DOSTOIEVSKY

The first discovery of Dostoievsky is, for a spiritual adventurer, such

a shock as is not likely to occur again. One is staggered, bewildered,

insulted. It is like a hit in the face, at the end of a dark passage; a hit

in the face, followed by the fumbling of strange hands at one's throat.

Everything that has been _forbidden,_ by discretion, by caution, by

self-respect, by atavistic inhibition, seems suddenly to leap up out of

the darkness and seize upon one with fierce, indescribable caresses.

All that one has _felt,_ but has not dared to think; all that one has

_thought,_ but has not dared to say; all the terrible whispers from

the unspeakable margins; all the horrible wreckage and silt from the

unsounded depths, float in upon us and overpower us.

There is so much that the other writers, even the realists among them,

cannot, _will_ not, say. There is so much that the normal

self-preservative instincts in ourselves do not _want_ said. But this

Russian has no mercy. Such exposures humiliate and disgrace?

What matter? It is well that we should be so laid bare. Such

revelations provoke and embarrass? What matter? We _require_

embarrassment. The quicksilver of human consciousness must have

no closed chinks, no blind alleys. It must be compelled to reform its

microcosmic reflections, even _down there,_ where it has to be

driven by force. It is extraordinary how superficial even the great

writers are; how lacking in the Mole's claws, in the Woodpecker's

beak! They seem labouring beneath some pathetic vow, exacted by

the Demons of our Fate, under terrible threats, only to reveal what

will serve _their_ purpose! This applies as much to the Realists,

with their traditional animal chemistry, as to the Idealists, with their

traditional ethical dynamics. It applies, above all, to the interpreters

of Sex, who, in their conventional grossness, as well as in their

conventional discretion, bury such Ostrich heads in the sand!

The lucky-unlucky individual whose path this formidable writer

crosses, quickly begins, as he reads page by page, to cry out in

startled wonder, in terrified protest. This rending Night Hawk

reveals just what one hugged most closely of all--just what one did

_not_ confess! Such a person, reading this desperate "clairvoyant,"

finds himself laughing and chuckling, under his breath, and _against

his willy_ over the little things there betrayed. It is not any more a

case of enjoying with distant aesthetic amusement the general

human spectacle. He himself is the one scratched and pricked. He

himself is the one so abominably tickled. That is why women--who

have so mad a craving for the personal in everything--are especially

caught by Dostoievsky. He knows them so fatally well. Those

startling, contradictory feelings that make their capricious bosoms

rise and fall, those feelings that they find so difficult themselves to

understand, he drags them all into the light. The kind of delicate

cruelty, that in others becomes something worse, refines itself in his

magnetic genius into a cruelty of insight that knows no scruple. Nor

is the reluctance of these gentle beings, so thrillingly betrayed, to

yield their passionate secrets, unaccompanied by pleasure. They

suffer to feel themselves so exposed, but it is an exquisite suffering.

It may, indeed, be said that the strange throb of satisfaction with

which we human beings feel ourselves _at the bottom,_ where we

cannot fall lower, or be further unmasked, is never more frequent

than when we read Dostoievsky. And that is largely because he

alone understands _the depravity_ _of the spirit,_ as well as of the

flesh, and the amazing wantonness, whereby the human will does

not always seek its own realization and well-being, but quite as

often its own laceration and destruction.

Dostoievsky has, indeed, a demonic power of revelation in regard to

that twilight of the human brain, where lurk the phantoms of

unsatisfied desire, and where unspoken lusts stretch forth pitiable

hands. There are certain human experiences which the conventional

machinery of ordinary novel-writing lacks all language to express.

He expresses these, not in tedious analysis, but in the living cries,

and gasps, and gestures, and fumblings and silences of his characters

themselves. Who, like Dostoievsky, has shown the tragic association

of passionate love with passionate hate, which is so frequent a

human experience?

This monstrous _hate-love,_ caressing the bruises itself has made,

and shooting forth a forked viper-tongue of cruelty from between

the lips that kiss--has anyone but he held it fast, through all its

Protean changes? I suppose, when one really thinks of it, at the

bottom of every one of us lurk two _primary emotions_--vanity and

fear. It is in their knowledge of the aberrations of these, of the mad

contortions that these lead to, that the other writers seem so

especially simple-minded. Over and over again, in reading

Dostoievsky, one is positively seized by the throat with

astonishment at the man's insight into the labyrinthian retreats of our

secret pride--and of our secret fear. His characters, at certain

moments, seem actually to spit gall and wormwood, as they tug at

the quivering roots of one another's self-esteem. But this fermenting

venom, this seething scum, is only the expression of what goes on

below the surface every day, in every country.

