its exploration through research.

We want to make the best and finest thought accessible to every one,

and more particularly to create and sustain an enormous free criticism,

without which art, literature, and research alike degenerate into

tradition or imposture.

Then all the other problems which are now so insoluble, destitution,

disease, the difficulty of maintaining international peace, the scarcely

faced possibility of making life generally and continually beautiful,

become--EASY....

It was clear to me that the most vital activities in which I could

engage would be those which most directly affected the Church, public

habits of thought, education, organised research, literature, and the

channels of general discussion. I had to ask myself how my position

as Liberal member for Kinghamstead squared with and conduced to this

essential work.

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