Chapter XVIII

Songbird was not the only one who was lonesome. Star, too, had been left

in camp, where only a few ponies, whose knees were too stiff, or whose

backs were weak from age, kept him company. Although he was no longer a

colt, he hated to be away from his mother and friends. Even the Big Gray

Horse and the Old White Horse had been taken with Quannah.

Star had heard Quannah say to Songbird, "He is your pony. I have enough

without him, for I will take the Big Gray Horse to ride if Running Deer

grows tired. So I will leave Star with you."

Three weeks after the warriors had left the village, Star wandered up to

the big tepee and poked at the entrance with his nose. Songbird lifted

the flap and stroked his nose, for she had heard him coming. Then she

dropped the flap again, as she did not want any one to see what she was

doing.

First she took pieces of dry buffalo meat and tied them together in a

bunch, then she laid them carefully in a large square of buckskin. With

them she placed some of the little cakes made of pounded meat and nuts,

and as she glanced around she saw a prayer-stick, which she laid on the

other things. The four corners of the buckskin were then drawn together

and bound securely by a twisted thong.

After these preparations she took her doll and tucked it into the belt

that held her robe at the waist. It was now almost dark.

She went out of the tepee and mingled with the other children, until

they scattered for the night. Then Songbird returned to the tepee and

sat alone, her arms about her knees, and her eyes staring steadily

beyond the raised flap at the dim outline of the hill over which her

father had ridden.

Satisfied, at last, that no one would notice her, she slipped cautiously

from the tepee and made her way to where Star was stretched out among

the old ponies. A hobble was on his front ankles, so that he would not

stray during the night.

Songbird unfastened the hobble and thrust it into the bundle she was

carrying, and Star rose to his feet. His head bent for the bridle in her

hand. She did not mount the pony, but led him away from camp without

arousing any one. Then clutching the bundle which she had prepared in

the tepee, she climbed to Star's back and turned his head in the

direction in which her father had led the warriors.

She had no fear that she would not be able to find them, for she knew

their ponies would make a plain trail, and though she could not see it

herself, Star would know and follow it. The Great Spirit taught ponies

how to do that.

It was the memory of Preloch, who had ridden beside Peta Nocona when he

had gone to fight the white men, that made Songbird determine that she

would find her father and ride with him. She could shoot arrows as well

as any large boy, and she could ride much better than most of them.

If her father told her that she could not stay and fight, she would

remind him that the little boys who had frightened the white horses had

not been any older than she was now. So she had brought her bow and all

the arrows that she had been saving for a long time, and when she found

her father she would show him that she was not a baby. She had her bow,

her arrows, food to eat, and Star, who could out-run any other Quahada

pony except Running Deer.

So she rode while it was dark, trusting Star to keep the trail. When the

sun rose, the hoof prints of unshod ponies could be seen distinctly,

though in some places the wind had stirred dry sand over them.

As a slight rise in the ground gave her a chance to look back, Songbird

saw nothing moving, and felt quite sure that no one in the village had

yet discovered her absence. Knowing that only slow old horses remained

in the camp with the squaws, she hastened on her way, determined to lose

no time in putting as many miles as possible between herself and any who

might try to follow her.

It was only when the sun was low in the sky that Star and his little

rider halted beside a shallow pool that had once been a deep water-hole

in a swiftly running stream.

While Songbird lay on her face and drank her fill, Star, a short

distance away, thrust his hot nose into the water and gulped greedily.

Then he turned his attention to some green grass that had grown about

the edge of the pool, in spite of the drought, while Songbird, sitting

beside the water-hole, munched a piece of dry buffalo meat and one of

the little cakes made of pounded corn and nuts that she had packed for

her journey.

As the sun sank beyond the edge of the land, Songbird, weary but not

afraid, lay down on the ground to sleep. Star, hobbled carefully to

prevent his straying far, stretched near her. He did not sleep.

At the least sound he lifted his head and pricked up his ears, while he

peered with bright eyes into the night. He knew that coyotes might be

prowling close, and he was ready to leap to his feet and fight them with

his strong teeth and nimble heels if they came where his little mistress

slept so soundly. Once in the night she woke. He heard her move, then

suddenly she called in a half-frightened voice:

"Star!"

His soft nicker answered that he had not left her, and he rose to go

close to her. When he settled down again, Songbird's hand rested on his

shoulder and her head was pillowed on his neck. Her other hand held her

doll.

Thus the sun saw them when it peeped over the opposite edge of the

world the next morning. Then it shot golden arrows silently, and

Songbird's eyes opened. For a few minutes she wondered where she was,

but as Star twitched a little she raised her head quickly and sat up,

rubbing her eyes sleepily.

Star lost no time in getting on his feet. He had kept very still so that

he might not disturb her, and it felt good to move about. Songbird

reached down and unfastened the hobbles that held his front feet so that

he could take only short steps of about eight inches, or hop with both

front feet at the same time. As soon as he was free he lay down and

rolled over three times without stopping, kicking his heels in the air.

It was easy to roll over now that he was so strong and fully grown.

It did not take long for the two wanderers to finish breakfast. A drink

of water from the pool, and food such as they had eaten for dinner the

previous night, satisfied them both. After that, Songbird slipped the

rawhide bridle on Star, picked up her doll and carefully brushed the

dust from it, then tucked it safely into her belt. Mounting her pony,

she started again on her way to find her father.

