CHAPTER XVIII

During the greater part of that summer Lucian had been working steadily

on two things: the tragedy which Mr. Harcourt was to produce at the

Athenæum in December, and a new poem which Mr. Robertson intended to

publish about the middle of the autumn season. Lucian was flying at high

game in respect of both. The tragedy was intended to introduce something

of the spirit and dignity of Greek art to the nineteenth-century

stage--there was to be nothing common or mean in connection with its

production; it was to be a gorgeous spectacle, but one of high

distinction, and Lucian’s direct intention in writing it was to set

English dramatic art on an elevation to which it had never yet been

lifted. The poem was an equally ambitious attempt to revive the epic;

its subject, the Norman Conquest, had filled Lucian’s mind since

boyhood, and from his tenth year onwards he had read every book and

document procurable which treated of that fascinating period. He had

begun the work during his Oxford days; the greater part of it was now in

type, and Mr. Robertson was incurring vast expense in the shape of

author’s corrections. Lucian polished and rewrote in a fashion that was

exasperating; his publisher, never suspecting that so many alterations

would be made, had said nothing about them in drawing up a formal

agreement, and he was daily obliged to witness a disappearance of

profits.

‘What a pity that you did not make all your alterations and corrections

before sending the manuscript to press!’ he exclaimed one day, when

Lucian called with a bundle of proofs which had been hacked about in

such a fashion as to need complete resetting. ‘It would have saved a

lot of trouble--and expense.’

Lucian stared at him with the eyes of a young owl, round and wondering.

‘How on earth can you see what a thing looks like until it’s in print?’

he said irritably. ‘What are printers for?’

‘Just so--just so!’ responded the publisher. ‘But really, you know, this

book is being twice set--every sheet has had to be pulled to pieces, and

it adds to the expense.’

Lucian’s eyes grew rounder than ever.

‘I don’t know anything about that,’ he answered. ‘That is your

province--don’t bother me about it.’

Robertson laughed. He was beginning to find out, after some experience,

that Lucian was imperturbable on certain points.

‘Very well,’ he said. ‘By the bye, how much more copy is there--or if

copy is too vulgar a word for your mightiness, how many more lines or

verses?’

‘About four hundred and fifty lines,’ answered Lucian.

‘Say another twenty-four pages,’ said Robertson. ‘Well, it runs now to

three hundred and fifty--that means that it’s going to be a book of

close upon four hundred pages.’

‘Well?’ questioned Lucian.

‘I was merely thinking that it is a long time since the public was asked

to buy a volume containing four hundred pages of blank verse,’ remarked

the publisher. ‘I hope this won’t frighten anybody.’

‘You make some very extraordinary remarks,’ said Lucian, with

unmistakable signs of annoyance. ‘What _do_ you mean?’

‘Oh, nothing, nothing!’ answered Robertson, who was on sufficient terms

of intimacy with Lucian to be able to chaff him a little. ‘I was merely

thinking of trade considerations.’

‘You appear to be always “merely thinking” of something extraordinary,’

said Lucian. ‘What can trade considerations have to do with the length

of my poem?’

‘What indeed?’ said the publisher, and began to talk of something else.

But when Lucian had gone he looked rather doubtfully at the pile of

interlineated proof, and glanced from it to the thin octavo with which

the new poet had won all hearts nearly five years before. ‘I wish it had

been just a handful of gold like that!’ he said to himself. ‘Four

hundred pages of blank verse all at one go!--it’s asking a good deal,

unless it catches on with the old maids and the dowagers, like the

_Course of Time_ and the _Epic of Hades_. Well, we shall see; but I’d

rather have some of your earlier lyrics than this weighty performance,

Lucian, my boy--I would indeed!’

Lucian finished his epic before the middle of July, and fell to work on

the final stages of his tragedy. He had promised to read it to the

Athenæum company on the first day of the coming October, and there was

still much to do in shaping and revising it. He began to feel impatient

and irritable; the sight of his desk annoyed him, and he took to running

out of town into the country whenever the wish for the shade of woods

and the peacefulness of the lanes came upon him. Before the end of the

month he felt unable to work, and he repaired to Sprats for counsel and

comfort.

