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MY FIRE OPAL
MY FIRE OPAL
AND OTHER TALES
BY
SARAH WARNER BROOKS
AUTHOR OF "ENGLISH POETRY AND POETS"
BOSTON
ESTES AND LAURIAT
1896
_Copyright, 1896_
BY SARAH WARNER BROOKS
Colonial Press:
C. H. Simonds & Co., Boston, Mass., U.S.A.
Electrotyped at the
Dickinson Electrotype Foundery
Dedication
TO THE BELOVED MEMORY OF
ISABEL CORNWELL
THESE TALES ARE GRATEFULLY AND LOVINGLY
DEDICATED BY HER GRANDDAUGHTER
THE AUTHOR
_The Lilacs_, January, 1896
PREFACE.
In the hope of interesting the reader in that insistent altruistic
question of the hour--How may we best treat our _convicted_ fellow
sinners?--these simple tales (the outcome of intimate personal
observation "behind the bars," and woven, almost equally, of fact and
fiction) are offered for his kindly-indulgent perusal.
Most sincerely,
S. W. B.
_West Medford_, Jan. 31, 1896.
CONTENTS.
PAGE
MY FIRE OPAL 1
THE STORY OF JOHN GRAVESEND 37
A BUNCH OF VIOLETS 65
A DISASTROUS SLEIGH-RIDE 91
TUCKERED OUT 109
A PRISON CHILD 127
ESCAPED 209
MY FIRE OPAL.
"Well, have it all your own way, Isabel," meekly conceded Alcibiades;
"but really, now, you ought not to be left here alone. Couldn't you
have managed to invite company for a day or two--Aunt Maria, say, or
Alice Barnes, or Emma and the baby?"
"Company!" mocked I, "that now is _like_ a man! Here am I planning to
give poor, overworked Cicely a day or two off, while you are all away
and the housework at its minimum, and straightway you propose
_company_!--which, of course, implies regular meals and extra chamber
work.
"No, I thank you, sir, not any _company_ for _me_," said I, rising
from the breakfast-table to drop my husband a derisive courtesy; "and
indeed, and indeed," I urged, "you are not to give up your own
vacation because your wife is scared of burglars and bugbears, with
neighbors as thick as blackberries, within call, and a stout policeman
snoozing away his beat against our front fence!"
Alcibiades sighed and folded his napkin. I felt that he was still
unconvinced. Nevertheless, he mounted the stairs, packed his grip,
and, intent upon catching the next horse-car, bade me a hurried adieu.
"_Au revoir!_" cried I, "in the wind of his going," "and, in case of
burglars--
"'Fare thee well! and if forever,
Then--'"
already he had disappeared, and, closing the door, I resumed my
unfinished breakfast. When Cicely came in to clear the table, I
rejoiced her heart, by a full consent to her little vacation. Relieved
of mind, she plunged vigorously into the Saturday scrubbing, and,
having prospectively arranged my Sunday dinner, of pressed corned
beef, was enabled to start for "me cousin's in South Boston" at two
P. M..
As she whisked out, with a beaming smile, a brick-red face, and a huge
newspaper bundle, I locked the door behind her, and found myself
"Monarch of all I surveyed."
One fancies that even "Alexander Selkirk"--dreary as his lot was--must
have found some slight compensation in the undisputed possession of an
entire island. However it may have been with _him_, I must confess to
acute satisfaction in the lordly consciousness of absolute sway over
that miniature realm--my own domicile.
Delightful, indeed, was the prospect of regulating my "downsittings
and uprisings," my bed, and meal times, in fine accordance with my own
sweet will, absolutely untrammeled by the ordinary necessity of
deferring to the wishes, and respecting the claims, of my
fellow-mortals!
A long, lawless afternoon, with all its pleasant possibilities, lay
temptingly before me. Straightway, with book and work, I established
myself on the shady piazza. Pleasantly remote from the street it was,
yet still so near, that, like the Lady of Shallot, "'neath her bower
eaves," I could glimpse the passing sights on ---- Street, could
discern the distant peak of "Corey Hill," and catch, now and then,
between the wind-tossed trees, a blue gleam of the "Whispering
Charles."
Close at hand was my own pretty flower-plot, but lately (by the united
efforts of the entire Simpleton family) reclaimed from a desolate
tangle of tomato vines, string-beans, and chickweed, and planted with
greenhouse beauties, which, now that summer was gone, and early frosts
nightly expected, had tantalizingly put forth abundant bloom. The
September evenings had already begun to draw chillingly in. By six
o'clock, the piazza had become uncomfortable, and I betook myself to
the house. Its absolute possession, at this sombre hour, struck me as
a trifle less desirable than in the broad sunshine of noonday.
Having carefully locked the outer doors, and bestowed the scanty
family silver in the garret rag-bag, a general inspection of the
window fastenings seemed the next best thing to do. "Let me," I said
to myself, "begin at the beginning." In accordance with this excellent
maxim, I at once descended to the cellar. No sooner had I stepped into
that dusky portion of my realm, than some live thing, rushing madly
between my feet, had nearly upset me. I suppressed a childish shriek
of terror. I recognised the cat. I am not fond of cats, hence _ours_,
when not taking her walks abroad, is strictly relegated to the
cellar, where, after her best endeavours, mice are ever o'er plenty. I
found the cellar windows not only devoid of fastenings, but partially
denuded of glass. Abandoning the idea of securing _that_ slip-shod
approach to my stronghold, I beat a hasty retreat, pussy, meantime, at
my heels, and brushing my gown with disagreeable familiarity.
