It is pleasant to think of Ruth Mary, sitting high above the river, in the

peaceful afternoon, surrounded by the inanimate life that to her brought

the fullness of companionship and left no room for vain cravings; the

shadow creeping upward over her hands folded in her lap, the light resting

on her girlish face and meek, smooth hair. For this was during that

unquestioning time of content which may not always last, even in a life as

safe and as easily predicted as hers. But even now this silent communion

was interrupted by the appearance of one of Tommy's rivals. It was the

young man whose comrades called him Kirk, who came along the shore,

stooping under the willow boughs and scattering all their shadows lightly

traced on the stones below. He held his fishing-rod, couched like a lance,

in one hand, and a string of gleaming fish in the other.

Tommy, with practiced eye, rapidly counted them and saw with chagrin that

he was outnumbered, but another look satisfied him that the stranger's

catch was nearly all “white-fish” instead of trout. He caressed his own

dappled beauties complacently.

Kirkwood stopped and looked at them; he was evidently impressed by Tommy's

superior luck.

“Those are big fellows,” he said; “did you catch them?”

“You don't suppose _she_ did?” said Tommy, with a jerk of his head towards

Ruth Mary.

Kirkwood looked up and smiled, seeing the young girl on her sunny perch.

The smile lingered pleasantly in his eyes as he seated himself on the

stones,--deliberately, as if he meant to stay.

Tommy watched him while he made himself comfortable, taking from his

pocket a short briar-wood pipe and a bag of tobacco, leisurely filling

the pipe and lighting it with a wax match held in the hollow of his

hands--apparently from habit, for there was no wind. He did not seem to

mind in the least that his legs were wet and that his trout were nearly

all white-fish. He was evidently a person of happy resources, and a

joy-compelling temperament that could find virtue in white-fish if it

couldn't get trout. He began to talk to Tommy, not without an amused

consciousness of Tommy's silent partner on the bank above, nor without an

occasional glance up at the maidenly head serenely exalted in the sunlight.

Nor did Ruth Mary fail to respond, with her down-bent looks, as simply and

unawares as the clouds turning their bright side to the sun.

Tommy, on his part, was stoutly withholding, in words, the admiration

his eyes could not help showing, of the strange fisherman's tools. He

cautiously felt the weight of the ringed and polished rod, and snapped it

lightly over the water; he was permitted to examine the book of flies and

to handle the reel, things in themselves fascinating, but to Tommy's mind

merely a hindrance and a snare to the understanding in the real business of

catching fish. Still, he admitted, where a man could take a whole day all

to himself like that, without fear of being called off at any moment by the

women on some frivolous household errand, he might afford to potter with

such things. Tommy kept the conservative attitude of native experience and

skill towards foreign innovation.

“If Joe Enselman was here,” he said, “I bet he could ketch more fish in

half 'n hour, with a pole like this o' mine and a han'ful o' 'hoppers, than

any of you can in a whole week o' fishing with them fancy things.”

“Oh, Tommy!” Ruth Mary expostulated, looking distressed.

“Who is this famous fisherman?” Kirkwood asked, smiling at Tommy's boast.

“Oh, he's a feller I know. He's a packer, and he owns ha'f o' father's

stock. He's goin' to marry our Sis soon's he gits back from Sheep Mountain,

and then he'll be my brother.” Tommy had been a little reckless in his

desire for the distinction of a personal claim on the hero of his boyish

heart. He was even conscious of this himself, as he glanced up at his

sister.

Kirkwood's eyes involuntarily followed Tommy's. He withdrew them at once,

but not before he saw the troubled blush that reddened the girl's averted

face. It struck him, though he was not deeply versed in blushes, that it

was not quite the expression of happy, maidenly consciousness, when the

name of a lover is unexpectedly spoken.

It was the first time in her life that Ruth Mary had ever blushed at the

name of Joe Enselman. She could not understand why it should pain her to

have this young stranger hear of him in his relation to herself.

Before her blush had faded, Kirkwood had dismissed the subject of Ruth

Mary's engagement, with the careless reflection that Enselman was probably

not the right man, but that the primitive laws which decide such haphazard

unions doubtless provided the necessary hardihood of temperament wherewith

to meet their exigencies. She was a nice little girl, but possibly she was

not so sensitive as she looked.

