II.

A very picture of perfect serenity and peace of mind the couple

Hellinger senr. made, as they sat at the breakfast-table. Out of the

spout of the brass coffee-machine on the brightly-polished body of

which the fire-flames produced a purple reflection, there rose up thin,

bluish steam which sank down towards the table in little clouds, cast a

film over the silver sugar-basin and wreathed the coffee-cups with

delicate, tiny dewdrops.

Mr. Hellinger, with his snow-white, carefully trimmed beard, and

handsome, rosy, boyish face beaming with good nature and the pleasure

of living, was leaning back comfortably in the blue chintz armchair,

his Turkish dressing-gown pulled over his knees, and apparently

awaiting with calmest resignation whatever fate, in the shape of his

wife, might be about to bestow upon him.

She (his wife) was just throwing a pinch of soda into the little

coffee-pot, whereupon she circumstantially wiped her powdery fingers on

her white damask apron, which was edged in Russian fashion with broad

red and many coloured stripes. Her white matron's cap, the ribbons of

which were tightly knotted together like a chin strap under her fleshy

chin, had shifted somewhat towards the left ear, and from out its

frilly frame there shone, full of energy and enterprise, her coarse,

comfortable, sergeant-like face, whose features were rather puffed out,

as is often observable in old women who like to share their husband's

glass of brandy.

One could see that she was accustomed to rule and to subdue, and even

the smile of constant injured feeling that played about her broad mouth

went to prove how inconsiderately she was wont to carry through her

plans.

So that she might not sit unoccupied while waiting for the coffee to

draw, she took up her coarse woollen knitting, which, in her capacity

of president of the ladies' society and directress of the charity

organisation, was never allowed to leave her hands, and the needles ran

with remarkable rapidity through her bony, work-used fingers.

"Have you heard nothing from Robert, Adalbert?" she asked, with a hard

metallic voice, which must have penetrated the house to its last

corner.

The question appeared to be unpleasant to the old man. He shook his

head as if he would shake it off; it disturbed his morning

tranquillity.

"An affectionate son, one must say," she continued, and the injured

smile grew in intensity. "Since a week we have neither heard nor seen

anything of him; if he lived in the moon he could not come more

rarely."

Mr. Hellinger muttered something to himself, and busied himself with

his long pipe.

"It looks as if something were brewing again in that quarter," she

began anew; "he has altogether been so peculiar lately; come slinking

round me without a word to say for himself. It seems to me there is

some debt hanging over him again that he can't satisfy."

"Poor fellow," said the old man, and smacked his lips, perhaps to get

rid of the unpleasant idea by this means.

"Poor fellow, indeed!" she mocked him; "I suppose you pity him into the

bargain; perhaps even you have been helping him on the sly?"

He raised up his white, well-kept hands in protest and defence of

himself, but he had not the courage to look her in the face.

"Adalbert," she said, threateningly, "I make it a condition that such a

thing does not happen again. Whatever you give him, you take from us

and from our other children. And if at least he deserved it! but he

that will not hear advice must suffer. If he is ruined, with his

obstinacy and stubbornness----"

"Allow me, Henrietta," he interrupted her timidly.

"I allow nothing, Adalbert, my dear," replied she. "'He that will not

hearken to advice must suffer!' say I; and if through his abominable

ingratitude his poor mother, who is only anxious for his welfare, and

who bothers and worries herself whole nights through, thinking----"

With the many-coloured border of her apron she rubbed her eyes as if

there were tears there to be wiped away.

"But, Henrietta," he began again.

"Adalbert, do not contradict me! You know I close an eye to all your

follies. I allow you to sit as long as ever you like at the 'Black

Eagle'; I let you drink as much as ever you can do with of that bad,

expensive claret. I even put your supper ready for you when you come

home late though it is hardly necessary that you should on such

occasions upset three chairs, as you did yesterday. I consider

altogether that you have very little regard for the feelings of your

old and faithful wife. But--yes, what I was going to say is--that, once

for all, I will not have you meddle with my plans: as it is you

understand nothing of such matters. Have you, altogether, any idea of

all I have done already for that good-for-nothing Robert? I have run

about, and driven about, made calls, and written letters, and Heaven

knows what else. Five or six well-to-do--nay, very wealthy girls I

have, so to say, brought ready to his hand, any of whom he could have

had for the taking. But what did he do? Well, I should think you still

remember how I was seized with convulsions when, four years ago, he

arrived with that miserable, delicate creature, Martha? My whole

illness dates from then."

"But, Henrietta!"

"My dear Adalbert, I beg of you, do not again harp upon the same old

string about her being my own flesh and blood! If she wished to be a

loving and grateful niece to me, why did she not bring the necessary

dowry with her? She had nothing--of course she had nothing! My departed

brother died as poor as a church mouse. Is that fitting for one of

my family? But after all--he had a right to do as he liked with his

own--what business is it of mine? Only he need not have saddled us with

his daughter."

