I.

It was not until Miss Menemon's engagement to John Usselex was made

public that the world in which that young lady moved manifested any

interest in her future husband. Then, abruptly, a variety of rumors were

circulated concerning him. It was said, for instance, that his real name

was Tchurchenthaler and that his boyhood had been passed tending geese

in a remote Bavarian dorf, from which, to avoid military service, he had

subsequently fled. Again, it was affirmed that in Denmark he was known

as Baron Varvedsen, and that he had come to this country not to avoid

military service, but the death penalty, which whoso strikes a prince

of the blood incurs. Others had heard that he was neither Bavarian nor

Dane, but the outlawed nephew of a Flemish money-lender whose case he

had rifled and whose daughter he had debauched. And there were other

people who held that he had found Vienna uninhabitable owing to the

number of persistent creditors which that delightful city contained.

In this conflict of gossip the real facts were as difficult of discovery

as the truth about Kaspar Hauser, and in view of the divergence of

rumors there were people sensible enough to maintain that as these

rumors could not all be true, they might all be false. Among the latter

was Usselex himself. His own account of his antecedents was to the

effect that his father was a Cornishman, his mother a Swiss governess,

and that he had been brought up by the latter in Bale, from which city

he had at an early age set out to make his fortune. Whether or not this

statement was exact is a matter of minor moment. In any event,

supposing for argument's sake that he had more names than are necessary,

has not Vishnu a thousand? And as for debts, did not Caesar owe a hundred

million sesterces? But however true or untrue his own account of himself

may have been, certain it was that he spoke three languages with the

same accent, and that a decennary or so after landing at Castle Garden

his name was familiar to everyone connected with banks and banking.

At the time contemporaneous to the episodes with which these pages have

to deal John Usselex had reached that age in which men begin to take an

interest in hair restorers. In his face was the pallor of a plastercast,

his features were correct and coercive, in person he was about the

average height, slim and well-preserved. He carried glasses rimmed with

tortoise-shell. He wore a beard cut fan-shape and a moustache with

drooping ends. Both were gray. In moments of displeasure he smiled, but

behind the glasses no merriment was discernible; when they were removed

his eyes glowed luminous and shrewd, and in them was a glitter that

suggested a reflection caught from the handling and glare of gold. In

the financial acceptation of the term he was good; he was at the head of

a house that possessed the confidence of the Street, his foreign

correspondents were of the best, but in the inner circles of New York

life he was as unknown as Ischwanbrat.

Miss Menemon, on the other hand, had no foreign correspondents, but in

the circles alluded to she was thoroughly at home. Her father, Mr.

Petrus Menemon, was not accounted rich, but he came of excellent stock,

and her mother, long since deceased, had been an Imryck. Now, to be an

Imryck, to say nothing of being a Menemon, is to be Somebody. Miss

Menemon, moreover, was not quite twenty-two years of age. To nine people

out of ten she represented little else than the result of the union of

an Imryck and a Menemon; but to the tenth, particularly when the tenth

happened to be a man, she was as attractive a girl as New York could

produce. As a child she had not been noticeably pretty, but when, as

the phrase is, she came out, she was assuredly fair to see. She was

slight and dark of hair, her face was like the cameo of a Neapolitan

boy, but her eyes were not black, they were of that sultry blue which is

observable in the ascension of tobacco-smoke through a sunbeam; and

about her mouth and in the carriage of her head was something that

reminded you of the alertness and expectancy of a bird. She was not

innocent, if innocence be taken in the sense of ignorance, but she was

clean of mind, of eye, and of tongue. She had been better instructed

than the majority of society girls, or, if not better instructed, at

least she had read more, and this perhaps, because on emerging from the

nursery her father's first care had been to make her unafraid of books.

