CHAPTER VII

It followed as a matter of inevitable consequence that Lucian and Sprats

when they emerged from the waters of the wayside ditch had become fast

friends for life; from that time forward they were as David and

Jonathan, loving much, and having full confidence in each other. They

became inseparable, and their lives were spent together from an early

hour of the morning until the necessary bedtime. The vicar was to a

certain degree shelved: his daughter possessed the charm of youth and

high spirits which was wanting in him. He became a species of elder

brother, who was useful in teaching one things and good company on

occasions. He, like the philosopher which life had made him, accepted

the situation. He saw that the devotion which Lucian had been about to

pour out at his own feet had by a sudden whim of fate been diverted to

his daughter, and he smiled. He took from these two children all that

they gave him, and was sometimes gorged to satiety and sometimes kept on

short commons, according to their vagaries and moods. Like all young and

healthy things, they believed that the world had been made for their own

particular benefit, and they absorbed it. Perhaps there had never been

such a close companionship as that which sprang up between these two.

The trifling fact that one was a boy and the other a girl never seemed

to strike them: they were sexless and savage in their freedom. Under

Sprats’s fostering care Lucian developed a new side of his character:

she taught him to play cricket and football, to climb trees and

precipices, to fish and to ride, and to be an out-of-door boy in every

way. He, on his part, repaid her by filling her mind with much of his

own learning: she became as familiar with the scenes of his childhood as

if she had lived in them herself.

For three years the vicar, Sprats, and Lucian lived in a world of their

own, with the Pepperdines as a closely fitting environment. Miss

Pepperdine was accustomed to remark that she did not know whether Lucian

really lived at the farm or at the vicarage, but as the vicar often made

a similar observation with respect to his daughter, things appeared to

be equalised. It was true that the two children treated the houses with

equal freedom. If they happened to be at the farm about dinner-time they

dined there, but the vicarage would have served them equally well if it

had harboured them when the luncheon-bell rang. Mr. Pepperdine was

greatly delighted when he found them filling a side of his board: their

remarks on things in general, their debates, disputes, and more than

all, their quarrels, afforded him much amusement. They were not so well

understood by Miss Pepperdine, who considered the young lady from the

vicarage to be something of a hoyden, and thought it the vicar’s duty to

marry again and provide his offspring with a mother.

‘And a pretty time she’d have!’ remarked Mr. Pepperdine, to whom this

sage reflection was offered. ‘A nice handful for anybody, is that young

Sprats--as full of mischief as an egg is full of meat. But a good ge’l,

a good ge’l, Keziah, and with a warm heart, you make no mistake.’

Sprats’s kindness of heart, indeed, was famous throughout the village.

She was her father’s almoner, and tempered charity with discrimination

in a way that would have done credit to a professional philanthropist.

She made periodical visits through the village, followed by Lucian, who

meekly carried a large basket containing toothsome and seasonable doles,

which were handed out to this or that old woman in accordance with

Sprats’s instructions. The instinct of mothering something was strong

within her. From the moment of her return from school she had taken her

father in hand and had shaken him up and pulled him together. He had

contracted bad habits as regards food and was becoming dyspeptic; he

was careless about his personal comfort and neglectful of his

health--Sprats dragooned him into the paths of rectitude. But she

extended her mothering instincts to Lucian even more than to her father.

She treated him at times as if he were a child with whom it was

unnecessary to reason; there was always an affectionate solicitude in

her attitude towards him which was, perhaps, most marked when she

bullied him into subjection. Once when he was ill and confined to his

room for a week or two she took up her quarters at the farm, summarily

dismissed Keziah and Judith from attendance on the invalid, and nursed

him back to convalescence. It was useless to argue with her on these

occasions. Sprats, as Boggles had truly said, was not one to be denied

of anything, and every year made it more manifest that when she had

picked Lucian up in the turnip-field and had fallen headlong into the

ditch with him, it had been a figure of her future interest in his

welfare.

It was in the fourth summer of Lucian’s residence at Simonstower, and he

was fifteen and Sprats nearly two years older, when the serpent stole

into their Paradise. Until the serpent came all had gone well with them.

Sprats was growing a fine girl; she was more rudely healthy than ever,

and just as sunburned; her freckles had increased rather than decreased;

her hair, which was growing deeper in colour, was a perpetual nuisance

to her. She had grown a little quieter in manner, but would break out at

times; the mere fact that she wore longer skirts did not prevent her

from climbing trees or playing cricket. And she and Lucian were still

hand-in-glove, still David and Jonathan; she had no friends of her own

sex, and he none of his; each was in a happy state of perfect content.

But the stage of absolute perfection is by no means assured even in the

Arcadia of childhood--it may endure for a time, but sooner or later it

must be broken in upon, and not seldom in a rudely sudden way.