His pipe had gone out, and after relighting it, he showed Tommy the gayly

pictured paper match-box from Havana, which opened with a spring, and

disclosed the matches lying in a little drawer within. Tommy's wistful

eyes, as he returned the box, prompted Kirkwood to make prudent search in

his pockets for a second box of matches before presenting Tommy with the

one his eyes coveted. Finding himself secure against want in the immediate

future, he gave himself up to the mild amusement of watching Tommy with his

new acquisition.

Tommy could not resist lighting one of the little tapers, which burned in

the sunlight with a still, clear flame like a fairy candle. Then a second

one was sacrificed. By this time the attraction had proved strong enough

to bring Ruth Mary down from her high seat in the sun. She looked scarcely

less a child than Tommy, as, with her face close to his, she watched the

pale flame flower wasting its waxen stem. Then she must needs light one

herself and hold it, with a little fixed smile on her face, till the flame

crept down and warmed her finger-tips.

“There,” she said, putting it out with a breath, “don't let us burn any

more. It's too bad to waste 'em in the daylight.”

“We will burn one more,” said Kirkwood, “not for amusement, but for

information.” And while he whittled a piece of driftwood into the shape of

a boat, he told Ruth Mary how the Hindoo maidens set their lighted lamps

afloat at night on the Ganges, and watch them perilously voyaging, to

learn, by the fate of the traveling flame, the safety of their absent

lovers.

He told it simply and gravely, as he might have described some fact in

natural history, for he rightly guessed that this little seed of sentiment

fell on virgin soil. According to Tommy, Ruth Mary was betrothed and soon

to be a wife, but Kirkwood was curiously sure that as yet she knew not

love, nor even fancy. Nor had he any deliberate intention of tampering with

her inexperience. He spoke of the lamps on the Ganges because they came

into his mind while Ruth Mary was bending over the wasting match flame;

any hesitation he might have had about introducing so delicate a topic was

conquered by an idle fancy that he would like to observe its effect upon

her almost pathetic innocence.

While he talked, interrupting himself as his whittling absorbed him, but

always conscious of her eyes upon his face, the boat took shape in his

hands. Tommy had failed to catch the connection between Hindoo girls and

boat-making, but was satisfied with watching Kirkwood's skillful fingers,

without paying much heed to his words. The stranger had, too, a wonderful

knife, with tools concealed in its handle, with one of which he bored a

hole for the mast. In the top of the mast he fixed a wax taper upright and

steady for the voyage.

Ruth Mary's cheeks grew red, as she suddenly perceived the intention of

Kirkwood's whittling.

“Now,” he said, steadying the boat on the shallow ripple, “before we light

our beacon you must think of some one you care for, who is away. Perhaps

Tommy's friend, on Sheep Mountain?” he ventured softly, glancing at Ruth

Mary.

The color in her cheeks deepened, and again Kirkwood fancied it was not a

happy confusion that covered her downcast face.

“No?” he questioned, as Ruth Mary did not speak; “that is too serious,

perhaps. Well, then, make a little wish, and if the light is still alive

when the boat passes that rock--the flat one with two stones on top--the

wish will come true. But you must have faith, you know.”

Ruth Mary looked at Kirkwood, the picture of faith in her sweet

seriousness. His heart smote him a little, but he met her wide-eyed gaze

with a gravity equal to her own.

“I would rather not wish for myself,” she said, “but I will wish something

for you, if you want me to.”

“That is very kind of you. Am I to know what it is to be?”

“Oh yes. You must tell me what to wish.”

“That is easily done,” said Kirkwood gayly. “Wish that I may come back some

other day, and sit here with you and Tommy by the river.”

It was impossible not to see that Ruth Mary was blushing again. But she

answered him with a gentle courtesy that rebuked the foolish blush: “That

will be wishing for us all.”

“Shall we light up then, and set her afloat?”

“I've made a wish,” shouted Tommy; “I've wished Joe Enselman would bring me

an Injun pony: a good one that won't buck!”

“You must keep your wish for the next trip. This ship is freighted deep

enough already. Off she goes then, and good luck to the wish,” said

Kirkwood, as the current took the boat, with the light at its peak burning

clearly, and swept it away. The pretty plaything dipped and danced a

moment, while the light wavered but still lived. Then a breath of wind

shook the willows, and the light was gone.

“Now it's my turn,” Tommy exclaimed, wasting no sentiment on another's

failure. He rushed down the bank and into the shallow water to catch the

wishing-boat before it drifted away.

“All the same I'm coming back again,” said Kirkwood, looking at Ruth Mary.