The door leading to the cellar stairway had, in addition to its lock,
a stout bolt. I carefully secured it by both, and, as twilight was
coming on, shot, with a will, the hasps of such window fastenings, in
the first and second stories, as had obligingly retained their patent
adjustments, and, with hammer and nails, proceeded to secure the rest.
Meantime, night was upon me. My own footsteps sounded uncanny, as I
passed from room to room, and my hammer-strokes, as I drove in nail
after nail, set my startled nerves on edge. In shadowy corners of the
dusky apartments, sinister shapes seemed lurking. Imaginary footfalls
echoed weirdly in the chambers above. The cat purring offensively, and
still dogging my steps, innocently contributed to the general
uncomfortableness. Regardless (in this exigent moment) of the
quarterly bill, I turned on at every jet a lavish flow of gas, until
one superb glare flooded the entire ground floor of Irving Cottage.
Reassured by this reckless illumination, I betook myself to the
preparation of supper. In consequence of the kitchen fire having gone
out, it was a strictly informal meal, consisting solely of sardines,
crackers, and lithia water.
Supping, with nervous despatch, I cleared my table, gorged the cat
(who, in the unwonted dearth of society, was permitted to lodge in the
kitchen), and, making a final survey of the brilliant lower story,
turned off the gas, and, match in hand (and with a directness that
would have proved the salvation of "Lot's wife"), sought my bedroom.
Lighting my gas, I locked my door, looked under the bed, made an
exhaustive search in the closets, and, composed and reassured, sat
down to the completion of Black's last novel. Ere long, absorbed in
the fortunes of poor, love-crazed "Mac Leod of Dare," I became utterly
oblivious of my own dreary situation. Once, the ringing of the side
door-bell recalled me to the actual, but, having determined to open
to no man _that_ night, I discreetly lowered the gas, and, peeping
from behind my window-shade, made sure that it was the expressman, and
then coolly let him ring. He must have more than exhausted his
notoriously scant stock of patience ere I heard him drive off,
swearing awfully at his horses, as he lashed them down the drive. It
may be recorded, in this connection, that Cicely, some five days
later, on opening her pantry shutter to drive out the flies,
discovered a blood-stained, brown paper parcel thrust in, and firmly
wedged, between window and blind. On examination, it was found to
contain the perishing bodies of three hapless squabs, which
Alcibiades, in a reckless excess of conjugal tenderness, had bought
(as a toothsome addition to my Sunday dinner), on his way to the
railroad station.
When this touching proof of my good husband's indulgent care came to
light, I take shame to confess that, hardening my heart, I mocked thus
wickedly to myself,--"The _idiot_! to fancy that a sane woman would
scorch herself over a coal-stove, broiling squabs for her own healthy
self, with corned beef, sardines, and delicious olives at hand!"
But, to return from this digression--the ireful expressman well
away--I sailed serenely on to midnight, and the last harrowing chapter
of my novel. Then bathing my strained eyes, and reducing my light to
the merest flicker, I crept wearily to bed.
After a whole fidgety hour spent in the composure of my nerves, and
the resolving into natural causes of such "noises of the night" as
successively set my hair on end, I fell asleep.
The sun was already high when I awoke. It was a lovely September
morning. Recalling, with amused wonder, the groundless alarms of the
last eventless night, I bathed and dressed in great spirits, and
descended to the preparation of breakfast.
Yesterday's coffee, warmed over in an AEtna, was less palatable than I
could have imagined, and, easily resisting the indulgence of a second
cup, I completed, with scant relish, my untempting meal.
The ringing of the church bells surprised me in my morning work. It
was Sunday. Not for a moment, however, must I entertain the idea of
going to church!
In C----, bold, day-time robberies were familiar occurrences, and, in
my absence, our unguarded domicile would become an easy prey for the
spoiler. The outer doors, three in number, were securely fastened, and
I especially congratulated myself upon the complete security of the
glass door opening from our parlour upon the piazza, as, in addition
to its regular fastening, it rejoiced in an admirable catch-lock, that
snapped beautifully, of itself, as one closed it.
As the morning wore on, weary of reading, I wrote some letters, and
thereafter overhauled my writing-desk. Among my accumulated
correspondence, I found half a score of stiffly-worded epistles. They
had been indited by inmates of the Massachusetts State Prison. To
elucidate the controlling event of my story, let me say, that helpful
effort among the convicts had long been an integral part of my
life-work.
Among themselves, they were pleased to term me "The Prisoner's
Friend," and, when discharged, and homeless, they often came to me for
counsel, or aid, in procuring that employment which, naturally, is but
grudgingly given to these attainted beings, whom, even as _visitors_,
my friends considered objectionable. On Mondays, my weekly visit to
the prison hospital was made. I carried to its patients fruit and
flowers, and read to them, sandwiching in, as best I could, a modicum
of reproof and advice.
The re-reading, sorting, and bestowal of this odd correspondence
brought me to dinner-time. An unsubstantial breakfast having whetted
my appetite for this important meal, I resolved to start a fire in the
kitchen stove. Having achieved this exploit--with that absurd outlay
of time, strength, and patience, peculiar to the amateur--I
laboriously elaborated an omelet, a dish of Lyonnaise potatoes, and a
steaming pot of tea.
