ONE WICKED IMPULSE

That section of Nassau street which runs into the great mart of New York

brokers and stock-jobbers, has for a long time been much occupied by

practitioners of the law. Tolerably well-known amid this class some

years since, was Adam Covert, a middle-aged man of rather limited means,

who, to tell the truth, gained more by trickery than he did in the

legitimate and honorable exercise of his profession. He was a tall,

bilious-faced widower; the father of two children; and had lately been

seeking to better his fortunes by a rich marriage. But somehow or other

his wooing did not seem to thrive well, and, with perhaps one exception,

the lawyer's prospects in the matrimonial way were hopelessly gloomy.

Among the early clients of Mr. Covert had been a distant relative named

Marsh, who, dying somewhat suddenly, left his son and daughter, and some

little property, to the care of Covert, under a will drawn out by that

gentleman himself. At no time caught without his eyes open, the cunning

lawyer, aided by much sad confusion in the emergency which had caused

his services to be called for, and disguising his object under a cloud

of technicalities, inserted provisions in the will, giving himself an

almost arbitrary control over the property and over those for whom it

was designed. This control was even made to extend beyond the time when

the children would arrive at mature age. The son, Philip, a spirited and

high-temper'd fellow, had some time since pass'd that age. Esther,

the girl, a plain, and somewhat devotional young woman, was in her

nineteenth year.

Having such power over his wards, Covert did not scruple openly to use

his advantage, in pressing his claims as a suitor for Esther's hand.

Since the death of Marsh, the property he left, which had been in real

estate, and was to be divided equally between the brother and sister,

had risen to very considerable value; and Esther's share was to a man in

Covert's situation a prize very well worth seeking. All this time, while

really owning a respectable income, the young orphans often felt the

want of the smallest sum of money--and Esther, on Philip's account, was

more than once driven to various contrivances--the pawn-shop, sales of

her own little luxuries, and the like, to furnish him with means.

Though she had frequently shown her guardian unequivocal evidence of her

aversion, Esther continued to suffer from his persecutions, until one

day he proceeded farther and was more pressing than usual. She possess'd

some of her brother's mettlesome temper, and gave him an abrupt and most

decided refusal. With dignity, she exposed the baseness of his conduct,

and forbade him ever again mentioning marriage to her. He retorted

bitterly, vaunted his hold on her and Philip, and swore an oath that

unless she became his wife, they should both thenceforward become

penniless. Losing his habitual self-control in his exasperation, he even

added insults such as woman never receives from any one deserving the

name of man, and at his own convenience left the house. That day, Philip

return'd to New York, after an absence of several weeks on the business

of a mercantile house in whose employment he had lately engaged.

Toward the latter part of the same afternoon, Mr. Covert was sitting in

his office, in Nassau street, busily at work, when a knock at the door

announc'd a visitor, and directly afterward young Marsh enter'd the

room. His face exhibited a peculiar pallid appearance that did not

strike Covert at all agreeably, and he call'd his clerk from an

adjoining room, and gave him something to do at a desk near by.

"I wish to see you alone, Mr. Covert, if convenient," said the newcomer.

"We can talk quite well enough where we are," answer'd the lawyer;

"indeed, I don't know that I have any leisure to talk at all, for just

now I am very much press'd with business."

"But I _must_ speak to you," rejoined Philip sternly, "at least I must

say one thing, and that is, Mr. Covert, that you are a villain!"

"Insolent!" exclaimed the lawyer, rising behind the table, and pointing

to the door. "Do you see that, sir? Let one minute longer find you

the other side, or your feet may reach the landing by quicker method.

Begone, sir!"

Such a threat was the more harsh to Philip, for he had rather

high-strung feelings of honor. He grew almost livid with suppress'd

agitation.

"I will see you again very soon," said he, in a low but distinct manner,

his lips trembling as he spoke; and left the office.

