CHAPTER III

ON THE STUMP

I

St. Pierre was the big city of the state. Around it a host of little

towns, farming, manufacturing, farther away even mining, made it their

center and paid it tribute by mail-order and otherwise. It was one of

the Middle West cities at which every big theatrical star, every big

musical “attraction,” every well booked lecturer spent at least one

night. It boasted branch establishments of exclusive New York and

Chicago shops. It had its paragraph in the marriage, birth and death

section in Vogue. Altogether it was not at all to be ignored.

Harriet Thompson had known what she was doing when she sent Margaret

Duffield West to organize the women of the St. Pierre section in groups

which could be manipulated for the Republican party.

Margaret stayed with Mrs. Brownley for a few days and then spent a week

with Helen, during which time she found a pleasant room and bath which

she leased by the month, and to which she insisted on going.

Helen’s remonstrances had no effect.

“You’re foolish to think of such a thing as my camping on you. Why I may

be here for several months. No, I couldn’t. Besides we’ll have a really

better time if we don’t have to be guesting each other. And I get a

reasonable amount for expenses which really needn’t be added on to your

grocery bill. Gage has party expense enough.”

Gage was very cordial, particularly as he saw that her visit was not to

be indefinite. It hurried him perhaps into greater gallantry than he

might have otherwise shown. He did everything to be the obliging host

and to his surprise enjoyed himself immensely. Margaret was more than a

good talker. She gave him inside talk on some things that had happened

in Washington. She could discuss politicians with him. No one spoke of

the deteriorating influences of marriage and the home on women. Margaret

was delightful with the children. She did not hint at a desire to see

him psychoanalyzed. He found himself rather more coöperative than

antagonistic and on the day of Margaret’s definite removal to her new

room he was even sorry.

Helen found the new room most attractive. It was a one-room and bath

apartment, so-called, furnished rather badly but with a great deal of

air and light.

“It feels like college,” she said, sinking down on a cretonne covered

couch bed. “Atrocious furniture but so delightfully independent. What

fun it must be to feel so solidly on your own, Margaret.”

“Not always fun, but satisfying,” said Margaret, making a few passes at

straightening furniture.

Helen sighed faintly and then lost the sigh in a little laugh.

“I’m actually afraid to ask you some things,” she admitted, “I’m afraid

of what you’ll say. Would you really sooner not be married?”

“I think so. Emotional moments of course. On the whole I think I’d

rather not be.”

“But you didn’t always feel that way.”

“No--not six years ago.”

“Then was there a man you wanted?”

“There were several men. But I didn’t want them hard enough or they

didn’t want me simultaneously.”

“Where are they now?”

“God knows--quarreling with their wives, perhaps.”

“And you don’t care?”

“Truly--not a bit.” Margaret’s eyes were level and quite frank. “It’s

all dreadful nonsense, this magazine story stuff about the spinsters

with their secret yearnings covered up all the time. I’m going to do

something to prick that bubble before I die. Of course the conceit of

married people is endless but at least spinsters have a right to as much

dignity as bachelors.”

“All right,” said Helen, “I’ll respect you. I know I’m going home and

that you aren’t following me with wistful eyes wishing you could caress

my babies. Is that it? You comb your hair without a qualm and go down to

dinner.”

“Exactly. Only before you go I want you to promise to go with us on this

trip to the country towns. We’ll be gone three days only. Gage can spare

you.”

“I don’t quite see what use I’d be.”

“I do. I want you to talk to them and charm them. I can organize. Mrs.

Brownley can give them Republican gospel. What I want you to do is to

give them a little of the charm of being a Republican. Borrow some of

Gage’s arguments and use your own manner in giving them and the result

will be what I want.”

“Don’t I seem rather superfluous?”

“We couldn’t do it without you. Mrs. Brownley for name--you for

charm--and I’ll do the rest of the work.”

Helen looked at her watch.

“Gage will beat me,” she declared, “I’m late for dinner again.”

II

The train bumped along for several hours. Mrs. Brownley read, her book

adjusted at a proper distance from her leveled eye-glasses. Helen and

Margaret fell into one of those interminable conversations on what was

worth while a woman’s doing. They were unexcited, but at Mohawk, Mrs.

Thorstad arrived thirty minutes early at the railroad station, with Mrs.

