THE TOUGHEST STRUGGLE OF MY LIFE.

I swam a few strokes, and then wading gently and without noise, I stood

upon the sandy shore.

With shivering frame and dripping garments, I stood, uncertain what

course to pursue. I was upon the opposite side of the lake--I mean

opposite to where I had entered it. I had chosen that side

intentionally, lest the bear should suddenly return. He might deposit

the carcass in his lair, and come back to look after me. It is a habit

of these animals, when not pressed by immediate hunger, to bury their

food or store it in their caves. Even the devouring of the little

antelope would have been an affair of only a few minutes' time, and the

bear might still return, more ravenous that he had tasted blood.

I was filled with irresolution. Should I run off across the plain

beyond the reach of pursuit? I should have to return again for my horse

and rifle. To take to the prairie on foot would be like going to sea

without a boat. Even had I been sure of reaching the settlements in

safety without my horse, I could not think of leaving him behind. I

loved my Moro too well for that: I would have risked life itself rather

than part with the noble creature. No; the idea of deserting him was

not entertained for a moment.

But how was I to join him? The only path by which I could cross the

barranca had just been taken by the bear. The latter was no doubt still

upon it, in the bottom of the ravine. To attempt passing over would be

to bring myself once more under the eyes of the fierce brute; and I

should certainly become his victim.

Another idea suggested itself--to go up the barranca, and find a

crossing, or else head the chasm altogether, and come down upon the

opposite side. That was possibly the best plan to pursue.

I was about starting forward to execute it, when, to my dismay, I again

beheld the bear; this time, not upon the same side with myself, but upon

the opposite one, where Moro was picketed!

He was just climbing out of the ravine when I first saw him--slowly

dragging his huge body over the escarpment of the cliff. In a moment he

stood erect upon the open plain.

I was filled with a new consternation; I perceived too surely that he

was about to attack the horse!

The latter had already observed the bear's approach, and seemed to be

fully aware of his danger. I had staked him at the distance of about

four hundred yards from the barranca, and upon a lazo of about twenty in

length. At sight of the bear he had run out to the end of his

trail-rope, and was snorting and plunging with affright.

This new dilemma arrested me, and I stood with anxious feelings to watch

the result. I had no hope of being able to yield the slightest aid to

my poor horse--at least none occurred to me at the moment.

The bear made directly towards him, and my heart throbbed wildly as I

saw the brute approach almost within clawing distance. The horse sprang

round, however, and galloped upon a circle of which the lazo was the

radius. I knew, from the hard jerks he had already given to the rope,

that there was no chance of its yielding and freeing him. No; it was a

raw-hide lazo of the toughest thong. I knew its power, and I remembered

how firmly I had driven home the picket-pin. This I now regretted.

What would I have given to have been able at that moment to draw the

blade of my knife across that rope!

I continued to watch the struggle with a painful feeling of suspense.

The horse still kept out of the bear's reach by galloping round the

circumference of the circle, while the boar made his attacks by crossing

its chords, or running in circles of lesser diameter. The whole scene

bore a resemblance to an act at the Hippodrome, Moro being the steed,

and the bear taking the part of the ring-master!

Once or twice, the rope circling round, and quite taut, caught upon the

legs of the bear, and, after carrying him along with it for some

distance, flung him over upon his back. This seemed to add to his rage,

since, after recovering his legs again, he ran after the horse with

redoubled fury. I could have been amused at the singular spectacle, but

that my mind was too painfully agitated about the result.

The scene continued for some minutes without much change in the relative

position of the actors. I began to hope that the bear might be baffled

after all, and finding the horse too nimble for him, might desist from

his attacks, particularly as the horse had already administered to him

several kicks that would have discomfited any other assailant. These,

however, only rendered the brute more savage and vengeful.

Just at this time the scene assumed a new phase, likely to bring about

the _denouement_. The rope had once more pressed against the bear; but

this time, instead of trying to avoid it, he seized it in his teeth and

paws. I thought at first he was going to cut it, and this was exactly

what I wished for; but no--to my consternation I saw that he was

crawling along it by constantly renewing his hold, and thus gradually

and surely drawing nearer to his victim! The horse now screamed with

terror!

I could bear the sight no longer. I remembered that I had left my rifle

near the edge of the barranca, and some distance from the horse; I

remembered, too, that after shooting the antelope, I had carefully

reloaded it.

I ran forward to the cliff, and dashed madly down its face; I climbed

the opposite steep, and clutching the gun, rushed towards the scene of

strife.

I was still in time; the bear had not yet reached his victim, though now

within less than six feet of him.

I advanced within ten paces, and fired. As though my shot had cut the

thong, it gave way at the moment, and the horse with a wild neigh sprang

off into the prairie!

I had hit the bear, as I afterwards ascertained, but not in a vital

part, and my bullet had no more effect upon him than if it had been a

drop of snipe-shot. It was the strength of despair that had broken the

rope, and set free the steed.

It was my turn now--for the bear, as soon as he perceived that the horse

had escaped him, turned and sprang upon me, uttering, as he did so, a

loud scream.

I had no choice but fight. I had no time to reload. I struck the brute

once with my clubbed rifle, and flinging the gun away, grasped the

readier knife. With the strong keen blade--the knife was a bowie--I

struck out before me; but the next moment I felt myself grappled and

held fast.

The sharp claws tore up my flesh; one paw was griped over my hips,

another rested on my shoulder, while the white teeth gleamed before my

eyes. My knife-arm was free: I had watched this when grappling, and

with all the energy of despair I plunged the keen blade between the ribs

of my antagonist. Again and again I plunged it, seeking for the heart

at every stab.

We rolled together upon the ground, over and over again. The red blood

covered us both. I saw it welling from the lips of the fierce monster,

and I joyed to think that my knife reached his vitals. I was wild--I

was mad--I was burning with a fierce vengeance--with anger, such as one

might feel for a human foe!

Over and over the ground in the fierce struggle of life and death.

Again I felt the terrible claws, the tearing teeth; again sank my blade

up to the hilt.

Gracious heaven! how many lives has he? Will he never yield to the red

steel? See the blood!--rivers of blood--the prairie is red--we roll in

blood. I am sick--sick--I faint--

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