‘I don’t know how or why it is,’ he said, telling her his troubles, ‘but

I don’t feel as if I had a bit of work left in me. I haven’t any power

of concentration left--I’m always wanting to be doing something else.

And yet I haven’t worked very hard this year, and we have been away a

great deal. It’s nearly time for going away again, too--I believe Haidee

has already made some arrangement.’

‘Lucian,’ said Sprats, ‘why don’t you go down to Simonstower? They would

be so glad to have you at the vicarage--there’s heaps of room. And just

think how jolly it is there in August and September--I wish I could

go!’

Lucian’s face lighted up--some memory of the old days had suddenly fired

his soul. He saw the familiar scenes once more under the golden

sunlight--the grey castle and its Norman keep, the winding river, the

shelving woods, and, framing all, the gold and purple of the moorlands.

‘Simonstower!’ he exclaimed. ‘Yes, of course--it’s Simonstower that I

want. We’ll go at once. Sprats, why can’t you come too?’

Sprats shook her head.

‘I can’t,’ she answered. ‘I shall have a holiday in September, but I

can’t take a single day before. I’m sure it will do you good if you go

to Simonstower, Lucian--the north-country air will brighten you up. You

haven’t been there for four years, and the sight of the old faces and

places will act like a tonic.’

‘I’ll arrange it at once,’ said Lucian, delighted at the idea, and he

went off to announce his projects to Haidee. Haidee looked at him

incredulously.

‘Whatever are you thinking of, Lucian?’ she said. ‘Don’t you remember

that we’re cramful of engagements from the beginning of August to the

end of September?’ She recited a list of arrangements already entered

into, which included a three-weeks’ sojourn on Eustace Darlington’s

steam-yacht, and a fortnight’s stay at his shooting-box in the

Highlands. ‘Had you forgotten?’ she asked.

‘I believe I had!’ he replied; ‘we seem to have so many engagements.

Look here: do you know, I think I’ll back out. I must have this tragedy

finished for Harcourt and his people by October, and I can’t do it if I

go rushing about from one place to another. I think I shall go down to

Simonstower and have a quiet time and finish my work there--I’ll explain

it all to Darlington.’

‘As you please,’ she answered. ‘Of course, I shall keep my

engagements.’

‘Oh, of course,’ he said. ‘You won’t miss me, you know. I suppose there

are lots of other people going?’

‘I suppose so,’ she replied carelessly, and there was an end of the

conversation. Lucian explained to Darlington that night that he would

not be able to keep his engagement, and set forth the reasons with a

fine air of devotion to business. Darlington sympathised, and applauded

Lucian’s determination--he knew, he said, what a lot depended upon the

success of the new play, and he’d no doubt Lucian wouldn’t feel quite

easy until it was all in order. After that he must have a long rest--it

would be rather good fun to winter in Egypt. Lucian agreed, and next day

made his preparations for a descent upon Simonstower. At heart he was

rather more than glad to escape the yacht, the Highland shooting-box,

and the people whom he would have met. He cared little for the sea, and

hated any form of sport which involved the slaying of animals or birds;

the thought of Simonstower in the last weeks of summer was grateful to

him, and all that he now wanted was to find himself in a Great Northern

express gliding out of King’s Cross, bound for the moorlands.

He went round to the hospital on the morning of his departure, and told

Sprats with the glee of a schoolboy who is going home for the holidays,

that he was off that very afternoon. He was rattling on as to his joy

when Sprats stopped him.

‘And Haidee?’ she asked. ‘Does she like it?’

‘Haidee?’ he said. ‘But Haidee is not going. She’s joining a party on

Darlington’s yacht, and they’re going round the coast to his place in

the Highlands. I was to have gone, you know, but really I couldn’t have

worked, and I must work--it’s absolutely necessary that the play should

be finished by the end of September.’