"Well, but she is dead now," remarked Herr Hellinger.

"Yes, she is dead," replied she, and folded her hands. "It were a sin

to say, thank God for that. But as our Lord has so ordained it, I will

at least profit by the circumstance, and endeavour to rectify his folly

of then. While you were sitting in the 'Black Eagle,' drinking your

claret, I was once more toiling and moiling and inquiring round, so

that he has but to pick and choose. There is Gertrude Leuzmann; will

get fifty thousand cash down and as much more when the old man dies.

There is that little von Versen; very young yet certainly--only just

confirmed--but she will get even more! And besides these, at least

three or four others! But what do you imagine he will say to it all?

'Mother,' he will say, 'if you start that theme again, you will never

more set sight on me.' Was ever such a thing heard of? He has only to

marry the second sister now in place of the other one, to bring his

good old mother to her grave! By the by where can the young lady be

to-day? It is nearly nine o'clock, and she has not yet appeared. In my

brother's Bohemian home it may very probably have been the fashion to

lie a-bed till noon; but in my well-ordered household, I beg to say,

most emphatically and politely, I will not have it, Adalbert."

"I cannot conceive, dear Henrietta," he said, "why you heap reproaches

upon me which are meant for your niece!"

"If only for once you would not take her part, Adalbert. But, of

course, there is nothing left for me to say. I am duped and betrayed in

my own house! However, I shall very soon put an end to the matter. I

have kept her here now for a whole year; now she begins to be very much

_de trop_."

"But does she not toll and moil in Robert's household from early morn

till late at night? Does a day pass on which she does not betake

herself to the manor farm? Do not be unjust towards her, Henrietta."

She gave him a pitying look.

"If you had not remained such a child, Adalbert, one might talk reason

to you. Don't you see that that is just where the danger lies? Don't

you imagine that she has her reasons for flaunting about every day at

the manor and for behaving herself as mistress there before him and the

servants? Ah--she--she is a deep one--is my niece Olga. Be sure she has

done her part towards getting him accustomed to the idea that she--and

she alone--has a right to the place of her dead sister. What else

should she be looking for, day after day, at the manor, if it is not

that?"

"I should think Martha's child is sufficient explanation."

"Of course, of course! Any nursery tale is good enough to impose upon

you! She knows exactly why she behaves as she does, and why she is

almost ready to eat up the poor little mite for very love. She knows

exactly how to find the way to its father's heart!"

"But perhaps she does not love him at all," old Hellinger interposed.

She laughed out loud.

"My dear Adalbert, a man who owns an estate just outside the town-gates

is always loved by a poor girl, and if I do not make an end now and

send her about her business, it may very possibly come to pass that our

dear Robert will take her by the hand one fine day and say to us,

'Here, papa and mamma, now be good enough to give us your blessing.'

And rather than live to see that, Adalbert----"

At this moment the sound of lumbering male steps was audible in the

entrance-hall; directly after these came a loud and violent knock at

the door.

"Well!" said Mrs. Hellinger, "some one is making a noise as if the

bailiffs were outside--we have not got as far as that yet." And very

slowly and deliberately she said, "Come in."

The old doctor stepped into the room. His hat sat awry at the back of

his head, his necktie hung loose over his shoulders, and his chest

heaved as with breathless running. He forgot his "Good-morning"

greeting, and only gave a wild, searching glance around.

"Good heavens, doctor!" cried Mr. Hellinger, senr., hastening towards

him, "why, you burst in upon us like a bull into a china-shop."

Mrs. Hellinger once more assumed her injured air, and muttered

something about pot-house manners.

When the old doctor saw the undisturbed breakfast-table and the

astonished, every-day faces of his friends, he let himself drop into

an armchair with a sigh of relief. Then it had not taken place after

all--this terrible thing! But next moment his fears took possession of

him anew.

"Where is Olga?" he faltered, and fixed his gaze on the door as if he

might see her enter there any moment.

"Olga?" said Mrs. Hellinger, shrugging her shoulders. "My goodness, she

probably will be here shortly. Are you in such a hurry?"

"God be praised!" cried he, folding his hands. "Then she has been down

already?"

"No--not so," remarked Mrs. Hellinger, "her ladyship thinks well to

sleep somewhat long this morning."

"For God's sake," he cried, "has no one looked after her? Does no one

know anything of her?"

"Doctor, what ails you?" cried old Hellinger, who was now beginning to

be alarmed.

The physician may at this moment have recollected the request with

which Olga's letter of farewell had closed. He felt that in this way

his desire to comply with her request would, from the very first,

become impossible, and made a last wretched attempt to preserve the

secret.

