XIII

Valentine knew, that fatal evening, that Gaston would have to walk to

Tarascon, to cross the bridge over the Rhone which connected Tarascon

with Beaucaire, and did not expect to see him until eleven o’clock, the

hour which they had fixed upon the previous evening.

But, happening to look up at the windows of Clameran, she saw lights

hurrying to and fro in an unusual manner, even in rooms that she knew to

be unoccupied.

A presentiment of impending misfortune chilled her blood, and stopped

the beatings of her heart.

A secret and imperious voice within told her that something

extraordinary was going on at the chateau of Clameran.

What was it? She could not imagine; but she knew, she felt, that some

dreadful misfortune had happened.

With her eyes fastened upon the dark mass of stone looming in the

distance, she watched the going and coming of the lights, as if their

movements would give her a clew to what was taking place within those

walls.

She raised her window, and tried to listen, fancying she could hear an

unusual sound, even at such a distance. Alas! she heard nothing but the

rushing roar of the angry river.

Her anxiety grew more insufferable every moment; and she felt as if she

would faint were this torturing suspense to last much longer, when the

well-known, beloved signal appeared suddenly in Gaston’s window, and

told her that her lover was about to swim across the Rhone.

She could scarcely believe her eyes; she must be under the influence of

a dream; her amazement prevented her answering the signal, until it had

been repeated three times.

Then, more dead than alive, with trembling limbs she hastened along the

park to the river-bank.

Never had she seen the Rhone so furious. Since Gaston was risking his

life in order to see her, she could no longer doubt that something

fearful had occurred at Clameran.

She fell on her knees, and with clasped hands, and her wild eyes fixed

upon the dark waters, besought the pitiless waves to yield up her dear

Gaston.

Every dark object which she could distinguish floating in the middle of

the torrent assumed the shape of a human form.

At one time, she thought she heard, above the roaring of the water, the

terrible, agonized cry of a drowning man.

She watched and prayed, but her lover came not.

Still she waited.

While the gendarmes and hussars slowly and silently returned to the

chateau of Clameran, Gaston experienced one of those miracles which

would seem incredible were they not confirmed by the most convincing

proof.

When he first plunged into the river, he rolled over five or six times,

and was then drawn toward the bottom. In a swollen river the current is

unequal, being much stronger in some places than in others; hence the

great danger.

Gaston knew it, and guarded against it. Instead of wasting his strength

in vain struggles, he held his breath, and kept still. About twenty-five

yards from the spot where he had plunged in, he made a violent spring

which brought him to the surface.

Rapidly drifting by him was the old tree.

For an instant, he was entangled in the mass of weeds and debris which

clung to its roots, and followed in its wake; an eddy set him free. The

tree and its clinging weeds swept on. It was the last familiar friend,

gone.

Gaston dared not attempt to reach the opposite shore. He would have to

land where the waves dashed him.

With great presence of mind he put forth all his strength and dexterity

to slowly take an oblique course, knowing well that there was no hope

for him if the current took him crosswise.

This fearful current is as capricious as a woman, which accounts for

the strange effects of inundations; sometimes it rushes to the right,

sometimes to the left, sparing one shore and ravaging the other.

Gaston was familiar with every turn of the river; he knew that just

below Clameran was an abrupt turning, and relied upon the eddy formed

thereby, to sweep him in the direction of La Verberie.

His hopes were not deceived. An oblique current suddenly swept him

toward the right shore, and, if he had not been on his guard, would have

sunk him.

But the eddy did not reach as far as Gaston supposed, and he was still

some distance from the shore, when, with the rapidity of lightning, he

was swept by the park of La Verberie.

As he floated by, he caught a glimpse of a white shadow among the trees;

Valentine still waited for him.

He was gradually approaching the bank, as he reached the end of La

Verberie, and attempted to land.

Feeling a foothold, he stood up twice, and each time was thrown down by

the violence of the waves. He escaped being swept away by seizing some

willow branches, and, clinging to them, raised himself, and climbed up

the steep bank.

He was safe at last.

Without taking time to breathe, he darted in the direction of the park.

He came just in time. Overcome by the intensity of her emotions,

Valentine had fainted, and lay apparently lifeless on the damp

river-bank.

Gaston’s entreaties and kisses aroused her from her stupor.

“Gaston!” she cried, in a tone that revealed all the love she felt for

him. “Is it indeed you? Then God heard my prayers, and had pity on us.”

“No, Valentine,” he murmured. “God has had no pity.”

The sad tones of Gaston’s voice convinced her that her presentiment of

evil was true.

“What new misfortune strikes us now?” she cried. “Why have you thus

risked your life--a life far dearer to me than my own? What has

happened?”

“This is what has happened, Valentine: our love-affair is the jest of

the country around; our secret is a secret no longer.”

She shrank back, and, burying her face in her hands, moaned piteously.

“This,” said Gaston, forgetting everything but his present misery, “this

is the result of the blind enmity of our families. Our noble and pure

love, which ought to be a glory in the eyes of God and man, has to be

concealed, and, when discovered, becomes a reproach as though it were

some evil deed.”