The incidents of the rest of that pleasant summer day left little

impression on the young man's mind. He roam'd to and fro without any

object or destination. Along South street and by Whitehall, he watch'd

with curious eyes the movements of the shipping, and the loading and

unloading of cargoes; and listen'd to the merry heave-yo of the sailors

and stevedores. There are some minds upon which great excitement

produces the singular effect of uniting two utterly inconsistent

faculties--a sort of cold apathy, and a sharp sensitiveness to all that

is going on at the same time. Philip's was one of this sort; he

noticed the various differences in the apparel of a gang of

wharf-laborers--turn'd over in his brain whether they receiv'd wages

enough to keep them comfortable, and their families also--and if they

had families or not, which he tried to tell by their looks. In such

petty reflections the daylight passed away. And all the while the master

wish of Philip's thoughts was a desire to see the lawyer Covert. For

what purpose he himself was by no means clear.

Nightfall came at last. Still, however, the young man did not direct

his steps homeward. He felt more calm, however, and entering an eating

house, order'd something for his supper, which, when it was brought to

him, he merely tasted, and stroll'd forth again. There was a kind of

gnawing sensation of thirst within him yet, and as he pass'd a hotel, he

bethought him that one little glass of spirits would perhaps be just the

thing. He drank, and hour after hour wore away unconsciously; he drank

not one glass, but three or four, and strong glasses they were to him,

for he was habitually abstemious.

It had been a hot day and evening, and when Philip, at an advanced

period of the night, emerged from the bar-room into the street, he

found that a thunderstorm had just commenced. He resolutely walk'd on,

however, although at every step it grew more and more blustering.

The rain now pour'd down a cataract; the shops were all shut; few of

the street lamps were lighted; and there was little except the frequent

flashes of lightning to show him his way. When about half the length of

Chatham street, which lay in the direction he had to take, the momentary

fury of the tempest forced him to turn aside into a sort of shelter

form'd by the corners of the deep entrance to a Jew pawnbroker's shop

there. He had hardly drawn himself in as closely as possible, when

the lightning revealed to him that the opposite corner of the nook was

tenanted also.

"A sharp rain, this," said the other occupant, who simultaneously beheld

Philip.

The voice sounded to the young man's ears a note which almost made him

sober again. It was certainly the voice of Adam Covert. He made some

commonplace reply, and waited for another flash of lightning to show him

the stranger's face. It came, and he saw that his companion was indeed

his guardian.

Philip Marsh had drank deeply--(let us plead all that may be possible

to you, stern moralist.) Upon his mind came swarming, and he could not

drive them away, thoughts of all those insults his sister had told him

of, and the bitter words Covert had spoken to her; he reflected, too,

on the injuries Esther as well as himself had receiv'd, and were

still likely to receive, at the hands of that bold, bad man; how

mean, selfish, and unprincipled was his character--what base and cruel

advantages he had taken of many poor people, entangled in his power,

and of how much wrong and suffering he had been the author, and might be

again through future years. The very turmoil of the elements, the harsh

roll of the thunder, the vindictive beating of the rain, and the fierce

glare of the wild fluid that seem'd to riot in the ferocity of the storm

around him, kindled a strange sympathetic fury in the young man's mind.

Heaven itself (so deranged were his imaginations) appear'd to have

provided a fitting scene and time for a deed of retribution, which to

his disorder'd passion half wore the semblance of a divine justice. He

remember'd not the ready solution to be found in Covert's pressure of

business, which had no doubt kept him later than usual; but fancied some

mysterious intent in the ordaining that he should be there, and that

they two should meet at that untimely hour. All this whirl of influence

came over Philip with startling quickness at that horrid moment. He

stepp'd to the side of his guardian.

"Ho!" said he, "have we met so soon, Mr. Covert? You traitor to my dead

father--robber of his children! I fear to think on what I think now!"

The lawyer's natural effrontery did not desert him.

"Unless you'd like to spend a night in the watch-house, young

gentleman," said he, after a short pause, "move on. Your father was a

weak man, I remember; as for his son, his own wicked heart is his worst

foe. I have never done wrong to either--that I can say, and swear it!"

