XIV. FURU-TSUBAKI

The old Japanese, like the old Greeks, had their flower-spirits and

their hamadryads, concerning whom some charming stories are told. They

also believed in trees inhabited by malevolent beings,--goblin trees.

Among other weird trees, the beautiful _tsubaki_ (_Camellia Japonica_)

was said to be an unlucky tree;--this was said, at least, of the

red-flowering variety, the white-flowering kind having a better

reputation and being prized as a rarity. The large fleshy crimson

flowers have this curious habit: they detach themselves bodily from

the stem, when they begin to fade; and they fall with an audible thud.

To old Japanese fancy the falling of these heavy red flowers was like

the falling of human heads under the sword; and the dull sound of

their dropping was said to be like the thud made by a severed head

striking the ground. Nevertheless the tsubaki seems to have been

a favorite in Japanese gardens because of the beauty of its glossy

foliage; and its flowers were used for the decoration of alcoves. But

in samurai homes it was a rule never to place tsubaki-flowers in an

alcove _during war-time_.

The reader will notice that in the following _ky[=o]ka_--which, as

grotesques, seem to me the best in the collection--the goblin-tsubaki

is called _furu-tsubaki_, "old tsubaki." The young tree was not

supposed to have goblin-propensities,--these being developed only

after many years. Other uncanny trees--such as the willow and the

_énoki_--were likewise said to become dangerous only as they became

old; and a similar belief prevailed on the subject of uncanny animals,

such as the cat--innocent in kittenhood, but devilish in age.

Yo-arashi ni

Chishiho itadaku

Furu tsubaki,

Hota-hota ochiru

Hana no nama-kubi.

[_When by the night-storm is shaken the blood-crowned and

ancient tsubaki-tree, then one by one fall the gory heads of

the flowers, (with the sound of) hota-hota!_[61]]

[Footnote 61: The word _furu_ in the third line is made to do double

duty,--as the adjective, _furu[i]_, "ancient"; and as the verb _furu_,

"to shake." The old term _nama-kuhi_ (lit., "raw head") means a human

head, freshly-severed, from which the blood is still oozing.]

Kusa mo ki mo

Némuréru koro no

Sayo kazé ni,

Méhana no ugoku

Furu-tsubaki kana!

[_When even the grass and the trees are sleeping under the

faint wind of the night,--then do the eyes and the noses of

the old tsubaki-tree (or "the buds and the flowers of the old

tsubaki-tree") move!_[62]]

[Footnote 62: Two Japanese words are written, in _kana_, as "mé"--one

meaning "a bud;" the other "eye." The syllables "hana" in like

fashion, may signify either "flower" or "nose." As a grotesque, this

little poem is decidedly successful.]

Tomoshibi no

Kagé ayashigé ni

Miyénuru wa

Abura shiborishi

Furu-tsubaki ka-mo?

[_As for (the reason why) the light of that lamp appears to be

a Weirdness,[63]--perhaps the oil was expressed from (the nuts

of) the ancient tsu-baki?_]

[Footnote 63: _Ayashigé_ is a noun formed from the adjective _ayashi_,

"suspicious," "strange," "supernatural," "doubtful." The word _kagé_

signifies both "light" and "shadow,"--and is here used with double

suggestiveness. The vegetable oil used in the old Japanese lamps

used to be obtained from the nuts of the _tsubaki_. The reader should

remember that the expression "ancient tsubaki" is equivalent to the

expression "goblin-tsubaki,"--the tsubaki being supposed to turn into

a goblin-tree only when it becomes old.]

* * * * *

--Nearly all the stories and folk-beliefs about which these _ky[=o]ka_

were written seem to have come from China; and most of the Japanese

tales of tree-spirits appear to have had a Chinese origin. As the

flower-spirits and hamadryads of the Far East are as yet little

known to Western readers, the following Chinese story may be found

interesting.

* * * * *

There was a Chinese scholar--called, in Japanese books, T[=o] no

Busanshi--who was famous for his love of flowers. He was particularly

fond of peonies, and cultivated them with great skill and

patience.[64]

[Footnote 64: The tree-peony (_botan_) is here referred to,--a flower

much esteemed in Japan. It is said to have been introduced from China

during the eighth century; and no less than five hundred varieties of

it are now cultivated by Japanese gardeners.]

