CHAPTER THE FIRST ~~ MARGARET IN STAFFORDSHIRE

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I must go back a little way with my story. In the previous book I

have described the kind of education that happens to a man of my class

nowadays, and it has been convenient to leap a phase in my experience

that I must now set out at length. I want to tell in this second

hook how I came to marry, and to do that I must give something of the

atmosphere in which I first met my wife and some intimations of the

forces that went to her making. I met her in Staffordshire while I was

staying with that uncle of whom I have already spoken, the uncle who

sold my father's houses and settled my mother in Penge. Margaret was

twenty then and I was twenty-two.

It was just before the walking tour in Switzerland that opened up

so much of the world to me. I saw her once, for an afternoon, and

circumstances so threw her up in relief that I formed a very vivid

memory of her. She was in the sharpest contrast with the industrial

world about her; she impressed me as a dainty blue flower might do,

come upon suddenly on a clinker heap. She remained in my mind at once a

perplexing interrogation and a symbol....

But first I must tell of my Staffordshire cousins and the world that

served as a foil for her.

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I first went to stay with my cousins when I was an awkward youth of

sixteen, wearing deep mourning for my mother. My uncle wanted to talk

things over with me, he said, and if he could, to persuade me to go into

business instead of going up to Cambridge.

I remember that visit on account of all sorts of novel things, but

chiefly, I think, because it was the first time I encountered anything

that deserves to be spoken of as wealth. For the first time in my life

I had to do with people who seemed to have endless supplies of money,

unlimited good clothes, numerous servants; whose daily life was made

up of things that I had hitherto considered to be treats or exceptional

extravagances. My cousins of eighteen and nineteen took cabs, for

instance, with the utmost freedom, and travelled first-class in the

local trains that run up and down the district of the Five Towns with an

entire unconsciousness of the magnificence, as it seemed to me, of such

a proceeding.

The family occupied a large villa in Newcastle, with big lawns before

it and behind, a shrubbery with quite a lot of shrubs, a coach house

and stable, and subordinate dwelling-places for the gardener and the

coachman. Every bedroom contained a gas heater and a canopied brass

bedstead, and had a little bathroom attached equipped with the porcelain

baths and fittings my uncle manufactured, bright and sanitary and

stamped with his name, and the house was furnished throughout with

chairs and tables in bright shining wood, soft and prevalently

red Turkish carpets, cosy corners, curtained archways, gold-framed

landscapes, overmantels, a dining-room sideboard like a palace with

a large Tantalus, and electric light fittings of a gay and expensive

quality. There was a fine billiard-room on the ground floor with three

comfortable sofas and a rotating bookcase containing an excellent

collection of the English and American humorists from THREE MEN IN

A BOAT to the penultimate Mark Twain. There was also a conservatory

opening out of the dining-room, to which the gardener brought potted

flowers in their season....

My aunt was a little woman with a scared look and a cap that would

get over one eye, not very like my mother, and nearly eight years her

junior; she was very much concerned with keeping everything nice, and

unmercifully bullied by my two cousins, who took after their father and

followed the imaginations of their own hearts. They were tall, dark,

warmly flushed girls handsome rather than pretty. Gertrude, the eldest

and tallest, had eyes that were almost black; Sibyl was of a stouter

build, and her eyes, of which she was shamelessly proud, were dark blue.

Sibyl's hair waved, and Gertrude's was severely straight. They treated

me on my first visit with all the contempt of the adolescent girl for a

boy a little younger and infinitely less expert in the business of life

than herself. They were very busy with the writings of notes and certain

mysterious goings and comings of their own, and left me very much to

my own devices. Their speech in my presence was full of unfathomable

allusions. They were the sort of girls who will talk over and through an

uninitiated stranger with the pleasantest sense of superiority.