Dostoievsky's Russians are cruelly voluble, but their volubility taps

the evil humour of the universal human disease. Their thoughts are

_our_ thoughts, their obsessions, _our_ obsessions. Let no one think,

in his vain security, that he has a right to say: "I have no part in this

morbidity. I am different from these poor madmen."

The curious nervous relief we experience as we read these books is

alone a sufficient vindication. They relieve us, as well as trouble us,

because in these pages we all confess what we have never confessed

to anyone. Our self-love is outraged, but outraged with that strange

accompaniment of thrilling pleasure that means an expiation paid, a

burden lightened. Use the word "degenerate" if you will. But in this

sense we are all "degenerates" for thus and not otherwise is woven

the stuff whereof men are made.

Certainly the Russian soul has its peculiarities, and these

peculiarities we feel in Dostoievsky as nowhere else. He, not Tolstoi

or Turgenieff, is the typical Slav writer. But the chief peculiarity of

the Russian soul is that it is not ashamed to express what all men

feel. And this is why Dostoievsky is not only a Russian writer but a

universal writer. From the French point of view he may seem

wanting in lucidity and irony; from the English point of view he

may seem antinomian and non-moral. But he has one advantage

over both. He approaches the ultimate mystery as no Western writer,

except, perhaps, Shakespeare and Goethe, has ever approached it.

He writes with human nerves upon parchment made of human tissue,

and "abyssum evocat abyssum," from the darkness wherein he

moves.

Among other things, Dostoievsky's insight is proved by the

profound separation he indicates between "morality" and "religion."

To many of us it comes with something of a shock to find harlots

and murderers and robbers and drunkards and seducers and idiots

expressing genuine and passionate religious faith, and discussing

with desperate interest religious questions. But it is _our_

psychology that is shallow and inhuman, not his, and the presence of

real religious feeling in a nature obsessed with the maddest lusts is a

phenomenon of universal experience. It may, indeed, be said that

what is most characteristically Russian in his point of view--he has

told us so himself--is the substitution of what might be called

"sanctity" for what is usually termed "morality," as an ideal of life.

The "Christianity" of which Dostoievsky has the key is nothing if

not an ecstatic invasion of regions where ordinary moral laws, based

upon prudence and self-preservation, disappear, and give place to

something else. The secret of it, beyond repentance and remorse, lies

in the transforming power of "love;" lies, in fact, in "vision" purged

by pity and terror; but its precise nature is rather to be felt than

described.

It is in connection with this Christianity of his, a Christianity

completely different from what we are accustomed to, that we find

the explanation of his extraordinary interest in the "weak" as

opposed to the "strong." The association between Christianity and a

certain masterful, moral, self-assertive energy, such as we feel the

presence of in England and America, might well tend to make it

difficult for us to understand his meaning. It is precisely this sort of

thing that makes it difficult for us to understand Russia and the

Russian religion.

But as one reads Dostoievsky it is impossible to escape a suspicion

that we Western nations have as yet only touched the fringe of what

the Christian Faith is capable of, whether considered as a cosmic

secret or as a Nepenthe for human suffering.

He saw, with clairvoyant distinctness, how large a part of the

impetus of life's movement proceeds from the mad struggle, always

going on, between the strong and the weak. It was his emphasis

upon this struggle that helped Nietzsche to those withering

exposures of "the tyranny of the weak" which cleared the path for

his terrific transvaluations. It was Dostoievsky's demonic insight

into the pathological sub-soil of the Religion of Pity which helped

Nietzsche to forge his flashing counterblasts, but though their vision

of the "general situation" thus coincided, their conclusions were

diametrically different. For Nietzsche the hope of humanity is found

in the strong; for Dostoievsky it is found in the weak. Their only

ground of agreement is that they both refute the insolent claims of

mediocrity and normality.