One day a very comely girl came to the house of Busanshi, and begged

to be taken into his service. She said that circumstances obliged

her to seek humble employment, but that she had received a literary

education, and therefore wished to enter, if possible, into the

service of a scholar. Busanshi was charmed by her beauty, and took her

into his household without further questioning. She proved to be much

more than a good domestic: indeed, the nature of her accomplishments

made Busanshi suspect that she had been brought up in the court of

some prince, or in the palace of some great lord. She displayed

a perfect knowledge of the etiquette and the polite arts which

are taught only to ladies of the highest rank; and she possessed

astonishing skill in calligraphy, in painting, and in every kind of

poetical composition. Busanshi presently fell in love with her, and

thought only of how to please her. When scholar-friends or other

visitors of importance came to the house, he would send for the new

maid that she might entertain and wait upon his guests; and all who

saw her were amazed by her grace and charm.

One day Busanshi received a visit from the great Teki-Shin-Ketsu, a

famous teacher of moral doctrine; and the maid did not respond to her

master's call. Busanshi went himself to seek her, being desirous that

Teki-Shin-Ketsu should see her and admire her; but she was nowhere to

be found. After having searched the whole house in vain, Busanshi was

returning to the guest-room when he suddenly caught sight of the maid,

gliding soundlessly before him along a corridor. He called to her, and

hurried after her. Then she turned half-round, and flattened herself

against the wall like a spider; and as he reached her she sank

backwards into the wall, so that there remained of her nothing visible

but a colored shadow,--level like a picture painted on the plaster.

But the shadow moved its lips and eyes, and spoke to him in a whisper,

saying:--

"Pardon me that I did not obey your august call!... I am not a

mankind-person;--I am only the Soul of a Peony. Because you loved

peonies so much, I was able to take human shape, and to serve you.

But now this Teki-Shin-Ketsu has come,--and he is a person of dreadful

propriety,--and I dare not keep this form any longer.... I must return

to the place from which I came."

Then she sank back into the wall, and vanished altogether: there was

nothing where she had been except the naked plaster. And Busanshi

never saw her again.

This story is written in a Chinese book which the Japanese call

"Kai-ten-i-ji."

"ULTIMATE QUESTIONS"

A memory of long ago.... I am walking upon a granite pavement that

rings like iron, between buildings of granite bathed in the light of

a cloudless noon. Shadows are short and sharp: there is no stir in the

hot bright air; and the sound of my footsteps, strangely loud, is the

only sound in the street.... Suddenly an odd feeling comes to me,

with a sort of tingling shock,--a feeling, or suspicion, of universal

illusion. The pavement, the bulks of hewn stone, the iron rails,

and all things visible, are dreams! Light, color, form, weight,

solidity--all sensed existences--are but phantoms of being,

manifestations only of one infinite ghostliness for which the language

of man has not any word....

This experience had been produced by study of the first volume of

the Synthetic Philosophy, which an American friend had taught me

how to read. I did not find it easy reading; partly because I am a

slow thinker, but chiefly because my mind had never been trained to

sustained effort in such directions. To learn the "First Principles"

occupied me many months: no other volume of the series gave me equal

trouble. I would read one section at a time,--rarely two,--never

venturing upon a fresh section until I thought that I had made sure

of the preceding. Very cautious and slow my progress was, like that

of a man mounting, for the first time, a long series of ladders in

darkness. Reaching the light at last, I caught a sudden new vision of

things,--a momentary perception of the illusion of surfaces,--and from

that time the world never again appeared to me quite the same as it

had appeared before.

* * * * *

--This memory of more than twenty years ago, and the extraordinary

thrill of the moment, were recently revived for me by the reading of

the essay "Ultimate Questions," in the last and not least precious

volume bequeathed us by the world's greatest thinker. The essay

contains his final utterance about the riddle of life and death,

as that riddle presented itself to his vast mind in the dusk of a

lifetime of intellectual toil. Certainly the substance of what he had

to tell us might have been inferred from the Synthetic Philosophy;

