CHAPTER XXI

At twelve o’clock on the night that witnessed the production of the

tragedy, Lucian found himself one of a group of six men which had

gathered together in Harcourt’s dressing-room. There was a blue haze of

cigarette smoke all over the room; a decanter of whisky with syphons and

glasses stood on a table in the centre; most of the men had already

helped themselves to a drink. Lucian found a glass in his own hand, and

sipped the mixture in it he recognised the taste of soda, and remembered

in a vague fashion that he much preferred Apollinaris, but he said to

himself, or something said to him, that it didn’t matter. His brain was

whirling with the events of the night; he still saw, as in a dream, the

misty auditorium as he had seen it from a box; the stage as he had seen

it during a momentary excursion to the back of the dress-circle; the

busy world behind the scenes where stage-carpenters sweated and swore,

and the dust made one’s throat tickle. He recalled particular faces and

heard particular voices; all the world and his wife had been there, and

all the first-nighters, and all his friends, and he had spoken to a

great many people. They all seemed to swim before him as in a dream, and

the sound of their voices came, as it were, from the cylinder of a

phonograph. He remembered seeing Mr. Chilverstone and his wife in the

stalls--their faces were rapt and eloquent; in the stalls, too, he had

seen Sprats and Lord Saxonstowe and Mrs. Berenson; he himself had spent

some of the time with Haidee and Darlington and other people of their

set in a box, but he had also wandered in and out of Harcourt’s

dressing-room a good deal, and had sometimes spoken to Harcourt, and

sometimes to his business manager. He had a vague recollection that he

had faced the house himself at the end of everything, and had bowed

several times in response to cheering which was still buzzing in his

ears. The night was over.

He took another drink from the glass in his hand and looked about him;

there was a curious feeling in his brain that he himself was not there,

that he had gone away, or been left behind somewhere in the world’s mad

rush, and that he was something else, watching a semblance of himself

and the semblance’s surroundings. The scene interested and amused

whatever it was that was looking on from his brain. Harcourt, free of

his Greek draperies, now appeared in a shirt and trousers; he stood

before the mirror on his dressing-table, brushing his hair--Lucian

wondered where he bought his braces, which, looked at closely, revealed

a peculiarly dainty pattern worked by hand. All the time that he was

manipulating the brushes he was talking in disconnected sentences.

Lucian caught some of them: ‘Little cutting here and there--that bit

dragged--I’m told that _was_ a fine effect--very favourable indeed--we

shall see, we shall see!’--and he wondered what Harcourt was talking

about. Near the actor-manager, in an easy-chair, sat an old gentleman of

benevolent aspect, white-bearded, white-moustached, who wore a fur-lined

cloak over his evening-dress. He was sucking at a cigar, and his hand,

very fat and very white, held a glass at which he kept looking from time

to time as if he were not quite certain what to do with it. He was

reported to be at the back of Harcourt in financial matters, and he

blinked and nodded at every sentence rapidly spoken by the

actor-manager, but said nothing. Near him stood two men in cloaks and

opera-hats, also holding glasses in their hands and smoking

cigarettes--one of them Lucian recognised as a great critic, the other

as a famous actor. At his own side, talking very rapidly, was the sixth

man, Harcourt’s business-manager. Lucian suddenly realised that he was

nodding his head at this man as if in intelligent comprehension of what

he was saying, whereas he had not understood one word. He shook himself

together as a man does who throws drowsiness aside.

‘I’m sorry,’ he said. ‘I--I don’t think I was paying attention. I don’t

know why, but I feel half-asleep.’

‘It’s the reaction,’ said Harcourt, hastily getting into his waistcoat

and coat. ‘I feel tired out--if I had my way there should be no such

thing as a first night--it’s a most wearing occasion.’

The famous critic turned with a smile.

‘Think of being able to lie in bed to-morrow with a sheaf of newspapers

on your counterpane!’ he said pleasantly.

Then somehow, chatting disjointedly, they got out of the theatre.

Harcourt and Lucian drove off in a hansom together--they were near

neighbours.

‘What do you think?’ asked Lucian, as they drove away.

‘Oh, I think it went all right, as far as one could judge. There was

plenty of applause--we shall see what is said to-morrow morning,’

answered Harcourt, with a mighty yawn. ‘They can’t say that it wasn’t

magnificently staged,’ he added, with complacency. ‘And everything went

like clockwork. I’ll tell you what--I wish I could go to sleep for the

next six months!’

‘I believe I feel like that,’ responded Lucian. ‘Well, it is launched,

at any rate.’

The old gentleman of the white beard and fur-lined cloak drove off in a

private brougham, still nodding and blinking; the actor and the critic,

lighting cigars, walked away together, and for some time kept silence.

‘What do you really think?’ said the actor at last. ‘You’re in rather a

lucky position, you know, in respect of the fact that the _Forum_ is a

weekly and not a daily journal--it gives you more time to make up your

mind. But you already have some notion of what your verdict will be?’

‘Yes,’ answered the critic. He puffed thoughtfully at his cigar. ‘Well,’

he said, ‘I think we have heard some beautiful poetry, beautifully

recited. But I confess to feeling a certain sense of incongruity in the

attempt to mingle Greek art with modern stage accessories. I think

Damerel’s tragedy will read delightfully--in the study. But I counted

several speeches to-night which would run to two and three pages of

print, and I saw many people yawn. I fear that others will yawn.’

‘What would you give it?’ said the actor. ‘The other ran for twelve

months.’

‘This,’ said the critic, ‘may run for one. But I think Harcourt will

have to withdraw it within three weeks. I am bearing the yawns in

mind.’

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