AND WHO FORGOT IT
It was somewhat inconsistent with Royal Thatcher's embarrassment and
sensitiveness that he should, on leaving the Capitol, order a carriage
and drive directly to the lodgings of Miss De Haro. That on finding she
was not at home, he should become again sulky and suspicious, and even
be ashamed of the honest impulse that led him there, was, I suppose,
manlike and natural. He felt that he had done all the courtesy required;
he had promptly answered her dispatch with his presence. If she chose
to be absent at such a moment, HE had at least done HIS duty. In short,
there was scarcely any absurdity of the imagination which this once
practical man did not permit himself to indulge in, yet always with a
certain consciousness that he was allowing his feelings to run away with
him,--a fact that did not tend to make him better humored, and rather
inclined him to place the responsibility of the elopement on somebody
else. If Miss De Haro had been home, &c. &c., and not going into
ecstasies over speeches, &c. &c., and had attended to her business, i.
e., being exactly what he had supposed her to be,--all this would not
have happened.
I am aware that this will not heighten the reader's respect for my hero.
But I fancy that the imperceptible progress of a sincere passion in the
matured strong man is apt to be marked with even more than the usual
haste and absurdity of callous youth.
The fever that runs riot in the veins of the robust is apt to pass your
ailing weakling by. Possibly there may be some immunity in inoculation.
It is Lothario who is always self-possessed and does and says the
right thing, while poor honest Coelebs becomes ridiculous with genuine
emotion.
He rejoined his lawyer in no very gracious mood. The chambers occupied
by Mr. Harlowe were in the basement of a private dwelling once occupied
and made historic by an Honorable Somebody, who, however, was remembered
only by the landlord and the last tenant. There were various shelves
in the walls divided into compartments, sarcastically known as “pigeon
holes,” in which the dove of peace had never rested, but which still
perpetuated, in their legends, the feuds and animosities of suitors now
but common dust together. There was a portrait, apparently of a cherub,
which on nearer inspection turned out to be a famous English Lord
Chancellor in his flowing wig.
There were books with dreary, unenlivening titles,--egotistic always,
as recording Smith's opinions on this, and Jones's commentaries on
that. There was a hand bill tacked on the wall, which at first offered
hilarious suggestions of a circus or a steamboat excursion, but which
turned out only to be a sheriff's sale. There were several oddly-shaped
packages in newspaper wrappings, mysterious and awful in dark corners,
that might have contained forgotten law papers or the previous week's
washing of the eminent counsel. There were one or two newspapers, which
at first offered entertaining prospects to the waiting client, but
always proved to be a law record or a Supreme Court decision. There was
the bust of a late distinguished jurist, which apparently had never been
dusted since he himself became dust, and had already grown a perceptibly
dusty moustache on his severely-judicial upper lip. It was a cheerless
place in the sunshine of day; at night, when it ought, by every
suggestion of its dusty past, to have been left to the vengeful ghosts,
the greater part of whose hopes and passions were recorded and gathered
there; when in the dark the dead hands of forgotten men were stretched
from their dusty graves to fumble once more for their old title deeds;
at night, when it was lit up by flaring gaslight, the hollow mockery
of this dissipation was so apparent that people in the streets, looking
through the illuminated windows, felt as if the privacy of a family
vault had been intruded upon by body-snatchers.
Royal Thatcher glanced around the room, took in all its dreary
suggestions in a half-weary, half-indifferent sort of way, and dropped
into the lawyer's own revolving chair as that gentleman entered from the
adjacent room.
“Well, you got back soon, I see,” said Harlowe briskly.
“Yes,” said his client, without looking up, and with this notable
distinction between himself and all other previous clients, that he
seemed absolutely less interested than the lawyer. “Yes, I'm here; and,
upon my soul, I don't exactly know why.”
“You told me of certain papers you had discovered,” said the lawyer
suggestively.
“Oh, yes,” returned Thatcher with a slight yawn. “I've got here
some papers somewhere;”--he began to feel in his coat pocket
languidly;--“but, by the way, this is a rather dreary and God-forsaken
sort of place! Let's go up to Welker's, and you can look at them over a
bottle of champagne.”