Heated and weary, I hurried through the parlours, threw open the
piazza door for a whiff of fresh air, before dishing my dinner, and,
attracted by the grateful odor of heliotrope, stepped debonairly into
the outside sunshine. As I passed, the "sweet west wind" whipped to
the piazza door. It closed behind me, with a malicious bang. The much
admired patent fastening had, but too well, done its fatal work! I
stood diabolically fastened out of my own house! Recovering breath,
and taking in the desperate situation, I glanced ruefully at my
neighbour's back bow window. Miss Pettingrew, my next neighbour, was
an elderly maiden, and of curiosity "all compact." Nominally (as set
forth on her sign of blue and gold) a dressmaker, but adding to her
regular vocation the supervision of our neighbourhood, the outgoings
and incomings of the Simpletons were especially focussed by her awful
eye.
Our neighbourhood was not socially congenial. We had come to C---- for
the sole purpose of putting a son through Harvard, and, having no
other local interest in that city, we were simply the nobodies from
nowhere, and consequently ineligible as acquaintances.
Irving Cottage--so called from its supposed resemblance to that of
Washington Irving--attracted us by an exceptional allowance of
door-yard, combined with a moderate rent. Irving Cottage was a double
tenement-house; and its north side was now vacant. Its western front
commanded ---- street; its south side an uninterrupted series of back
door-yards. On the north it was overtopped by a tall storage building,
and in its rear stood a weather-worn old colonial mansion, once an
aristocratic abode, but now fallen upon evil times, and become a
rackety students' boarding-house. A low picket fence divided our rear
premises from those of Mrs. MacNebbins, its proprietor. And now, let
me return from this parenthetic information to my forlorn self,
drearily surveying my "hermetically sealed" dwelling.
Yes, Miss Pettingrew was, as usual, at her post. It behooved me to
take heed to my ways--to step nonchalantly from the piazza, as if
being in the yard were entirely optional. Taking a turn or two up and
down the drive, I rested a moment beneath the lordly old willows that
adorned our grounds. I pulled a nosegay from the flower-garden; hunted
the grass-plot for four-leaved clover--meantime furtively scanning my
window fastenings and praying inwardly that some unguarded point of
ingress to Irving Cottage might be revealed to me.
In vain! I had too well done my fatal work! Not the merest crack had
been left exposed. The cottage rejoiced in a terraced front. Thus the
lower back windows were, at least, five feet above the door-yard
level. A possible elevation of piazza chairs would command them. I
might, with a stone, demolish a convenient pane, and so reach and
manipulate a patent fastening; but there still was Miss Pettingrew!
How could I break and enter my own house, in broad daylight, and on a
Sunday, directly beneath her astonished gaze? Heavy at heart (and
mentally craving that lady's kind permission), I sought shelter
beneath the kindly woodbine that shut in our piazza. Hungry,
discouraged, and forlorn, I moped the slow hours away, until the
westward sloping sun and the chill of approaching evening warned me
that night was drawing near.
Luckily, I had, on my way out, thrown about me a light shawl.
Shivering, I wrapped it close, and then--providentially inspired--I
bethought me of a place of refuge,--to wit: the woodshed, adjoining
our kitchen! It was but a flimsy structure, but would, at least, be
warmer than an open piazza.
Its inner door, now carefully bolted, opened upon the kitchen. Its
outer entrance was, however, but slightly secured by a hook, easily
manipulated from without, by the insertion of a thin stick. I felt
that an entrance might be unostentatiously effected. Eagerly awaiting
that auspicious moment when Miss Pettingrew should, at tea-time,
vacate her post of observation, I sallied forth upon the lawn,
and--still hunting for four-leaved clover--managed to gain the rear of
my house. My ogress opportunely disappeared! Already provided with the
needful stick, it was but the work of a moment to insert it in the
crevice of the loosely-fitting door, to raise the hook, and step
gingerly in. Thank heaven, I was, at least, beneath a roof! Humble,
indeed, but yet an improvement upon an open sky, or even a vine-draped
piazza! And Miss Pettingrew need never know that I had come to grief.
Fortunately I wore my watch. It was a slight comfort to note the
passage of these unkindly hours. It was now quarter past four. I had
become desperately hungry. My mind ran tantalizingly upon the untasted
dinner within. Long ere this, my tea must have resolved itself to pure
tannin! My omelette and my Lyonnaise must have become the merest
chips; and the cat had, no doubt, privately disposed of my precious
corned beef. Well, all was not lost! A full hour yet loomed between
me and sunset. Given that time, might I not find some escape from my
dilemma?
The colonial mansion of the MacNebbins's backed squarely upon our
premises. And our woodshed backed, in turn, upon a roomy lawn--now
degraded to an open lot which faced upon B---- Street. In the absence
of windows upon that wall of the building, a knot-hole, generously
enlarged by our boys, served admirably as a lookout. At this
inconveniently high aperture, I watched (on tip-toe) the careless
throng, strolling, in Sunday attire, up and down B---- Street. This
wholesome, but tame, diversion palled upon me. My jaded appetite
craved more exciting nourishment.
