Sometimes, though very seldom, I detected a certain gracefulness among

the younger women that was altogether new to my observation. It was a

charm proper to the lowest class. One girl I particularly remember, in a

garb none of the cleanest and nowise smart, and herself exceedingly

coarse in all respects, but yet endowed with a sort of witchery, a

native charm, a robe of simple beauty and suitable behavior that she was

born in and had never been tempted to throw off, because she had really

nothing else to put on. Eve herself could not have been more natural.

Nothing was affected, nothing imitated; no proper grace was vulgarized

by an effort to assume the manners or adornments of another sphere. This

kind of beauty, arrayed in a fitness of its own, is probably vanishing

out of the world, and will certainly never be found in America, where

all the girls, whether daughters of the upper-tendom, the mediocrity,

the cottage, or the kennel, aim at one standard of dress and

deportment, seldom accomplishing a perfectly triumphant hit or an

utterly absurd failure. Those words, "genteel" and "ladylike," are

terrible ones, and do us infinite mischief, but it is because (at least,

I hope so) we are in a transition state, and shall emerge into a higher

mode of simplicity than has ever been known to past ages.

In such disastrous circumstances as I have been attempting to describe,

it was beautiful to observe what a mysterious efficacy still asserted

itself in character. A woman, evidently poor as the poorest of her

neighbors, would be knitting or sewing on the doorstep, just as fifty

other women were; but round about her skirts (though wofully patched)

you would be sensible of a certain sphere of decency, which, it seemed

to me, could not have been kept more impregnable in the cosiest little

sitting-room, where the teakettle on the hob was humming its good old

song of domestic peace. Maidenhood had a similar power. The evil habit

that grows upon us in this harsh world makes me faithless to my own

better perceptions; and yet I have seen girls in these wretched streets,

on whose virgin purity, judging merely from their impression on my

instincts as they passed by, I should have deemed it safe, at the

moment, to stake my life. The next moment, however, as the surrounding

flood of moral uncleanness surged over their footsteps, I would not have

staked a spike of thistle-down on the same wager. Yet the miracle was

within the scope of Providence, which is equally wise and equally

beneficent (even to those poor girls, though I acknowledge the fact

without the remotest comprehension of the mode of it), whether they were

pure or what we fellow-sinners call vile. Unless your faith be

deep-rooted and of most vigorous growth, it is the safer way not to turn

aside into this region so suggestive of miserable doubt. It was a place

"with dreadful faces thronged," wrinkled and grim with vice and

wretchedness; and, thinking over the line of Milton here quoted, I come

to the conclusion that those ugly lineaments which startled Adam and

Eve, as they looked backward to the closed gate of Paradise, were no

fiends from the pit, but the more terrible fore-shadowings of what so

many of their descendants were to be. God help them, and us likewise,

their brethren and sisters! Let me add, that, forlorn, ragged, careworn,

hopeless, dirty, haggard, hungry, as they were, the most pitiful thing

of all was to see the sort of patience with which they accepted their

lot, as if they had been born into the world for that and nothing else.

Even the little children had this characteristic in as perfect

development as their grandmothers.

The children, in truth, were the ill-omened blossoms from which another

harvest of precisely such dark fruitage as I saw ripened around me was

to be produced. Of course you would imagine these to be lumps of crude

iniquity, tiny vessels as full as they could hold of naughtiness; nor

can I say a great deal to the contrary. Small proof of parental

discipline could I discern, save when a mother (drunken, I sincerely

hope) snatched her own imp out of a group of pale, half-naked,

humor-eaten abortions that were playing and squabbling together in the

mud, turned up its tatters, brought down her heavy hand on its poor

little tenderest part, and let it go again with a shake. If the child

knew what the punishment was for, it was wiser than I pretend to be. It

yelled and went back to its playmates in the mud. Yet let me bear

testimony to what was beautiful, and more touching than anything that I

ever witnessed before in the intercourse of happier children. I allude

to the superintendence which some of these small people (too small, one

would think, to be sent into the street alone, had there been any other

nursery for them) exercised over still smaller ones. Whence they derived

such a sense of duty, unless immediately from God, I cannot tell; but it

was wonderful to observe the expression of responsibility in their

deportment, the anxious fidelity with which they discharged their unfit

office, the tender patience with which they linked their less pliable

impulses to the wayward footsteps of an infant, and let it guide them

whithersoever it liked. In the hollow-cheeked, large-eyed girl of ten,

whom I saw giving a cheerless oversight to her baby-brother, I did not

so much marvel at it. She had merely come a little earlier than usual to

the perception of what was to be her business in life. But I admired the

sickly-looking little boy, who did violence to his boyish nature by

making himself the servant of his little sister,--she too small to walk,

and he too small to take her in his arms,--and therefore working a kind

of miracle to transport her from one dirt-heap to another. Beholding

such works of love and duty, I took heart again, and deemed it not so

impossible, after all, for these neglected children to find a path

through the squalor and evil of their circumstances up to the gate of

heaven. Perhaps there was this latent good in all of them, though

generally they looked brutish, and dull even in their sports; there was

little mirth among them, nor even a fully awakened spirit of

blackguardism. Yet sometimes, again, I saw, with surprise and a sense as

if I had been asleep and dreaming, the bright, intelligent, merry face

of a child whose dark eyes gleamed with vivacious expression through the

dirt that incrusted its skin, like sunshine struggling through a very

dusty window-pane.

