It was dark outside now, and the blackness pressed against the
windowpanes of the restaurant. Funny, Ruth Fleck thought, how black
that blackness looked, because if you went outside through the door the
sidewalk wasn't really dark at all. It was lighted by a street lamp not
far away and by the lights of the restaurant itself shining through
the big front windows. But from inside it looked like a solid wall of
darkness.
Things were quiet now; the early dinner rush was over. There were four
people still eating at one of the tables, a couple had just come in and
were studying the menu at another, but both tables were in Margie's
territory. At this time of evening, with two waitresses on, Ruth had
only the counter--there were three people eating at it but they had all
been served--and the two tables nearest the back end of the counter.
In a few minutes there'd be only one waitress on; Ruth took off from
seven-thirty to eight, to eat and rest. When she came back on Margie
left for the day and Ruth took care of things alone the rest of the
evening. Usually she could handle things quite easily alone. Mikos'
Restaurant was a family type restaurant on the main street of a suburb;
its customers were people of the type who ate their dinners relatively
early and business after eight wasn't too heavy. Sometimes there was a
flurry between ten and eleven--people dropping in on their way home
from movies--and George came on and helped her.
She looked at her customers at the counter. One was just finishing
and she walked down the counter to him. "Dessert, sir?" He was a
clean-looking, well-dressed young man with blue eyes and dark curly
hair. He looked up at her. "Thanks, no. I'd like some more coffee,
though."
And, while she was pouring it, "I beg your pardon, hope you won't think
I'm fresh, but I heard the other waitress call you Ruth. May I ask the
rest of your name? Mine's Will Brubaker."
Here comes a pass, Ruth thought. But she didn't really mind; it
happened about once an evening and she'd probably have wondered if it
hadn't happened--have wondered whether she was losing her appeal and
attractiveness. Of course there was always George Mikos to convince her
that she wasn't. George was a rock.
And this young man was nice, shy; he'd had to work up his courage
to take the first step of asking her name. She smiled at him. "Ruth
Fleck," she said. "Mrs. Ruth Fleck." She didn't embarrass him by
emphasizing the _Mrs._ but it was clear enough.
"Oh," he said. "I'm sorry."
"For what? It's my fault, not yours. I keep my rings in my purse while
on duty because I don't like to work with them on. So you couldn't have
known I was married." She took out her pad of checks and a pencil. "I'm
going back into the kitchen now to eat my own dinner. I'd better give
you your check."
"Sure. Uh--shall I pay it now?"
"Oh, no. The other waitress will take care of you at the register." She
smiled again, a little mischievously this time. "Her name is Margie
Weber and she's single."
He grinned and said "Thanks." He should have, Ruth thought. Margie
was a very cute little redhead, much prettier, Ruth thought, than she
herself was. And occasionally Margie did let customers make dates with
her if they were nice enough; she might well think this one was nice
enough.
The clock on the wall now said seven-thirty. Ruth caught Margie's eye
and pointed toward the back of the restaurant to show that she was
taking off. Margie nodded.
Ruth went back into the kitchen and through it to the closet-dressing
room where the waitresses put their coats and those who didn't wear
their uniforms to and from work (Ruth did) changed into them. She
looked into the full-length mirror on one wall and liked what she saw
there. She was tall for a woman; in high heels she was only an inch
shorter than Ray, who was five feet ten. But she was slender and had a
nice figure. The tiny waitress cap enhanced rather than hid her golden
hair. Her eyes were deep blue. The only fault she could find was in her
face; it was a square, honest face, attractive but not beautiful, with
high cheekbones almost like an Indian's. The mouth was perhaps a trifle
too wide, but the better for that when she smiled.
Right now, though, she wasn't smiling and her face looked tired. Well,
it had a right to be; she'd cleaned the house thoroughly today, quite
a bit of work to undertake before coming on for an evening shift
that kept her on her feet almost all the time. That and the quarrel
with Ray; quarrels always left her physically as well as emotionally
exhausted.