One of the most arresting "truths" that emerge, like silvery fish, at

the end of the line of this Fisher in the abysses is the "truth" that any

kind of departure from the Normal may become a means of mystic

illumination. The same perversion or contortion of mind which may,

in one direction, lead to crime may, in another direction, lead to

extraordinary spiritual clairvoyance. And this applies to _all_

deviations from the normal type, and to all moods and inclinations

in normal persons under unusual excitement or strain. The theory is,

as a matter of fact, as old as the oldest races. In Egypt and India, as

well as in Rome and Athens, the gods were always regarded as in

some especial way manifesting their will, and revealing their secrets,

to those thus stricken. The view that wisdom is attained along the

path of normal health and rational sanity has always been a

"philosophical" and never a "religious" view. Dostoievsky's

dominant idea has, indeed, many affinities with the Pauline one, and

is certainly a quite justifiable derivation from the Evangelical

doctrine. It is, however, none the less startling to our Western mind.

In Dostoievsky's books, madmen, idiots, drunkards, consumptives,

degenerates, visionaries, reactionaries, anarchists, nympholepts,

criminals and saints jostle one another in a sort of "Danse Macabre,"

but not one of them but has his moment of ecstasy. The very worst

of them, that little band of fantastic super-men of lust, whose

extravagant manias and excesses of remorse suggest attitudes and

gestures that would need an Aubrey Beardsley for illustration, have,

at moments, moods of divine sublimity. Nikolay Vsyevolodovitch

Stavrogin, in "the Possessed;" Svridigilaiof Dounia's would-be

seducer, in "Crime and Punishment," and Ivan, in "the Brothers

Karamazov," though all inspired by ten thousand demons, cannot be

called devoid of a certain mysterious spiritual greatness. Perhaps the

interesting thing about them is that their elaborate wickedness is

itself a _spiritual_ rather than a _sensual_ quality, or, to put it in

another way, there are abysmal depths of spiritual subtlety in their

most sensual obsession. The only entirely _base_ criminal I can

recall in Dostoievsky is Stavrogin's admirer, Peter Stepanovitch, and

he is transformed and transfigured at times by the sheer intensity of

his worship for his friend. It would be overpowering the reader with

names, themselves like ritualistic incantations, to enumerate all the

perverts and abnormalists whose various lapses and diseases become,

in these books, mediums of spiritual insight. Though dealing

continually with every form of tragedy and misery, Dostoievsky

cannot be called a Pessimist. He is so profoundly affected by the

spirit of the Evangelical "Beatitudes" that for him "poverty" and

"meekness" and "hungering and thirsting" and "weeping and

mourning" are always in the true sense "blessed"--that is to say, they

are the path of initiation, the sorrowful gates to the unspeakable joy.

The most beautiful characters he has drawn are, perhaps, Alyosha

Karamazov and Prince Myshkin; both of these being young men,

and both of them so Christ-like, that in reading about them one is

compelled to acknowledge that something in the temper of that

Figure, hitherto concealed from His followers, has been

communicated to this Russian. The naive, and yet ironical,

artlessness of their retorts to the aggressive Philistines who surround

them remind one over and over again of those Divine "bon-mots"

with which, to use Oscar Wilde's allusion, the Redeemer bewildered

His assailants. Stephan Trophinovitch reading the Miracle of the

Swine with his female Colporteur; Raskolnikoff reading the Miracle

of the Raising of Lazarus with his prostitute Sonia, are scenes that

might strike an English mind as mere melodramatic sentiment, but

those who have entered into the Dostoievsky secret know how much

more than that there is in them, and how deep into the mystery of

things and the irony of things they go. One is continually coming

upon passages in Dostoievsky the strange and ambiguous nature of

which leads one's thought far enough from Evangelical simplicities;

passages that are, indeed, at once so beautiful and so sinister that

they make one think of certain demonic sayings of Goethe or

Spinoza; and yet even these passages do no more than throw new

and formidable light upon the "old situations," the old "cross-roads."

Dostoievsky is not content with indicating how weakness and

disease and suffering can become organs of vision; he goes very

far--further than anyone--in his recognition of the secret and perverted

cruelty that drives certain persons on to lacerate themselves with all

manner of spiritual flagellation.