Tommy's wish fared no better than his sister's, but he bore up briskly,

declaring it was “all foolishness anyway,” and accused Kirkwood of having

“just made it up for fun.”

Kirkwood only laughed, and, ignoring Tommy, said to Ruth Mary, “The game

was hardly worth the candle, was it?”

“Was it a game?” she asked. “I thought you meant it for true.”

“Oh no,” he said; “when we try it in earnest we must find a smoother river

and a stronger light. Besides, you know, I'm coming back.”

Ruth Mary kept her eyes upon his face, still questioning his seriousness,

but its quick changes of expression baffled while fascinating her. She

could not have told whether she thought him handsome or not, but she had a

desire to look at him all the time.

Suddenly her household duties recurred to her, and, refusing the help of

Kirkwood's hand, she sprang up the bank and hurried back to the house.

Kirkwood could see her head above the wild-rose thickets as she went along

the high path by the shore. He was more sure than ever that Enselman was

not the right man.

At supper Ruth Mary waited on the strangers in silence, while Angy kept the

cats and dogs “corraled,” as her father called it, in the shed, that their

impetuous appetites might not disturb the feast.

Mr. Tully stood in the doorway and talked with his guests while they ate,

and Mrs. Tully, with the little two-year-old in her lap, rocked in the

large rocking-chair and sighed apologetically between her promptings of

Ruth Mary's attendance on the table.

Tommy hung about in a state of complete infatuation with the person and

conversation of his former rival. He was even beginning to waver in his

allegiance to his absent hero, especially as the wish about the Indian pony

had not come true.

During the family meal the young men sat outside in the shed-room, and

smoked and lazily talked together. Their words reached the silent group at

the table. Kirkwood's companions were deriding him as a recreant sportsman.

He puffed his short-stemmed pipe and looked at them tranquilly. He was not

dissatisfied with his share of the day's pleasure.

When Mr. Tully had finished his supper, he took the young men down to the

beach to look at his boat. Kirkwood had pointed it out to his comrades,

where it lay moored under the bank, and ventured the opinion of a boating

man that it had not been built in the mountains. But there he had

generalized too rashly.

“I built her myself,” said Mr. Tully; “rip-sawed the lumber up here. My

young ones are as handy with her!” he boasted cheerfully, warmed by the

admiration his work called forth. “You'd never believe, to see 'em knocking

about in her, they hadn't the first one of 'em ever smelt salt water. Ruth

Mary now, the oldest of 'em, is as much to home in that boat as she is on

a hoss--and that's sayin' enough. She looks quiet, but she's got as firm a

seat and as light a hand as any cow-boy that ever put leg over a cayuse.”

Mr. Tully, on being questioned, admitted willingly that he was an Eastern

man,--a Down-East lumberman and boat-builder. He couldn't say just why he'd

come West. Got restless, and his wife's health was always poor back there.

He had mined it some and had had considerable luck,--cleaned up several

thousands, the summer of '63, at Junction Bar. Put it in a sawmill and

got burned out. Then he took up this cattle range and went into stock, in

partnership with a young fellow from Montana, named Enselman. They expected

to make a good thing of it, but it was a long ways from anywheres; and for

months of the year they couldn't do any teaming. Had no way out except by

the horseback trail. The women found it lonesome. In winter no team could

get up that grade in the cañon they call the “freeze-out,” even if they

could cross the river, on account of the ice; and from April to August the

river was up so you couldn't ford.

All this in the intervals of business, for Mr. Tully, in his circuitous

way, was agreeing to build a boat for the engineers, after the model of his

own. He would have to go down to the camp at Moor's Bridge to build it, he

said, for suitable lumber could not be procured so far up the river, except

at great expense. It would take him better'n a month, anyhow, and he didn't

know what his women-folks would say to having him so long away. He would

see about it.

The four men sauntered up the path from the shore, Tommy bringing up the

rear with the little black-and-tan terrier. In default of a word from his

master, Tommy tried to make friends with the dog, but the latter, wide

awake and suspicious after dozing under the wagon all the afternoon, would

none of him. Possibly he divined that Tommy's attentions were not wholly

disinterested.

The family assembled for the evening in the shed-room. The women were

silent, for the talk was confined to masculine topics, such as the quality

of the placer claims up the river, the timber, the hunting, the progress

and prospects of the new railroad. Tommy, keeping himself forcibly awake,

was seeing two Kirkwoods where there was but one. The terrier had taken

shelter between Kirkwood's knees, after trying conclusions with the mother

of the kittens,--a cat of large experience and a reserved disposition, with

only one ear, but in full possession of her faculties.

