Within so trifling a distance of the central spot of all the world

(which, as Americans have at present no centre of their own, we may

allow to be somewhere in the vicinity, we will say, of St. Paul's

Cathedral), it might have seemed natural that I should be tossed about

by the turbulence of the vast London whirlpool. But I had drifted into a

still eddy, where conflicting movements made a repose, and, wearied with

a good deal of uncongenial activity, I found the quiet of my temporary

haven more attractive than anything that the great town could offer. I

already knew London well; that is to say, I had long ago satisfied (so

far as it was capable of satisfaction) that mysterious yearning--the

magnetism of millions of hearts operating upon one--which impels every

man's individuality to mingle itself with the immensest mass of human

life within his scope. Day after day, at an earlier period, I had

trodden the thronged thoroughfares, the broad, lonely squares, the

lanes, alleys, and strange labyrinthine courts, the parks, the gardens

and inclosures of ancient studious societies, so retired and silent amid

the city uproar, the markets, the foggy streets along the riverside, the

bridges,--I had sought all parts of the metropolis, in short, with an

unweariable and indiscriminating curiosity; until few of the native

inhabitants, I fancy, had turned so many of its corners as myself. These

aimless wanderings (in which my prime purpose and achievement were to

lose my way, and so to find it the more surely) had brought me, at one

time or another, to the sight and actual presence of almost all the

objects and renowned localities that I had read about, and which had

made London the dream-city of my youth. I had found it better than my

dream; for there is nothing else in life comparable (in that species of

enjoyment, I mean) to the thick, heavy, oppressive, sombre delight which

an American is sensible of, hardly knowing whether to call it a

pleasure or a pain, in the atmosphere of London. The result was, that I

acquired a home-feeling there, as nowhere else in the world,--though

afterwards I came to have a somewhat similar sentiment in regard to

Rome; and as long as either of those two great cities shall exist, the

cities of the Past and of the Present, a man's native soil may crumble

beneath his feet without leaving him altogether homeless upon earth.

Thus, having once fully yielded to its influence, I was in a manner free

of the city, and could approach or keep away from it as I pleased. Hence

it happened that, living within a quarter of an hour's rush of the

London Bridge Terminus, I was oftener tempted to spend a whole summer

day in our garden than to seek anything new or old, wonderful or

commonplace, beyond its precincts. It was a delightful garden, of no

great extent, but comprising a good many facilities for repose and

enjoyment, such as arbors and garden-seats, shrubbery, flower-beds,

rose-bushes in a profusion of bloom, pinks, poppies, geraniums,

sweetpeas, and a variety of other scarlet, yellow, blue, and purple

blossoms, which I did not trouble myself to recognize individually, yet

had always a vague sense of their beauty about me. The dim sky of

England has a most happy effect on the coloring of flowers, blending

richness with delicacy in the same texture; but in this garden, as

everywhere else, the exuberance of English verdure had a greater charm

than any tropical splendor or diversity of hue. The hunger for natural

beauty might be satisfied with grass and green leaves forever. Conscious

of the triumph of England in this respect, and loyally anxious for the

credit of my own country, it gratified me to observe what trouble and

pains the English gardeners are fain to throw away in producing a few

sour plums and abortive pears and apples,--as, for example, in this very

garden, where a row of unhappy trees were spread out perfectly flat

against a brick wall, looking as if impaled alive, or crucified, with a

cruel and unattainable purpose of compelling them to produce rich fruit

by torture. For my part, I never ate an English fruit, raised in the

open air, that could compare in flavor with a Yankee turnip.

The garden included that prime feature of English domestic scenery, a

lawn. It had been leveled, carefully shorn, and converted into a

bowling-green, on which we sometimes essayed to practice the

time-honored game of bowls, most unskillfully, yet not without a

perception that it involves a very pleasant mixture of exercise and

ease, as is the case with most of the old English pastimes. Our little

domain was shut in by the house on one side, and in other directions by

a hedge-fence and a brick wall, which last was concealed or softened by

shrubbery and the impaled fruit-trees already mentioned. Over all the

outer region, beyond our immediate precincts, there was an abundance of

foliage, tossed aloft from the near or distant trees with which that

agreeable suburb is adorned. The effect was wonderfully sylvan and

rural, insomuch that we might have fancied ourselves in the depths of a

wooded seclusion; only that, at brief intervals, we could hear the

galloping sweep of a railway-train passing within a quarter of a mile,

and its discordant screech, moderated by a little farther distance, as

it reached the Blackheath Station. That harsh, rough sound, seeking me

out so inevitably, was the voice of the great world summoning me forth.

