CHAPTER X

A JOB FOR PETE--AND FOR BERTRAM

The early days in December were busy ones, certainly, in the little

house on Corey Hill. Marie was to be married the twelfth. It was to be

a home wedding, and a very simple one--according to Billy, and according

to what Marie had said it was to be. Billy still serenely spoke of it

as a “simple affair,” but Marie was beginning to be fearful. As the

days passed, bringing with them more and more frequent evidences either

tangible or intangible of orders to stationers, caterers, and florists,

her fears found voice in a protest.

“But Billy, it was to be a _simple_ wedding,” she cried.

“And so it is.”

“But what is this I hear about a breakfast?”

Billy's chin assumed its most stubborn squareness.

“I don't know, I'm sure, what you did hear,” she retorted calmly.

“Billy!”

Billy laughed. The chin was just as stubborn, but the smiling lips above

it graced it with an air of charming concession.

“There, there, dear,” coaxed the mistress of Hillside, “don't fret.

Besides, I'm sure I should think you, of all people, would want your

guests _fed!_”

“But this is so elaborate, from what I hear.”

“Nonsense! Not a bit of it.”

“Rosa says there'll be salads and cakes and ices--and I don't know what

all.”

Billy looked concerned.

“Well, of course, Marie, if you'd _rather_ have oatmeal and doughnuts,”

she began with kind solicitude; but she got no farther.

“Billy!” besought the bride elect. “Won't you be serious? And there's

the cake in wedding boxes, too.”

“I know, but boxes are so much easier and cleaner than--just fingers,”

apologized an anxiously serious voice.

Marie answered with an indignant, grieved glance and hurried on.

“And the flowers--roses, dozens of them, in December! Billy, I can't let

you do all this for me.”

“Nonsense, dear!” laughed Billy. “Why, I love to do it. Besides, when

you're gone, just think how lonesome I'll be! I shall have to adopt

somebody else then--now that Mary Jane has proved to be nothing but a

disappointing man instead of a nice little girl like you,” she finished

whimsically.

Marie did not smile. The frown still lay between her delicate brows.

“And for my trousseau--there were so many things that you simply would

buy!”

“I didn't get one of the egg-beaters,” Billy reminded her anxiously.

Marie smiled now, but she shook her head, too.

“Billy, I cannot have you do all this for me.”

“Why not?”

At the unexpectedly direct question, Marie fell back a little.

“Why, because I--I can't,” she stammered. “I can't get them for myself,

and--and--”

“Don't you love me?”

A pink flush stole to Marie's face.

“Indeed I do, dearly.”

“Don't I love you?”

The flush deepened.

“I--I hope so.”

“Then why won't you let me do what I want to, and be happy in it? Money,

just money, isn't any good unless you can exchange it for something you

want. And just now I want pink roses and ice cream and lace flounces

for you. Marie,”--Billy's voice trembled a little--“I never had a sister

till I had you, and I have had such a good time buying things that I

thought you wanted! But, of course, if you don't want them--” The words

ended in a choking sob, and down went Billy's head into her folded arms

on the desk before her.

Marie sprang to her feet and cuddled the bowed head in a loving embrace.

“But I do want them, dear; I want them all--every single one,” she

urged. “Now promise me--promise me that you'll do them all, just as

you'd planned! You will, won't you?”

There was the briefest of hesitations, then came the muffled reply:

“Yes--if you really want them.”

“I do, dear--indeed I do. I love pretty weddings, and I--I always hoped

that I could have one--if I ever married. So you must know, dear, how I

really do want all those things,” declared Marie, fervently. “And now I

must go. I promised to meet Cyril at Park Street at three o'clock.”

And she hurried from the room--and not until she was half-way to her

destination did it suddenly occur to her that she had been urging,

actually urging Miss Billy Neilson to buy for her pink roses, ice cream,

and lace flounces.

Her cheeks burned with shame then. But almost at once she smiled.

“Now wasn't that just like Billy?” she was saying to herself, with a

tender glow in her eyes.

It was early in December that Pete came one day with a package for Marie

from Cyril. Marie was not at home, and Billy herself went downstairs to

take the package from the old man's hands.

“Mr. Cyril said to give it to Miss Hawthorn,” stammered the old servant,

his face lighting up as Billy entered the room; “but I'm sure he

wouldn't mind _your_ taking it.”

“I'm afraid I'll have to take it, Pete, unless you want to carry it

back with you,” she smiled. “I'll see that Miss Hawthorn has it the very

first moment she comes in.”