Mrs. MacNebbins--poor, overworked body, with a temper of her own--and
maintaining, single-handed, half a dozen children and a shiftless sot
of a husband, sometimes became desperate. On such occasions, it suited
her, broomstick in hand, to drive her worse half from the house, the
maids, meantime, looking applause from her kitchen windows. My own
boys (in spite of my prohibition) had, I regret to say, often audibly
applauded this conjugal exhibition. Such a spicy scene would, I felt,
be in fine keeping with the situation, and I blush to own that I now
turned my attention to the MacNebbins's back door, in the vulgar hope
of an immediate connubial skirmish. In vain! Mr. MacNebbins sat
composedly smoking on his back doorsteps; while his more forceful half
flitted about the kitchen, intent on the dishing of the students'
dinner. Now and then a tantalizing whiff of the roast issued from the
open windows. By this time, I had become disgracefully ravenous; and
when, after the MacNebbins's dinner, the cook came out to deposit the
leavings in that objectionable swill-barrel, close to our back fence,
I blush to record that I looked with longing upon the remnants of this
(to _me_, Barmecide) feast. Halved potatoes, slices of pudding, and
savoury bits of meat, lay temptingly on the over-heaped barrel. I
sighed. It was like "starving in the midst of abundance."
For one wild moment, I thought of rushing into the open street, in my
morning wrapper, with a shawl over my head, and imploring somebody to
break into my house, and feed me.
But, no! Self-respect forbade a proceeding so insane; and, moreover,
should I not thus advertise the fact of my being alone in the house,
and at the mercy of the spoiler? Night would soon prevent that attempt
which I had half resolved to make upon the back window, and which
might, possibly, end in defeat, glass-splinters, and lockjaw. It was
now raining. The east wind wailed dolefully around the shed. I must,
nevertheless, make shift to lodge there. To that end, I carefully
considered the capabilities of the place. On a rude shelf, near the
woodpile, I found a gummy kerosene lamp, replete with ill-smelling
oil. Beside it was a tin box, containing three matches. In a corner
stood a barrel of clean shavings, and, beneath the wash-bench, a
basket of soiled clothes.
I had soon disposed the shavings in the form of a couch. Two sheets,
used but a single night in the guest-room, and comparatively unsoiled,
served for a light covering. On a high peg hung a rusty overcoat,
which, on fishing excursions, had repeatedly served my good
Alcibiades. It had come to exhale a perpetual "ancient and fish-like
smell," and, in consideration of my outraged nostrils, had been
relegated to the shed. Alas! I had not now the "proud stomach" which
distinguished "Mr. F's Aunt;" and, clothing myself in this unsavoury
garment, I thanked heaven for even so ignoble a protection from the
searching east wind, now entering, by every crevice and knot-hole, my
indifferently constructed sleeping-room.
Drearily casting myself upon this rude couch, I endeavoured to compose
my limbs for sleep. Unnumbered poets have rapturously celebrated "the
rain on the roof." I had myself once offered to a stony-hearted
magazine editor some "lines" on this very subject; yet to-day,
shivering, starved, and but half housed--heaven knows that the even
pelting of this pitiless storm above my forlorn head was nothing, if
not prosaic! I remembered, too, that my only door-fastening was a
slight hook, easily set at naught.
What facilities were here offered to a prowling tramp, intent upon a
night's shelter! When, for a moment, I could withdraw my poor mind
from the terrible pangs of hunger, it was but to fix it upon this
fearful possibility. Yes, I was undoubtedly at the mercy of all the
tramps in the immediate vicinity of C----! What would Alcibiades--what
would my boys (camping out at Great Brewster, with a _circus_ tent,
comforters in abundance, and every appliance known to youthful
Bohemia) say, if they could, this night, look in upon their miserable
relative? But, no; Alcibiades should never hear how--by rejecting his
safe counsel--I had dedicated myself to desolation. The misery of this
night must be forever locked in my own breast! Of course, I could not
be expected to close my eyes during the entire night; and, when
morning came--should my life be spared till then--I should be too much
exhausted from starvation to crawl out of the shed, and should,
should, shou--here, I fell fast asleep!
A single hour could scarce have passed, when I was aroused by a slight
jar, as of some one leaning heavily against the frame of the shed,
directly where I had made my bed. In a moment I was broad awake, and,
with my heart in my mouth, intently listening. I now sorely regretted
having left my lamp burning; and wished I had, at least, plugged the
wide knot-hole looking street-ward. The one small window, opening on
our own premises, I had carefully darkened, but had forgotten to
screen this irregular look-out. Luckily, it did not command, from the
outside, my impromptu bed.
Directly beneath it, I could now hear footsteps. Evidently, an
investigation was being made by some person outside. I managed to get
upon my feet, and thus await the dreaded issue.
There was a clumsy scramble, a thud on the wet ground inside the
fence, and then came heavy footsteps, evidently approaching my place
of refuge. The door was tried, vigorously shaken, and opened by a
crack; and then I knew that some one was manipulating the hook with a
stick; was making an entrance, as I myself had done, but a few hours
ago! I tottered weakly over to the woodpile. I had need to stay myself
well against it, so paralyzed with fear had I become. I felt my limbs
giving way; an age of horror seemed to pass in the brief moments that
ensued before the hook yielded.
The door flew open with a bang! and, then,--then the entire shed
reeled, darkened, disappeared; and I knew no more!
