CHAPTER XXXVII.

SOOTHING WORDS.

During the interview of Adrienne with Rose-Pompon a touching scene took

place between Agricola and Mother Bunch, who had been much surprised at

Mdlle. de Cardoville's condescension with regard to the grisette.

Immediately after the departure of Adrienne, Agricola had knelt down

beside Mother Bunch, and said to her, with profound emotion: "We are

alone, and I can at length tell you what weighs upon my heart. This act

is too cruel--to die of misery and despair, and not to send to me for

assistance."

"Listen to me, Agricola--"

"No, there is no excuse for this. What! we called each other by the names

of brother and sister, and for fifteen years gave every proof of sincere

affection--and, when the day of misfortune comes, you quit life without

caring for those you must leave behind--without considering that to kill

yourself is to tell them they are indifferent to you!"

"Forgive me, Agricola! it is true. I had never thought of that," said the

workgirl, casting down her eyes; "but poverty--want of work--"

"Misery! want of work! and was I not here?"

"And despair!"

"But why despair? This generous young lady had received you in her house;

she knew your worth, and treated you as her friend--and just at the

moment when you had every chance of happiness, you leave the house

abruptly, and we remain in the most horrible anxiety on your account."

"I feared--to be--to be a burden to my benefactress," stammered she.

"You a burden to Mdlle. de Cardoville, that is so rich and good!"

"I feared to be indiscreet," said the sewing-girl, more and more

embarrassed.

Instead of answering his adopted sister, Agricola remained silent, and

contemplated her for some moments with an undefinable expression; then he

exclaimed suddenly, as if replying to a question put by himself: "She

will forgive me for disobeying her.--I am sure of it."

He next turned towards Mother Bunch, who was looking at him in

astonishment, and said to her in a voice of emotion: "I am too frank to

keep up this deception. I am reproaching you--blaming you--and my

thoughts are quite different."

"How so, Agricola?"

"My heart aches, when I think of the evil I have done you."

"I do not understand you, my friend; you have never done me any evil."

"What! never? even in little things? when, for instance, yielding to a

detestable habit, I, who loved and respected you as my sister, insulted

you a hundred times a day?"

"Insulted me!"

"Yes--when I gave you an odious and ridiculous nickname, instead of

calling you properly."

At these words, Mother Bunch looked at the smith in the utmost alarm,

trembling lest he had discovered her painful secret, notwithstanding the

assurance she had received from Mdlle. de Cardoville. Yet she calmed

herself a little when she reflected, that Agricola might of himself have

thought of the humiliation inflicted on her by calling her Mother Bunch,

and she answered him with a forced smile. "Can you be grieved at so small

a thing? It was a habit, Agricola, from childhood. When did your good and

affectionate mother, who nevertheless loved me as her daughter, ever call

me anything else?"

"And did my mother consult you about my marriage, speak to you of the

rare beauty of my bride, beg you to come and see her, and study her

character, in the hope that the instinct of your affection for me would

warn you--if I made a bad choice? Did my mother have this cruelty?--No;

it was I, who thus pierced your heart!"

The fears of the hearer were again aroused; there could be but little

doubt that Agricola knew her secret. She felt herself sinking with

confusion; yet, making a last effort not to believe the discovery, she

murmured in a feeble voice: "True, Agricola! It was not your mother, but

yourself, who made me that request--and I was grateful to you for such a

mark of confidence."

"Grateful, my poor girl!" cried the smith, whilst his eyes filled with

tears; "no, it is not true. I pained you fearfully--I was

merciless--heaven knows, without being aware of it!"

"But," said the other, in a voice now almost unintelligible, "what makes

you think so?"

"Your love for me!" cried the smith, trembling with emotion, as he

clasped Mother Bunch in a brotherly embrace.

"Oh heaven!" murmured the unfortunate creature, as she covered her face

with her hands, "he knows all."

"Yes, I know all," resumed Agricola, with an expression of ineffable

tenderness and respect: "yes, I know all, and I will not have you blush

for a sentiment, which honors me, and of which I feel so justly proud.

Yes, I know all; and I say to myself with joy and pride, that the best,

the most noble heart in the world is mine--will be mine always. Come,

Magdalen; let us leave shame to evil passions. Raise your eyes, and look

at me! You know, if my countenance was ever false--if it ever reflected a

feigned emotion. Then look and tell me, if you cannot read in my

features, how proud I am, Magdalen, how justly proud of your love!"