I know not whether I was the more pained or pleased to be thus

constantly put in mind of the neighborhood of London; for, on the one

hand, my conscience stung me a little for reading a book, or playing

with children in the grass, when there were so many better things for an

enlightened traveler to do,--while, at the same time, it gave a deeper

delight to my luxurious idleness to contrast it with the turmoil which I

escaped. On the whole, however, I do not repent of a single wasted hour,

and only wish that I could have spent twice as many in the same way; for

the impression on my memory is, that I was as happy in that hospitable

garden as the English summer day was long.

[Illustration: _A Country House._]

One chief condition of my enjoyment was the weather. Italy has nothing

like it, nor America. There never was such weather except in England,

where, in requital of a vast amount of horrible east wind between

February and June, and a brown October and black November, and a wet,

chill, sunless winter, there are a few weeks of incomparable summer,

scattered through July and August, and the earlier portion of September,

small in quantity, but exquisite enough to atone for the whole year's

atmospherical delinquencies. After all, the prevalent sombreness may

have brought out those sunny intervals in such high relief that I see

them, in my recollection, brighter than they really were: a little light

makes a glory for people who live habitually in a gray gloom. The

English, however, do not seem to know how enjoyable the momentary gleams

of their summer are; they call it broiling weather, and hurry to the

seaside with red, perspiring faces, in a state of combustion and

deliquescence; and I have observed that even their cattle have similar

susceptibilities, seeking the deepest shade, or standing midleg deep in

pools and streams to cool themselves, at temperatures which our own cows

would deem little more than barely comfortable. To myself, after the

summer heats of my native land had somewhat effervesced out of my blood

and memory, it was the weather of Paradise itself. It might be a little

too warm; but it was that modest and inestimable superabundance which

constitutes a bounty of Providence, instead of just a niggardly enough.

During my first year in England, residing in perhaps the most ungenial

part of the kingdom, I could never be quite comfortable without a fire

on the hearth; in the second twelvemonth, beginning to get

acclimatized, I became sensible of an austere friendliness, shy, but

sometimes almost tender, in the veiled, shadowy, seldom smiling summer;

and in the succeeding years,--whether that I had renewed my fibre with

English beef and replenished my blood with English ale, or whatever were

the cause,--I grew content with winter and especially in love with

summer, desiring little more for happiness than merely to breathe and

bask. At the midsummer which we are now speaking of, I must needs

confess that the noontide sun came down more fervently than I found

altogether tolerable; so that I was fain to shift my position with the

shadow of the shrubbery, making myself the movable index of a sundial

that reckoned up the hours of an almost interminable day.

For each day seemed endless, though never wearisome. As far as your

actual experience is concerned, the English summer day has positively no

beginning and no end. When you awake, at any reasonable hour, the sun is

already shining through the curtains; you live through unnumbered hours

of Sabbath quietude, with a calm variety of incident softly etched upon

their tranquil lapse; and at length you become conscious that it is

bedtime again, while there is still enough daylight in the sky to make

the pages of your book distinctly legible. Night, if there be any such

season, hangs down a transparent veil through which the bygone day

beholds its successor; or, if not quite true of the latitude of London,

it may be soberly affirmed of the more northern parts of the island,

that To-morrow is born before its Yesterday is dead. They exist together

in the golden twilight, where the decrepit old day dimly discerns the

face of the ominous infant; and you, though a mere mortal, may

simultaneously touch them both with one finger of recollection and

another of prophecy. I cared not how long the day might be, nor how many

of them. I had earned this repose by a long course of irksome toil and

perturbation, and could have been content never to stray out of the

limits of that suburban villa and its garden. If I lacked anything

beyond, it would have satisfied me well enough to dream about it,

instead of struggling for its actual possession. At least, this was the

feeling of the moment; although the transitory, flitting, and

irresponsible character of my life there, was perhaps the most

enjoyable element of all, as allowing me much of the comfort of house

and home, without any sense of their weight upon my back. The nomadic

life has great advantages, if we can find tents ready pitched for us at

every stage.

