CHAPTER XLII.

He stood there in silence, looking down at that bowed head, veiled by

its sweeping golden hair. He made no effort to raise her; he answered

not a word to her wild appeal. There was a smoldering fire in his dark

eyes, a stern compression of his lips, that boded ill for the granting

of her prayer.

He had received a terrible shock. His love and his pride alike had

been outraged, and in his case it was a strong love and a strong pride.

The wound to both was accordingly all the greater.

His strange silence grew terrible to her. She lifted her face a little

and looked at him, recoiling from the terrible indignation in his eyes

as if he had struck her a blow.

"St. Leon, speak to me," she wailed. "Oh, you will not be hard and

unforgiving to me! I have wronged you and deceived you, I know; but it

was all because I loved you. No woman ever loved with so mad a love as

I have given you. If I had not loved you so dearly, I had not dared so

much."

He spoke then. There was concentrated passion, burning contempt, in his

deep and angry voice.

"Do not speak of love!" he said. "I can fancy with what love the

drunken journalist's daughter, the poor clerk's runaway _fiancé_,

could love St. Leon Le Roy. I can imagine that the temptation to

lift yourself to my level from the dust where you groveled was too

strong for you. I can fancy that the greed for wealth and honor led

you astray. But love--faugh! If one spark of that divine passion had

burned in your scheming breast, you would have respected the unsullied

honor, the proud old name of the Le Roys--you would have spared me the

disgraceful alliance with a drunkard's daughter!"

Slow, cruel, bitter, every word fell like a coal of fire on her

bleeding heart. Was it the gifted father, the brilliant genius whom she

had loved and revered despite his weakness, who was thus stigmatized as

a drunkard by her husband's lips? Had that father's sin indeed set her

apart as a mark for the finger of scorn to point at, a creature too low

to even lift her eyes to the proud and rich St. Leon Le Roy? It was a

cruel, a bitter insult. It rankled like a sword point in her heart.

She rose slowly to her feet and faced him with a strange, new-born

dignity that sat gracefully on her perfect beauty. She did not speak,

but waited with drooping head and tightly folded hands for his further

words.

They came, still further blighting the sad young heart:

"There can be no talk of forgiveness between you and me. You have

injured me beyond reparation. You can be nothing to me henceforth."

"You will send me away from you--you will divorce me?" she asked, with

a shiver.

"No, I will have no scandal. I will not drag the proud name of Le Roy

through the mire of a divorce court. That for which you schemed so

craftily shall not be taken away from you. I shall go away and leave

you at Eden in the enjoyment of the wealth and the name you have won.

Then our tacit separation and divorce will be accomplished. I shall

never willingly look upon your beautiful, false face again!"

She bowed her head in speechless acquiescence. Where were the wild

words, the matchless eloquence with which she meant to plead her cause,

to implore for pardon when this dark hour came upon her? That love and

beauty which she had deemed such powerful agents to hold his heart

and win his clemency, of what avail were they now? His icy scorn, his

proud, decisive, determination left no room for dissent or appeal. The

terrible weight of her sin had fallen upon her and crushed her.

"I think you understand me," he said. "The wife I loved is as one

dead to me. She never existed save in my imagination. You must accept

this as your punishment, if indeed you can feel any remorse for your

falsehood and deceit. Now go to your room and let your maid attend you

there. I presume you will not care to meet our guests again. I am quite

sure they will not wish to see you. Remain in seclusion. To-morrow I

will make all needful arrangements for our separation, and they shall

be duly communicated to you."

She lifted her head and gave one long, grave look from her heavy,

somber eyes at the handsome, haughty face, bowed slowly, and went out

of the room. The slow swish of her trailing satin robe echoed drearily

in his hearing as he stood there pale and statue-like, but he did not

turn his head for one farewell glance at the girl who was his wife and

who had so terribly deceived him.

She went to her room and sunk down wearily upon her sofa. Marie the

maid came in presently. Her face showed that she knew all.

"Marie," she said, "go and ask Mrs. Le Roy if she will permit me to

come to her for a few moments."

The maid returned in a moment.

"Mr. Le Roy is with his mother. He desires that you will not disturb

her," she said.

Laurel answered quietly.

"You may go away, and leave me now, Marie, I wish to be alone for

awhile."

When the maid had gone she went to the window, drew back the rich

curtains of silk and lace and gazed out upon the scene. Night had

fallen--the beautiful moonlit summer night. The perfume of roses and

honeysuckles came floating heavily on the soft air, the wide expanse of

the Hudson shone like a silver sea.

"I must go away from Eden," said the girl-wife to herself, drearily.

"What shall I do with my empty, ruined life?"

Strangely enough there came to her a memory of the day she had first

met St. Leon Le Roy--the questions she had asked him and his strange

reply:

"I believe I should throw myself into yonder beautiful river and so end

all," he had said.

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