Watson’s car, which she had commandeered. Mrs. Watson had also offered

lunch but at the last minute her Hilda had become sick and thrown her

into such confusion that Mrs. Thorstad, brightly rising to the occasion,

had taken lunch upon herself and even now Freda was putting a pan of

scalloped potatoes into the oven and anxiously testing the baking ham.

It had fallen naturally to Mrs. Thorstad to arrange the meeting in

Mohawk, Mrs. Brownley writing her that she need not consider it a

partisan meeting, that its object was merely educative, to explain to

the women what the Republican party meant. And Mrs. Thorstad had few

scruples about using her influence to get as large a group together for

the meeting as she could. To have these three celebrities for a whole

day had been a matter of absorbing thought to her. They were to have a

luncheon at her home, then to have an afternoon meeting at the Library

and a further meeting in the evening. Mrs. Thorstad knew she could get a

crowd out. She always could.

Freda had not minded getting lunch. She didn’t mind cooking, especially

when they could lay themselves out in expense as was considered proper

to-day. But she hated meeting these strange, serious-minded women. She

had looked in the glass at herself and decided several times that she

was altogether out of place. She had tried to bribe her mother into

pretending she was a servant. But that was in vain. So Freda had put on

the black taffeta dress which she had made from a Vogue pattern and was

hoping they had missed their train.

Coming to the kitchen door her mother called her and she went in

reluctantly. Then she saw Helen and her face lit up with interest. Her

mother had said Mrs. Flandon was nice looking but she had pictured some

earnest looking youngish woman. This--this picture of soft gray fur and

dull gold hair! She was like a magazine cover. She was what Freda had

thought existed but what she couldn’t prove. And it was proven.

Speeding on the heels of her delight came shyness. She shook hands

awkwardly, trying to back out immediately. But Helen did not let her go

at once.

“We are a lot of trouble, I’m afraid, Miss Thorstad.”

“Oh, no you’re not. It’s not a bit of trouble. I’ll have lunch ready

soon, but it will be very simple,” said Freda.

Her voice, thought Freda, is like her clothes. It’s luxurious.

The lunch was ready soon and to the visitors it was very pleasant as

they went into the little dining-room. It was so small that the chairs

on one side had to be careful not to back up against the sideboard. The

rug was worn to thinness but the straight curtains at the windows, which

did not shut out the sun, were daffodil yellow and on the table the

little pottery bowl with three blossoming daffodils picked out the same

note of defiant sunlight again. Helen looked around her appreciatively.

Freda served them quietly, slipping into her own chair, nearest the door

to the kitchen, only after the dishes were all in place and every one

eating. She took her own plate from her mother absently. The others were

talking. She listened to them, the throaty, assured voice of Mrs.

Brownley, Miss Duffield’s clear, definite tones and the voice of Mrs.

Flandon, with a note of laughter in it always, as if she mocked at the

things she said. Yet always with light laughter.

“Are you interested in all this political business?” asked Mrs. Flandon

of her, suddenly.

“No,” said Freda, “Not especially. But mother is, so I hear a great deal

of it.”

Her mother laughed a little reprovingly.

“Freda has been too busy to give these things time and thought.”

“How are you busy? At home?”

She let her mother answer that.

“Freda graduated from the Normal last year. We hoped there would be a

teaching opening here for her but as there wasn’t, we persuaded her to

stay home with us and take a little special work at the Normal.”

Helen kept her eyes on the girl’s face. Keenly sensitive to beauty as

she was, she had felt that it was the girl rather than the mother who

created the atmosphere of this house with which she felt in sympathy.

She wanted to talk to her. As the meal progressed she kept her talking,

drew her out little by little, and confidence began to come back to

Freda’s face and frankness to her tongue.

“She’s beautiful,” thought Helen, “such a stunning creature.”

But it was later that she got the key to Freda.

They were in the living room and she picked up some of the books on the

table. They interested her. It was a kind of reading which showed some

taste and contemporary interest. There was the last thin little

gray-brown “Poetry,” there was “The Tree of Heaven,” “Miss Lulu Bett,”

Louis Untermeyer’s poems. Those must be Freda’s. There was also what you

might expect of Mrs. Thorstad. Side by side lay the “Education of Henry

Adams” and “The Economic Consequences of the Peace.”