He understands, better than anyone else, how absurd the

philosophical utilitarians are with their axiom that everyone

pursueshis own happiness. He exposes over and over again, with

nerve-rending subtlety, how intoxicating to the human spirit is the mad

lust of self-immolation, of self-destruction. It is really from him that

Nietzsche learnt that wanton Dionysic talisman which opens the

door to such singular spiritual orgies.

Nothing is more characteristic of Dostoievsky's method than his

perpetual insistence upon the mania which certain curious human

types display for "making fools of themselves." The more sacred

aspects of this deliberate self-humiliation require no comment. It is

obviously good for our spirit's salvation to be made Fools in Christ.

What one has to observe further, under his guidance, is the strange

passion that certain derelicts in the human vortex have for being

trampled upon and flouted. These queer people--but there are more

of them than one would suppose--derive an almost sensual pleasure

from being abominably treated. They positively lick the dust before

their persecutors. They run to "kiss the rod." It is this type of person

who, like the hero in that story in "L'Esprit Souterrain," deliberately

rushes into embarrassing situations; into situations and among

people where he will look a fool--in order to avenge himself upon

the spectators of his "folly" by going deeper and deeper into it.

If Dostoievsky astounds us by his insight into the abnormalities of

"normal" men, he is still more startling when he deals with women.

There are certain scenes--the scene between Aglaia and Nastasya in

"The Idiot;" the scene between Sonia and the mother and sister of

Raskolnikoff in "Crime and Punishment;" the scene in "The

Possessed" where Liza leaves Stavrogin on the morning after the fire;

and the scene where the woman, loved by the mad Karamazov

brothers, tears her nerves and theirs to pieces, in outrageous

obliquity--which brand themselves upon the mind as reaching the

uttermost limit of devasting vision.

In reviewing the final impression left upon one by the reading of

Dostoievsky one must confess to many curious reactions. He

certainly has the power of making all other novelists seem dull in

comparison; dull--or artistic and rhetorical. Perhaps the most marked

effect he has is to leave one with the feeling of a universe _with

many doors;_ with many doors, and not a few terrifyingly dark

passages; but a universe the opposite of "closed" or "explained."

Though not a single one of his books ends "happily," the final

impression is the reverse of hopeless. His very mania for tragedy,

his Dionysic embracing of it, precludes any premature despair.

Perhaps a profound deepening of one's sense of the mysterious

_perversity_ of all human fate is the thing that lingers, a perversity

which is itself a kind of redemption, for it implies arbitrariness and

waywardness, and these things mean power and pleasure, even in

the midst of suffering.

He is the best possible antidote for the peculiar and paralysing

fatalism of our time, a fatalism which makes so much of

"environment" and so little of "character," and which tends to endow

mere worldly and material success with a sort of divine prerogative.

A generation that allows itself to be even _interested_ in such types

as the "strong," efficient craftsmen of modern industry and finance

is a generation that can well afford a few moral shocks at the hands

of Dostoievsky's "degenerates." The world he reveals is, after all, in

spite of the Russian names, the world of ordinary human obliquity.

The thing for which we have to thank him is that it is made so rich

and deep, so full of fathomless pits and unending vistas.