"Insolent liar!" exclaimed Philip, his eye flashing out sparks of fire

in the darkness.

Covert made no reply except a cool, contemptuous laugh, which stung

the excited young man to double fury. He sprang upon the lawyer, and

clutch'd him by the neckcloth.

"Take it, then!" he cried hoarsely, for his throat was impeded by the

fiendish rage which in that black hour possess'd him. "You are not fit

to live!"

He dragg'd his guardian to the earth and fell crushingly upon him,

choking the shriek the poor victim but just began to utter. Then, with

monstrous imprecations, he twisted a tight knot around the gasping

creature's neck, drew a clasp knife from his pocket, and touching the

spring, the long sharp blade, too eager for its bloody work, flew open.

During the lull of the storm, the last strength of the prostrate man

burst forth into one short loud cry of agony. At the same instant, the

arm of the murderer thrust the blade, once, twice, thrice, deep in his

enemy's bosom! Not a minute had passed since that fatal exasperating

laugh--but the deed was done, and the instinctive thought which came at

once to the guilty one, was a thought of fear and escape.

In the unearthly pause which follow'd, Philip's eyes gave one long

searching sweep in every direction, above and around him. _Above_! God

of the all-seeing eye! What, and who was that figure there?

"Forbear! In Jehovah's name forbear;" cried a shrill, but clear and

melodious voice.

It was as if some accusing spirit had come down to bear witness against

the deed of blood. Leaning far out of an open window, appear' d a white

draperied shape, its face possess'd of a wonderful youthful beauty.

Long vivid glows of lightning gave Philip a full opportunity to see as

clearly as though the sun had been shining at noonday. One hand of the

figure was raised upward in a deprecating attitude, and his large bright

black eyes bent down upon the scene below with an expression of horror

and shrinking pain. Such heavenly looks, and the peculiar circumstance

of the time, fill'd Philip's heart with awe.

"Oh, if it is not yet too late," spoke the youth again, "spare him. In

God's voice, I command, 'Thou shalt do no murder!'"

The words rang like a knell in the ear of the terror-stricken and

already remorseful Philip. Springing from the body, he gave a second

glance up and down the walk, which was totally lonesome and deserted;

then crossing into Reade street, he made his fearful way in a half state

of stupor, half-bewilderment, by the nearest avenues to his home.

When the corpse of the murder'd lawyer was found in the morning, and the

officers of justice commenced their inquiry, suspicion immediately fell

upon Philip, and he was arrested. The most rigorous search, however,

brought to light nothing at all implicating the young man, except his

visit to Covert's office the evening before, and his angry language

there. That was by no means enough to fix so heavy a charge upon him.

The second day afterward, the whole business came before the ordinary

judicial tribunal, in order that Philip might be either committed for

the crime, or discharged. The testimony of Mr. Covert's clerk stood

alone. One of his employers, who, believing in his innocence, had

deserted him not in this crisis, had provided him with the ablest

criminal counsel in New York. The proof was declared entirely

insufficient, and Philip was discharged.

The crowded court-room made way for him as he came out; hundreds of

curious looks fixed upon his features, and many a jibe pass'd upon him.

But of all that arena of human faces, he saw only _one_--a sad, pale,

black-eyed one, cowering in the centre of the rest. He had seen that

face twice before--the first time as a warning spectre--the second time

in prison, immediately after his arrest--now for the _last_ time. This

young stranger--the son of a scorn'd race--coming to the court-room to

perform an unhappy duty, with the intention of testifying to what he

had seen, melted at the sight of Philip's bloodless cheek, and of his

sister's convulsive sobs, and forbore witnessing against the murderer.

Shall we applaud or condemn him? Let every reader answer the question

for himself.

That afternoon Philip left New York. His friendly employer own'd a small

farm some miles up the Hudson, and until the excitement of the affair

was over, he advised the young man to go thither. Philip thankfully

accepted the proposal, made a few preparations, took a hurried leave of

Esther, and by nightfall was settled in his new abode.

