THE WANDERER.
It was half-past ten before Walter alighted from the train at St.
Enoch's Station. It was a fine dry evening, with a sufficient touch of
frost in the air to make walking pleasant. As he made his way out of the
station, and went among the busy crowd, he could not help contrasting
that hurrying tide of life with the silence and the solitude he had
left. The experience of the last few hours seemed like a dream, only he
was left with that aching at the heart--that strong sense of personal
loss which even a brave man sometimes finds it hard to bear manfully.
For till now he had not realised how near and dear a part of his life
was the sweet girl now lost to him for ever. Although it had often
pleased him, in the bitterness of his mood, to say that an inseparable
barrier had arisen between them, he had in his heart of hearts not
believed it, but cherished the secret and strong hope that their
estrangement was but temporary, and that in the end the old days which
in their passing had often been shadowed, but which now to memory looked
wholly bright and beautiful, would receive their crown. And now his
dream was over, and again he felt himself alone in the world--more
terribly alone than he had yet been. He was not a vain man, though he
believed in his own ability, or, looking back, he might have taken no
small comfort from the demeanour of Gladys towards him. He had not been
untouched by it, her womanly tenderness had sunk into his soul; but he
saw in it only the natural outcome of a kind heart, which felt always
keenly the sorrow of others. He believed so absolutely in her singleness
of heart, her honesty of purpose, that he accepted her decision as
final. Since she had plighted her troth to another, it was all over, so
far as Walter himself was concerned. He knew so little of women that it
never occurred to him that sometimes they give such a promise hastily,
accepting what is offered from various motives--very often because what
they most desire is withheld. It must not be thought that in having
accepted George Fordyce, Gladys was intentionally and wilfully deceiving
him. His impassioned pleading had touched her heart. At a time when she
was crying out for something to satisfy her need, in an unguarded
moment, she had mistaken an awakened, fleeting impression for love, and
passed what was now in her eyes an irrevocable word. She was no
coquette, who gives a promise the one day to be carelessly withdrawn the
next. George Fordyce had been fortunate in gaining the promise of a
woman whose word was as her bond. There are circumstances in which even
such a bond may become null and void, but Gladys did not dream of the
tragedy which was to release her from her vow.
Walter felt in no haste to go home; nay, the very thought of it was
intolerable to him. He saw it all before him, in sharp contrast to
another home, which had shown him how lovely wealth and taste can make
human surroundings, and he loathed the humble shelter of the old place,
which memory hallowed only to wound, and from which the angel of hope
had now flown.
With his hand in one pocket, his hat drawn a little over his brow, he
sauntered, with heavy and reluctant step, up Renfield Street, in the
direction of Sauchiehall Street. He did not know what tempted him to
choose the opposite direction from his home. We are often so led,
apparently aimlessly, towards what may change the very current of our
lives. The streets, though quieter as he walked farther West, were by no
means deserted, and just on the stroke of eleven the people from the
theatres and public-houses made the tide of life flow again, apparently
in an endless stream. Quite suddenly, under the brilliant light thrown
by the illumination of a fashionable tavern, Walter saw standing on the
edge of the pavement, talking to another girl, his sister Liz. He could
not believe his eyes at first, for he had never credited the assertion
of Gladys that she had really seen her, but believed it had been a
mistake. But there she was, well dressed, stylish, and beautiful
exceedingly. Even in that first startled look he was struck by the
exquisite outline, of her face, the absolute purity of her colour,
except where it burned a brilliant red on her cheeks.
He stepped back into a doorway, and stood silently waiting till they
should separate, or move away. To his relief, they, separated at last,
the stranger moving towards him, Liz proceeding westward. He followed
her, keeping a few steps behind her, watching her with a detective's
eye. Once a man spoke to her, but she gave no answer, and somehow that
to Walter was a relief. He felt himself growing quite excited, longing
to overtake and speak to her, yet afraid. At the corner of Cambridge
Street she stood still, apparently looking for a car; then Walter
stepped before her, and laid his hand on her arm.
'Liz,' he said, and in spite of himself his voice shook, 'what are you
doing here?'
Liz gave a great start, and her pallor vanished, the red mounting high
to her brow.
'I--I don't know. It's you, Wat? Upon my word, I didna ken ye; ye are
sic a swell.'
'I heard you were in Glasgow, but I didn't believe it. Where have you
been all this time?'
'To Maryhill; I'm bidin' there the noo,' Liz answered defiantly, though
she was inwardly trembling.
'Maryhill?' Walter repeated, and his eye, sharp with suspicion, dwelt
searchingly on her face. 'What are you doing there?'
'That's my business,' she answered lightly. 'I needna ask for you; I see
you are flourishin'. Hoo's the auld folk? I say, here's my car.
Guid-nicht.'
She would have darted from him, but he gripped her by the arm.
'You won't go, Liz, till I know where and how you are living. I have the
right to ask. Come home with me.'
Liz was surprised, arrested, and the car, with its noisy jingle, swept
round the corner.
'Hame wi' you!' she repeated. 'Maybe, if ye kent, ye wadna ask me, wadna
speak to me,' she said, with a melancholy bitterness, and then her
cough, more hollow and more racking than of yore, prevented further
speech.
Walter drew her hand within his arm, and she, feebly protesting,
allowed him to lead her back the way she had come. And then, as they
walked, a strange, constrained silence fell upon them, each finding it
difficult, well-nigh impossible, to bridge the gulf of these sad months.
'Are you not going to tell me anything about yourself, Liz?' he asked at
length, and the kindness of his tone, unexpected as it was, secretly
amazed and touched her.