Petrus Menemon himself was a tall, spare man, scrupulous as to his

dress, and quiet of manner. In his face was the expression of one who is

not altogether satisfied, and yet wishes everyone else to be content. He

had an acquired ignorance which he called agnosticism. He enjoyed the

formidable reputation of being well-read; but it is only just to explain

that he was well read chiefly in the archaic sense--in the bores and

pedants of antiquity. Yet, if his taste was stilted, he made no effort

to inculcate that taste in his daughter; he gave her the run of the

library and allowed her to drag from the Valhalla of the back

books-helves what friends and relatives she chose. Indeed, his attitude

to her was one of habitual indulgence. By nature she was as capricious

as a day in February, a compound of sunlight, of promise, and of snow;

and when she was wilful--and she was often that--he made no effort to

coerce, he argued with her as one might with a grown person, seriously,

and without anger. And something of that seriousness she caught from

him, and with it confidence in his wisdom and trust in his love. To her

thinking no one in all the world was superior to that gentle-mannered

man.

When she left the nursery she was supplied with a governess, and as she

grew older, with masters of different arts and tongues. But as a child

she was often lonely, and the children whom she saw playing in the

streets were to her objects of indignant envy. On Sunday it was her

father's custom to take her to morning service, and afterward to her

grandmother, a lady who lived alone in a giant house in South Washington

Square, in the upper rooms of which the child was persuaded that coffins

lay stored in heaps. During these visits, which were continued every

Sunday until the old lady died, an invariable programme was observed:

the child repeated the catechism, recited a verse from the hymnal, after

which she was gratified with sponge-cake and a glass of milk, and then

was permitted to look at the pictures in a large Bible, in which, by way

of frontispiece, was an engraving of a man with a white beard, whom her

grandmother said was God. Such, with the exception of tiresome

promenades on Second Avenue, where her father's house was situated, such

were her relaxations.

And so it came about that in the enforced loneliness of her childhood

she ransacked a library in which the "Picara Justina" of Fray Andrs

Perez stood side-by-side with the Kalevala, a library in which works

stupid as the Koran and dead as Coptic touched covers with the "Idyls of

the King" and the fabliaux of mediaeval France. Soon she had made friends

with the heroes and heroines that are the caryatides of the

book-shelves. In their triumphs she exulted; by their failures she was

depressed. At the age of thirteen she spoke of King Arthur as though he

were her first cousin. The next year she was in love with Amadis of

Gaul.

A little later she hung on the wall of her bedroom a bit of embroidery

of her own manufacture, a square piece of watered silk, on which in bold

relief stood the characters 60 H, a device understood by no one but

herself, one which her imagination had evolved out of the aridity of a

French copy-book, and which each night and each morning said to her,

_Sois sans tache_.

Indeed, her brain had been the haunt of many an odd conceit, the home of

fays and goblins. Her imagination was always a garden to her except

when it happened to be a morass. She had not only castles in Spain, she

had dungeons as well; and of them she was architect, mason, and

inhabitant too. It was her mood--a circumstance aiding--that dowered her

fancy with wings. Now she would be transported to new horizons where

multicolored suns battened on intervales of unsuspected charm, now she

would be tossed into the opacity of an abyss where there would not be so

much as a goaf for resting-place. Now Pleasure would lord the day, now

the sceptre would be held by Pain. As often as not the intonation of a

voice, the expression of a face, any incident however trivial would

suffice, and at once a panorama would unroll, with no one but herself

for spectator. As she grew older her mind became more staid, its changes

and convolutions less frequent. The goblins were replaced by glyptodons,

Perrault by Darwin. But the prismatic quality of her fancy remained

unimpaired. She garmented everyone with its rays. Those who were nearest

to her enjoyed the gayest hues; in others she looked steadfastly for the

best. And yet, in spite of this, or precisely on that account, no one

was ever better able to distort trifles into nuclei of doubt. In brief,

she was March one minute and May the next. Apropos of some

misunderstanding, her father said to her jestingly one day, "Eden, did

you ever hear of such a thing as hemiopia?" The girl shook her head.