Every great writer brings his own gift, and if others satisfy our

craving for destruction and beauty, and yet others our longing for

simplification and rational form, the suggestions he brings of

mystery and passion, of secret despairs and occult ecstasies, of

strange renunciations and stranger triumphs, are such as must

quicken our sense of the whole weird game. Looking back over

these astonishing books, it is curious to note the impression left of

Dostoievsky's feeling for "Nature." No writer one has met with has

less of that tendency to "describe scenery," which is so tedious an

aspect of most modern work. And yet Russian scenery, and Russian

weather, too, seem somehow, without our being aware of it, to have

got installed in our brains. Dostoievsky does it incidentally, by

innumerable little side-touches and passing allusions, but the general

effect remains in one's mind with extraordinary intimacy. The great

Russian cities in Summer and Winter, their bridges, rivers, squares,

and crowded tenements; the quaint Provincial towns and wayside

villages; the desolate outskirts of half-deserted suburbs; and, beyond

them all, the feeling of the vast, melancholy plains, crossed by

lonely roads; such things, associated in detail after detail with the

passions or sorrows of the persons involved, recur as inveterately to

the memory as the scenes and weather of our own personal

adventures. It is not the self-conscious _art_ of a Loti or a

D'Annunzio; it is that much more penetrating and imaginative

_suggestiveness_ which arrests us by its vague beauty and terror in

Lear or Macbeth. This subtle inter-penetration between humanity

and the familiar Stage of its "exits and entrances" is only one portion

of the weight of "cosmic" destiny--one can use no other

word--which bears so heavily upon us as we read these books. In other

writers one feels that when one has gone "full circle" with the

principal characters, and has noted the "descriptive setting" all has

been done. Here, as in Aeschylus and Euripides, as in Shakespeare

and Goethe, one is left with an intimation of the clash of forces

beyond and below humanity, beyond and below nature. One stands

at the brink of things unspoken and unspeakable. One "sees the

children sport upon the shore, and hears the mighty waters rolling

evermore."

In ordinary life we are led, and rightly led--what else can we do?--this

way and that by personal feeling and taste and experience. We

fight for Religion or fight against Religion. We fight for Morality or

fight against Morality. We are Traditionalists or Rebels,

Reactionaries or Revolutionaries. Only sometimes, in the fury of our

Faith and our Un-Faith, there come, blown across the world-margins,

whispers and hints of undreamed of secrets, of unformulated hopes.

Then it is that the faces of the people and things we know grow

strange and distant, or yield their place to faces we know not and

things "lighter than air." Then it is that the most real seems the most

dream-like, and the most impossible the most true, for the flowing of

the waters of Life have fallen into a new rhythm, and even the

children of Saturn may lift up their hearts!

It is too fatally easy, in these days, when machinery--that "Star

called Wormwood"--dominates the world, to fall into a state of hard

and flippant cynicism, or into a yet more hopeless and weary irony.

The unintelligent cheerfulness of the crowd so sickens one; the

disingenuous sophistry of its hired preachers fills one with such

blank depression that it seems sometimes as though the only mood

worthy of normal intelligence were the mood of callous indifference

and universal mockery.

All men are liars, and "the Ultimate Futility" grins horribly from its

mask. Well! It is precisely at these hours, at the hours when the little

pincers of the gods especially nip and squeeze, that it is good to turn

the pages of Fyodor Dostoievsky. He brings us his "Balm of Gilead"

between the hands of strange people, but it is a true "alabaster box of

precious ointment," and though the flowers it contains are snatched

from the House of the Dead, one knows at whose feet it was once

poured forth, and for whose sake it was broken!

The books that are the most valuable in this world are not the books

that pretend to solve life's mystery with a system. They are the

books which create a certain mood, a certain temper--the mood, in

fact, which is prepared for incredible surprises--the temper which no

surprise can overpower. These books of Dostoievsky must always

take their place in this great roll, because, though he arrives at no

conclusion and utters no oracle, the atmosphere he throws round us

is the atmosphere in which Life and Death are "equal;" the gestures

his people make, in their great darkness, are the gestures of _that

which goes upon its way,_ beyond Good and beyond Evil!

Dostoievsky is more than an artist. He is, perhaps--who can tell?--the

founder of a new religion. And yet the religion he "founds" is a

religion which has been about us for more years than human history

can count. He, more than anyone, makes palpable and near--too

palpable--O Christ! The terror of it!--that shadowy, monstrous

weight of oppressive darkness, through which we signal to each

other from our separate Hells. _It_ sways and wavers, it gathers and

re-gathers, it thickens and deepens, it lifts and sinks, and we know

all the while that it is the Thing we ourselves have made, and the

intolerable whispers whereof it is full are the children of our own

thoughts, of our lusts, of our fears, of our terrible creative dreams.

Dostoievsky's books seem, as one handles them, to flow

mysteriously together into one book, and this book is the book of the

Last Judgment. The great obscure Land he leads us over, so full of

desolate marshes, and forlorn spaces, and hemlock-roots, and

drowned tree-trunks, and Golgothas of broken shards and

unutterable refuse, is the Land of those visions which are our inmost

selves, and for which we are _answerable_ and none else.

Across this Land we wander, feeling for some fingers, cold and dead

as our own, to share that terror with, and, it may be, finding none,

for as we have groped forward we have been pitiless in the darkness,

and, half-dead ourselves, have trodden the dead down, and the dead

are those who cannot forgive; for murdered "love" has no heart

wherewith it should forgive:--_Will the Christ never come?_

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