So much for the interior of our abode,--a spot of deepest quiet, within

reach of the intensest activity. But, even when we stepped beyond our

own gate, we were not shocked with any immediate presence of the great

world. We were dwelling in one of those oases that have grown up (in

comparatively recent years, I believe) on the wide waste of Blackheath,

which otherwise offers a vast extent of unoccupied ground in singular

proximity to the metropolis. As a general thing, the proprietorship of

the soil seems to exist in everybody and nobody; but exclusive rights

have been obtained, here and there, chiefly by men whose daily concerns

link them with London, so that you find their villas or boxes standing

along village streets which have often more of an American aspect than

the elder English settlements. The scene is semi-rural. Ornamental trees

overshadow the sidewalks, and grassy margins border the wheel-tracks.

The houses, to be sure, have certain points of difference from those of

an American village, bearing tokens of architectural design, though

seldom of individual taste; and, as far as possible, they stand aloof

from the street, and separated each from its neighbor by hedge or fence,

in accordance with the careful exclusiveness of the English character,

which impels the occupant, moreover, to cover the front of his dwelling

with as much concealment of shrubbery as his limits will allow. Through

the interstices, you catch glimpses of well-kept lawns, generally

ornamented with flowers, and with what the English call rock-work, being

heaps of ivy-grown stones and fossils, designed for romantic effect in a

small way. Two or three of such village streets as are here described

take a collective name,--as, for instance, Blackheath Park,--and

constitute a kind of community of residents, with gateways, kept by a

policeman, and a semi-privacy, stepping beyond which, you find yourself

on the breezy heath.

On this great, bare, dreary common I often went astray, as I afterwards

did on the Campagna of Rome, and drew the air (tainted with London smoke

though it might be) into my lungs by deep inspirations, with a strange

and unexpected sense of desert freedom. The misty atmosphere helps you

to fancy a remoteness that perhaps does not quite exist. During the

little time that it lasts, the solitude is as impressive as that of a

Western prairie or forest; but soon the railway shriek, a mile or two

away, insists upon informing you of your whereabout; or you recognize in

the distance some landmark that you may have known,--an insulated villa,

perhaps, with its garden-wall around it, or the rudimental street of a

new settlement which is sprouting on this otherwise barren soil. Half a

century ago, the most frequent token of man's beneficent contiguity

might have been a gibbet, and the creak, like a tavern sign, of a

murderer swinging to and fro in irons. Blackheath, with its highwaymen

and footpads, was dangerous in those days; and even now, for aught I

know, the Western prairie may still compare favorably with it as a safe

region to go astray in. When I was acquainted with Blackheath, the

ingenious device of garroting had recently come into fashion; and I can

remember, while crossing those waste places at midnight, and hearing

footsteps behind me, to have been sensibly encouraged by also hearing,

not far off, the clinking hoof-tramp of one of the horse-patrols who do

regular duty there. About sunset, or a little later, was the time when

the broad and somewhat desolate peculiarity of the heath seemed to me to

put on its utmost impressiveness. At that hour, finding myself on

elevated ground, I once had a view of immense London, four or five miles

off, with the vast Dome in the midst, and the towers of the two Houses

of Parliament rising up into the smoky canopy, the thinner substance of

which obscured a mass of things, and hovered about the objects that were

most distinctly visible,--a glorious and sombre picture, dusky, awful,

but irresistibly attractive, like a young man's dream of the great

world, foretelling at that distance a grandeur never to be fully

realized.

While I lived in that neighborhood, the tents of two or three sets of

cricket-players were constantly pitched on Blackheath, and matches were

going forward that seemed to involve the honor and credit of communities

or counties, exciting an interest in everybody but myself, who cared not

what part of England might glorify itself at the expense of another. It

is necessary to be born an Englishman, I believe, in order to enjoy

this great national game; at any rate, as a spectacle for an outside

observer, I found it lazy, lingering, tedious, and utterly devoid of

pictorial effects. Choice of other amusements was at hand. Butts for

archery were established, and bows and arrows were to be let, at so many

shots for a penny,--there being abundance of space for a farther

flight-shot than any modern archer can lend to his shaft. Then there was

an absurd game of throwing a stick at crockery-ware, which I have

witnessed a hundred times, and personally engaged in once or twice,

without ever having the satisfaction to see a bit of broken crockery. In

other spots you found donkeys for children to ride, and ponies of a very

meek and patient spirit, on which the Cockney pleasure-seekers of both

sexes rode races and made wonderful displays of horsemanship. By way of

refreshment there was gingerbread (but, as a true patriot, I must

pronounce it greatly inferior to our native dainty), and ginger-beer,

and probably stancher liquor among the booth-keeper's hidden stores. The

frequent railway-trains, as well as the numerous steamers to Greenwich,

have made the vacant portions of Blackheath a play-ground and

breathing-place for the Londoners, readily and very cheaply accessible;