"Well," he continued, "there is a disease of that name which affects the

eye in such a manner that only half the object looked at is seen. Don't

you think you had better consult an oculist?"

Meanwhile her education had been completed by Shakspere. Love she had

learned of Juliet, jealousy of Othello. But of despair Hamlet had been

incompetent to teach. She was instinct with generous indignations,

enthusiastic of great deeds, and through the quality of her temperament

unable to reason herself into an understanding of the base. When she

"came out" she found herself unable to share the excited interest which

girls of her age exhibited in Delmonico balls. At the dinners and dances

to which she was bidden, she was chilled at the discovery that

platitude reigned. As a rule, the younger men fought shy of her. She

acquired the reputation of making disquieting answers and remarks of

curious inappositeness. But now and then she met people that found her

singularly attractive and whose hearts went out to her at once, yet

these were always people with whom she fancied herself in sympathetic

rapport.

Among this class was a man who succeeded Amadis. His name was Dugald

Maule; he was six or seven years her senior, and by profession an

attorney and counsellor-at-law. It should be noted, however, that he did

not look like one. He looked like an athlete that had taken honors, a

man to be admired by women and respected by men. In private theatricals

he was much applauded. He had studied law in the hope of being judge,

and in being judge of pronouncing the death sentence. He could imagine

no superber role than that. To him, after months of self-examination,

Eden Menemon surrendered her heart. The surrender was indeed difficult,

but as surrenders go it was complete.

The threads by which he succeeded in attaching her to him it is

unnecessary to describe. Suffice it to say that little by little she

grew to believe that in him the impeccable resided. She had accustomed

herself to consider love in the light of a plant which if rightly tended

would bloom into a witherless rose. She had told him this, and together

they had watched the bud expand, and when at last it was fulfilled to

the tips he saw it in her eyes. That evening, when he had gone, the

sense of happiness was so acute that she became quasi-hysterical. The

joy of love, slowly intercepted and then wholly revealed, vibrated

through the chords of her being, overwhelming her with the force of an

unexperienced emotion, and throwing her for relief into a paroxysm of

tears. Then followed a day of wonder, in which hallucinations of delight

alternated with tremors of self-depreciation. It seemed to her that she

was unworthy of such an one as he. For, to her, in her inexperience, he

was perfection indeed, one unsulliable and mailed in right. And then,

abruptly, as such things occur, without so much as a monition, she read

in public print that he had been summoned as a co-respondent. To

overwrought nerves as were hers, the announcement was rapider in its

effect than a microbe. A fever came that was obliterating as the morrow

of steps on the sand. For a week she was delirious, and when at last she

left her room the expression of her face had altered. She felt no anger,

only an immense distrust of the validity of her intuitions. Had Dugald

Maule been in trouble, she would have, if need were, forsaken life for

his sake; but the Dugald Maule for whom she would have been brave had

existed only in her own imagination. It was this that brought the fever,

and when the fever went, disgust came in its place. It was then that the

expression of face altered. She looked like one who is done with love.

Presently, and while she was still convalescent, her father sent her

abroad with friends, and when she returned, Dugald Maule had to her the

reality of a bad dream, a nightmare that she might have experienced in

the broad light of an earlier day.

In the course of that winter it so happened that her father one evening

brought in to dinner a man whom he introduced as Mr. Usselex. Eden had

never seen him before and for the moment she did not experience any

notable desire to see him again. She attended, however, with becoming

grace to the duties of hostess, and as the conversation between her

father and his guest circled in and over stocks, she was not called upon

to contribute to the entertainment. When coffee was served she went to

her own room and promptly forgot that Mr. Usselex existed.