“Of course the mother reads those,” thought Helen, “after she’s sure

they’re so much discussed that they’re not dangerous any longer. But

the mother never reads ‘Poetry.’”

“Your daughter likes poetry?” she asked Mrs. Thorstad.

“She reads a great deal of it. I wish I could make her like more solid

things. But of course she’s young.”

Mrs. Flandon went out to the kitchen where Freda was vigorously clearing

up.

“You’re doing all the work,” she protested.

“Very sketchily,” confessed Freda, “I can cook better than I clear up,

mother tells me.”

“That may be a virtue,” said Helen. She stood leaning against the door,

watching Freda.

“Who reads poetry with you?”

“Father--sometimes. Oh, you mustn’t think because you see some things

I’m reading that I’m that sort. I’m not at all. I’m really not clever

especially. I just like things. All kinds of things.”

“But what kinds?”

“Just so they are alive, that’s all I care. So I scatter--awfully. I

can’t get very much worked up about women in politics. It seems to me as

if women were wasting a lot of time sometimes.”

“You are like me--a natural born dilettante.”

“Are you that?” asked Freda. Her shyness had gone. Here was some one to

whom she could talk.

“I’m afraid I am. I like things just as you do--if they’re alive. It’s a

bad way to be. It’s hard to concentrate because some new beautiful thing

or emotion keeps dragging you off and destroys your continuity. And in

this world of earnest women--”

“You criticize yourself. You feel that you don’t measure up to the women

who do things. I know. But don’t you think, Mrs. Flandon, that

something’s being lost somewhere? Aren’t women losing--oh, the quality

that made poets write such things about them--I don’t know, it’s partly

physical--they aren’t relaxed--”

She stood, pouring her words out in unfinished phrases as if trying

desperately to make a confession or ask her questions before anything

interrupted, her face lit up with eagerness, its fine, unfinished beauty

diffused with half-felt desires. As she stopped, Helen let her stop,

only nodding.

“I know what you mean. You’re right. It’s all mixed up. It’s what is

puzzling the men too. We must talk, my dear.”

Helen was quite honest about that. She meant to talk with Freda. But

there was no time that afternoon. In the Library club-room, crowded with

women who had come at Mrs. Thorstad’s bidding for a “fresh inspiration,”

Helen found her hands full. She gave her talk, toning it up a bit

because she saw that Freda was expecting things of her and so wandering

off the point a little. But the charm that Margaret wanted was in action

and Margaret, quickly sensing the possibilities of Mrs. Thorstad’s town,

settled down to some thorough organization work.

It was after the meeting that night that Helen saw Freda again. And then

not in the hall. She had noticed the girl slip out after her own talk,

as Mrs. Brownley rose to “address” the meeting, and wondered where she

was going. To her discomfiture she had found that she was billeted on

Mrs. Watson for the night as befitted their respective social dignities,

and that Margaret was to spend the night at the Thorstad house.

But it was from Mrs. Watson’s spare room window that she saw Freda.

The skating rink, a square of land, flooded with water and frozen, lay

below. As she went to pull down the shade in her bed-room window--she

had escaped from Mrs. Watson as promptly as possible--Helen’s eyes fell

on the skaters, skimming swiftly about under arc lights which,

flickering bright and then dim, made the scene beautiful. And then she

saw Freda. She was wearing the red tam-o’-shanter which Mrs. Flandon had

already seen and a short red mackinaw and as she flashed past under the

light, it was unmistakably she--not alone. There was a young man with

her.

Helen watched her come and go, hands crossed with her partner, watched

the swing of her graceful body as it swayed so easily towards the man’s

and was in perfect tune with it.

“That’s one way you get the alive and beautiful, is it?” thought Helen.

Then, after a little, by some signal, the rink was declared closed. The

skaters, at the sides of the rink, sat on little benches and took off

their skates. The young man knelt beside Freda and loosened the straps,

a pretty bit of gallantry in the moonlight.

He had her arm. They were going home, walking a little more close to

each other than was necessary, looking up, bending down. Helen could

almost feel what they were feeling, excitement, vigor, intimacy. A

little shiver went over her as she pulled down the shade at last and

looked around at the walls with their brown scrolls and mottoed

injunction to

“Sleep sweetly in this quiet room,

Oh, thou, whoe’er thou art.”

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