Consciousness returning, I found myself reclined upon my shaving
couch. A pile of soiled clothes supported my head; my face and hair
were dripping with water, which had apparently been showered upon me
without stint, or stay, from a wooden piggin standing near, which I
remembered to have set under a big leak in the woodshed roof, before
settling myself to repose.
Beside me stood a tall, bearded person, holding in his left hand a
smoking kerosene lamp, and with his right still liberally sprinkling
me from the piggin, and, the while, anxiously scanning my face. As my
scattered senses pulled themselves together, I discerned that his
demeanour was pacific--even friendly. I found his face by no means
bad, with its strong features, determined expression, and the kindly
smile which disclosed his sound, white teeth. As I attempted to rise,
he said, respectfully: "Pray lie down a bit, madam; you'll be all
right again in a moment. You fainted dead away; and, upon my word, I
could have knocked myself down for giving you such a turn. It was a
deuced sight worse, too," added he, "when I found that you were 'The
Prisoner's Friend.'
"Maybe _you_ don't know my face now, madam; but I have known yours,
any time, these four years; ever since you brought me that fruit with
the posy of pinks an' old-man's love, the time I was laid up in the
prison hospital."
No; I could not recall the man's face; but I remember well that such a
person had sent me, through the warden, a grateful acknowledgment of
my little kindness, in the form of a rosewood box, inlaid with
mother-of-pearl and lined with garnet velvet (his own dainty work),
and containing a paper thus inscribed:
"Adam Beale, to 'The Prisoner's Friend,' with best wishes."
The warden, as I presently recollected, had, at that time, told me
that Adam was serving out five years' sentence for passing a forged
check. Well, here, like a Jack-in-a-box, Adam himself had turned up.
It was now _my_ turn to "take unto myself shame and confusion of
face,"--found harbouring in a shed, alone, and at midnight! To give
the man, an ex-convict, and alone with me, in this forlorn place, that
explanation demanded by the situation, would undoubtedly put me
absolutely at his mercy, yet, perceiving that there was no other way
out of it, I at once made a clean breast. The tale of my woes well
finished, the humour of the whole affair, together with Adam's
expression of blank amazement, so upset me that I ended with a peal of
hysterical laughter, in which, as I could see by the twitching of his
visible muscles, good manners alone restrained my auditor from joining
me.
Wisely deferring the relation of his own adventures to serener
moments, my convict, at my request, at once set about the work of
breaking and entering.
The storm had abated. It was now midnight, and Miss Pettingrew
presumably off duty. With empty barrels and boxes, found in the shed,
the level of a side window was soon attained, and Adam, demolishing a
pane of glass, deftly undid a patent fastening. It was but a moment
ere he had entered, and unlocked the side door for the admission of my
somewhat crestfallen self.
Nor was it long ere my deliverer had made a famous fire in the kitchen
stove, and, in his shirt-sleeves, while his dripping coat steamed hard
by on a clothes-horse, was preparing a pot of coffee, while I laid the
supper-table.
It goes, without saying, that my zest for this meal was not slight;
and the hunger of my guest, as may be inferred, was well-nigh as
sharp as my own. The cat having obligingly dined and supped upon
omelette and Lyonnaise potato, my corned beef was still intact; and,
with some trifling additions, and that best of sauces--hunger--our
meal proved delicious.
Well, thought I, as I bestowed a second section of sponge cake, and a
third cup of coffee, upon my hungry guest--truth is, undoubtedly,
stranger than fiction! Could Alcibiades (dear man!) be told that, by
scorning his kind advice, I had brought myself to so strange a pass as
to be supping at midnight with an ex-convict, would he believe it? As
for my dazed self, well could I have craved, with that historical old
woman of abridged "petticoat," the decisive "bark" of my own "little
dog" as assurance that "I was _I_."
Our hunger appeased, Adam told me how he had come to find himself on
that stormy night, on his way to Boston, penniless and shelterless.
His sentence had, he said, expired three weeks ago; and, with his
"freedom suit," and the regulation gratuity of five dollars from the
Prison Aid Society, along with its immemorial offer of a ticket for
the West, he had been duly discharged. Having a mind to re-establish
himself in his native city--New York--he had declined emigrating to
Idaho, but, finding himself somewhat the worse for five years of
confinement, bad air, and poor diet, had resolved to recruit for a
time, in mountain air, before seeking his city home.
With the State gratuity, and nearly forty dollars of his own prison
earnings in his purse, Adam had set forth on a frugal pedestrian tour.
Having taken by the way a heavy cold, he had been obliged to lay by,
for a whole fortnight, at a country tavern; and what with the board
bill, the doctor's fee, and the charges for medicine, his slim purse
had been soon drained. Recovered from his ailment, and renovated by
the healing mountain air, he had found himself absolutely penniless,
and had made thus far his homeward journey, in dependence on charity
for food and shelter. Passing through B---- Street to crave a night's
lodging at the station-house, he had espied my light through the big
knot-hole of the shed, and, on inspection, finding the place
apparently unoccupied, weary and wet as he was, it had then seemed
wise to accept the nearest possibility of shelter; and he had
accordingly determined to attempt an entrance to this lighted
outbuilding--little thinking, as he said, to find, in so rude a place,
a lady whose person was held sacred by every man in the prison.