But her eyes no longer showed that she'd been crying; two hours of work
had taken care of that. Her nose was a little shiny though and she
powdered it lightly, turned and looked over her shoulder to make sure
her slip didn't show, and then went out into the kitchen again.
Tex, the cook, was taking advantage of a hiatus in order to scrape the
big range. He nodded to her. "Some nice little club steaks, Ruth. Shall
I fry one for you?" She shook her head. "Thanks no, Tex. I'll just help
myself to something." She took a plate and went with it to the steam
table, helped herself to a stuffed bell pepper, a small helping each of
beets and peas, and took it to the table in the corner. It felt good to
sit down and get off her feet.
She heard George Mikos come out of his office and walk up behind her.
He said, "That isn't much of a meal for a healthy wench, Ruth."
She looked up at him over her shoulder. "I'm just not hungry. I'm going
to have to make myself eat this much. I guess I don't feel very well."
"Want to take the rest of the evening off? I can handle things easily.
Or maybe Margie would want to get in a little overtime."
"Oh, no, George. I'm not sick. Just a little tired." She smiled up
at him. "I'll get my second wind soon." She wasn't exaggerating; it
happened every evening when she'd done quite a bit of housework. She'd
be tired for the first few hours of the evening and then get a second
wind and feel fine the rest of the time.
"All right," he said. "When you're through eating don't forget you
wanted to talk to me about something."
He walked away and she could tell by the sound of his footsteps that
he went through the swinging doors to the front of the restaurant. She
noticed for the hundredth time how lightly he walked for so big a man.
She wondered if he was a good dancer and decided he probably was; most
men who are light on their feet are. Ray hated dancing and she'd danced
only a few times since she'd been married.
Ray took her out about once a month, on one of her evenings off, never
to a show and never to dance. Even if they went to a night club where
there was dancing between floor shows. Ray's idea of an evening out
with her was to sit at a booth in a tavern or, if he was flush, at
a table in a night club, to drink and talk. To talk, that is, if he
ran into friends of his whom he could get to sit in the booth or at
the table with them, as generally happened. If they were alone he was
generally quiet and moody as though taking her out was a duty and he
resented the loss of an evening that it entailed. And in either case
they generally got home earlier than he himself would have come home
had he been without her.
She supposed she might as well admit it--to herself; her marriage with
Ray had been, thus far at least, a failure. But she also had to admit
that it was partly her fault; she should have known him longer--and got
to know him better. She had known, of course, that he enjoyed gambling,
but she had no objection in principle to gambling, as long as it was
in moderation. Her father, whom she had loved deeply, had gambled all
his life and had been a wonderful man. She just hadn't known Ray well
enough to know that with him gambling wasn't a mild vice, as it had
been with her father, but was an obsession, the most important thing in
his life. He was addicted to it as some even more unfortunate people
become addicted to morphine or heroin. He had neither the will nor the
will power to stop, and she felt sorry for him.
She wondered sometimes if Ray realized by now that their marriage had
been a worse mistake for him, in all probability, than it had been
for her. His mistake had been not in marrying her in particular; she
was probably as tolerant a wife as he could have found. It had been
in marrying at all. He had been made to be a bachelor. (Spoiled by a
doting mother? He never talked about his early life and all she knew
about his parents was that they were dead, as were her own.) He wasn't
made for married life, for domesticity. He didn't want a home of his
own; he'd have been happier living in a hotel, as he had lived before
marriage, even than living in a rented flat. She wondered if he'd ever
thought of their getting a divorce; he'd never mentioned one, not even
late this afternoon when they'd had their worst quarrel to date. Or had
that been because he still hoped that she might relent and either cash
in or borrow against that policy to give him the money he wanted?
She'd finished eating and got up and put her plate, knife and fork with
the dirty dishes. The kitchen clock showed her that only ten minutes of
her lunch period had gone by, and George was still up front.
It was uncomfortably hot in the kitchen. The door to the alley was open
and the light outside was on. She went through it and a step to one
side to stand there for a breath of cool, fresh air. Well, cool air,
anyway; the row of garbage cans to the other side of the door kept it
from being too fresh.