And how, think you, rested Philip Marsh that night? _Rested_ indeed! O,

if those who clamor so much for the halter and the scaffold to punish

crime, could have seen that sight, they might have learn'd a lesson

then! Four days had elapsed since he that lay tossing upon the bed there

had slumber'd. Not the slightest intermission had come to his awaken'd

and tensely strung sense, during those frightful days. Disturb'd waking

dreams came to him, as he thought what he might do to gain his lost

peace. Far, far away would he go! The cold roll of the murder'd

man's eye, as it turn'd up its last glance into his face--the shrill

exclamation of pain--all the unearthly vividness of the posture,

motions, and looks of the dead--the warning voice from above--pursued

him like tormenting furies, and were never absent from his mind, asleep

or awake, that long weary night. Anything, any place, to escape such

horrid companionship! He would travel inland--hire himself to do hard

drudgery upon some farm--work incessantly through the wide summer days,

and thus force nature to bestow oblivion upon his senses, at least a

little while now and then. He would fly on, on, on, until amid different

scenes and a new life, the old memories were rubb'd entirely out. He

would fight bravely in himself for peace of mind. For peace he would

labor and struggle--for peace he would pray!

At length after a feverish slumber of some thirty or forty minutes, the

unhappy youth, waking with a nervous start, rais'd himself in bed, and

saw the blessed daylight beginning to dawn. He felt the sweat trickling

down his naked breast; the sheet where he had lain was quite wet with

it. Dragging himself wearily, he open'd the window. Ah! that good

morning air--how it refresh'd him--how he lean'd out, and drank in the

fragrance of the blossoms below, and almost for the first time in his

life felt how beautifully indeed God had made the earth, and that there

was wonderful sweetness in mere existence. And amidst the thousand mute

mouths and eloquent eyes, which appear'd as it were to look up and speak

in every direction, he fancied so many invitations to come among them.

Not without effort, for he was very weak, he dress'd himself, and issued

forth into the open air.

Clouds of pale gold and transparent crimson draperied the eastern sky,

but the sun, whose face gladden'd them into all that glory, was not yet

above the horizon. It was a time and place of such rare, such Eden-like

beauty! Philip paused at the summit of an upward slope, and gazed around

him. Some few miles off he could see a gleam of the Hudson river, and

above it a spur of those rugged cliffs scatter'd along its western

shores. Nearer by were cultivated fields. The clover grew richly there,

the young grain bent to the early breeze, and the air was filled with an

intoxicating perfume. At his side was the large well-kept garden of his

host, in which were many pretty flowers, grass plots, and a wide avenue

of noble trees. As Philip gazed, the holy calming power of Nature--the

invisible spirit of so much beauty and so much innocence, melted into

his soul. The disturb'd passions and the feverish conflict subsided. He

even felt something like envied peace of mind--a sort of joy even in

the presence of all the unmarr'd goodness. It was as fair to him, guilty

though he had been, as to the purest of the pure. No accusing frowns

show'd in the face of the flowers, or in the green shrubs, or

the branches of the trees. They, more forgiving than mankind, and

distinguishing not between the children of darkness and the children of

light--they at least treated him with gentleness. Was he, then, a being

so accurs'd? Involuntarily, he bent over a branch of red roses, and took

them softly between his hands--those murderous, bloody hands! But the

red roses neither wither'd nor smell'd less fragiant. And as the young

man kiss'd them, and dropp'd a tear upon them, it seem'd to him that he

had found pity and sympathy from Heaven itself.

Though against all the rules of story-writing, we continue our narrative

of these mainly true incidents (for such they are,) no further. Only to

say that _the murderer_ soon departed for a new field of action--that

he is still living--and that this is but one of thousands of cases of

unravel'd, unpunish'd crime--left, not to the tribunals of man, but to a

wider power and judgment.

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