I met them at breakfast and at lunch and at the half-past six o'clock

high tea that formed the third chief meal of the day. I heard them

rattling off the compositions of Chaminade and Moskowski, with great

decision and effect, and hovered on the edge of tennis foursomes

where it was manifest to the dullest intelligence that my presence was

unnecessary. Then I went off to find some readable book in the place,

but apart from miscellaneous popular novels, some veterinary works, a

number of comic books, old bound volumes of THE ILLUSTRATED LONDON NEWS

and a large, popular illustrated History of England, there was very

little to be found. My aunt talked to me in a casual feeble way, chiefly

about my mother's last illness. The two had seen very little of each

other for many years; she made no secret of it that the ineligible

qualities of my father were the cause of the estrangement. The only

other society in the house during the day was an old and rather decayed

Skye terrier in constant conflict with what were no doubt imaginary

fleas. I took myself off for a series of walks, and acquired a

considerable knowledge of the scenery and topography of the Potteries.

It puzzled my aunt that I did not go westward, where it was country-side

and often quite pretty, with hedgerows and fields and copses

and flowers. But always I went eastward, where in a long valley

industrialism smokes and sprawls. That was the stuff to which I turned

by nature, to the human effort, and the accumulation and jar of men's

activities. And in such a country as that valley social and economic

relations were simple and manifest. Instead of the limitless confusion

of London's population, in which no man can trace any but the most

slender correlation between rich and poor, in which everyone seems

disconnected and adrift from everyone, you can see here the works,

the potbank or the ironworks or what not, and here close at hand the

congested, meanly-housed workers, and at a little distance a small

middle-class quarter, and again remoter, the big house of the employer.

It was like a very simplified diagram--after the untraceable confusion

of London.

I prowled alone, curious and interested, through shabby back streets of

mean little homes; I followed canals, sometimes canals of mysteriously

heated waters with ghostly wisps of steam rising against blackened walls

or a distant prospect of dustbin-fed vegetable gardens, I saw the women

pouring out from the potbanks, heard the hooters summoning the toilers

to work, lost my way upon slag heaps as big as the hills of the south

country, dodged trains at manifestly dangerous level crossings, and

surveyed across dark intervening spaces, the flaming uproar, the

gnome-like activities of iron foundries. I heard talk of strikes and

rumours of strikes, and learnt from the columns of some obscure labour

paper I bought one day, of the horrors of the lead poisoning that was in

those days one of the normal risks of certain sorts of pottery workers.

Then back I came, by the ugly groaning and clanging steam train of that

period, to my uncle's house and lavish abundance of money and more or

less furtive flirtations and the tinkle of Moskowski and Chaminade.

It was, I say, diagrammatic. One saw the expropriator and the

expropriated--as if Marx had arranged the picture. It was as jumbled and

far more dingy and disastrous than any of the confusions of building and

development that had surrounded my youth at Bromstead and Penge, but

it had a novel quality of being explicable. I found great virtue in the

word “exploitation.”

There stuck in my mind as if it was symbolical of the whole thing the

twisted figure of a man, whose face had been horribly scalded--I can't

describe how, except that one eye was just expressionless white--and

he ground at an organ bearing a card which told in weak and bitterly

satirical phrasing that he had been scalded by the hot water from

the tuyeres of the blast furnace of Lord Pandram's works. He had been

scalded and quite inadequately compensated and dismissed. And Lord

Pandram was worth half a million.

That upturned sightless white eye of his took possession of my

imagination. I don't think that even then I was swayed by any crude

melodramatic conception of injustice. I was quite prepared to believe

the card wasn't a punctiliously accurate statement of fact, and that

a case could be made out for Lord Pandram. Still there in the muddy

gutter, painfully and dreadfully, was the man, and he was smashed and

scalded and wretched, and he ground his dismal hurdygurdy with a weary

arm, calling upon Heaven and the passer-by for help, for help and some

sort of righting--one could not imagine quite what. There he was as a

fact, as a by-product of the system that heaped my cousins with trinkets

and provided the comic novels and the abundant cigars and spacious

billiard-room of my uncle's house. I couldn't disconnect him and them.