The breaking up of the old things began one Sunday morning in summer,

in the cool shade of the ancient church. Nothing heralded the momentous

event; everything was as placid as it always was. Lucian, sitting in the

pew sacred to the family of Pepperdine, looked about him and saw just

what he saw every Sunday. Mr. Pepperdine was at the end of the pew in

his best clothes; Miss Pepperdine was gorgeous in black silk and bugles;

Miss Judith looked very handsome in her pearl-grey. In the vicarage pew,

all alone, sat Sprats in solemn state. Her freckled face shone with much

polishing; her sailor hat was quite straight; as for the rest of her,

she was clothed in a simple blouse and a plain skirt, and there were no

tears in either. All the rest was as usual. The vicar’s surplice had

been newly washed, and Sprats had mended a bit of his hood, which had

become frayed by hanging on a nail in the vestry, but otherwise he

presented no different appearance to that which always characterised

him. There were the same faces, and the same expressions upon them, in

every pew, and that surely was the same bee that always buzzed while

they waited for the service to begin, and the three bells in the tower

droned out. ‘_Come_ to church--_come_ to church--_come_ to church!’

It was at this very moment that the serpent stole into Paradise. The

vicar had broken the silence with ‘When the wicked man turneth away from

his wickedness,’ and everybody had begun to rustle the leaves of their

prayer-books, when the side-door of the chancel opened and the Earl of

Simonstower, very tall, and very gaunt, and very irascible in

appearance, entered in advance of two ladies, whom he marshalled to the

castle pew with as much grace and dignity as his gout would allow.

Lucian and Sprats, with a wink to each other which no one else

perceived, examined the earl’s companions during the recitation of the

General Confession, looking through the slits of their hypocritical

fingers. The elder lady appeared to be a woman of fashion: she was

dressed in a style not often seen at Simonstower, and her attire, her

lorgnette, her vinaigrette, her fan, and her airs and graces formed a

delightful contrast to the demeanour of the old earl, who was famous for

the rustiness of his garments, and stuck like a leech to the fashion of

the ‘forties.’

But it was neither earl nor simpering madam at which Lucian gazed at

surreptitious moments during the rest of the service. The second of the

ladies to enter into the pew of the great house was a girl of sixteen,

ravishingly pretty, and gay as a peacock in female flaunts and fineries

which dazzled Lucian’s eyes. She was dark, and her eyes were shaded by

exceptionally long lashes which swept a creamy cheek whereon there

appeared the bloom of the peach, fresh, original, bewitching; her hair,

curling over her shoulders from beneath a white sun-bonnet, artfully

designed to communicate an air of innocence to its wearer, was of the

same blue-black hue that distinguished Lucian’s own curls. It chanced

that the boy had just read some extracts from _Don Juan_: it seemed to

him that here was Haidee in the very flesh. A remarkably strange

sensation suddenly developed in the near region of his heart--Lucian for

the first time in his life had fallen in love. He felt sick and queer

and almost stifled; Miss Pepperdine noticed a drawn expression on his

face, and passed him a mint lozenge. He put it in his mouth--something

nearly choked him, but he had a vague suspicion that the lozenge had

nothing to do with it.

Mr. Chilverstone had a trick of being long-winded if he found a text

that appealed to him, and when Lucian heard the subject of that

morning’s discourse he feared that the congregation was in for a sermon

of at least half an hour’s duration. The presence of the Earl of

Simonstower, however, kept the vicar within reasonable bounds, and

Lucian was devoutly thankful. He had never wished for anything so much

in all his life as he then wished to be out of church and safely hidden

in the vicarage, where he always lunched on Sunday, or in some corner of

the woods. For the girl in the earl’s pew was discomposing, not merely

because of her prettiness but because she would stare at him, Lucian.

He, temperamentally shy where women were concerned, had only dared to

look at her now and then; she, on the contrary, having once seen him

looked at nothing else. He knew that she was staring at him all through

the sermon. He grew hot and uncomfortable and wriggled, and Miss Judith

increased his confusion by asking him if he were not quite well. It was

with a great sense of relief that he heard Mr. Chilverstone wind up his

sermon and begin the Ascription--he felt that he could not stand the

fire of the girl’s eyes any longer.

He joined Sprats in the porch and seemed in a great hurry to retreat

upon the vicarage. Sprats, however, had other views--she wanted to speak

to various old women and to Miss Pepperdine, and Lucian had to remain

with her. Fate was cruel--the earl, for some mad reason or other,

brought his visitors down the church instead of taking them out by the

chancel door; consequently Haidee passed close by Lucian. He looked at

her; she raised demure eyelids and looked at him. The soul within him

became as water--he was lost. He seemed to float into space; his head

burned, his heart turned icy-cold, and he shut his eyes, or thought he

did. When he opened them again the girl, a dainty dream of white, was

vanishing, and Sprats and Miss Judith were asking him if he didn’t feel

well. New-born love fostered dissimulation: he complained of a sick

headache. The maternal instinct was immediately aroused in Sprats: she

conducted him homewards, stretched him on a comfortable sofa in a

darkened room, and bathed his forehead with eau-de-cologne. Her care and

attention were pleasant, but Lucian’s thoughts were of the girl whose

eyes had smitten him to the heart.