“Then all is known--all is discovered!” murmured Valentine. “Oh, Gaston,

Gaston!”

While struggling for his life against furious men and angry elements,

Gaston had preserved his self-possession; but the heart-broken tone of

his beloved Valentine overcame him. He swung his arms above his head,

and exclaimed:

“Yes, they know it; and oh, why could I not crush the villains for

daring to utter your adored name? Ah, why did I only kill two of the

scoundrels!”

“Have you killed someone, Gaston?”

Valentine’s tone of horror gave Gaston a ray of reason.

“Yes,” he replied with bitterness, “I have killed two men. It was for

that that I have crossed the Rhone. I could not have my father’s name

disgraced by being tried and convicted for murder. I have been tracked

like a wild beast by mounted police. I have escaped them, and now I am

flying my country.”

Valentine struggled to preserve her composure under this last unexpected

blow.

“Where do you hope to find an asylum?” she asked.

“I know not. Where I am to go, what will become of me, God only knows!

I only know that I am going to some strange land, to assume a false name

and a disguise. I shall seek some lawless country which offers a refuge

to murderers.”

Gaston waited for an answer to this speech. None came, and he resumed

with vehemence:

“And before disappearing, Valentine, I wished to see you, because now,

when I am abandoned by everyone else, I have relied upon you, and had

faith in your love. A tie unites us, my darling, stronger and more

indissoluble than all earthly ties--the tie of love. I love you more

than life itself, my Valentine; before God you are my wife; I am

yours and you are mine, for ever and ever! Would you let me fly alone,

Valentine? To the pain and toil of exile, to the sharp regrets of a

ruined life, would you, could you, add the torture of separation?”

“Gaston, I implore you--”

“Ah, I knew it,” he interrupted, mistaking the sense of her exclamation;

“I knew you would not let me go off alone. I knew your sympathetic heart

would long to share the burden of my miseries. This moment effaces the

wretched suffering I have endured. Let us go! Having our happiness to

defend, having you to protect, I fear nothing; I can brave all, conquer

all. Come, my Valentine, we will escape, or die together! This is the

long-dreamed-of happiness! The glorious future of love and liberty open

before us!”

He had worked himself into a state of delirious excitement. He seized

Valentine around the waist, and tried to draw her toward the gate.

As Gaston’s exaltation increased, Valentine became composed and almost

stolid in her forced calmness.

Gently, but with a quiet firmness, she withdrew herself from his

embrace, and said sadly, but resolutely:

“What you wish is impossible, Gaston!”

This cold, inexplicable resistance confounded her lover.

“Impossible? Why, Valentine----”

“You know me well enough, Gaston, to be convinced that sharing the

greatest hardships with you would to me be the height of happiness. But

above the tones of your voice to which I fain would yield, above the

voice of my own heart which urges me to follow the one being upon whom

all its affections are centred, there is another voice--a powerful,

imperious voice--which bids me to stay: the voice of duty.”

“What! Would you think of remaining here after the horrible affair of

to-night, after the scandal that will be spread to-morrow?”

“What do you mean? That I am lost, dishonored? Am I any more so to-day

than I was yesterday? Do you think that the jeers and scoffs of

the world could make me suffer more than do the pangs of my guilty

conscience? I have long since passed judgment upon myself, Gaston; and,

although the sound of your voice and the touch of your hand would make

me forget all save the bliss of your love, no sooner were you away than

I would weep tears of shame and remorse.”

Gaston listened immovable, stupefied. He seemed to see a new Valentine

standing before him, an entirely different woman from the one whose

tender soul he thought he knew so well.

“Your mother, what will she say?” he asked.

“It is my duty to her that keeps me here. Do you wish me to prove an

unnatural daughter, and desert a poor, lonely, friendless old woman, who

has nothing but me to cling to? Could I abandon her to follow a lover?”

“But our enemies will inform her of everything, Valentine, and think how

she will make you suffer!”

“No matter. The dictates of conscience must be obeyed. Ah, why can I

not, at the price of my life, spare her the agony of hearing that her

only daughter, her Valentine, has disgraced her name? She may be hard,

cruel, pitiless toward me; but have I not deserved it? Oh, my only

friend, we have been revelling in a dream too beautiful to last! I have

long dreaded this awakening. Like two weak, credulous fools we imagined

that happiness could exist beyond the pale of duty. Sooner or later

stolen joys must be dearly paid for. After the sweet comes the bitter;

we must bow our heads, and drink the cup to the dregs.”

This cold reasoning, this sad resignation, was more than the fiery

nature of Gaston could bear.

“You shall not talk thus!” he cried. “Can you not feel that the bare

idea of your suffering humiliation drives me mad?”

“Alas! I see nothing but disgrace, the most fearful disgrace, staring me

in the face.”

“What do you mean, Valentine?”

“I have not told you, Gaston, I am----”

Here she stopped, hesitated, and then added:

“Nothing! I am a fool.”

Had Gaston been less excited, he would have suspected some new

misfortune beneath this reticence of Valentine; but his mind was too

full of one idea--that of possessing her.