Betimes the young men arose and said good-night. Mr. Tully was loath to

have the evening, with its rare opportunity for conversation, brought to a

close, but he was too modest a host to press his company upon his guests.

He went with them to their bed, on the clean straw in the barn, and if good

wishes could soften pillows the travelers would have slept sumptuously.

They did not know, in fact, how they slept, but woke, strong and joyous

over the beauty of the morning on the hills, and the prospect of continuing

their journey.

They parted from the family at the ranch with a light-hearted promise to

stop again on their way down the river. When they would return they were

gayly uncertain,--it might be ten days, it might be two weeks. It was a

promise that nestled with delusive sweetness in Ruth Mary's thoughts, as

she went silently about her work. She was helpful in all ways, and very

gentle with the children, but she lingered more hours dreaming by the

river, and often at twilight she climbed the hill back of the cabin and sat

there alone, her cheek in the hollow of her hand, until the great planes

of distance were lost, and all the hills drew together in one dark profile

against the sky.

* * * * *

Mrs. Tully had been intending to spare Ruth Mary for a journey to town,

on some errands of a feminine nature which could not be intrusted to Mr.

Tully's larger but less discriminating judgment. Ruth Mary had never before

been known to trifle with an opportunity of this kind. Her rides to town

had been the one excitement of her life; looked forward to with eagerness

and discussed with tireless interest for many days afterwards. But now she

hung back with an unaccountable apathy, and made excuses for postponing the

ride from day to day, until the business became too pressing to be longer

neglected. She set off one morning at daybreak, following the horseback

trail, around the steep and sliding bluffs high above the river, or across

beds of broken lava rock,--arrested avalanches from the slowly crumbling

cliffs which crowned the bluff,--or picking her way at a soft-footed pace

through the thickets of the river bottoms. In such a low and sheltered

spot, scarcely four feet above the river, she found the engineers' camp,

a group of white tents shining among the willows. She keenly noted its

location and surroundings. The broken timbers of the old bridge projected

from the bank a short distance above the camp; a piece of weather-stained

canvas stretched over them formed a kind of awning shading the rocks below,

where the Chinese cook of the camp sat impassively fishing. The camp had a

deserted appearance, for the men were all at work, tunneling the hill half

a mile lower down. Her errands kept her so late that she was obliged to

stay over night at the house of a friend of her father's, who owned a fruit

ranch near the town. They were prosperous, talkative people, who loudly

pitied the isolation of the family in the upper valley.

Ruth Mary reached home about noon the next day, tired and several shades

more deeply sunburned, to find that she had passed the engineers, without

knowing it, on their way down the river by the wagon road on the other

side. They had stopped over night at the ranch and made an early start that

morning. Ruth Mary was obliged to listen to enthusiastic reminiscences,

from each member of the family, of the visit she had missed.

This was the last social event of the year. The willow copses turned

yellow and leaf-bare; the scarlet hips of the rosebushes looked as if tiny

finger-tips had left their prints upon them. The wreaths of wild clematis

faded ashen gray, and were scattered by the winds. The wood dove's cooing

no longer sounded at twilight in the leafless thickets. They had gone down

the river and the wild duck with them.

But the voice of the river, rising with the autumn rains, was loud on the

bar; the sky was hung with clouds that hid the hilltops or trailed their

ragged pennants below the summits. The mist lay cold on the river; it rose

with the sun, dissolving in soft haze that dulled the sunshine, and at

night, descending, shrouded the dark, hoarse water without stilling its

lament. Then the first snow fell, and ghostly companies of deer came out

upon the hills, or filed silently down the draws of the cañons at morning

and evening. The cattle had come down from the mountain pastures, and at

night congregated about the buildings with deep breathings and sighings;

the river murmured in its fretted channel; now and then the yelp of a

hungry coyote sounded from the hills.

The young men had said, among their light and pleasant sayings, that they

would like to come up again to the hills when the snow fell, and get a shot

at the deer; but they did not come, though often Ruth Mary stood on the

bank and looked across the swollen ford, and listened for the echo of

wheels among the hills.

About the 1st of November Mr. Tully went down to the camp at Moor's Bridge

to build the engineers' boat. The women were now alone at the ranch, but

Joe Enselman's return was daily expected. Mr. Tully, always cheerful, had

been confident that he would be home by the 5th.