My uncle on his part did nothing to conceal the state of war that

existed between himself and his workers, and the mingled contempt and

animosity he felt from them.

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Prosperity had overtaken my uncle. So quite naturally he believed that

every man who was not as prosperous as he was had only himself to blame.

He was rich and he had left school and gone into his father's business

at fifteen, and that seemed to him the proper age at which everyone's

education should terminate. He was very anxious to dissuade me from

going up to Cambridge, and we argued intermittently through all my

visit.

I had remembered him as a big and buoyant man, striding destructively

about the nursery floor of my childhood, and saluting my existence by

slaps, loud laughter, and questions about half herrings and half eggs

subtly framed to puzzle and confuse my mind. I didn't see him for some

years until my father's death, and then he seemed rather smaller,

though still a fair size, yellow instead of red and much less radiantly

aggressive. This altered effect was due not so much to my own changed

perspectives, I fancy, as to the facts that he was suffering for

continuous cigar smoking, and being taken in hand by his adolescent

daughters who had just returned from school.

During my first visit there was a perpetual series of--the only word is

rows, between them and him. Up to the age of fifteen or thereabouts, he

had maintained his ascendancy over them by simple old-fashioned physical

chastisement. Then after an interlude of a year it had dawned upon them

that power had mysteriously departed from him. He had tried stopping

their pocket money, but they found their mother financially amenable;

besides which it was fundamental to my uncle's attitude that he should

give them money freely. Not to do so would seem like admitting a

difficulty in making it. So that after he had stopped their allowances

for the fourth time Sybil and Gertrude were prepared to face beggary

without a qualm. It had been his pride to give them the largest

allowance of any girls at the school, not even excepting the

granddaughter of Fladden the Borax King, and his soul recoiled from this

discipline as it had never recoiled from the ruder method of the

earlier phase. Both girls had developed to a high pitch in their mutual

recriminations a gift for damaging retort, and he found it an altogether

deadlier thing than the power of the raised voice that had always

cowed my aunt. Whenever he became heated with them, they frowned as if

involuntarily, drew in their breath sharply, said: “Daddy, you really

must not say--” and corrected his pronunciation. Then, at a great

advantage, they resumed the discussion....

My uncle's views about Cambridge, however, were perfectly clear and

definite. It was waste of time and money. It was all damned foolery.

Did they make a man a better business man? Not a bit of it. He gave

instances. It spoilt a man for business by giving him “false ideas.”

Some men said that at college a man formed useful friendships. What use

were friendships to a business man? He might get to know lords, but, as

my uncle pointed out, a lord's requirements in his line of faience were

little greater than a common man's. If college introduced him to hotel

proprietors there might be something in it. Perhaps it helped a man into

Parliament, Parliament still being a confused retrogressive corner

in the world where lawyers and suchlike sheltered themselves from the

onslaughts of common-sense behind a fog of Latin and Greek and twaddle

and tosh; but I wasn't the sort to go into Parliament, unless I meant to

be a lawyer. Did I mean to be a lawyer? It cost no end of money, and

was full of uncertainties, and there were no judges nor great solicitors

among my relations. “Young chaps think they get on by themselves,” said

my uncle. “It isn't so. Not unless they take their coats off. I took

mine off before I was your age by nigh a year.”

We were at cross purposes from the outset, because I did not think men

lived to make money; and I was obtuse to the hints he was throwing out

at the possibilities of his own potbank, not willfully obtuse, but just

failing to penetrate his meaning. Whatever City Merchants had or had

not done for me, Flack, Topham and old Gates had certainly barred my

mistaking the profitable production and sale of lavatory basins and

bathroom fittings for the highest good. It was only upon reflection that

it dawned upon me that the splendid chance for a young fellow with my

uncle, “me, having no son of my own,” was anything but an illustration

for comparison with my own chosen career.