There were quiet footsteps again, and then George stood beside her. He
said, "You shouldn't be out here in the alley, alone."
"It's safe, George. It's right under a light and right outside the
door. I'd have plenty of time to get back inside if I saw or heard
anyone coming from either direction."
"I suppose so," he said. "I guess I worry too much. But did you read
the editorials in both of yesterday's papers?"
"No, I didn't. Something about the--the psycho?"
"Yes, and it was something that needed to be written. In fact, the
police suggested to the editors of both papers that it _be_ written,
and my friend, the captain in charge of homicide, talked it over with
me before he made the suggestion to them. I've got a copy of one of
the editorials--and the other says approximately the same thing--in my
office if you'd care to read it. Or I can tell you what it says, if
you'd prefer."
Ruth said, "I think I'd as soon you tell me, if you don't mind. I
suppose it warns women to stay out of dark alleys."
"Among other things, yes. You see, Ruth, a criminal--whether sane or
psychotic--does tend to repeat the pattern of a crime. The _modus
operandi_. But unless he's a moron he'll vary the pattern if and when
his _modus operandi_ becomes impossible, for any reason, for him to
repeat.
"And that's exactly what our psychotic killer is going to find himself
up against if and when he decides to commit another crime. We don't
know what kind of a gimmick he used to get his first two victims to
open their doors for him, but whatever it was it's not likely to work
for him again. Every woman in the city is scared and has been since the
second crime, since it's looked as though he may be starting a series
of such crimes."
"I see," Ruth said. "And the police think he'll try a
different--uh--_modus operandi_ the next time?"
"They do. He'll almost have to, to succeed. Just what he'll try, they
don't know, of course. He might slug a woman on the street and drag or
carry her into an alley or an areaway. He might break into her place
while she's away and be there waiting for her when she comes home and
lets herself in. Those are the two main possibilities, but there are
others. The point is, a woman can't consider herself safe just because
she keeps the door bolted whenever her husband is out. Not that she
should neglect that precaution, either. He may try his former method
several times, and vary it only if he finds out that it doesn't work.
You _do_ have a chain bolt, don't you?"
"Not a chain bolt, just an ordinary one. I've been using it since the
scare started. Ray doesn't like it much, having to wake me up to let
him in when he gets home after I do, but he goes along with it."
"I hope you make sure it's Ray before you unbolt the door."
"Oh yes. And not just by recognizing his voice. We have a code. It's--"
"Don't tell me." He interrupted almost sharply. "I mean if you have a
recognition code, that's good, but you shouldn't tell _anybody_ what
it is. Ruth, you said at five-thirty there was something you wanted to
talk to me about. Shall we talk here, or go into my office?"
"I guess we can go inside. I'm cooled off now."
He followed her through the kitchen and into his sanctum, leaving, as
always, the door a little ajar. He motioned her to the comfortable
reading chair, then turned the chair at the desk around to face her
and sat down. He said, "I hope it's not bad news, Ruth. That you're
thinking about leaving or anything like that."
"No, nothing like that, George. Do you know a man named Joe Amico? He's
a bookie."
George frowned. "I know him slightly. And know a little about him. He's
not small time but not quite big time either, somewhere in between. He
operates from an apartment on Willis. I don't know whether or not he
lives there too. What do you want to know about him?"
"Ray has gone in debt to him, betting, and can't pay off. About five
hundred dollars, he says. He wants me to cash in or at least borrow
against my insurance policy--the one I told you about--and give him
the money to pay off Amico. He says if he doesn't pay Amico will have
him beaten up badly, maybe even killed. I--I didn't quite believe him
and I said no. But what if I'm wrong? I'd never forgive myself if
something _did_ happen to Ray, something bad, because I wouldn't give
him the money. What do you think?"
George Mikos shook his head slowly. "It's a bluff. I don't know whether
Ray was trying to bluff you or Amico was trying to bluff him, but Amico
isn't going to risk everything he's got by going in for violence, over
an amount like five hundred dollars.