Overwhelmed with grief and confusion, Mother Bunch had not dared to look

on Agricola; but his words expressed so deep a conviction, the tones of

his voice revealed so tender an emotion, that the poor creature felt her

shame gradually diminish, particularly when Agricola added, with rising

animation: "Be satisfied, my sweet, my noble Magdalen; I will be worthy

of this love. Believe me, it shall yet cause you as much happiness as it

has occasioned tears. Why should this love be a motive for estrangement,

confusion, fear? For what is love, in the sense in which it is held by

your generous heart? Is it not a continual exchange of devotion,

tenderness, esteem, of mutual and blind confidence?--Why, Magdalen! we

may have all this for one another--devotion, tenderness, confidence--even

more than in times past; for, on a thousand occasions, your secret

inspired you with fear and suspicion--while, for the future, on the

contrary, you will see me take such delight in the place I fill in your

good and valiant heart, that you will be happy in the happiness you

bestow. What I have just said may seem very selfish and conceited; so

much the worse! I do not know how to lie."

The longer the smith spoke, the less troubled became Mother Bunch. What

she had above all feared in the discovery of her secret was to see it

received with raillery, contempt, or humiliating compassion; far from

this, joy and happiness were distinctly visible on the manly and honest

face of Agricola. The hunchback knew him incapable of deception;

therefore she exclaimed, this time without shame or confusion, but rather

with a sort of pride.

"Every sincere and pure passion is so far good and con soling as to end

by deserving interest and sympathy, when it has triumphed over its first

excess! It is alike honorable to the heart which feels and that which

inspires it!--Thanks to you, Agricola--thanks to the kind words, which

have raised me in my own esteem--I feel that, instead of blushing, I

ought to be proud of this love. My benefactress is right--you are right:

why should I be ashamed of it? Is it not a true and sacred love? To be

near you, to love you, to tell you so, to prove it by constant devotion,

what did I ever desire more? And yet shame and fear, joined with that

dizziness of the brain which extreme misery produces, drove me to

suicide!--But then some allowance must be made for the suspicions of a

poor creature, who has been the subject of ridicule from her cradle. So

my secret was to die with me, unless some unforeseen accident should

reveal it to you; and, in that case, you are right--sure of myself, sure

of you, I ought to have feared nothing. But I may claim some indulgence;

mistrust, cruel mistrust of one's self makes one doubt others also. Let

us forget all that. Agricola, my generous brother, I will say to you, as

you said to me just now, 'Look at me; you know my countenance cannot lie.

Look at me: see if I shun your gaze; see if, ever in my life, I looked so

happy'--and yet, even now, I was about to die!"

She spoke the truth. Agricola himself could not have hoped so prompt an

effect from his words. In spite of the deep traces which misery, grief,

and sickness had imprinted on the girl's features, they now shone with

radiant happiness and serenity, whilst her blue eyes, gentle and pure as

her soul, were fixed, without embarrassment, on those of Agricola.

"Oh! thanks, thanks!" cried the smith, in a rapture of delight: "when I

see you so calm, and so happy, Magdalen, I am indeed grateful."

"Yes, I am calm, I am happy," replied she; "and happy I shall be, for I

can now tell you my most secret thoughts. Yes, happy; for this day, which

began so fatally, ends like a divine dream. Far from being afraid, I now

look at you with hope and joy. I have again found my generous

benefactress, and I am tranquil as to the fate of my poor sister. Oh!

shall we not soon see her? I should like her to take part in this

happiness."

She seemed so happy, that the smith did not dare to inform her of the

death of Cephyse, and reserved himself to communicate the same at a more

fitting opportunity. Therefore he answered: "Cephyse, being the stronger,

has been the more shaken; it will not be prudent, I am told, to see her

to-day."

"I will wait then. I can repress my impatience, I have so much to say to

you."

"Dear, gentle Magdalen!"

"Oh, my friend!" cried the girl, interrupting Agricola, with tears of

joy: "I cannot tell you what I feel, when I hear you call me Magdalen. It

is so sweet, so soothing, that my heart expands with delight."

"Poor girl! how dreadfully she must have suffered!" cried the smith, with

inexpressible emotion, "when she displays so much happiness, so much

gratitude, at being called by her own poor name!"

"But consider, my friend; that word in your mouth contains a new life for

me. If you only knew what hopes, what pleasures I can now see gleaming in

the future! If you knew all the cherished longings of my tenderness! Your

wife, the charming Angela, with her angel face and angel-soul--oh! in my

turn, I can say to, you, 'Look at me, and see how sweet that name is to

my lips and heart!' Yes, your charming, your good Angela will call me

Magdalen--and your children, Agricola, your children!--dear little

creatures!--to them also I shall be Magdalen--their good Magdalen--and

the love I shall bear them will make them mine, as well as their

mother's--and I shall have my part in every maternal care--and they will

belong to us three; will they not, Agricola?--Oh! let me, let me weep!

These tears without bitterness do me so much good; they are tears that

need not be concealed. Thank heaven! thank you, my friend! those other

tears are I trust dried forever."