but the particular interest of this last essay is made by the writer's

expression of personal sentiment regarding the problem that troubles

all deep thinkers. Perhaps few of us could have remained satisfied

with his purely scientific position. Even while fully accepting his

declaration of the identity of the power that "wells up in us under

the form of consciousness" with that Power Unknowable which shapes

all things, most disciples of the master must have longed for some

chance to ask him directly, "But how do _you_ feel in regard to the

prospect of personal dissolution?" And this merely emotional question

he has answered as frankly and as fully as any of us could have

desired,--perhaps even more frankly. "Old people," he remarks

apologetically, "must have many reflections in common. Doubtless

one which I have now in mind is very familiar. For years past, when

watching the unfolding buds in the spring, there has arisen the

thought, 'Shall I ever again see the buds unfold? Shall I ever again

be awakened at dawn by the song of the thrush?' Now that the end is

not likely to be long postponed, there results an increasing tendency

to meditate upon ultimate questions."... Then he tells us that these

ultimate questions--"of the How and the Why, of the Whence and the

Whither"--occupy much more space in the minds of those who cannot

accept the creed of Christendom, than the current conception fills

in the minds of the majority of men. The enormity of the problem of

existence becomes manifest only to those who have permitted themselves

to think freely and widely and deeply, with all such aids to thought

as exact science can furnish; and the larger the knowledge of the

thinker, the more pressing and tremendous the problem appears, and the

more hopelessly unanswerable. To Herbert Spencer himself it must have

assumed a vastness beyond the apprehension of the average mind; and

it weighed upon him more and more inexorably the nearer he approached

to death. He could not avoid the conviction--plainly suggested in his

magnificent Psychology and in other volumes of his great work--that

there exists no rational evidence for any belief in the continuance of

conscious personality after death:--

"After studying primitive beliefs, and finding that there is

no origin for the idea of an after-life, save the conclusion

which the savage draws, from the notion suggested by dreams,

of a wandering double which comes back on awaking, and

which goes away for an indefinite time at death;--and after

contemplating the inscrutable relation between brain and

consciousness, and finding that we can get no evidence of the

existence of the last without the activity of the first,--we

seem obliged to relinquish the thought that consciousness

continues after physical organization has become inactive."

In this measured utterance there is no word of hope; but there is

at least a carefully stated doubt, which those who will may try

to develop into the germ of a hope. The guarded phrase, "we _seem_

obliged to relinquish," certainly suggests that, although in the

present state of human knowledge we have no reason to believe in the

perpetuity of consciousness, some larger future knowledge might help

us to a less forlorn prospect. From the prospect as it now appears

even this mightiest of thinkers recoiled:--

... "But it seems a strange and repugnant conclusion that with

the cessation of consciousness at death there ceases to be any

knowledge of having existed. With his last breath it becomes

to each the same thing as though he had never lived.

"And then the consciousness itself--what is it during the time

that it continues? And what becomes of it when it ends? We can

only infer that it is a specialized and individualized form

of that Infinite and Eternal Energy which transcends both our

knowledge and our imagination; and that at death its elements

lapse into that Infinite and Eternal Energy whence they were

derived."

* * * * *

--_With his last breath it becomes to each the same thing as though

he had never lived?_ To the individual, perhaps--surely not to the

humanity made wiser and better by his labors.... But the world must

pass away: will it thereafter be the same for the universe as if

humanity had never existed? That might depend upon the possibilities

of future inter-planetary communication.... But the whole universe

of suns and planets must also perish: thereafter will it be the same

as if no intelligent life had ever toiled and suffered upon those

countless worlds? We have at least the certainty that the energies

of life cannot be destroyed, and the strong probability that

they will help to form another life and thought in universes

yet to be evolved.... Nevertheless, allowing for all imagined

possibilities,--granting even the likelihood of some inapprehensible

relation between all past and all future conditioned-being,--the

tremendous question remains: What signifies the whole of apparitional

existence to the Unconditioned? As flickers of sheet-lightning leave

no record in the night, so in that Darkness a million billion trillion

universes might come and go, and leave no trace of their having been.

* * * * *

To every aspect of the problem Herbert Spencer must have given

thought; but he has plainly declared that the human intellect, as at

present constituted, can offer no solution. The greatest mind that

this world has yet produced--the mind that systematized all human

knowledge, that revolutionized modern science, that dissipated

materialism forever, that revealed to us the ghostly unity of all

existence, that reestablished all ethics upon an immutable and eternal

foundation,--the mind that could expound with equal lucidity, and by

the same universal formula, the history of a gnat or the history of a

sun--confessed itself, before the Riddle of Existence, scarcely less

helpless than the mind of a child.

But for me the supreme value of this last essay is made by the fact

that in its pathetic statement of uncertainties and probabilities one

can discern something very much resembling a declaration of faith.

Though assured that we have yet no foundation for any belief in the

persistence of consciousness after the death of the brain, we are

bidden to remember that the ultimate nature of consciousness remains

inscrutable. Though we cannot surmise the relation of consciousness

to the unseen, we are reminded that it must be considered as a

manifestation of the Infinite Energy, and that its elements, if

dissociated by death, will return to the timeless and measureless

Source of Life.... Science to-day also assures us that whatever

existence has been--all individual life that ever moved in animal

or plant,--all feeling and thought that ever stirred in human

consciousness--must have flashed self-record beyond the sphere of

sentiency; and though we cannot know, we cannot help imagining that

the best of such registration may be destined to perpetuity. On this

latter subject, for obvious reasons, Herbert Spencer has remained

silent; but the reader may ponder a remarkable paragraph in the final

sixth edition of the "First Principles,"--a paragraph dealing with

the hypothesis that consciousness may belong to the cosmic ether.