And now, to make a long story short, Adam's recital ended, we dried
his clothes, washed our supper dishes, "ridded up" the kitchen, and
then took into consideration the question of ways and means. Before
falling into temptation, Adam Beale had been a real estate broker, and
though not, hitherto, an eminently successful one, he meant, if
possible, to re-establish himself in the old business. This he thought
might be done in the whirl of a great city, where identity is easily
disguised, or even lost, and--and--and then--I may as well confess it
at once--it all ended in my slipping off my diamond ring (one of my
girlhood's treasures, and the only valuable bit of jewelry in my
possession) and, after much persuasion, inducing Adam to accept it as
a loan, and by putting it in pawn realize a sum that would again set
him on his feet. "But, dear me!" exclaims the prudent reader, "was not
this a most unsafe venture?" Yes, I suppose so; but then, most
ventures _are_, more or less, _unsafe_. And, after all, what is a
single diamond, or, indeed, a whole cluster of them, when weighed
against the possibility of restoring a man to the safe path of
rectitude, the saving of a soul?
This risky transaction well over, Adam, by his own election, retired
to pass the remainder of this strange night in the woodshed. I
bestowed upon him a pillow and some warm comforters, and the cat
politely kept him company, glad, no doubt, to escape from her dull
imprisonment in the kitchen.
As my convict would be afoot at early dawn, his adieus were made
overnight. Once more in my own safe room, and blest with a regular
bed, bolster, and pillow, I rested from the fatigue and excitement of
the last ten hours, and, on consideration, felt that my mishap was all
for the best. Though not downrightly distrustful of Adam, I still
remembered that I had not, as the saying goes, "wintered and summered"
the man. I may consequently be pardoned the uneasy consciousness that
my belongings (to say nothing of myself) were a thought less safe
than if lodged in the United States Bank; for had not my new friend,
but two hours since, evinced that easy facility in breaking and
entering, supposed to be inherent in the convict and the tramp? After
an hour or two of uneasy slumber, it was an infinite relief to hear
the "loud clarion" of an early cockerel, followed by an audible stir
in the woodshed and a heavy footstep in the yard. Springing from my
bed, I watched Adam's tall form as it passed evenly down the drive.
Well outside our gate, he went directly down street, and soon
disappeared from my view. After that, I slept the blessed sleep of the
weary and content, though not until I had taken the precaution to
bring from the shed the tell-tale pillow and comforter devoted to
Adam's use.
The sun was already four hours high, when Cicely's return awoke me. I
scrambled down to let her in, and, ere long, was seated at the late
breakfast which she briskly prepared for me. As I lingered luxuriously
over my coffee, this valued Hibernian abruptly entered, with upraised
hands, and hair on end, to inform me that "a nasty divil of a tramp,
be the tokens, had slept the night in our woodshed. An' God save us,
me'm," went on the excited creature, "wid yurself slapin aboove like
an innocent babe, an' the master an' young jintlemen away, and meself
takin' me ase at me cousin's! Praise be to God ye weren't killed
intirely! Come out, if ye plase, me'm, this same minute, and see, wid
your two eyes, where the crature slept." Regretting that I had
thoughtlessly left palpable evidence of Adam's visit, I meekly
followed Cicely into the shed.
"Did you find the door unhooked, Cicely?" I inquired, aware that
_something_ must be said.
"Unhooked, is it?" replied she, "indade an' it was thin! an' wide
open! Holy Mary! but it's the narrow escape ye's had!"
"Cicely," I said, decisively, "put these shavings back in the barrel.
They will kindle as well as ever, and the sheets will come out,
unharmed, from the wash. As for this fishy coat, when Dennis comes for
the ashes, you may as well give it to _him_. There is some wear in it
yet. And, upon the whole, Cicely, you had better say nothing of the
tramp to Mr. Simpleton and the young gentlemen. It would only frighten
them, and to no purpose, as it's now all past and gone."
That afternoon, during my visit to the State Prison, I related to the
warden so much of the above adventure as pertained to my transaction
with Adam Beale. I found that he had been discharged as stated, and
had declared his intention of recruiting while in the country, before
returning to his home in New York, "but as for your diamond ring, my
dear lady," said the astute official, "make up your mind that you have
parted with it for good and all; for, as _I_ know the convict, not one
in a hundred could resist the temptation of retaining it."
"Well," I said, resignedly, "let it go, then; life is replete with
mishaps, and I have already survived many a disaster, far more heavy
than the loss of a diamond."
When my little family were again re-united, it was Alcibiades who
first observed and commented on the continuous absence of my diamond
ring from my left-hand middle finger.
"Oh, my ring?" I said, lightly, "well, I am just leaving it off for a
time. One does not care to appear eternally in diamonds, like a fat
_frau_ of a German Jew."
Alcibiades, least inquisitive of mortals, thus easily put off, I
resigned myself to the loss of my ring, confident that, at the worst,
it had not (as "Mantalini" would have put it) quite "gone to the
demnition bow-wows."
More than six months had elapsed, when, one day, the expressman handed
me a small package, addressed in a fine, clear hand, and marked
"valuable--_with care_."
Luckily, I was alone, and could, unquestioned, receipt for the parcel.
It was, as I had suspected, my ring; and glad was I to receive it, but
still more rejoiced to have found, unaided by the lantern of _any_
Diogenes, an _honest_ man!