In these streets the belted and blue-coated policeman appears seldom in

comparison with the frequency of his occurrence in more reputable

thoroughfares. I used to think that the inhabitants would have ample

time to murder one another, or any stranger, like myself, who might

violate the filthy sanctities of the place, before the law could bring

up its lumbering assistance. Nevertheless, there is a supervision; nor

does the watchfulness of authority permit the populace to be tempted to

any outbreak. Once, in a time of dearth, I noticed a ballad-singer going

through the street hoarsely chanting some discordant strain in a

provincial dialect, of which I could only make out that it addressed the

sensibilities of the auditors on the score of starvation; but by his

side stalked the policeman, offering no interference, but watchful to

hear what this rough minstrel said or sang, and silence him, if his

effusion threatened to prove too soul-stirring. In my judgment, however,

there is little or no danger of that kind: they starve patiently, sicken

patiently, die patiently, not through resignation, but a diseased

flaccidity of hope. If ever they should do mischief to those above them,

it will probably be by the communication of some destructive pestilence;

for, so the medical men affirm, they suffer all the ordinary diseases

with a degree of virulence elsewhere unknown, and keep among themselves

traditionary plagues that have long ceased to afflict more fortunate

societies. Charity herself gathers her robe about her to avoid their

contact. It would be a dire revenge, indeed, if they were to prove their

claims to be reckoned of one blood and nature with the noblest and

wealthiest, by compelling them to inhale death through the diffusion of

their own poverty-poisoned atmosphere.

A true Englishman is a kind man at heart, but has an unconquerable

dislike to poverty and beggary. Beggars have heretofore been so strange

to an American that he is apt to become their prey, being recognized

through his national peculiarities, and beset by them in the streets.

The English smile at him, and say that there are ample public

arrangements for every pauper's possible need, that street charity

promotes idleness and vice, and that yonder personification of misery on

the pavement will lay up a good day's profit, besides supping more

luxuriously than the dupe who gives him a shilling. By and by the

stranger adopts their theory and begins to practice upon it, much to his

own temporary freedom from annoyance, but not entirely without moral

detriment or sometimes a too late contrition. Years afterwards, it may

be, his memory is still haunted by some vindictive wretch whose cheeks

were pale and hunger-pinched, whose rags fluttered in the east-wind,

whose right arm was paralyzed and his left leg shriveled into a mere

nerveless stick, but whom he passed by remorselessly because an

Englishman chose to say that the fellow's misery looked too perfect, was

too artistically got up, to be genuine. Even allowing this to be true

(as, a hundred chances to one, it was), it would still have been a clear

case of economy to buy him off with a little loose silver, so that his

lamentable figure should not limp at the heels of your conscience all

over the world.[14] To own the truth, I provided myself with several

such imaginary persecutors in England, and recruited their number with

at least one sickly-looking wretch whose acquaintance I first made at

Assisi, in Italy, and, taking a dislike to something sinister in his

aspect, permitted him to beg early and late, and all day long, without

getting a single baiocco. At my latest glimpse of him, the villain

avenged himself, not by a volley of horrible curses as any other Italian

beggar would, but by taking an expression so grief-stricken, want-wrung,

hopeless, and withal resigned, that I could paint his lifelike portrait

at this moment. Were I to go over the same ground again, I would listen

to no man's theories, but buy the little luxury of beneficence at a

cheap rate, instead of doing myself a moral mischief by exuding a stony

incrustation over whatever natural sensibility I might possess.

[14] The natural man cries out against the philosophy that rejects

beggars. It is a thousand to one that they are impostors, but yet we do

ourselves a wrong by hardening our hearts against them.--II. 152.

On the other hand, there were some mendicants whose utmost efforts I

even now felicitate myself on having withstood. Such was a phenomenon

abridged of his lower half, who beset me for two or three years

together, and, in spite of his deficiency of locomotive members, had

some supernatural method of transporting himself (simultaneously, I

believe) to all quarters of the city. He wore a sailor's jacket

(possibly, because skirts would have been a superfluity to his figure),

and had a remarkably broad-shouldered and muscular frame, surmounted by

a large, fresh-colored face, which was full of power and intelligence.