This hypothesis has not been lightly dismissed by him; and even while

proving its inadequacy, he seems to intimate that it may represent

imperfectly some truth yet inapprehensible by the human mind:--

"The only supposition having consistency is that that in which

consciousness inheres is the all-pervading ether. This we

know can be affected by molecules of matter in motion, and

conversely can affect the motions of molecules;--as witness

the action of light on the retina. In pursuance of this

supposition we may assume that the ether, which pervades not

only all space but all matter, is, under special conditions in

certain parts of the nervous system, capable of being affected

by the nervous changes in such way as to result in feeling,

and is reciprocally capable under these conditions of

affecting the nervous changes. But if we accept this

explanation, we must assume that the potentiality of feeling

is universal, and that the evolution of feeling in the ether

takes place only under the extremely complex conditions

occurring in certain nervous centres. This, however, is but

a semblance of an explanation, since we know not what the

ether is, and since, by confession of those most capable of

judging, no hypothesis that has been framed accounts for

all its powers. Such an explanation may be said to do no

more than symbolize the phenomena by symbols of unknown

natures."--["First Principles," § 71 _c_, definitive edition

of 1900.]

--"Inscrutable is this complex consciousness which has

slowly evolved out of infantine vacuity--consciousness

which, in other shapes, is manifested by animate beings at

large--consciousness which, during the development of every

creature, makes its appearance out of what seems unconscious

matter; _suggesting the thought that consciousness, in some

rudimentary form, is omnipresent._"[65]

[Footnote 65: _Autobiography_, vol. ii, p. 470.]

--Of all modern thinkers, Spencer was perhaps the most careful to

avoid giving encouragement to any hypothesis unsupported by powerful

evidence. Even the simple sum of his own creed is uttered only,

with due reservation, as a statement of three probabilities: that

consciousness represents a specialized and individualized form of the

infinite Energy; that it is dissolved by death; and that its elements

then return to the source of all being. As for our mental attitude

toward the infinite Mystery, his advice is plain. We must resign

ourselves to the eternal law, and endeavor to vanquish our ancient

inheritance of superstitious terrors, remembering that, "merciless as

is the Cosmic process worked out by an Unknown Power, yet vengeance is

nowhere to be found in it."[66]

[Footnote 66: _Facts and Comments_, p. 201.]

* * * * *

In the same brief essay there is another confession of singular

interest,--an acknowledgment of the terror of Space. To even the

ordinary mind, the notion of infinite Space, as forced upon us by

those monstrous facts of astronomy which require no serious study

to apprehend, is terrifying;--I mean the mere vague idea of that

everlasting Night into which the blazing of millions of suns can bring

neither light nor warmth. But to the intellect of Herbert Spencer the

idea of Space must have presented itself after a manner incomparably

more mysterious and stupendous. The mathematician alone will

comprehend the full significance of the paragraph dealing with the

Geometry of Position and the mystery of space-relations,--or the

startling declaration that "even could we penetrate the mysteries of

existence, there would remain still more transcendent mysteries."

But Herbert Spencer tells us that, apart from the conception of these

geometrical mysteries, the problem of naked Space itself became for

him, in the twilight of his age, an obsession and a dismay:--

... "And then comes the thought of this universal matrix

itself, anteceding alike creation or evolution, whichever be

assumed, and infinitely transcending both, alike in extent and

duration; since both, if conceived at all, must be conceived

as having had beginnings, while Space had no beginning. The

thought of this blank form of existence which, explored in

all directions as far as imagination can reach, has, beyond

that, an unexplored region compared with which the part which

imagination has traversed is but infinitesimal,--the thought

of a Space compared with which our immeasurable sidereal

system dwindles to a point is a thought too overwhelming to

be dwelt upon. Of late years the consciousness that without

origin or cause infinite Space has ever existed and must ever

exist, produces in me a feeling from which I shrink."

* * * * *

How the idea of infinite Space may affect a mind incomparably more

powerful than my own, I cannot know;--neither can I divine the nature

of certain problems which the laws of space-relation present to the

geometrician. But when I try to determine the cause of the horror

which that idea evokes within my own feeble imagination, I am able

to distinguish different elements of the emotion,--particular forms

of terror responding to particular ideas (rational and irrational)

suggested by the revelations of science. One feeling--perhaps the

main element of the horror--is made by the thought of being _prisoned_

forever and ever within that unutterable Viewlessness which occupies

infinite Space.