And now, my story might, with propriety, end. It does not, however,
for I have yet to relate how it was that I, the wife of a clerk in the
post-office, drawing but an indifferent salary, came into possession
of so sumptuous an adornment as a Mexican fire opal, superbly set in
diamonds of the very first water.
Ten years had passed since the adventure which resulted in the loaning
of my ring to Adam Beale. Our boy had gone honourably through Harvard.
We no longer trembled at Miss Pettingrew's "awful nod." We had left
C---- for good and all. My health no longer permitted me to engage in
hospital work, and I had ceased to visit the prison. We were on the
eve of our silver wedding, and one evening, as we sat round our hearth
in Roxbury, cheerfully talking over the event, which was to be
celebrated by a little party, the door-bell rang, and was followed by
the entrance of our expressman.
Taking a long breath of relief, he deposited on the hall table a
small, carefully-sealed parcel, which, as he said, "had 'bout been the
rounds, he reckoned, for, near's he could find out, it started from
New York, paid through to C----. Then it came back to the office in
Boston, an arter _they_ had had a time on't _there_, lookin' up the
folks 'at was wanted, he got wind on't himself, and here now it is,"
he concluded, triumphantly, "landed at last."
As it was directed to me, I wrote my name in his greasy book,
Alcibiades paid the accumulated expressage, and the man at once left
us.
We were a little curious in regard to this much-traveled parcel--some
simple silver-wedding present, no doubt. But "great the wonder grew,"
when a magnificent fire opal ring, with superb diamond setting,
flashed out from its nest of rose-coloured cotton, like a condensed
rainbow, circled with sunbeams.
In the package, with the box, was a note directed to "The Prisoner's
Friend." It ran thus:
"DEAR LADY: I am now a rich man. Your kindness will ever be
held in remembrance; and may I ask your prayers for my future
prosperity in this life, and a pleasant meeting with you in the
life to come.
"Pray accept the enclosed ring, with warmest wishes for the
health, prosperity, and happiness of you and yours. I remain,
with great respect,
"Your obedient servant,
"ADAM BEALE."
That night, from a full heart, I confided to my family the story of
that strange midnight adventure, whose touching sequel was this costly
gift. Dear Alcibiades (to his eternal credit be it recorded) did not
on this occasion harrow my soul with a single "I told you so!" On the
evening of my silver wedding I wore Adam's ring. My friends were
informed that I had resolved never to disclose the name of the donor
of this superb opal; yet, now that I am an old woman, in the hope that
it may afford some slight encouragement to others who are seeking to
lighten the heavy human burden of sin, and its consequent misery, I
have thought that it might not be unwise or indelicate to reveal the
long-kept secret of my Fire Opal.
THE STORY OF JOHN GRAVESEND
John Gravesend, being neither goblin, sprite nor fairy, it is but
logical to infer that his existence was derived from a mortal father;
albeit of that father, he, John, had not the faintest conception.
Poor little Jack! He was, what men (misusing the holiest of words)
have named, a "love-child."
His father was plainly but an inference; and, as to his mother, she
was scarce more than a recollection.
He recalled, from some vague long ago, the face of a sad-eyed woman at
whose knee he had said "Now I lay me," with his sleepy little head
half-buried in the soft folds of her silken gown. He remembered the
same sweet face more pale and still and icy cold. He was not saying
his prayer _then_. He thinks he was crying. Be that as it may; Jack
cried a good deal in those days. He cried because he was cold, hungry,
tired, or beaten; and, later on, he fell into a way of crying for an
undefined good--a something which neither warmth, food, nor rest could
afford him. This vague sense of irrepletion had first dawned upon the
forlorn boy when, on a certain day, creeping about Long Wharf like a
half-starved rat, he had seen another boy in a velvet jacket, and with
lovely cornsilk hair, folded in the arms of a beautiful lady, but just
landed from a newly-arrived steamer. From that hour a nameless longing
for that undefined something, which the other lad had gotten from that
gentle lady, haunted his love-lorn days.
Sometimes he actually found himself crying for it. Of this--and all
other crying--Jack, being a manly little fellow, was so heartily
ashamed that (to use his own words) he "swowed never to let on to his
folks." Jack's "folks" were--a reputed uncle, by trade a shipwright. A
creature habitually red of face; cross in the morning and nasty at
night; chronically glum on week-days, and invariably sprightly on
Sundays; for then it was the shipwright's prerogative to get superbly
drunk!
During these Sabbath celebrations, the man (having no children of his
own body to maltreat) often diverted himself by belabouring his ragged
little nephew; who, more or less battered, wriggled dexterously from
his clutch, and, seeking his familiar haunt, the wharf, there wore out
the weary day. Jack's other "folk" was the wife of the aforesaid
uncle; a poor, cowed creature, with pinched, wan face and pale,
carroty hair. When the boy, upon a Sunday, did not come readily to
hand, the aunt was beaten in his stead. She did not run away, this
poor, spiritless scapegoat, but wearily mounting a ladder-like
staircase, took sanctuary in the loft. Later, when a drunken slumber
enwrapped her lord, she reappeared upon the scene, with set lips, and
face so white and ghastly, that little Jack, remembering vaguely that
_other_ still, white face, crept uneasily out into the sunlight, and
tried to forget it.