For some seconds, this affecting scene had been overlooked by an

invisible witness. The smith and Mother Bunch had not perceived Mdlle. de

Cardoville standing on the threshold of the door. As Mother Bunch had

said, this day, which dawned with all under such fatal auspices, had

become for all a day of ineffable felicity. Adrienne, too, was full of

joy, for Djalma had been faithful to her, Djalma loved her with passion.

The odious appearances, of which she had been the dupe and victim,

evidently formed part of a new plot of Rodin, and it only remained for

Mdlle. de Cardoville to discover the end of these machinations.

Another joy was reserved for her. The happy are quick in detecting

happiness in others, and Adrienne guessed, by the hunchback's last words,

that there was no longer any secret between the smith and the sempstress.

She could not therefore help exclaiming, as she entered: "Oh! this will

be the brightest day of my life, for I shall not be happy alone!"

Agricola and Mother Bunch turned round hastily. "Lady," said the smith,

"in spite of the promise I made you, I could not conceal from Magdalen

that I knew she loved me!"

"Now that I no longer blush for this love before Agricola, why should I

blush for it before you, lady, that told me to be proud of it, because it

is noble and pure?" said Mother Bunch, to whom her happiness gave

strength enough to rise, and to lean upon Agricola's arm.

"It is well, my friend," said Adrienne, as she threw her arms round her

to support her; "only one word, to excuse the indiscretion with which you

will perhaps reproach me. If I told your secret to M. Agricola--"

"Do you know why it was, Magdalen?" cried the smith, interrupting

Adrienne. "It was only another proof of the lady's delicate generosity.

'I long hesitate to confide to you this secret,' said she to me this

morning, 'but I have at length made up my mind to it. We shall probably

find your adopted sister; you have been to her the best of brothers: but

many times, without knowing it, you have wounded her feelings

cruelly--and now that you know her secret, I trust in your kind heart to

keep it faithfully, and so spare the poor child a thousand pangs--pangs

the more bitter, because they come from you, and are suffered in silence.

Hence, when you speak to her of your wife, your domestic happiness, take

care not to gall that noble and tender heart.'--Yes, Magdalen, these were

the reasons that led the lady to commit what she called an indiscretion."

"I want words to thank you now and ever," said Mother Bunch.

"See, my friend," replied Adrienne, "how often the designs of the wicked

turn against themselves. They feared your devotion to me, and therefore

employed that unhappy Florine to steal your journal--"

"So as to drive me from your house with shame, lady, When I supposed my

most secret thoughts an object of ridicule to all. There can be no doubt

such was their plan," said Mother Bunch.

"None, my child. Well! this horrible wickedness, which nearly caused your

death, now turns to the confusion of the criminals. Their plot is

discovered--and, luckily, many other of their designs," said Adrienne, as

she thought of Rose-Pompon.

Then she resumed, with heartfelt joy: "At last, we are again united,

happier than ever, and in our very happiness we shall find new resources

to combat our enemies. I say our enemies--for all that love me are odious

to these wretches. But courage, the hour is come, and the good people

will have their turn."

"Thank heaven, lady," said the smith; "or my part, I shall not be wanting

in zeal. What delight to strip them of their mask!"

"Let me remind you, M. Baudoin, that you have an appointment for to

morrow with M. Hardy."

"I have not forgotten it, lady, any more than the generous offers I am to

convey to him."

"That is nothing. He belongs to my family. Tell him (what indeed I shall

write to him this evening), that the funds necessary to reopen his

factory are at his disposal; I do not say so for his sake only, but for

that of a hundred families reduced to want. Beg him to quit immediately

the fatal abode to which they have taken him: for a thousand reasons he

should be on his guard against all that surround him."

"Be satisfied, lady. The letter he wrote to me in reply to the one I got

secretly delivered to him, was short, affectionate, sad--but he grants me

the interview I had asked for, and I am sure I shall be able to persuade

him to leave that melancholy dwelling, and perhaps to depart with me, he

has always had so much confidence in my attachment."

"Well, M. Baudoin, courage!" said Adrienne, as she threw her cloak over

the workgirl's shoulders, and wrapped her round with care. "Let us be

gone, for it is late. As soon as we get home, I will give you a letter

for M. Hardy, and to-morrow you will come and tell me the result of your

visit. No, not to-morrow," she added, blushing slightly. "Write to me

to-morrow, and the day after, about twelve, come to me."

Some minutes later, the young sempstress, supported by Agricola and

Adrienne, had descended the stairs of that gloomy house, and, being

placed in the carriage by the side of Mdlle. de Cardoville, she earnestly

entreated to be allowed to see Cephyse; it was in vain that Agricola

assured her it was impossible, and that she should see her the next day.

Thanks to the information derived from Rose-Pompon, Mdlle. de Cardoville

was reasonably suspicious of all those who surrounded Djalma, and she

therefore took measures, that, very evening, to have a letter delivered

to the prince by what she considered a sure hand.

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