The 5th of November and the 10th passed, but Enselman had not returned.

On the 12th, in the midst of a heavy fall of snow, his pack animals were

driven in by another man, a stranger to the women at the ranch, who said

that Enselman had changed his mind suddenly about coming home that fall,

and decided to go to Montana and “prove up” on his ranch there.

Mr. Tully's work was finished before the second week of December. On his

return to the ranch he brought with him a great brown paper bundle, which

the children opened by the cabin fire on the joyous evening of his arrival.

There were back numbers of the illustrated magazines and papers, stray

copies of which now and then had drifted into the hands of the voracious

young readers in the cabin. There were a few novels, selected by Kirkwood

from the camp library with especial reference to Ruth Mary. For Tommy there

was a duplicate of the wonderful pocket-knife that he had envied Kirkwood.

Angy was remembered with a little music-box, which played “Willie, we have

missed you” with a plaintive iteration that brought the sensitive tears

to Ruth Mary's eyes; and for Ruth Mary herself there was a lace pin of

hammered gold.

“He said it must be your wedding present from him, as you'd be married

likely before he saw you again,” Mr. Tully said, with innocent pride in the

gift with which his daughter had been honored.

“Who said that?” Ruth Mary asked.

“Why, Mr. Kirkwood said it. He's the boss one of the whole lot to my

thinkin'. He's got that way with him some folks has! We had some real good

talks, evenings, down on the rocks under the old bridge,--I told him about

you and Enselman”--

“Father, I wish you hadn't done that.” The protest in Ruth Mary's voice was

stronger than her words.

She had become slightly pale when Kirkwood's name was mentioned, but now,

as she held out the box with the trinket in it, a deep blush covered her

face.

“I cannot take it, father. Not with that message. He can wait till I am

married before he sends me his wedding present.”

To her father's amazement, she burst into tears and went out into the

shed-room, leaving Kirkwood's ill-timed gift in his hands.

“What in all conscience' sake's got into her?” he demanded of his wife, “to

take offense at a little thing like that! She didn't use to be so techy.”

Mrs. Tully nodded her head at him sagely and glanced at the children, a

hint that she understood Ruth Mary's state of mind, but could not explain

before them.

At bedtime, the father and mother being alone together, Mrs. Tully revealed

the cause of her daughter's sensitiveness, according to her theory of

it. “She's put out because Joe Enselman chose to wait till spring before

marryin', and went off to Montany instead of comin' home as he said he

would.”

“Sho, sho!” said Mr. Tully. “That don't seem like Ruth Mary. She ain't in

any such a hurry as all that comes to. I've had it on my mind lately that

she took it a little too easy.”

“You'll see,” said the mother. “_She_ ain't in any hurry, but she likes

_him_ to be. She feels's if he thought more of money-makin' than he does of

her. She's like all girls. She won't use her reason and see it's all for

her in the end he's doin' it.”

“Why didn't you tell her 'twas my plan, his goin' to Montany this fall?

He wouldn't listen to it nohow then. He'd rather lose his ranch than wait

any longer for Sis, so he said; but I guess he's seen the sense of what I

told him. 'Ruth Mary ain't a-goin' to run away,' I says, 'even if ye don't

prove up on her this fall.' You ought to 'a' told her, mother, 'twas my

proposition.”

“I told her that and more too. I told her it showed he'd make a good

provider. She looked at me solemn as a graven image all the time I was

talkin' and not a word out of her. But that's Ruth Mary. I never said the

child was sullen, but she is just like your sister Ruth--the more she

feels, the less she talks.”

“Well,” said Mr. Tully, “that's all right, if that's it. That'll all

straighten out with time. It was natural perhaps she should fire up at

the talk about marryin' if she felt the bridegroom was hangin' back. Why,

Joe,--he'd eat the dirt she treads on, if he couldn't make her like him no

other way! He's most too foolish about her, to my thinkin'. That's what

took me so by surprise when word come back he'd gone to Montany after all;

I didn't expect anything so sensible of him.”

“'Twas a reg'lar man's piece o' work anyhow,” said Mrs. Tully

disconsolately.

“And you'll be sorry for it, I'm afraid. I never knew any good come of

puttin' off a marriage, where everything was suitable, just for a few

hundred acres of wild land, more or less.”

In Exile, and Other Stories · 第 7 / 10 段