But in a few days there was Crispin again. On this occasion Eden gave

him a larger share of attention than she had previously accorded. There

were certain things that she noticed, there was an atmosphere about him

which differed from that which other men exhaled. In the tones of his

voice were evocations of fancies. He seemed like one who had battled and

had won. There was an unusualness in him which impressed and irritated

her simultaneously. It was annoying to her that he should intrude,

however transiently, into the precincts of her thought. And when he had

gone she took her father to task: "What do you have that man to dinner

for?" she asked. "Who is he?"

Mr. Menemon, who was looking out of the window, announced that it was

snowing, then he turned to her. "Eden," he said, "I am sorry. If you

object he need not come again. Really," he continued, after a moment, "I

wish you could see your way to being civil to him."

"Surely I am that," she answered.

To this Mr. Menemon assented. "The matter is this," he said. "While you

were abroad I became interested in a mine; he is trying to get me out of

it. He is something of a prophet, I take it. Though, as yet," he added

despondently, "his prophecies have not been realized."

"Then he is a philosopher," said Eden, with a smile; and her father,

smiling too, turned again to interview the night.

Thereafter Mr. Usselex was a frequent guest, and presently Eden

discovered that her annoyance had disappeared.

The people whom we admire at first sight are rarely capable of

prolonging that admiration, and when circumstances bring us into contact

with those that have seemed antipathetic, it not infrequently happens

that the antipathy is lost. It was much this way with Eden. Little by

little, through channels unperceived, the early distaste departed.

Hitherto the world had held for her but one class of individuals, the

people whom she liked. All others belonged to the landscape. But this

guest of her father's suggested a new category; he aroused her

curiosity. He left the landscape; he became a blur on it, but a blur on

which she strained her eyes. The antipathy departed, and she discovered

herself taking pleasure in the speech of one who had originally affected

her as a scarabaeus must affect the rose.

She discerned in him unsuspected dimensions. He was at home in recondite

matters, and yet capable of shedding new light on threadbare themes.

During discussions between him and her father at which she assisted she

gained an insight into bi-metallism, free trade even, and subjects of

like import, the which hitherto she had regarded as abstract diseases

created for the affliction of politicians and editorial hacks. He was at

home too in larger issues, in the cunning of Ottoman tactics and the

beat of drums at Kandahar. Concerning King Arthur he was vague, but he

had the power to startle her with new perspectives, the possibilities of

dynamics, the abolition of time, the sequestration and conquest of

space. And as he spoke easily, fluently, in the ungesticulatory fashion

of those that know whereof they speak, more than once she fell to

wondering as to the cause of that early dislike. In such wise was

Desdemona won.

It so happened that one evening she chanced to dine with a friend of

hers, Mrs. Nicholas Manhattan by name, a lady whose sources of social

information were large. Among other guests was Alphabet Jones, the

novelist.

"Did you ever hear of Mr. Usselex?" Eden asked, over the sweets.

Mrs. Manhattan visibly drew on the invisible cap of thought. "Never

heard of him," she presently exclaimed, as one who should say, "and for

me not to have heard argues him unknown."

But Jones was there, and he slipped his oar in at once. "I know him,"

he answered. "He is the son of a shoemaker. No end of money! Some years

ago a cashier of his did the embezzlement act, but Usselex declined to

prosecute."

"Yes, that is like him," said Eden.

"Ah! you know him, then?" and Jones looked at her. "Well," he continued,

"the cashier was sent up all the same. He had a wife, it appeared, and

children. Usselex gave them enough to live on, and more too, I believe."

"He must have done it very simply."

"Why, you must know him well!" Jones exclaimed; and the conversation

changed.

Meanwhile winter dragged itself along, and abruptly, as is usual with

our winters, disappeared. In its stead came a spring that was languider

than summer. Fifth Avenue was bright with smart bonnets and gowns of

conservatory hues. During the winter months Mr. Menemon's face had been

distressed as the pavements, but now it was entirely serene.

It was evident to Eden that Mr. Usselex was not a philosopher alone, but

a prophet as well. Concerning him her store of information had

increased.