His dress and linen were the perfection of neatness. Once a day, at

least, wherever I went, I suddenly became aware of this trunk of a man

on the path before me, resting on his base, and looking as if he had

just sprouted out of the pavement, and would sink into it again and

reappear at some other spot the instant you left him behind. The

expression of his eye was perfectly respectful, but terribly fixed,

holding your own as by fascination, never once winking, never wavering

from its point-blank gaze right into your face, till you were completely

beyond the range of his battery of one immense rifled cannon. This was

his mode of soliciting alms; and he reminded me of the old beggar who

appealed so touchingly to the charitable sympathies of Gil Blas, taking

aim at him from the roadside with a long-barreled musket. The intentness

and directness of his silent appeal, his close and unrelenting attack

upon your individuality, respectful as it seemed, was the very flower of

insolence; or, if you give it a possibly truer interpretation, it was

the tyrannical effort of a man endowed with great natural force of

character to constrain your reluctant will to his purpose. Apparently,

he had staked his salvation upon the ultimate success of a daily

struggle between himself and me, the triumph of which would compel me to

become a tributary to the hat that lay on the pavement beside him. Man

or fiend, however, there was a stubbornness in his intended victim which

this massive fragment of a mighty personality had not altogether

reckoned upon, and by its aid I was enabled to pass him at my customary

pace hundreds of times over, quietly meeting his terribly respectful

eye, and allowing him the fair chance which I felt to be his due, to

subjugate me, if he really had the strength for it. He never succeeded,

but, on the other hand, never gave up the contest; and should I ever

walk those streets again, I am certain that the truncated tyrant will

sprout up through the pavement and look me fixedly in the eye, and

perhaps get the victory.[15]

[15] Among the beggars of Liverpool, the hardest to encounter is a man

without any legs, and if I mistake not, likewise deficient in arms. You

see him before you all at once, as if he had sprouted half-way out of

the earth, and would sink down and reappear in some other place the

moment he has done with you. His countenance is large, fresh, and very

intelligent; but his great power lies in his fixed gaze, which is

inconceivably difficult to bear. He never once removes his eye from you

till you are quite past his range; and you feel it all the same,

although you do not meet his glance. He is perfectly respectful; but the

intentness and directness of his silent appeal is far worse than any

impudence. In fact, it is the very flower of impudence. I would rather

go a mile about than pass before his battery. I feel wronged by him, and

yet unutterably ashamed. There must be great force in the man to produce

such an effect. There is nothing of the customary squalidness of beggary

about him, but remarkable trimness and cleanliness.--I. 475.

I should think all the more highly of myself, if I had shown equal

heroism in resisting another class of beggarly depredators, who

assailed me on my weaker side and won an easy spoil. Such was the

sanctimonious clergyman, with his white cravat, who visited me with a

subscription-paper, which he himself had drawn up, in a case of

heart-rending distress;--the respectable and ruined tradesman, going

from door to door, shy and silent in his own person, but accompanied by

a sympathizing friend, who bore testimony to his integrity, and stated

the unavoidable misfortunes that had crushed him down;[16]--or the

delicate and prettily dressed lady, who had been bred in affluence, but

was suddenly thrown upon the perilous charities of the world by the

death of an indulgent, but secretly insolvent father, or the commercial

catastrophe and simultaneous suicide of the best of husbands;--or the

gifted, but unsuccessful author, appealing to my fraternal sympathies,

generously rejoicing in some small prosperities which he was kind enough

to term my own triumphs in the field of letters, and claiming to have

largely contributed to them by his unbought notices in the public

journals. England is full of such people, and a hundred other varieties

of peripatetic tricksters, higher than these, and lower, who act their

parts tolerably well, but seldom with an absolutely illusive effect. I

knew at once, raw Yankee as I was, that they were humbugs, almost

without an exception,--rats that nibble at the honest bread and cheese

of the community, and grow fat by their petty pilferings,--yet often

gave them what they asked, and privately owned myself a simpleton. There

is a decorum which restrains you (unless you happen to be a

police-constable) from breaking through a crust of plausible

respectability, even when you are certain that there is a knave beneath

it.

[16] It appears to be customary for people of decent station, but in

distressed circumstances, to go round among their neighbors and the

public, accompanied by a friend, who explains the case. I have been

accosted in the street in regard to one of these matters; and to-day

there came to my office a grocer, who had become security for a friend,

and who was threatened with an execution,--with another grocer for

supporter and advocate. The beneficiary takes very little active part in

the affair, merely looking careworn, distressed, and pitiable, and

throwing in a word of corroboration, or a sigh, or an acknowledgment, as

the case may demand.... The whole matter is very foreign to American

habits. No respectable American would think of retrieving his affairs by

such means, but would prefer ruin ten times over; no friend would take

up his cause; no public would think it worth while to prevent the small

catastrophe. And yet the custom is not without its good side, as

indicating a closer feeling of brotherhood, a more efficient sense of

neighborhood, than exists among ourselves, although, perhaps, we are

more careless of a fellow-creature's ruin, because ruin with us is by no

means the fatal and irretrievable event that it is in England.--I. 543.