“All hope is not lost,” he continued. “My father is kind-hearted, and

was touched by my love and despair. I am sure that my letters, added to

the intercession of my brother Louis, will induce him to ask Mme. de la

Verberie for your hand.”

This proposition seemed to frighten Valentine.

“Heaven forbid that the marquis should take this rash step!”

“Why, Valentine?”

“Because my mother would reject his offer; because, I must confess it

now, she has sworn I shall marry none but a rich man; and your father is

not rich, Gaston, so you will have very little.”

“Good heavens!” cried Gaston, with disgust, “is it to such an unnatural

mother that you sacrifice me?”

“She is my mother; that is sufficient. I have not the right to judge

her. My duty is to remain with her, and remain I shall.”

Valentine’s manner showed such determined resolution, that Gaston saw

that further prayers would be in vain.

“Alas!” he cried, as he wrung his hands with despair, “you do not love

me; you have never loved me!”

“Gaston, Gaston! you do not think what you say! Have you no mercy?”

“If you loved me,” he cried, “you could never, at this moment of

separation, have the cruel courage to coldly reason and calculate. Ah,

far different is my love for you. Without you the world is void; to lose

you is to die. What have I to live for? Let the Rhone take back this

worthless life, so miraculously saved; it is now a burden to me!”

And he rushed toward the river, determined to bury his sorrow beneath

its waves; Valentine seized his arm, and held him back.

“Is this the way to show your love for me?” she asked.

Gaston was absolutely discouraged.

“What is the use of living?” he said, dejectedly. “What is left to me

now?”

“God is left to us, Gaston; and in his hands lies our future.”

As a shipwrecked man seizes a rotten plank in his desperation, so

Gaston eagerly caught at the word “_future_,” as a beacon in the gloomy

darkness surrounding him.

“Your commands shall be obeyed,” he cried with enthusiasm. “Away with

weakness! Yes, I will live, and struggle, and triumph. Mme. de la

Verberie wants gold; well, she shall have it; in three years I will be

rich, or I shall be dead.”

With clasped hands Valentine thanked Heaven for this sudden

determination, which was more than she had dared hope for.

“But,” said Gaston, “before going away I wish to confide to you a sacred

deposit.”

He drew from his pocket the purse of jewels, and, handing them to

Valentine, added:

“These jewels belonged to my poor mother; you, my angel, are alone

worthy of wearing them. I thought of you when I accepted them from my

father. I felt that you, as my affianced wife, were the proper person to

have them.”

Valentine refused to accept them.

“Take them, my darling, as a pledge of my return. If I do not come back

within three years, you may know that I am dead, and then you must keep

them as a souvenir of him who so much loved you.”

She burst into tears, and took the purse.

“And now,” said Gaston, “I have a last request to make. Everybody

believes me dead, but I cannot let my poor old father labor under this

impression. Swear to me that you will go yourself to-morrow morning, and

tell him that I am still alive.”

“I will tell him, myself,” she said.

Gaston felt that he must now tear himself away before his courage failed

him; each moment he was more loath to leave the only being who bound

him to this world; he enveloped Valentine in a last fond embrace, and

started up.

“What is your plan of escape?” she asked.

“I shall go to Marseilles, and hide in a friend’s house until I can

procure a passage to America.”

“You must have assistance; I will secure you a guide in whom I have

unbounded confidence; old Menoul, the ferryman, who lives near us. He

owns the boat which he plies on the Rhone.”

The lovers passed through the little park gate, of which Gaston had the

key, and soon reached the boatman’s cabin.

He was asleep in an easy-chair by the fire. When Valentine stood before

him with Gaston, the old man jumped up, and kept rubbing his eyes,

thinking it must be a dream.

“Pere Menoul,” said Valentine, “M. Gaston is compelled to fly the

country; he wants to be rowed out to sea, so that he can secretly

embark. Can you take him in your boat as far as the mouth of the Rhone?”

“It is impossible,” said the old man, shaking his head; “I would not

dare venture on the river in its present state.”

“But, Pere Menoul, it would be of immense service to me; would you not

venture for my sake?”

“For your sake? certainly I would, Mlle. Valentine: I will do anything

to gratify you. I am ready to start.”

He looked at Gaston, and, seeing his clothes wet and covered with mud,

said to him:

“Allow me to offer you my dead son’s clothes, monsieur; they will serve

as a disguise: come this way.”

In a few minutes Pere Menoul returned with Gaston, whom no one would

have recognized in his sailor dress.

Valentine went with them to the place where the boat was moored. While

the old man was unfastening it, the disconsolate lovers tearfully

embraced each other for the last time.

“In three years, my own Valentine; promise to wait three years for me!

If alive, I will then see you.”

“Adieu, mademoiselle,” interrupted the boatman; “and you, monsieur, hold

fast, and keep steady.”

Then with a vigorous stroke of the boat-hook he sent the bark into the

middle of the stream.

Three days later, thanks to the assistance of Pere Menoul, Gaston was

concealed on the three-masted American vessel, Tom Jones, which was to

start the next day for Valparaiso.

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