One day, when the shipwright had beaten his wife terribly, and there
was blood upon her clean Sunday gown, she did not, as usual, betake
herself to that "city of refuge," the loft; but, groaning faintly,
fell prone upon the floor. Jack's uncle then making a dive at _him_,
the child scampered off to the wharf as fast as his trembling little
legs would carry him. When he had skipped a good many stones into the
water, had watched ever so many clouds and vessels sail by, and had
seen the crimson water swallow the bloated fiery sun, little Jack felt
hungry, and thought it high time to be getting home to his folks.
Forlorn little waif! His _folks_, unsatisfactory as they were, were no
longer available.
He found the shipwright's dwelling thronged with excited men and
women. Upon the bed lay a still, white heap. Fancying that it might be
the pinch-faced aunt, who had so long partially fed and clothed him,
the child pushed forward, and, creeping softly to the bed, touched,
with his dirty little hand, that still, white face.
Ugh! _His_ folks were never as cold as _that_!
Repelled by this icy horror, the child stole quietly away, and,
crouching timidly in a far corner of the thronged apartment, watched
it all.
There was a deal of commotion in Jack's folks' house that Sunday
evening; and Jack's uncle, staring vacantly at a gaping throng of men,
boys, and frowsy-headed women, and sustained by two doughty
dignitaries of the law, was finally conveyed absolutely beyond the
line of his childish vision. After this, another gentleman, in bright
buttons, summarily cleared the house, and locked the door, with the
child on the wrong side of it; and, unheeded, hungry, shelterless, and
forlorn, the lad crept silently away. And this is all that Jack
remembers of his folks. The next tableau in his memory is that of a
ship's cabin, and a fat steward in a white apron, who, as he wells
remembers, went busily up and down the companionway, fetching steaming
viands, and carrying away empty plates and soiled glasses, which had
often, at bottom, a modicum of something strong and nice. He liked
it--this fine, fiery stuff!--and when whole spoonfuls had been left in
the glasses, and he had been let to drain them all, he felt as cheery
as could be; and, at bedtime, went off to his small bunk as happy as a
king. But when at dinner-time the steward, in his hurry-skurry, kicked
him out of the way, and called him "a d--d little son of a gun, whom
(like a soft-hearted lubber) he had smuggled into the _Argo_ to save
from the poorhouse," Jack fled dejectedly to his bunk to cry alone.
Yes, he remembered well, how a long time ago--very long indeed it
seemed in Jack's childish measurement of time--that cruel hunger had
gnawed at his poor, depleted little stomach, when his folks' door was
fast locked, and he prowling miserably about the wharf; and how the
good steward had then found and fed him. From that day, he had clung
to his deliverer--his providence--like a grateful spaniel, and, still
at his heels, here he was in the great _Argo_, sailing on and on, no
doubt, to the very end of the world.
Yes, he knew all that; and he meant to be thankful and good; but was
he, for certain true, "a son of a gun?" His father, as before stated,
being but an inference, Jack concluded, upon the whole, that he
_might_ be.
By and by, when the old steward (whose bite was in no wise as
formidable as his bark) had tided over his "hurry-skurry," and, having
given him his dinner, tossed him playfully to the ceiling, like a
plump little ball, as he was, when he set him to play all manner of
monkey tricks for his own and the crew's diversion, calling him "a
droll shaver," instead of that other objectionable name, he forgot,
for the time, his childish grievances, and was comparatively content.
He liked the rough-handed steward who alternately kicked and petted
him, and who, after his own poor fashion, apparently loved him. Yet,
taken as they went, these were but uncomfortable years for the loving,
sensitive child; and the nice fiery sups from the cabin tumblers were,
on the whole, the most comfortable feature of Jack Gravesend's earlier
cabin-boy experience.
As the years went on, from being by turns a nuisance and a pet, the
boy became a deft-handed helper to his testy old patron, and, coming
to man's estate, not only won favour with the _Argo's_ crew, but found
grace in the eyes of her captain. When the fat steward, in a fit of
apoplexy, went off in a final hurry-skurry, to Davy Jones's locker,
Jack was promoted to his berth.
Time sped. John Gravesend, from a poor cabin-boy, had come to be
second mate of the _Ohio_, when William Ferguson, as bonnie a
blue-eyed lad as one might hail in a cruise round the world, had
shipped as foremast hand in that stanch new craft. Then it was that
our hero first knew that supreme good for which he had been
instinctively yearning through all his lonely life--the true love of a
human soul.
Will Ferguson, a delicate boy of eighteen, neither by birth or
education suited to a sailor's life, was the only son of his mother,
and she was a widow. He had a persistent cough, came of consumptive
stock, and the doctor assured Madame Ferguson that a long sea voyage,
if she could but bring her mind to it, would be the very thing for the
lad.
"There is the _Ohio_," he went on to say, "now in port, and a finer
ship never sailed." Her captain trustworthy, and her second mate
personally known to him. Only last year he had carried the fellow
through an attack of typhoid, at Chelsea hospital, and if, as he was
saying, she could bring her mind to the thing, he would speak a good
word for Will, to this officer, Gravesend--John Gravesend--who would,
no doubt, keep a kindly eye on her boy all through the voyage.
Madame Ferguson _did_ bring her mind to it, although the parting was
as if her heart had been torn from her warm, living side. And thus it
was that Will Ferguson went sailing out of his mother's yearning sight
in the good ship _Ohio_, specially committed to the care of John
Gravesend, and as seasick and homesick a lad as ever smelt brine.