But the trail became more faint, and a hot, dry wind blew dust into her

eyes. As the sun rose higher the wind became stronger, and at last

nothing but a haze of yellow dust could be seen. Star plodded on, but at

intervals he whinnied shrilly, hoping to hear an answer through the dust

storm. Only the sound of the wind and the hiss of blowing sand came back

to him.

All day they travelled in the sandstorm, and Songbird dropped the rein

on her pony's neck, not knowing which way to guide him. The wind died

down at sunset, but when the haze of dust lifted, Songbird faced a

stretch of desert, where only tiny clumps of dry weeds showed here and

there, half-buried by the heaped up sand that formed small mounds about

each weed.

She knew then that she was lost on the Great Desert of the Staked

Plains, where no white man could venture and come out safely, and where

even the best trailers of the Quahadas travelled only when the warriors

had no other way of outwitting their pursuers.

As she sat on Star, looking at the endless sand, all the stories she had

heard the older people tell about the suffering from thirst on the

Staked Plains came back to her. They had spoken of lost trails where

the sand had shifted and buried all traces even in one hour. There had

been a Quahada runner, who, lost for five days without water, had found

his way back to camp but had died before he could swallow the water that

the Indians held to his lips.

Songbird knew that there was no water on this desert except when the

rain fell heavily, and then it gathered only for a short time in a

hollow, for the hot sun and the dry sand soon made it disappear. This

summer there had been no rain.

Since leaving the pool that morning, Songbird and Star had found no

other water, but she had hoped that the trail of her father would lead

to some. He knew all the country and just where to find water each night

for his warriors and ponies. But the terrible dust storm had blinded her

and the wind had blown the loose sand over the Quahada trail.

Her eyes grew big with fear, and her shoulders, which had been held so

bravely when the sand storm beat upon her, now drooped as though a heavy

weight were placed on her neck.

Miles and miles of silence and loneliness threatened her on every side.

Her head sank forward until it rested on Star's shaggy mane, and her

arms clung tightly about his neck. There was no one to remind her that

she was the daughter of a chief. Only Star and the Great Spirit heard

the sobs of a frightened, lonely little child.

But at last she raised her head, and sat thinking intently. Then she

turned Star's head in the opposite direction. That morning when she had

wakened, she remembered now, the sun had shone in her eyes, and she had

travelled toward it until it was straight above her head.

Songbird knew that the village must lie in the same direction as the

sunset. If Star could take her to the water pool once more, she could

find her way to the Quahada camp. She understood now the risk of trying

to follow her father, and that made her decide that she would try to

return to the camp and stay there until he should come back.

The tracks made earlier in the day by Star's feet were already

indistinct, as the loose sand did not hold an impression very long, and

the faintest wind hid it completely. Beyond the desert a trail remained

distinct for a long time.

It was growing dark. Songbird was so tired that she wanted to cry again,

but she blinked her eyes fiercely, reminding herself that her father

was a chief. As they travelled toward the place where the sun set, she

took a piece of the dry meat from her bundle and started to chew it. But

she was so thirsty that it choked her. So she put it back uneaten.

Hopefully she looked about for a sign of a mesquite bush, knowing that

she could quench her thirst by chewing the beans that grew in pods from

the branches. But lack of rain had kept any beans from forming, and she

remembered that the mesquite bushes near the camp had yielded no crop.

Only a bit of shrivelled desert brush, half buried in the sand, met her

eyes as she rode.

A terrible fear conquered her, and she struck Star's sides sharply with

her moccasined heels. At once he swung into an easy, swift lope, his

ears cocked and his eyes fixed straight ahead of him. Songbird did not

try to guide him now, but allowed the rein to lie loosely on his neck,

while she balanced herself to his movements.

At times the pony slowed down to a walk, but he did not stop, and

Songbird did not have to urge him to resume his quicker gait. Where she

had guided him earlier in the day, he now went of his own free will.

Some instinct beyond that of any human being told Star which way to go.

More than once Songbird, too sleepy to sit erect, laid her head on

Star's neck, where the thick mane made a soft pillow. Then the pony

walked very slowly and very carefully while Songbird slept. Once she

slipped from his back to the soft sand. Though it wakened her at once,

the fall did not hurt her, and as she lay on her back, staring up, she

saw Star standing beside her. Patiently he was waiting for her to climb

on his back. Then Songbird knew that her pony would not desert her, even

though it were dark and he wore no hobbles.

So through the long night Star carried her safely. With the first gray

light of dawn, the pony gave a soft nicker of pleasure, and broke into

his swiftest run. Songbird leaned down and patted his black neck. Ahead

of them loomed a group of trees, and she knew, as well as Star, that the

trees grew beside the water-hole.

When they reached it, both pony and child drank as though they would

never stop. Songbird bathed her face and held her arms in the water,

while Star walked out to the deepest part of the pool and stood there

heaving great sighs of content.

Afterward, still standing knee deep in the pool, he stretched his neck

so that he could nibble the grass growing on its edges while Songbird

ate the dry meat that no longer choked her.

Then, side by side, Star and Songbird lay down to sleep.

Only the buckskin Indian doll guarded them, but its painted eyes glared

so fiercely that it would have taken a very brave person to have

ventured near!

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