The sick headache formed an excellent cloak for the shortcomings of the

afternoon and evening. He recovered sufficiently to eat some lunch, and

he afterwards lay on a rug in the garden and was tended by the faithful

Sprats with a fan and more eau-de-cologne. He kept his eyes shut most of

the time, and thought of Haidee. Her name, he said to himself, must be

Haidee--no other name would fit her eyes, her hair, and her red lips. He

trembled when he thought of her lips; Sprats noticed it, and wondered if

he was going to have rheumatic fever or ague. She fetched a clinical

thermometer out of the house and took his temperature. It was quite

normal, and she was reassured, but still a little puzzled. When tea-time

came she brought his tea and her own out into the garden--she observed

that he ate languidly, and only asked twice for strawberries. She

refused to allow him to go to church in the evening, and conducted him

to the farm herself. On the way, talking of the events of the day, she

asked him if he had noticed the stuck-up doll in the earl’s pew. Lucian

dissembled, and replied in an indifferent tone--it appeared from his

reply that he had chiefly observed the elder lady, and had wondered who

she was. Sprats was able to inform him upon this point--she was a Mrs.

Brinklow, a connection, cousin, half-cousin, or something, of Lord

Simonstower’s, and the girl was her daughter, and her name was Haidee.

Lucian knew it--it was Fate, it was Destiny. He had had dreams that some

such mate as this was reserved for him in the Pandora’s box which was

now being opened to him. Haidee! He nearly choked with emotion, and

Sprats became certain that he was suffering from indigestion. She had

private conversation with Miss Pepperdine at the farm on the subject of

Lucian’s indisposition, with the result that a cooling draught was

administered to him and immediate bed insisted upon. He retired with

meek resignation; as a matter of fact solitude was attractive--he wanted

to think of Haidee.

In the silent watches of the night--disturbed but twice, once by Miss

Pepperdine with more medicine, and once by Miss Judith with nothing but

solicitude--he realised the entire situation. Haidee had dawned upon

him, and the Thing was begun which made all poets mighty. He would be

miserable, but he would be great. She was a high-born maiden, who sat in

the pews of earls, and he was--he was not exactly sure what he was. She

would doubtless look upon him with scorn: well, he would make the world

ring with his name and fame; he would die in a cloud of glory, fighting

for some oppressed nation, as Byron did, and then she would be sorry,

and possibly weep for him. By eleven o’clock he felt as if he had been

in love all his life; by midnight he was asleep and dreaming that Haidee

was locked up in a castle on the Rhine, and that he had sworn to release

her and carry her away to liberty and love. He woke early next morning,

and wrote some verses in the metre and style of my Lord Byron’s famous

address to a maiden of Athens; by breakfast-time he knew them by heart.

It was all in accordance with the decrees of Fate that Lucian and Haidee

were quickly brought into each other’s company. Two days after the

interchange of glances in the church porch the boy rushed into the

dining-room at the vicarage one afternoon, and found himself confronted

by a group of persons, of whom he for the first bewildering moment

recognised but one. When he realised that the earth was not going to

open and swallow him, and that he could not escape without shame, he saw

that the Earl of Simonstower, Mrs. Brinklow, Mr. Chilverstone, and

Sprats were in the room as well as Haidee. It was fortunate that Mrs.

Brinklow, who had an eye for masculine beauty and admired pretty boys,

took a great fancy to him, and immediately began to pet him in a manner

which he bitterly resented. That cooled him, and gave him

self-possession. He contrived to extricate himself from her caresses

with dignity, and replied to the questions which the earl put to him

about his studies with modesty and courage. Sprats conducted Haidee to

the garden to inspect her collection of animals; Lucian went with them,

and became painfully aware that for every glance which he and Haidee

bestowed on rabbits, white mice, piebald rats, and guinea-pigs, they

gave two to each other. Each glance acted like an electric thrill--it

seemed to Lucian that she was the very spirit of love, made flesh for

him to worship. Sprats, however, had an opinion of Miss Brinklow which

was diametrically opposed to his own, and she expressed it with great

freedom. On any other occasion he would have quarrelled with her: the

shame and modesty of love kept him silent; he dared not defend his lady

against one of her own sex.

It was in the economy of Lucian’s dream that he and Haidee were to be

separated by cruel and inexorable Fate: Haidee, however, had no

intention of permitting Fate or anything else to rob her of her just

dues. On the afternoon of the very next day Lord Simonstower sent for

Lucian to read an Italian magazine to him; Haidee, whose mother loved

long siestas on summer days, and was naturally inclined to let her

daughter manage her own affairs, contrived to waylay the boy with the

beautiful eyes as he left the Castle, and as pretty a piece of comedy

ensued as one could wish to see. They met again, and then they met in

secret, and Lucian became bold and Haidee alluring, and the woods by the

river, and the ruins in the Castle, might have whispered of romantic

scenes. And at last Lucian could keep his secret no longer, and there

came a day when he poured into Sprats’s surprised and sisterly ear the

momentous tidings that he and Haidee had plighted their troth for ever

and a day, and loved more madly and despairingly than lovers ever had

loved since Leander swam to Hero across the Hellespont.

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