Sprats looked anxious and troubled.

‘Look here, Lucian,’ she said, ‘do you think it’s quite right to leave

Haidee like that?--isn’t it rather neglecting your duties?’

‘But why?’ he asked, with such sincerity that it became plain to Sprats

that the question had never even entered his mind. ‘Haidee’s all right.

It would be beastly selfish on my part if I dragged her down to

Simonstower for nearly two months--you know, she doesn’t care a bit for

the country, and there would be no society for her. She needs sea air,

and three weeks on Darlington’s yacht will do her a lot of good.’

‘Who are the other people?’ asked Sprats.

‘Oh, I don’t know,’ Lucian replied. ‘The usual Darlington lot, I

suppose. Between you and me, Sprats, I’m glad I’m not going. I get

rather sick of that sort of thing--it’s too much of a hot-house

existence. And I don’t care about the people one meets, either.’

‘And yet you let Haidee meet them!’ Sprats exclaimed. ‘Really, Lucian,

you grow more and more paradoxical.’

‘But Haidee likes them,’ he insisted. ‘That’s just the sort of thing she

does like. And if she likes it, why shouldn’t she have it?’

‘You are a curious couple,’ said Sprats.

‘I think we are to be praised for our common-sense view of things,’ he

said. ‘I am often told that I am a dreamer--you’ve said so yourself, you

know--but in real, sober truth, I’m an awfully matter-of-fact sort of

person. I don’t live on illusions and ideals and things--I worship the

God of the Things that Are!’

Sprats gazed at him as a mother might gaze at a child who boasts of

having performed an impossible task.

‘Oh, you absolute baby!’ she said. ‘Is your pretty head stuffed with

wool or with feathers? Paragon of Common-Sense! Compendium of all the

Practical Qualities! I wonder I don’t shrivel in your presence like a

bit of bacon before an Afric sun. Do you think you’ll catch your train?’

‘Not if I stay here listening to abuse. Seriously, Sprats, it’s all

right--about Haidee, I mean,’ he said appealingly.

‘If you were glissading down a precipice at a hundred miles a minute,

Lucian, everything would be all right with you until your head broke off

or you snapped in two,’ she answered. ‘You’re the Man who Never Stops to

Think. Go away and be quiet at Simonstower--you’re mad to get there, and

you’ll probably leave it within a week.’

In making this calculation, however, Sprats was wrong. Lucian went down

to Simonstower and stayed there three weeks. He divided his time between

the vicarage and the farm; he renewed his acquaintance with the

villagers, and had forgotten nothing of anything relating to them; he

spent the greater part of the day in the open air, lived plainly and

slept soundly, and during the second week of his stay he finished his

tragedy. Mr. Chilverstone read it and the revised proofs of the epic; as

he had a great liking for blank verse, rounded periods, and the grand

manner, he prophesied success for both. Lucian drank in his applause

with eagerness--he had a great belief in his old tutor’s critical

powers, and felt that whatever he stamped with the seal of his

admiration must be good. He had left London in somewhat depressed and

irritable spirits because of his inability to work; now that the work

was completed and praised by a critic in whom he had good reason to

repose the fullest confidence, his spirits became as light and joyous as

ever.

Lucian would probably have remained longer at Simonstower but for a

chance meeting with Lord Saxonstowe, who had got a little weary of the

ancestral hall and had conceived a notion of going across to Norway and

taking a long walking tour in a district well out of the tourist track.

He mentioned this to Lucian, and--why, he could scarcely explain to

himself at the moment--asked him to go with him. Lucian’s imagination

was fired at the mere notion of exploring a country which he had never

seen before, and he accepted the invitation with fervour. A week later

they sailed from Newcastle, and for a whole month they spent nights and

days side by side amidst comparative solitudes. Each began to

understand the other, and when, just before the end of September, they

returned to England, they had become firm friends, and were gainers by

their pilgrimage in more ways than one.

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