'Naething,' she answered, without a moment's hesitation. 'An' though
I've come back to Glesca, I'm no' seeking onything frae ony o' ye; I can
fend for mysel'.'
Walter remained silent for a little. The subject was one of extreme
delicacy, and he did not know how to pursue it. He feared that all was
not with his sister as it should be, but he feared the result of further
questions.
'What's the guid o' me gaun hame wi' you the nicht? I canna bide there,'
she said presently, in a sharp, discontented voice. 'An' here ye've
gar'd me miss the last car.'
'Where are you staying in Maryhill?'
'I have a place, me an' anither lassie,' she said guardedly. 'If ye are
flush, ye micht gie me twa shillin's for a cab. I'm no' able to walk.'
At that moment, and before he could reply, a slim, slight, girlish
figure darted across the street, and, with a quick, sobbing breath, laid
two hands on the arm of Liz. It was the little seamstress, who had
haunted the streets late for many nights, scanning the faces of the
wanderers, sustained by the might of the love which was the only passion
of her soul. At sight of Teen, Liz Hepburn betrayed more emotion than in
meeting with her brother.
'Eh, I've fund ye at last! I said I was bound to find ye if ye were in
Glesca,' Teen cried, and her plain face was glorified with the joy of
the meeting. 'Oh, Liz, what it's been to me no' kennin' whaur ye were!
But, I say, hoo do you twa happen to be thegither?'
'I've twa detectives efter me, it seems,' said Liz, with a touch of
sullenness, and she stood still on the edge of the pavement, as if
determined not to go another step. 'I say, do you twa hunt in couples?'
She gave a little mirthless laugh, and her eye roamed restlessly up the
street, as if contemplating the possibility of escape.
'Come on hame wi' me, Liz,' said Teen coaxingly, and she slipped her
hand through her old friend's arm and looked persuasively into her face,
noting with the keenness of a loving interest the melancholy change upon
it. 'Ye're no' weel, an' ye'll be as cosy an' quate as ye like wi' me.'
'Has _your_ ship come in?' asked Liz, with faint sarcasm, but still
hesitating, uncomfortable under the scrutiny of two pairs of
questioning, if quite friendly, eyes.
'Ay, has it,' replied the little seamstress cheerfully. 'Shouldn't she
come hame wi' me, Walter? She wad be a' richt there, an' you can come
an' see us when ye like.'
Walter stood in silence another full minute. It was a strange situation,
strained to the utmost, but his faith in the little seamstress was so
great that he almost reverenced her. He felt that it would be better for
Liz to be with a friend of her own sex, and he turned to her pleadingly.
'It's true what Teen says, you are not well. Let her take you home. I'll
get a cab and go with you to the door, and I'll come and see you
to-morrow. We are thankful to have found you again, my--my dear.'
The last words he uttered with difficulty, for such expressions were not
common on his lips; but some impulse, born of a vast pity, in which no
shadow of resentment mingled, made him long to be as tender with her as
he knew how. The manner of her reception by these two, whom she had
wronged by her long silence, affected Liz deeply, though she made no
sign.
'I dinna see what better I can dae, if ye'll no' stump up for the cab to
Maryhill,' she said ungraciously. 'A' the same, I wish I had never seen
ye. Ye had nae business watchin' for me, ony o' ye. I'm my ain mistress,
an' I'm no' needin' onything aff ye.'
The little seamstress nodded to Walter, and he hailed a passing cab. All
the time, even after they were inside the vehicle, she never relaxed her
hold of Liz, but they accomplished the distance to Teen's poor little
home in complete silence. Liz felt and looked like a prisoner; Walter's
face wore a sad and downcast expression; the little seamstress only
appeared jubilant.
It was nearly midnight when they ascended the long stair to the little
garret, and Liz had to pause many times in the ascent to recover her
breath and to let her cough have vent. She grumbled all the way up; but
when Teen broke up the fire and lit the gas she sank into an old
basket-chair with a more contented expression on her face.
'Noo, ye'll hae a cup o' tea in a crack,' Teen said blithely. 'I've
gotten a new teapot, Liz; the auld yin positively fell to bits. Wull ye
no' bide an' drink a cup, Walter?'
'Not to-night; I think you would be better alone. But I'll come
to-morrow and see you, Liz. Good-night; I am sure you will be
comfortable here.'
'Oh ay, I dinna doot. I say, ye are a toff, an' nae mistake; ye micht
pass for a lord,' she said, with a kind of scornful approbation. 'Ye're
risin' in the scale while I'm gaun doon; but I've seen something o'
life, onyhoo, an' that's aye something.'
She gave him her hand, which was quite white and unsoiled, languidly,
and bade him a careless good-night. As Walter went out of the kitchen,
she was surprised, but not more so than he was himself, that two tears
rolled down his cheeks. He dashed them away quickly, however, and when
the little seamstress accompanied him to the door, he was quite calm
again.
'You'll take care of her and not let her away, and I'll be eternally
obliged to you. I trust you entirely,' he said quickly.
Teen nodded sagaciously.
'If she gangs oot o' this hoose, she tak's me wi' her,' she said, with a
determined curve on her thin lips.
'And whatever you need, come to me,' he said, with his hand in his
pocket; but Teen stopped him with a quick gesture.
'I have ony amount o' money I got frae Miss Gladys.'
'Keep it for yourself. You must spend my money on Liz, and see that she
wants for nothing. It strikes me a doctor is the first thing she needs,
but I'll be back to-morrow. Good-night, and thank you, Teen. You are a
good little soul.'
'Middlin',' replied Teen, with a jerk, and closed the door.
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