so that, in view of this broader use and enjoyment, I a little grudged

the tracts that have been filched away, so to speak, and individualized

by thriving citizens. One sort of visitors especially interested me:

they were schools of little boys or girls, under the guardianship of

their instructors,--charity schools, as I often surmised from their

aspect, collected among dark alleys and squalid courts; and hither they

were brought to spend a summer afternoon, these pale little progeny of

the sunless nooks of London, who had never known that the sky was any

broader than that narrow and vapory strip above their native lane. I

fancied that they took but a doubtful pleasure, being half affrighted at

the wide, empty space overhead and round about them, finding the air too

little medicated with smoke, soot, and graveyard exhalations, to be

breathed with comfort, and feeling shelterless and lost because grimy

London, their slatternly and disreputable mother, had suffered them to

stray out of her arms.

[Illustration _The Houses of Parliament._]

Passing among these holiday people, we come to one of the gateways of

Greenwich Park, opening through an old brick wall. It admits us from

the bare heath into a scene of antique cultivation and woodland

ornament, traversed in all directions by avenues of trees, many of which

bear tokens of a venerable age. These broad and well-kept pathways rise

and decline over the elevations, and along the bases of gentle hills,

which diversify the whole surface of the park. The loftiest and most

abrupt of them (though but of very moderate height) is one of the

earth's noted summits, and may hold up its head with Mont Blanc and

Chimborazo, as being the site of Greenwich Observatory, where, if all

nations will consent to say so, the longitude of our great globe begins.

I used to regulate my watch by the broad dial-plate against the

observatory wall, and felt it pleasant to be standing at the very centre

of Time and Space.

There are lovelier parks than this in the neighborhood of London, richer

scenes of greensward and cultivated trees; and Kensington, especially,

in a summer afternoon, has seemed to me as delightful as any place can

or ought to be, in a world which, some time or other, we must quit. But

Greenwich, too, is beautiful,--a spot where the art of man has

conspired with Nature, as if he and the great mother had taken counsel

together how to make a pleasant scene, and the longest liver of the two

had faithfully carried out their mutual design. It has, likewise, an

additional charm of its own, because, to all appearance, it is the

people's property and play-ground in a much more genuine way than the

aristocratic resorts in closer vicinity to the metropolis. It affords

one of the instances in which the monarch's property is actually the

people's, and shows how much more natural is their relation to the

sovereign than to the nobility, which pretends to hold the intervening

space between the two: for a nobleman makes a paradise only for himself,

and fills it with his own pomp and pride; whereas the people are sooner

or later the legitimate inheritors of whatever beauty kings and queens

create, as now of Greenwich Park. On Sundays, when the sun shone, and

even on those grim and sombre days when, if it does not actually rain, the

English persist in calling it fine weather, it was too good to see how

sturdily the plebeians trod under their own oaks, and what fullness of

simple enjoyment they evidently found there. They were the people,--not

the populace,--specimens of a class whose Sunday clothes are a distinct

kind of garb from their week-day ones: and this, in England, implies

wholesome habits of life, daily thrift, and a rank above the lowest. I

longed to be acquainted with them, in order to investigate what manner

of folks they were, what sort of households they kept, their politics,

their religion, their tastes, and whether they were as narrow-minded as

their betters. There can be very little doubt of it; an Englishman is

English, in whatever rank of life, though no more intensely so, I should

imagine, as an artisan or petty shopkeeper, than as a member of

Parliament.