“After I've looked at them, I've something to show you, myself,” said
Harlowe; “and as for the champagne, we'll have that in the other room,
by and by. At present I want to have my head clear, and yours too,--if
you'll oblige me by becoming sufficiently interested in your own affairs
to talk to me about them.”
Thatcher was gazing abstractedly at the fire. He started. “I dare say,”
he began, “I'm not very interesting; yet it's possible that my affairs
have taken up a little too much of my time. However,--” he stopped, took
from his pocket an envelope, and threw it on the desk,--“there are
some papers. I don't know what value they may be; that is for you
to determine. I don't know that I've any legal right to their
possession,--that is for you to say, too. They came to me in a queer
way. On the overland journey here I lost my bag, containing my few traps
and some letters and papers 'of no value,' as the advertisements say,
'to any but the owner.' Well, the bag was lost, but the stage driver
declares that it was stolen by a fellow-passenger,--a man by the name of
Giles, or Stiles, or Piles--”
“Wiles,” said Harlowe earnestly.
“Yes,” continued Thatcher, suppressing a yawn; “yes, I guess you're
right,--Wiles. Well, the stage driver, finally believing this, goes
to work and quietly and unostentatiously steals--I say, have you got a
cigar?”
“I'll get you one.”
Harlowe disappeared in the adjoining room. Thatcher dragged Harlowe's
heavy, revolving desk chair, which never before had been removed
from its sacred position, to the fire, and began to poke the coals
abstractedly.
Harlowe reappeared with cigars and matches. Thatcher lit one
mechanically, and said, between the pulls:
“Do you--ever--talk--to yourself?”
“No!--why?”
“I thought I heard your voice just now in the other room. Anyhow, this
is an awful spooky place. If I stayed here alone half an hour, I'd fancy
that the Lord Chancellor up there would step down in his robes, out of
his frame, to keep me company.”
“Nonsense! When I'm busy, I often sit here and write until after
midnight. It's so quiet!”
“D--mnably so!”
“Well, to go back to the papers. Somebody stole your bag, or you lost
it. YOU stole--”
“The driver stole,” suggested Thatcher, so languidly that it could
hardly be called an interruption.
“Well, we'll say the driver stole, and passed over to you as his
accomplice, confederate, or receiver, certain papers belonging--”
“See here, Harlowe, I don't feel like joking in a ghostly law office
after midnight. Here are your facts. Yuba Bill, the driver, stole a bag
from this passenger, Wiles, or Smiles, and handed it to me to insure the
return of my own. I found in it some papers concerning my case. There
they are. Do with them what you like.”
Thatcher turned his eyes again abstractedly to the fire.
Harlowe took out the first paper:
“A-w, this seems to be a telegram. Yes, eh? 'Come to Washington at
once.--Carmen de Haro.'”
Thatcher started, blushed like a girl, and hurriedly reached for the
paper.
“Nonsense. That's a mistake. A dispatch I mislaid in the envelope.”
“I see,” said the lawyer dryly.
“I thought I had torn it up,” continued Thatcher, after an awkward
pause. I regret to say that here that usually truthful man elaborated a
fiction. He had consulted it a dozen times a day on the journey, and it
was quite worn in its enfoldings. Harlowe's quick eye had noticed this,
but he speedily became interested and absorbed in the other papers.
Thatcher lapsed into contemplation of the fire.
“Well,” said Harlowe, finally turning to his client, “here's enough
to unseat Gashwiler, or close his mouth. As to the rest, it's good
reading--but I needn't tell you--no LEGAL evidence. But it's proof
enough to stop them from ever trying it again,--when the existence of
this record is made known. Bribery is a hard thing to fix on a man; the
only witness is naturally particeps criminis;--but it would not be easy
for them to explain away this rascal's record. One or two things I don't
understand: What's this opposite the Hon. X's name, 'Took the medicine
nicely, and feels better?' and here, just in the margin, after Y's,
'Must be labored with?'”
“I suppose our California slang borrows largely from the medical and
spiritual profession,” returned Thatcher. “But isn't it odd that a man
should keep a conscientious record of his own villainy?”