I still remember very distinctly my uncle's talk,--he loved to speak

“reet Staffordshire”--his rather flabby face with the mottled complexion

that told of crude ill-regulated appetites, his clumsy gestures--he kept

emphasising his points by prodding at me with his finger--the ill-worn,

costly, grey tweed clothes, the watch chain of plain solid gold, and

soft felt hat thrust back from his head. He tackled me first in the

garden after lunch, and then tried to raise me to enthusiasm by taking

me to his potbank and showing me its organisation, from the dusty

grinding mills in which whitened men worked and coughed, through the

highly ventilated glazing room in which strangely masked girls looked

ashamed of themselves,--“They'll risk death, the fools, to show their

faces to a man,” said my uncle, quite audibly--to the firing kilns and

the glazing kilns, and so round the whole place to the railway siding

and the gratifying spectacle of three trucks laden with executed orders.

Then we went up a creaking outside staircase to his little office, and

he showed off before me for a while, with one or two subordinates and

the telephone.

“None of your Gas,” he said, “all this. It's Real every bit of it. Hard

cash and hard glaze.”

“Yes,” I said, with memories of a carelessly read pamphlet in my mind,

and without any satirical intention, “I suppose you MUST use lead in

your glazes?”

Whereupon I found I had tapped the ruling grievance of my uncle's

life. He hated leadless glazes more than he hated anything, except

the benevolent people who had organised the agitation for their use.

“Leadless glazes ain't only fit for buns,” he said. “Let me tell you, my

boy--”

He began in a voice of bland persuasiveness that presently warmed to

anger, to explain the whole matter. I hadn't the rights of the matter

at all. Firstly, there was practically no such thing as lead poisoning.

Secondly, not everyone was liable to lead poisoning, and it would

be quite easy to pick out the susceptible types--as soon as they had

it--and put them to other work. Thirdly, the evil effects of

lead poisoning were much exaggerated. Fourthly, and this was in a

particularly confidential undertone, many of the people liked to get

lead poisoning, especially the women, because it caused abortion.

I might not believe it, but he knew it for a fact. Fifthly, the

work-people simply would not learn the gravity of the danger, and would

eat with unwashed hands, and incur all sorts of risks, so that as my

uncle put it: “the fools deserve what they get.” Sixthly, he and several

associated firms had organised a simple and generous insurance scheme

against lead-poisoning risks. Seventhly, he never wearied in rational

(as distinguished from excessive, futile and expensive) precautions

against the disease. Eighthly, in the ill-equipped shops of his minor

competitors lead poisoning was a frequent and virulent evil, and people

had generalised from these exceptional cases. The small shops, he

hazarded, looking out of the cracked and dirty window at distant

chimneys, might be advantageously closed....

“But what's the good of talking?” said my uncle, getting off the table

on which he had been sitting. “Seems to me there'll come a time when a

master will get fined if he don't run round the works blowing his girls

noses for them. That's about what it'll come to.”

He walked to the black mantelpiece and stood on the threadbare rug, and

urged me not to be misled by the stories of prejudiced and interested

enemies of our national industries.

“They'll get a strike one of these days, of employers, and then we'll

see a bit,” he said. “They'll drive Capital abroad and then they'll

whistle to get it back again.”...

He led the way down the shaky wooden steps and cheered up to tell me

of his way of checking his coal consumption. He exchanged a ferocious

greeting with one or two workpeople, and so we came out of the factory

gates into the ugly narrow streets, paved with a peculiarly hard

diapered brick of an unpleasing inky-blue colour, and bordered with the

mean and squalid homes of his workers. Doors stood open and showed grimy

interiors, and dirty ill-clad children played in the kennel.

We passed a sickly-looking girl with a sallow face, who dragged her

limbs and peered at us dimly with painful eyes. She stood back, as

partly blinded people will do, to allow us to pass, although there was

plenty of room for us.

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