The English character, as I conceive it, is by no means a very lofty

one; they seem to have a great deal of earth and grimy dust clinging

about them, as was probably the case with the stalwart and quarrelsome

people who sprouted up out of the soil, after Cadmus had sown the

dragon's teeth. And yet, though the individual Englishman is sometimes

preternaturally disagreeable, an observer standing aloof has a sense of

natural kindness towards them in the lump. They adhere closer to the

original simplicity in which mankind was created than we ourselves do;

they love, quarrel, laugh, cry, and turn their actual selves inside out

with greater freedom than any class of Americans would consider

decorous. It was often so with these holiday folks in Greenwich Park;

and, ridiculous as it may sound, I fancy myself to have caught very

satisfactory glimpses of Arcadian life among the Cockneys there, hardly

beyond the scope of Bow-Bells, picnicking in the grass, uncouthly

gamboling on the broad slopes, or straying in motley groups or by single

pairs of love-making youths and maidens, along the sun-streaked avenues.

Even the omnipresent policemen or park-keepers could not disturb the

beatific impression on my mind. One feature, at all events, of the

Golden Age was to be seen in the herds of deer that encountered you in

the somewhat remoter recesses of the park, and were readily prevailed

upon to nibble a bit of bread out of your hand. But, though no wrong had

ever been done them, and no horn had sounded nor hound bayed at the

heels of themselves or their antlered progenitors for centuries past,

there was still an apprehensiveness lingering in their hearts; so that

a slight movement of the hand or a step too near would send a whole

squadron of them scampering away, just as a breath scatters the winged

seeds of a dandelion.

The aspect of Greenwich Park, with all those festal people wandering

through it, resembled that of the Borghese Gardens under the walls of

Rome, on a Sunday or Saint's day; but, I am not ashamed to say, it a

little disturbed whatever grimly ghost of Puritanic strictness might be

lingering in the sombre depths of a New England heart, among severe and

sunless remembrances of the Sabbaths of childhood, and pangs of remorse

for ill-gotten lessons in the catechism, and for erratic fantasies or

hardly suppressed laughter in the middle of long sermons. Occasionally,

I tried to take the long-hoarded sting out of these compunctious smarts

by attending divine service in the open air. On a cart outside of the

park-wall (and, if I mistake not, at two or three corners and secluded

spots within the park itself) a Methodist preacher uplifts his voice and

speedily gathers a congregation, his zeal for whose religious welfare

impels the good man to such earnest vociferation and toilsome gesture

that his perspiring face is quickly in a stew. His inward flame

conspires with the too fervid sun, and makes a positive martyr of him,

even in the very exercise of his pious labor; insomuch that he purchases

every atom of spiritual increment to his hearers by loss of his own

corporeal solidity, and, should his discourse last long enough, must

finally exhale before their eyes. If I smile at him, be it understood,

it is not in scorn; he performs his sacred office more acceptably than

many a prelate. These wayside services attract numbers who would not

otherwise listen to prayer, sermon, or hymn, from one year's end to

another, and who, for that very reason, are the auditors most likely to

be moved by the preacher's eloquence. Yonder Greenwich pensioner,

too,--in his costume of three-cornered hat, and old-fashioned,

brass-buttoned blue coat with ample skirts, which makes him look like a

contemporary of Admiral Benbow,--that tough old mariner may hear a word

or two which will go nearer his heart than anything that the chaplain of

the Hospital can be expected to deliver. I always noticed, moreover,

that a considerable proportion of the audience were soldiers, who came

hither with a day's leave from Woolwich,--hardy veterans in aspect,

some of whom wore as many as four or five medals, Crimean or East

Indian, on the breasts of their scarlet coats. The miscellaneous

congregation listen with every appearance of heartfelt interest; and,

for my own part, I must frankly acknowledge that I never found it

possible to give five minutes' attention to any other English preaching:

so cold and commonplace are the homilies that pass for such, under the

aged roofs of churches. And as for cathedrals, the sermon is an

exceedingly diminutive and unimportant part of the religious

services,--if, indeed, it be considered a part,--among the pompous

ceremonies, the intonations, and the resounding and lofty-voiced strains

of the choristers. The magnificence of the setting quite dazzles out

what we Puritans look upon as the jewel of the whole affair; for I

presume that it was our forefathers, the Dissenters in England and

America, who gave the sermon its present prominence in the Sabbath

exercises.[5]

[5] We all, together with Mr. Squarey, went to Chester last Sunday, and

attended the cathedral service.... In America the sermon is the

principal thing; but here all this magnificent ceremonial of prayer and

chanted responses and psalms and anthems was the setting to a short,

meagre discourse, which would not have been considered of any account

among the elaborate intellectual efforts of New England ministers.--I.

466.

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