Harlowe, a little abashed at his want of knowledge of American metaphor,
now felt himself at home. “Well, no. It's not unusual. In one of
those books yonder there is the record of a case where a man, who had
committed a series of nameless atrocities, extending over a period of
years, absolutely kept a memorandum of them in his pocket diary. It was
produced in Court. Why, my dear fellow, one half our business arises
from the fact that men and women are in the habit of keeping letters
and documents that they might--I don't say, you know, that they OUGHT,
that's a question of sentiment or ethics--but that they MIGHT destroy.”
Thatcher half-mechanically took the telegram of poor Carmen and threw it
in the fire. Harlowe noticed the act and smiled.
“I'll venture to say, however, that there's nothing in the bag that YOU
lost that need give you a moment's uneasiness. It's only your rascal or
fool who carries with him that which makes him his own detective.”
“I had a friend,” continued Harlowe, “a clever fellow enough, but who
was so foolish as to seriously complicate himself with a woman. He was
himself the soul of honor, and at the beginning of their correspondence
he proposed that they should each return the other's letters with their
answer. They did so for years, but it cost him ten thousand dollars and
no end of trouble after all.”
“Why?” asked Thatcher simply.
“Because he was such an egotistical ass as TO KEEP THE LETTER PROPOSING
IT, which she had duly returned, among his papers as a sentimental
record. Of course somebody eventually found it.”
“Good night,” said Thatcher, rising abruptly. “If I stayed here much
longer I should begin to disbelieve my own mother.”
“I have known of such hereditary traits,” returned Harlowe with a laugh.
“But come, you must not go without the champagne.” He led the way to the
adjacent room, which proved to be only the ante-chamber of another, on
the threshold of which Thatcher stopped with genuine surprise. It was an
elegantly furnished library.
“Sybarite! Why was I never here before?”
“Because you came as a client; to-night you are my guest. All who enter
here leave their business, with their hats, in the hall. Look; there
isn't a law book on those shelves; that table never was defaced by a
title deed or parchment. You look puzzled? Well, it was a whim of
mine to put my residence and my work-shop under the same roof, yet so
distinct that they would never interfere with each other. You know the
house above is let out to lodgers. I occupy the first floor with my
mother and sister, and this is my parlor. I do my work in that severe
room that fronts the street: here is where I play. A man must have
something else in life than mere business. I find it less harmful and
expensive to have my pleasure here.”
Thatcher had sunk moodily in the embracing arms of an easy chair. He was
thinking deeply; he was fond of books too, and, like all men who have
fared hard and led wandering lives, he knew the value of cultivated
repose. Like all men who have been obliged to sleep under blankets
and in the open air, he appreciated the luxuries of linen sheets and
a frescoed roof. It is, by the way, only your sick city clerk or your
dyspeptic clergyman who fancy that they have found in the bad bread,
fried steaks, and frowzy flannels of mountain picknicking the true art
of living. And it is a somewhat notable fact that your true mountaineer
or your gentleman who has been obliged to honestly “rough it,” does not,
as a general thing, write books about its advantages, or implore their
fellow mortals to come and share their solitude and their discomforts.
Thoroughly appreciating the taste and comfort of Harlowe's library, yet
half-envious of its owner, and half-suspicious that his own earnest
life for the past few years might have been different, Thatcher suddenly
started from his seat and walked towards a parlor easel, whereon stood
a picture. It was Carmen de Haro's first sketch of the furnace and the
mine.
“I see you are taken with that picture,” said Harlowe, pausing with the
champagne bottle in his hand. “You show your good taste. It's been much
admired. Observe how splendidly that firelight plays over the sleeping
face of that figure, yet brings out by very contrast its almost
death-like repose. Those rocks are powerfully handled; what a suggestion
of mystery in those shadows! You know the painter?”
Thatcher murmured, “Miss De Haro,” with a new and rather odd
self-consciousness in speaking her name.
“Yes. And you know the story of the picture of course?”
Thatcher thought he didn't. Well, no; in fact, he did not remember.
“Why, this recumbent figure was an old Spanish lover of hers, whom she
believed to have been murdered there. It's a ghastly fancy, isn't it?”
Two things annoyed Thatcher: first the epithet “lover,” as applied to
Concho by another man; second, that the picture belonged to him: and
what the d---l did she mean by--
“Yes,” he broke out finally, “but how did YOU get it?”