"He's a fairly slimy character, I'd say--a half-pint who wouldn't weigh
over a hundred pounds soaking wet who has an inferiority complex over
his size and tries to act like a Little Caesar to make up for it--but
he's also a smart operator who has a good thing and knows it. He pays
protection, and gets it, but the police aren't going to let him get
away with beating up people, let alone rubbing them out. Besides, he's
more interested in getting his five hundred dollars than in fixing
things so he can't get it."
Ruth sighed audibly with relief. But she couldn't quite believe it.
"You mean Ray could just not pay him and nothing would happen?"
"Not quite that. He'd make trouble, I imagine. But not in the way of
physical violence. He could get Ray marked lousy with all the other
gamblers so they wouldn't have anything to do with him. He might even
manage to make him lose his job; Amico has connections. But he'd do
that only as a last resort--he'd much rather get his money even if he
had to take it so much every week, and he couldn't very well do that if
he lost Ray's job for him. No, Ruth, I don't think you have anything to
worry about. Nor has your husband, except that he's going to have to
get along with less spending money--or gambling money--for a while."
Ruth Fleck stood up. "Thanks, George, thanks an awful lot. I--I was
horribly worried that I'd done the wrong thing, but what you told me is
exactly what I hoped you'd say. Thanks a million."
"Sit down again, Ruth. It isn't eight o'clock yet, is it?"
"I'm afraid it is--almost. And I don't want to make Margie have to stay
overtime. Maybe we can talk again later."
When Ruth got back up front the first thing she noticed was that the
shy young man had left. Either he hadn't had a chance to talk to Margie
or she had turned him down, otherwise--since she'd be getting off work
so soon--he'd have waited around. There was one customer at the counter
but Margie had served him and he was just starting to eat. There were
parties in one of the booths and at two of the tables, but they'd been
served too.
Margie came over and talked a minute and then, cold on the stroke of
eight, went back to change into her street clothes. Since she was so
often picked up at eight for a date Margie never wore her uniform to
and from work, as Ruth did.
Ruth checked the big chromium coffee urn to make sure there was plenty
in it and then went up to the cash register; there was a stool behind
it where she could sit down when there was nothing for her to do. She
sat down and looked out through the window, at nothing.
She did, as she had told George, feel better now, much better. Her
conscience didn't bother her as to whether or not she had done the
right thing in turning Ray down on the money. She'd hated the nagging
thought that she might be getting him into serious trouble, sent to
the hospital or even killed.
But if losing his job was the worst thing that could happen to
him--well, that might be for the better. He was a good salesman
and could easily get another job--selling hardware or groceries or
something safe. With his weaknesses the job he had, making him spend
most of his working time in taverns, was the worst job possible for
him. In another job he might make less money for a while but that would
be all right. Or even if he kept his present job, having gone into debt
over his head from gambling might be a good thing to have happened
to him. If he had to pay Joe Amico off a little at a time out of his
earnings he wouldn't have much left to gamble with and might, during
however long it took him, get out of the habit of gambling so heavily.
That was all she asked; she didn't mind if he kept on betting on the
horses if he made small bets, ones he could afford to lose.
At any rate he was past the limit of his credit now; he'd _have_ to
behave himself for a while. And if, after he'd worked himself out of
the hole this time, he didn't straighten out--
She didn't carry through with the thought consciously, because she
still did love him, at least a little, and she hated the thought of
divorce. But down deep she knew it was something that would have to
happen eventually, unless Ray changed--and down deep she knew that he
would never change. And her insurance policy was an ace in the hole
there; if he should want to contest a divorce she'd have to go to
Nevada to get one--but her policy would cover even that.
George Mikos would be more than glad to finance one for her, but
she'd never let him do that. Nor would she let her growing feeling
for George, her knowledge of how _secure_ it would be to be married
to him, affect her decision. Whether or not she would stay with Ray
depended solely, in all fairness, on Ray himself, whether he overcame
his weakness or let it overcome him.
She wondered what he was doing now, out there in the darkness....