Toward the end of May her father spoke to her about him and about his

success with the mine. He seemed pleased, yet nervous. "I saw him this

afternoon," he said; "he is to be here shortly. H'm! I am obliged to go

to the club for a moment. Will you--would you mind seeing him in my

absence?" For a moment he moved uneasily about and then left the room.

Eden looked after him in wonder, and took up the _Post_. And as her eyes

loitered over the columns the bell rang; her face flushed, and presently

she was aware of Usselex' presence.

"What is this my father tells me?" she asked, by way of greeting.

"What is it?" he echoed; he had found a chair and sat like Thor in the

court of Utgarda.

"About the mine and all that."

The man eyed her enquiringly for an instant and picked at his cuff.

"Let me ask you a question," he said: "Did your father say nothing

except about the mine?"

"No, not that I remember, except to imply that you--that he--no, he said

nothing worth repeating."

"In finding you alone I supposed he had told you that--"

"That the mine--"

"That I love you."

In the corner of the room was a great colonial clock. Through the

silence that followed it ticked sleepily, as though yawning at the

avowal. Mr. Usselex had bent forward; he watched the girl. She was

occupied in tearing little slips from the paper which lay in her lap.

She did not seem to have heard him at all.

"Miss Menemon," he continued, "I express myself badly. Do not even take

the trouble to say that you do not care for me. It is impossible that

you should. You know nothing of me; you--"

"Oh, but I do though," the girl exclaimed. "The other day, a month or

two ago, I have forgotten, someone said your father was a shoemaker, and

what not about you beside. Oh, I know a great deal--"

"Then, Miss Menemon, you must know the penalty which is paid for

success." He straightened himself, the awkwardness had left him, and he

seemed taller than when he entered the room. "Yes," he continued, "the

door to success is very low, and the greater is he that bends the most.

Let a man succeed in any one thing, and whatever may be the factors with

which that success is achieved, Envy will call a host of enemies into

being as swiftly as Cadmus summoned his soldiery. And these enemies will

come not alone from the outer world, but from the ranks of his nearest

friends. Ruin a man's home, he may forget it. But excel him, do him a

favor, show yourself in any light his superior, then indeed is the

affront great. Mediocrity is unforgiving. We pretend to admire

greatness, but we isolate it and call that isolation Fame. It is above

us; we cannot touch it; but mud is plentiful and that we can throw. And

if no mud be at hand, we can loose that active abstraction, malice,

which subsists on men and things. No; had I an enemy I could wish him no

greater penance than success--success prompt, vertiginous, immense! To

the world, as I have found it, success is a crime, and its atonement,

not death, but torture. Truly, Miss Menemon, humanity is not admirable.

Men mean well enough, no doubt; but nature is against them. Libel is the

tribute that failure pays to success. If I am slandered, it is because I

have succeeded. But what is said of my father is wholly true. He did

make shoes, God bless him! and very good shoes they were. Pardon me for

not having said so before."

Eden listened as were she assisting at the soliloquy of an engastrimuth.

The words he uttered seemed to come less from him than from one unknown

yet not undevined. And now, as he paused for encouragement or rebuke, he

saw that her eyes were in his.

"Miss Menemon," he continued, "forget my outer envelope; if you could

read in my heart, you would find it full of love for you."

"Perhaps," she said, and smiled as at a vista visible only to herself. "I

will tell my father what you say," she added demurely.

With that answer Mr. Usselex was fain to be content. And presently, when

he had gone, she wondered how it was that she had ever cared for Dugald

Maule.

A week later the engagement of Miss Menemon to John Usselex was

announced. Much comment was excited, and the rumors alluded to were

industriously circulated. But comment and rumors notwithstanding, the

marriage took place, and after it the bride left her father's dingy

little house on Second Avenue for a newer and larger one on Fifth. Many

people had envied Usselex his wealth; on that day they envied him his

bride.

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