“Oh, I bought it of her. I've been a sort of patron of her ever since
I found out how she stood towards us. As she was quite alone here in
Washington, my mother and sister have taken her up, and have been doing
the social thing.”
“How long since?” asked Thatcher.
“Oh, not long. The day she telegraphed you, she came here to know what
she could do for us, and when I said nothing could be done except to
keep Congress off, why, she went and DID IT. For SHE, and she alone, got
that speech out of the Senator. But,” he added, a little mischievously,
“you seem to know very little about her?”
“No!--I--that is--I've been very busy lately,” returned Thatcher,
staring at the picture. “Does she come here often?”
“Yes, lately, quite often; she was here this evening with mother; was
here, I think, when you came.”
Thatcher looked intently at Harlowe. But that gentleman's face betrayed
no confusion. Thatcher refilled his glass a little awkwardly, tossed off
the liquor at a draught, and rose to his feet.
“Come, old fellow, you're not going now. I shan't permit it,” said
Harlowe, laying his hand kindly on his client's shoulder. “You're out of
sorts! Stay here with me to-night. Our accommodations are not large,
but are elastic. I can bestow you comfortably until morning. Wait here a
moment while I give the necessary orders.”
Thatcher was not sorry to be left alone. In the last half hour he had
become convinced that his love for Carmen de Haro had been in some way
most dreadfully abused. While HE was hard at work in California, she was
being introduced in Washington society by parties with eligible brothers
who bought her paintings. It is a relief to the truly jealous mind to
indulge in plurals. Thatcher liked to think that she was already beset
by hundreds of brothers.
He still kept staring at the picture. By and by it faded away in part,
and a very vivid recollection of the misty, midnight, moonlit walk he
had once taken with her came back, and refilled the canvas with its
magic. He saw the ruined furnace; the dark, overhanging masses of rock,
the trembling intricacies of foliage, and, above all, the flash of dark
eyes under a mantilla at his shoulder. What a fool he had been! Had he
not really been as senseless and stupid as this very Concho, lying
here like a log? And she had loved that man. What a fool she must have
thought him that evening! What a snob she must think him now!
He was startled by a slight rustling in the passage, that ceased almost
as he turned. Thatcher looked towards the door of the outer office, as
if half expecting that the Lord Chancellor, like the commander in Don
Juan, might have accepted his thoughtless invitation. He listened again;
everything was still. He was conscious of feeling ill at ease and a
trifle nervous. What a long time Harlowe took to make his preparations.
He would look out in the hall. To do this it was necessary to turn up
the gas. He did so, and in his confusion turned it out!
Where were the matches? He remembered that there was a bronze something
on the table that, in the irony of modern decorative taste, might hold
ashes or matches, or anything of an unpicturesque character. He knocked
something over, evidently the ink,--something else,--this time a
champagne glass. Becoming reckless, and now groping at random in the
ruins, he overturned the bronze Mercury on the center table, and then
sat down hopelessly in his chair. And then a pair of velvet fingers slid
into his, with the matches, and this audible, musical statement:
“It is a match you are seeking? Here is of them.”
Thatcher flushed, embarrassed, nervous,--feeling the ridiculousness of
saying, “Thank you” to a dark somebody,--struck the match, beheld by its
brief, uncertain glimmer Carmen de Haro beside him, burned his fingers,
coughed, dropped the match, and was cast again into outer darkness.
“Let me try!”
Carmen struck a match, jumped briskly on the chair, lit the gas, jumped
lightly down again, and said: “You do like to sit in the dark,--eh? So
am I--sometimes--alone.”
“Miss De Haro,” said Thatcher, with sudden, honest earnestness,
advancing with outstretched hands, “believe me I am sincerely delighted,
overjoyed, again to meet--”
She had, however, quickly retreated as he approached, ensconcing herself
behind the high back of a large antique chair, on the cushion of which
she knelt. I regret to add also that she slapped his outstretched
fingers a little sharply with her inevitable black fan as he still
advanced.
“We are not in California. It is Washington. It is after midnight. I am
a poor girl, and I have to lose--what you call--'a character.' You shall
sit over there,”--she pointed to the sofa,--“and I shall sit here;” she
rested her boyish head on the top of the chair; “and we shall talk, for
I have to speak to you, Don Royal.”