After making myself as familiar as I decently could with the poor

streets, I became curious to see what kind of a home was provided for

the inhabitants at the public expense, fearing that it must needs be a

most comfortless one, or else their choice (if choice it were) of so

miserable a life outside was truly difficult to account for.

Accordingly, I visited a great almshouse, and was glad to observe how

unexceptionably all the parts of the establishment were carried on, and

what an orderly life, full-fed, sufficiently reposeful, and undisturbed

by the arbitrary exercise of authority, seemed to be led there.

Possibly, indeed, it was that very orderliness, and the cruel necessity

of being neat and clean, and even the comfort resulting from these and

other Christian-like restraints and regulations, that constituted the

principal grievance on the part of the poor, shiftless inmates,

accustomed to a lifelong luxury of dirt and harum-scarumness. The wild

life of the streets has perhaps as unforgetable a charm, to those who

have once thoroughly imbibed it, as the life of the forest or the

prairie. But I conceive rather that there must be insuperable

difficulties, for the majority of the poor, in the way of getting

admittance to the almshouse, than that a merely aesthetic preference for

the street would incline the pauper class to fare scantily and

precariously, and expose their raggedness to the rain and snow, when

such a hospitable door stood wide open for their entrance. It might be

that the roughest and darkest side of the matter was not shown me, there

being persons of eminent station and of both sexes in the party which I

accompanied; and, of course, a properly trained public functionary would

have deemed it a monstrous rudeness, as well as a great shame, to

exhibit anything to people of rank that might too painfully shock their

sensibilities.

The women's ward was the portion of the establishment which we

especially examined. It could not be questioned that they were treated

with kindness as well as care. No doubt, as has been already suggested,

some of them felt the irksomeness of submission to general rules of

orderly behavior, after being accustomed to that perfect freedom from

the minor proprieties, at least, which is one of the compensations of

absolutely hopeless poverty, or of any circumstances that set us fairly

below the decencies of life. I asked the governor of the house whether

he met with any difficulty in keeping peace and order among his inmates;

and he informed me that his troubles among the women were incomparably

greater than with the men. They were freakish, and apt to be

quarrelsome, inclined to plague and pester one another in ways that it

was impossible to lay hold of, and to thwart his own authority by the

like intangible methods. He said this with the utmost good-nature, and

quite won my regard by so placidly resigning himself to the inevitable

necessity of letting the women throw dust into his eyes. They certainly

looked peaceable and sisterly enough as I saw them, though still it

might be faintly perceptible that some of them were consciously playing

their parts before the governor and his distinguished visitors.

This governor seemed to me a man thoroughly fit for his position. An

American, in an office of similar responsibility, would doubtless be a

much superior person, better educated, possessing a far wider range of

thought, more naturally acute, with a quicker tact of external

observation and a readier faculty of dealing with difficult cases. The

women would not succeed in throwing half so much dust into his eyes.

Moreover, his black coat, and thin, sallow visage, would make him look

like a scholar, and his manners would indefinitely approximate to those

of a gentleman. But I cannot help questioning whether, on the whole,

these higher endowments would produce decidedly better results. The

Englishman was thoroughly plebeian both in aspect and behavior, a bluff,

ruddy-faced, hearty, kindly, yeoman-like personage, with no refinement

whatever, nor any superfluous sensibility, but gifted with a native

wholesomeness of character which must have been a very beneficial

element in the atmosphere of the almshouse. He spoke to his pauper

family in loud, good-humored, cheerful tones, and treated them with a

healthy freedom that probably caused the forlorn wretches to feel as if

they were free and healthy likewise. If he had understood them a little

better, he would not have treated them half so wisely. We are apt to

make sickly people more morbid, and unfortunate people more miserable,

by endeavoring to adapt our deportment to their especial and individual

needs. They eagerly accept our well-meant efforts; but it is like

returning their own sick breath back upon themselves, to be breathed

over and over again, intensifying the inward mischief at every

reception. The sympathy that would really do them good is of a kind that

recognizes their sound and healthy parts, and ignores the part affected

by disease, which will thrive under the eye of a too close observer like

a poisonous weed in the sunshine. My good friend the governor had no

tendencies in the latter direction, and abundance of them in the former,

and was consequently as wholesome and invigorating as the west-wind with

a little spice of the north in it, brightening the dreary visages that

encountered us as if he had carried a sunbeam in his hand. He expressed

himself by his whole being and personality, and by works more than

words, and had the not unusual English merit of knowing what to do much

better than how to talk about it.

[Illustration: _An English Almshouse._]

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