"What ails me?" he faltered, with a miserable laugh. "Nothing ails

me!--What should ail me? Confound it all!" And then, casting aside all

dissimulation, he cried out: "My God! my God! Thou hast permitted this

terrible thing! Thou hast withdrawn Thy hand from her." And he was

about to sink down weeping, but he once more gathered up all the energy

still remaining in his rickety old body, raised himself bolt upright,

and--"Come to Olga," he said, "and do not be terrified--however--you

may--find her."

Old Hellinger grew pale, and his wife commenced to scream and sob; she

clung to the doctor's arm, and wished to know what had happened; but he

spoke no further word.

So they all three climbed up the stairs leading to Olga's gable-room,

and in the entrance-hall the servants collected and stared after them

with great, inquisitive eyes.

Before Olga's door Mrs. Hellinger was seized with a paroxysm of

despair.

"You knock, doctor," she sobbed, "I cannot."

The old man knocked.

All remained quiet.

He knocked again, and put his ear to the keyhole.

As before.

Then Mrs. Hellinger began to scream:

"Olga, my beloved, my dear child, do open--we are here--your uncle and

aunt and old uncle doctor are here. You may open without fear, my

love."

The physician pressed the latch; the door was locked. He looked through

the key-hole; it was stopped up.

"Have the locksmith fetched, Adalbert," he said.

"No," cried Mrs. Hellinger, suddenly casting all sorrow to the winds,

"that I shall not permit--that will on no account be done. The disgrace

would be too great: I could never survive it--such a disgrace--such a

disgrace!"

The doctor gave her a look of unmistakable loathing and contempt. She

took little notice of it.

"You are strong, Hellinger," she said, "bear up against the door;

perhaps you may succeed in breaking the lock."

Mr. Hellinger was a giant. He set one of his powerful shoulders against

the woodwork, which at the first pressure began to crack in its joints.

"But softly," his wife admonished, "the servants are standing in the

entrance-hall. Be off with you into the kitchen, you lazy beggars!" she

shouted scolding down the stairs.

Down below doors banged. A second push----one of the boards broke right

through the middle. Through the splintry chink a bright ray of daylight

broke through into the semi-dark corridor.

"Let me look through," said the doctor, who now, in anticipation of the

worst, was calm and collected.

Hellinger broke off a few splinters, so that through the aperture the

whole room could be overlooked.

Opposite the door, a few paces removed from the window, stood the bed.

The coverlet was dragged up, and formed a white hillock behind which a

strip of Olga's light brown hair shone forth. A small portion of the

forehead was also visible--white as the bed-clothes it gleamed. The

feet were uncovered; they seemed to have been firmly set against the

foot end of the bed and then to have relaxed.

By the pillow, on a chair, lay her clothes neatly folded. Her skirts,

her stockings, were laid one upon the other in perfect symmetry, and on

the carpet stood her slippers, with their heels turned towards the bed,

so as to be quite ready for slipping into on rising.

On the marble slab of the pedestal, half leaning against the lamp, lay

a book, still open, as if it had been placed there before extinguishing

the light. Over everything there seemed to rest a shimmer of that

serene, unconscious peace which irradiates a pure maiden's soul. She

who dwelt here had fallen asleep yesterday with a prayer on her lips,

to awaken to-day with a smile.

After the physician had held silent survey, he stepped back from the

aperture.

"Put your arm through, Adalbert," he said, "and try to reach the lock.

She has bolted the door from the inside."

But Mrs. Hellinger squeezed herself up against the door, and with loud

cries implored her sweet one to wake up and draw the bolt herself. At

last it was possible to push her on one side, and the door was opened.

The three stepped up to the bedside.

A marble-white countenance, with lustreless, half-open eyes, and an

ecstatic smile on its lips, met their gaze. The beautiful head, with

its classic, refined features, was slightly bowed towards the left

shoulder, and the unbound hair fell down in great shining waves upon

the regal bust, over which the nightdress was torn. A white button with

a shred of linen attached, which hung in the buttonhole, was the only

sign that a state of excitement must have preceded slumber.

"My sweet one, you are sleeping, are you not?" sobbed Mrs. Hellingen

"Say that you are sleeping! You cannot have brought such disgrace upon

your aunt, your dear aunt, who cared for you and watched over you like

her own child." With that she seized the unconscious girl's pale,

pendant, white hand, and endeavoured to drag her up by it.

Her tender-hearted husband had covered his face with his hands, and was

weeping. The physician gave himself no time for emotion. He had pulled

out his instruments, pushed Mrs. Hellinger aside with scant politeness,

and was bending over the bosom, which with one rapid touch he entirely

freed of its covering.

When he rose up, every drop of blood had left his face.

"One last attempt," he said, and made a quick incision straight across

the upper arm, where an artery wound itself in a bluish line through

the white, gleaming flesh. The edges of the wound gaped open without

filling with blood; only after some seconds a few sluggish, dark drops

oozed forth.

Then the old man threw the shining little knife far from him, folded

his hands and--struggling with his tears--uttered a prayer.

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