Thatcher took the seat indicated, contritely, humbly, submissively.
Carmen's little heart was touched. But she still went on over the back
of the chair.
“Don Royal,” she said, emphasizing each word at him with her fan,
“before I saw you,--ever knew of you,--I was a child. Yes, I was but
a child! I was a bold, bad child;--and I was what you call
a--a--'forgaire'!”
“A what?” asked Thatcher, hesitating between a smile and a sigh.
“A forgaire!” continued Carmen demurely. “I did of myself write the
names of ozzer peoples;” when Carmen was excited she lost the control of
the English tongue; “I did write just to please myself;--it was my onkle
that did make of it money;--you understand, eh? Shall you not speak?
Must I again hit you?”
“Go on,” said Thatcher laughing.
“I did find out, when I came to you at the mine, that I had forged
against you the name of Micheltorena. I to the lawyer went, and found
that it was so--of a verity--so! so! all the time. Look at me not now,
Don Royal;--it is a 'forgaire' you stare at.”
“Carmen!”
“Hoosh! Shall I have to hit you again? I did overlook all the papers. I
found the application: it was written by me. There.”
She tossed over the back of her chair an envelope to Thatcher. He opened
it.
“I see,” he said gently, “you repossessed yourself of it!”
“What is that--'r-r-r-e--possess'?”
“Why!”--Thatcher hesitated--“you got possession of this paper,--this
innocent forgery,--again.”
“Oh! You think me a thief as well as a 'forgaire.' Go away! Get up. Get
out.”
“My dear girl--”
“Look at the paper! Will you? Oh, you silly!”
Thatcher looked at the paper. In paper, handwriting, age, and stamp it
was identical with the formal, clerical application of Garcia for the
grant. The indorsement of Micheltorena was unquestionably genuine. BUT
THE APPLICATION WAS MADE FOR ROYAL THATCHER. And his own signature was
imitated to the life.
“I had but one letter of yours wiz your name,” said Carmen
apologetically; “and it was the best poor me could do.”
“Why, you blessed little goose and angel,” said Thatcher, with the bold,
mixed metaphor of amatory genius, “don't you see--”
“Ah, you don't like it,--it is not good?”
“My darling!”
“Hoosh! There is also an 'old cat' up stairs. And now I have here a
character. WILL you sit down? Is it of a necessity that up and down you
should walk and awaken the whole house? There!”--she had given him a
vicious dab with her fan as he passed. He sat down.
“And you have not seen me nor written to me for a year?”
“Carmen!”
“Sit down, you bold, bad boy. Don't you see it is of business that you
and I talk down here; and it is of business that ozzer people up stairs
are thinking. Eh?”
“D--n business! See here, Carmen, my darling, tell me”--I regret to say
he had by this time got hold of the back of Carmen's chair--“tell me, my
own little girl,--about--about that Senator. You remember what you said
to him?”
“Oh, the old man? Oh, THAT was business. And you say of business,
'd--n.'”
“Carmen!”
“Don Royal!”
*****
Although Miss Carmen had recourse to her fan frequently during this
interview, the air must have been chilly, for a moment later, on his way
down stairs, poor Harlowe, a sufferer from bronchitis, was attacked with
a violent fit of coughing, which troubled him all the way down.
“Well,” he said, as he entered the room, “I see you have found Mr.
Thatcher, and shown those papers. I trust you have, for you've certainly
had time enough. I am sent by mother to dismiss you all to bed.”
Carmen still in the arm chair, covered with her mantilla, did not speak.
“I suppose you are by this time lawyer enough to know,” continued
Harlowe, “that Miss De Haro's papers, though ingenious, are not legally
available, unless--”
“I chose to make her a witness. Harlowe! you're a good fellow! I don't
mind saying to you that these are papers I prefer that my WIFE should
not use. We'll leave it for the present--Unfinished Business.”
They did. But one evening our hero brought Mrs. Royal Thatcher a paper
containing a touching and beautiful tribute to the dead Senator.
“There, Carmen, love, read that. Don't you feel a little ashamed of
your--your--your lobbying--”
“No,” said Carmen promptly. “It was business,--and if all lobbying
business was as honest,--well?--”