Behind this feeling there is more than the thought of eternal

circumscription;--there is also the idea of being perpetually

penetrated, traversed, thrilled by the Nameless;--there is likewise

the certainty that no least particle of innermost secret Self could

shun the eternal touch of It;--there is furthermore the tremendous

conviction that could the Self of me rush with the swiftness of

light,--with more than the swiftness of light,--beyond all galaxies,

beyond durations of time so vast that Science knows no sign by which

their magnitudes might be indicated,--and still flee onward, onward,

downward, upward,--always, always,--never could that Self of me reach

nearer to any verge, never speed farther from any centre. For, in that

Silence, all vastitude and height and depth and time and direction are

swallowed up: relation therein could have no meaning but for the speck

of my fleeting consciousness,--atom of terror pulsating alone through

atomless, soundless, nameless, illimitable potentiality.

And the idea of that potentiality awakens another quality of

horror,--the horror of infinite Possibility. For this Inscrutable that

pulses through substance as if substance were not at all,--so subtly

that none can feel the flowing of its tides, yet so swiftly that no

life-time would suffice to count the number of the oscillations which

it makes within the fraction of one second,--thrills to us out of

endlessness;--and the force of infinity dwells in its lightest tremor;

the weight of eternity presses behind its faintest shudder. To that

phantom-Touch, the tinting of a blossom or the dissipation of a

universe were equally facile: here it caresses the eye with the charm

and illusion of color; there it bestirs into being a cluster of giant

suns. All that human mind is capable of conceiving as possible

(and how much also that human mind must forever remain incapable of

conceiving?) may be wrought anywhere, everywhere, by a single tremor

of that Abyss....

* * * * *

Is it true, as some would have us believe, that the fear of the

extinction of self is the terror supreme?... For the thought of

personal perpetuity in the infinite vortex is enough to evoke sudden

trepidations that no tongue can utter,--fugitive instants of a horror

too vast to enter wholly into consciousness: a horror that can be

endured in swift black glimpsings only. And the trust that we are one

with the Absolute--dim points of thrilling in the abyss of It--can

prove a consoling faith only to those who find themselves obliged to

think that consciousness dissolves with the crumbling of the brain....

It seems to me that few (or none) dare to utter frankly those

stupendous doubts and fears which force mortal intelligence to

recoil upon itself at every fresh attempt to pass the barrier of the

Knowable. Were that barrier unexpectedly pushed back,--were knowledge

to be suddenly and vastly expanded beyond its present limits,--perhaps

we should find ourselves unable to endure the revelation....

* * * * *

Mr. Percival Lowell's astonishing book, "Mars," sets one to thinking

about the results of being able to hold communication with the

habitants of an older and a wiser world,--some race of beings more

highly evolved than we, both intellectually and morally, and able to

interpret a thousand mysteries that still baffle our science. Perhaps,

in such event, we should not find ourselves able to comprehend the

methods, even could we borrow the results, of wisdom older than all

our civilization by myriads or hundreds of myriads of years. But would

not the sudden advent of larger knowledge from some elder planet prove

for us, by reason, of the present moral condition of mankind, nothing

less than a catastrophe?--might it not even result in the extinction

of the human species?...

The rule seems to be that the dissemination of dangerous higher

knowledge, before the masses of a people are ethically prepared to

receive it, will always be prevented by the conservative instinct; and

we have reason to suppose (allowing for individual exceptions) that

the power to gain higher knowledge is developed only as the moral

ability to profit by such knowledge is evolved. I fancy that if the

power of holding intellectual converse with other worlds could now

serve us, we should presently obtain it. But if, by some astonishing

chance,--as by the discovery, let us suppose, of some method of

ether-telegraphy,--this power were prematurely acquired, its exercise

would in all probability be prohibited.... Imagine, for example, what

would have happened during the Middle Ages to the person guilty of

discovering means to communicate with the people of a neighboring

planet! Assuredly that inventor and his apparatus and his records

would have been burned; every trace and memory of his labors would

have been extirpated. Even to-day the sudden discovery of truths

unsupported by human experience, the sudden revelation of facts

totally opposed to existing convictions, might evoke some frantic

revival of superstitious terrors,--some religious panic-fury that

would strangle science, and replunge the world in mental darkness

for a thousand years.

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