“Thank you, Miss. It does my old eyes good to see your bright face.” He

hesitated, then turned slowly. “Good day, Miss Billy.”

Billy laid the package on the table. Her eyes were thoughtful as she

looked after the old man, who was now almost to the door. Something in

his bowed form appealed to her strangely. She took a quick step toward

him.

“You'll miss Mr. Cyril, Pete,” she said pleasantly.

The old man stopped at once and turned. He lifted his head a little

proudly.

“Yes, Miss. I--I was there when he was born. Mr. Cyril's a fine man.”

“Indeed he is. Perhaps it's your good care that's helped, some--to make

him so,” smiled the girl, vaguely wishing that she could say something

that would drive the wistful look from the dim old eyes before her.

For a moment Billy thought she had succeeded. The old servant drew

himself stiffly erect. In his eyes shone the loyal pride of more than

fifty years' honest service. Almost at once, however, the pride died

away, and the wistfulness returned.

“Thank ye, Miss; but I don't lay no claim to that, of course,” he said.

“Mr. Cyril's a fine man, and we shall miss him; but--I cal'late changes

must come--to all of us.”

Billy's brown eyes grew a little misty.

“I suppose they must,” she admitted.

The old man hesitated; then, as if impelled by some hidden force, he

plunged on:

“Yes; and they'll be comin' to you one of these days, Miss, and that's

what I was wantin' to speak to ye about. I understand, of course, that

when you get there you'll be wantin' younger blood to serve ye. My feet

ain't so spry as they once was, and my old hands blunder sometimes,

in spite of what my head bids 'em do. So I wanted to tell ye--that of

course I shouldn't expect to stay. I'd go.”

As he said the words, Pete stood with head and shoulders erect, his eyes

looking straight forward but not at Billy.

“Don't you _want_ to stay?” The girlish voice was a little reproachful.

Pete's head drooped.

“Not if--I'm not wanted,” came the husky reply.

With an impulsive movement Billy came straight to the old man's side and

held out her hand.

“Pete!”

Amazement, incredulity, and a look that was almost terror crossed the

old man's face; then a flood of dull red blotted them all out and left

only worshipful rapture. With a choking cry he took the slim little hand

in both his rough and twisted ones much as if he were possessing himself

of a treasured bit of eggshell china.

“Miss Billy!”

“Pete, there aren't a pair of feet in Boston, nor a pair of hands,

either, that I'd rather have serve me than yours, no matter if they

stumble and blunder all day! I shall love stumbles and blunders--if you

make them. Now run home, and don't ever let me hear another syllable

about your leaving!”

They were not the words Billy had intended to say. She had meant to

speak of his long, faithful service, and of how much they appreciated

it; but, to her surprise, Billy found her own eyes wet and her own voice

trembling, and the words that she would have said she found fast shut

in her throat. So there was nothing to do but to stammer out

something--anything, that would help to keep her from yielding to that

absurd and awful desire to fall on the old servant's neck and cry.

“Not another syllable!” she repeated sternly.

“Miss Billy!” choked Pete again. Then he turned and fled with anything

but his usual dignity.

Bertram called that evening. When Billy came to him in the living-room,

her slender self was almost hidden behind the swirls of damask linen in

her arms.

Bertram's eyes grew mutinous.

“Do you expect me to hug all that?” he demanded.

Billy flashed him a mischievous glance.

“Of course not! You don't _have_ to hug anything, you know.”

For answer he impetuously swept the offending linen into the nearest

chair and drew the girl into his arms.

“Oh! And see how you've crushed poor Marie's table-cloth!” she cried,

with reproachful eyes.

Bertram sniffed imperturbably.

“I'm not sure but I'd like to crush Marie,” he alleged.

“Bertram!”

“I can't help it. See here, Billy.” He loosened his clasp and held the

girl off at arm's length, regarding her with stormy eyes. “It's Marie,

Marie, Marie--always. If I telephone in the morning, you've gone

shopping with Marie. If I want you in the afternoon for something,

you're at the dressmaker's with Marie. If I call in the evening--”

“I'm here,” interrupted Billy, with decision.

“Oh, yes, you're here,” admitted Bertram, aggrievedly, “and so are

dozens of napkins, miles of table-cloths, and yards upon yards of lace

and flummydiddles you call 'doilies.' They all belong to Marie, and they

fill your arms and your thoughts full, until there isn't an inch of room

for me. Billy, when is this thing going to end?”

Billy laughed softly. Her eyes danced.

“The twelfth;--that is, there'll be a--pause, then.”

“Well, I'm thankful if--eh?” broke off the man, with a sudden change of

manner. “What do you mean by 'a pause'?”

Billy cast down her eyes demurely.

“Well, of course _this_ ends the twelfth with Marie's wedding; but

I've sort of regarded it as an--understudy for one that's coming next

October, you see.”

“Billy, you darling!” breathed a supremely happy voice in a shell-like

ear--Billy was not at arm's length now.

Billy smiled, but she drew away with gentle firmness.

“And now I must go back to my sewing,” she said.

Bertram's arms did not loosen. His eyes had grown mutinous again.

“That is,” she amended, “I must be practising my part of--the

understudy, you know.”

“You darling!” breathed Bertram again; this time, however, he let her

go.

“But, honestly, is it all necessary?” he sighed despairingly, as she

seated herself and gathered the table-cloth into her lap. “Do you have

to do so much of it all?”

“I do,” smiled Billy, “unless you want your brother to run the risk of

leading his bride to the altar and finding her robed in a kitchen apron

with an egg-beater in her hand for a bouquet.”

Bertram laughed.

“Is it so bad as that?”

“No, of course not--quite. But never have I seen a bride so utterly

oblivious to clothes as Marie was till one day in despair I told her

that Cyril never could bear a dowdy woman.”

“As if Cyril, in the old days, ever could bear any sort of woman!”

scoffed Bertram, merrily.

“I know; but I didn't mention that part,” smiled Billy. “I just singled

out the dowdy one.”

“Did it work?”

Billy made a gesture of despair.

“Did it work! It worked too well. Marie gave me one horrified look,

then at once and immediately she became possessed with the idea that

she _was_ a dowdy woman. And from that day to this she has pursued every

lurking wrinkle and every fold awry, until her dressmaker's life isn't

worth the living; and I'm beginning to think mine isn't, either, for I

have to assure her at least four times every day now that she is _not_ a

dowdy woman.”

“You poor dear,” laughed Bertram. “No wonder you don't have time to give

to me!”

A peculiar expression crossed Billy's face.

“Oh, but I'm not the _only_ one who, at times, is otherwise engaged,

sir,” she reminded him.

“What do you mean?”

“There was yesterday, and last Monday, and last week Wednesday, and--”

“Oh, but you _let_ me off, then,” argued Bertram, anxiously. “And you

said--”

“That I didn't wish to interfere with your work--which was quite true,”

interrupted Billy in her turn, smoothly. “By the way,”--Billy was

examining her stitches very closely now--“how is Miss Winthrop's

portrait coming on?”

“Splendidly!--that is, it _was_, until she began to put off the sittings

for her pink teas and folderols. She's going to Washington next week,

too, to be gone nearly a fortnight,” finished Bertram, gloomily.

“Aren't you putting more work than usual into this one--and more

sittings?”

“Well, yes,” laughed Bertram, a little shortly. “You see, she's changed

the pose twice already.”

“Changed it!”

“Yes. Wasn't satisfied. Fancied she wanted it different.”

“But can't you--don't you have something to say about it?”

“Oh, yes, of course; and she claims she'll yield to my judgment, anyhow.

But what's the use? She's been a spoiled darling all her life, and in

the habit of having her own way about everything. Naturally, under those

circumstances, I can't expect to get a satisfactory portrait, if she's

out of tune with the pose. Besides, I will own, so far her suggestions

have made for improvement--probably because she's been happy in making

them, so her expression has been good.”

Billy wet her lips.

“I saw her the other night,” she said lightly. (If the lightness was

a little artificial Bertram did not seem to notice it.) “She is

certainly--very beautiful.”

“Yes.” Bertram got to his feet and began to walk up and down the little

room. His eyes were alight. On his face the “painting look” was king.

“It's going to mean a lot to me--this picture, Billy. In the first place

I'm just at the point in my career where a big success would mean a

lot--and where a big failure would mean more. And this portrait is bound

to be one or the other from the very nature of the thing.”

“I-is it?” Billy's voice was a little faint.

“Yes. First, because of who the sitter is, and secondly because of what

she is. She is, of course, the most famous subject I've had, and half

the artistic world knows by this time that Marguerite Winthrop is being

done by Henshaw. You can see what it'll be--if I fail.”

“But you won't fail, Bertram!”

The artist lifted his chin and threw back his shoulders.

“No, of course not; but--” He hesitated, frowned, and dropped himself

into a chair. His eyes studied the fire moodily. “You see,” he resumed,

after a moment, “there's a peculiar, elusive something about her

expression--” (Billy stirred restlessly and gave her thread so savage a

jerk that it broke)”--a something that isn't easily caught by the brush.

Anderson and Fullam--big fellows, both of them--didn't catch it. At

least, I've understood that neither her family nor her friends are

satisfied with _their_ portraits. And to succeed where Anderson and

Fullam failed--Jove! Billy, a chance like that doesn't come to a fellow

twice in a lifetime!” Bertram was out of his chair, again, tramping up

and down the little room.

Billy tossed her work aside and sprang to her feet. Her eyes, too, were

alight, now.

“But you aren't going to fail, dear,” she cried, holding out both her

hands. “You're going to succeed!”

Bertram caught the hands and kissed first one then the other of their

soft little palms.

“Of course I am,” he agreed passionately, leading her to the sofa, and

seating himself at her side.

“Yes, but you must really _feel_ it,” she urged; “feel the '_sure_' in

yourself. You have to!--to doing things. That's what I told Mary Jane

yesterday, when he was running on about what _he_ wanted to do--in his

singing, you know.”

Bertram stiffened a little. A quick frown came to his face.

“Mary Jane, indeed! Of all the absurd names to give a full-grown,

six-foot man! Billy, do, for pity's sake, call him by his name--if he's

got one.”

Billy broke into a rippling laugh.

“I wish I could, dear,” she sighed ingenuously.

“Honestly, it bothers me because I _can't_ think of him as anything but

'Mary Jane.' It seems so silly!”

“It certainly does--when one remembers his beard.”

“Oh, he's shaved that off now. He looks rather better, too.”

Bertram turned a little sharply.

“Do you see the fellow--often?”

Billy laughed merrily.

“No. He's about as disgruntled as you are over the way the wedding

monopolizes everything. He's been up once or twice to see Aunt Hannah

and to get acquainted, as he expresses it, and once he brought up some

music and we sang; but he declares the wedding hasn't given him half a

show.”

“Indeed! Well, that's a pity, I'm sure,” rejoined Bertram, icily.

Billy turned in slight surprise.

“Why, Bertram, don't you like Mary Jane?”

“Billy, for heaven's sake! _Hasn't_ he got any name but that?”

Billy clapped her hands together suddenly.

“There, that makes me think. He told Aunt Hannah and me to guess what

his name was, and we never hit it once. What do you think it is? The

initials are M. J.”

“I couldn't say, I'm sure. What is it?”

“Oh, he didn't tell us. You see he left us to guess it.”

“Did he?”

“Yes,” mused Billy, abstractedly, her eyes on the dancing fire. The next

minute she stirred and settled herself more comfortably in the curve

of her lover's arm. “But there! who cares what his name is? I'm sure I

don't.”

“Nor I,” echoed Bertram in a voice that he tried to make not too

fervent. He had not forgotten Billy's surprised: “Why, Bertram, don't

you like Mary Jane?” and he did not like to call forth a repetition of

it. Abruptly, therefore, he changed the subject. “By the way, what did

you do to Pete to-day?” he asked laughingly. “He came home in a seventh

heaven of happiness babbling of what an angel straight from the sky Miss

Billy was. Naturally I agreed with him on that point. But what did you

do to him?”

Billy smiled.

“Nothing--only engaged him for our butler--for life.”

“Oh, I see. That was dear of you, Billy.”

“As if I'd do anything else! And now for Dong Ling, I suppose, some

day.”

Bertram chuckled.

“Well, maybe I can help you there,” he hinted. “You see, his Celestial

Majesty came to me himself the other day, and said, after sundry and

various preliminaries, that he should be 'velly much glad' when the

'Little Missee' came to live with me, for then he could go back to China

with a heart at rest, as he had money 'velly much plenty' and didn't

wish to be 'Melican man' any longer.”

“Dear me,” smiled Billy, “what a happy state of affairs--for him. But

for you--do you realize, young man, what that means for you? A new wife

and a new cook all at once? And you know I'm not Marie!”

“Ho! I'm not worrying,” retorted Bertram with a contented smile;

“besides, as perhaps you noticed, it wasn't Marie that I asked--to marry

me!”

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