GRACE BEFORE MEAT

The custom of saying grace at meals had, probably, its origin in the

early times of the world, and the hunter-state of man, when dinners

were precarious things, and a full meal was something more than a

common blessing; when a belly-full was a windfall, and looked like

a special providence. In the shouts and triumphal songs with which,

after a season of sharp abstinence, a lucky booty of deer's or goat's

flesh would naturally be ushered home, existed, perhaps, the germ of

the modern grace. It is not otherwise easy to be understood, why the

blessing of food--the act of eating--should have had a particular

expression of thanksgiving annexed to it, distinct from that implied

and silent gratitude with which we are expected to enter upon

the enjoyment of the many other various gifts and good things of

existence.

I own that I am disposed to say grace upon twenty other occasions in

the course of the day besides my dinner. I want a form for setting out

upon a pleasant walk, for a moonlight ramble, for a friendly meeting,

or a solved problem. Why have we none for books, those spiritual

repasts--a grace before Milton--a grace before Shakspeare--a

devotional exercise proper to be said before reading the Fairy

Queen?--but, the received ritual having prescribed these forms to the

solitary ceremony of manducation, I shall confine my observations to

the experience which I have had of the grace, properly so called;

commending my new scheme for extension to a niche in the grand

philosophical, poetical, and perchance in part heretical, liturgy, now

compiling by my friend Homo Humanus, for the use of a certain snug

congregation of Utopian Rabelæsian Christians, no matter where

assembled.

The form then of the benediction before eating has its beauty at

a poor man's table, or at the simple and unprovocative repasts of

children. It is here that the grace becomes exceedingly graceful.

The indigent man, who hardly knows whether he shall have a meal the

next day or not, sits down to his fare with a present sense of the

blessing, which can be but feebly acted by the rich, into whose

minds the conception of wanting a dinner could never, but by some

extreme theory, have entered. The proper end of food--the animal

sustenance--is barely contemplated by them. The poor man's bread is

his daily bread, literally his bread for the day. Their courses are

perennial.

Again, the plainest diet seems the fittest to be preceded by the

grace. That which is least stimulative to appetite, leaves the mind

most free for foreign considerations. A man may feel thankful,

heartily thankful, over a dish of plain mutton with turnips, and have

leisure to reflect upon the ordinance and institution of eating;

when he shall confess a perturbation o f mind, inconsistent with the

purposes of the grace, at the presence of venison or turtle. When I

have sate (a _rarus hospes_) at rich men's tables, with the savoury

soup and messes steaming up the nostrils, and moistening the lips

of the guests with desire and a distracted choice, I have felt the

introduction of that ceremony to be unseasonable. With the ravenous

orgasm upon you, it seems impertinent to interpose a religious

sentiment. It is a confusion of purpose to mutter out praises from a

mouth that waters. The heats of epicurism put out the gentle flame of

devotion. The incense which rises round is pagan, and the belly-god

intercepts it for his own. The very excess of the provision beyond the

needs, takes away all sense of proportion between the end and means.

The giver is veiled by his gifts. You are startled at the injustice

of returning thanks--for what?--for having too much, while so many

starve. It is to praise the Gods amiss.

I have observed this awkwardness felt, scarce consciously perhaps,

by the good man who says the grace. I have seen it in clergymen and

others--a sort of shame--a sense of the co-presence of circumstances

which unhallow the blessing. After a devotional tone put on for a few

seconds, how rapidly the speaker will fall into his common voice,

helping himself or his neighbour, as if to get rid of some uneasy

sensation of hypocrisy. Not that the good man was a hypocrite, or was

not most conscientious in the discharge of the duty; but he felt in

his inmost mind the incompatibility of the scene and the viands before

him with the exercise of a calm and rational gratitude.

I hear somebody exclaim,--Would you have Christians sit down at table,

like hogs to their troughs, without remembering the Giver?--no--I

would have them sit down as Christians, remembering the Giver,

and less like hogs. Or if their appetites must run riot, and they

must pamper themselves with delicacies for which east and west are

ransacked, I would have them postpone their benediction to a fitter

season, when appetite is laid; when the still small voice can be

heard, and the reason of the grace returns--with temperate diet and

restricted dishes. Gluttony and surfeiting are no proper occasions for

thanksgiving. When Jeshurun waxed fat, we read that he kicked. Virgil

knew the harpy-nature better, when he put into the mouth of Celasno

any thing but a blessing. We may be gratefully sensible of the

deliciousness of some kinds of food beyond others, though that is a

meaner and inferior gratitude: but the proper object of the grace is

sustenance, not relishes; daily bread, not delicacies; the means of

life, and not the means of pampering the carcass. With what frame or

composure, I wonder, can a city chaplain pronounce his benediction

at some great Hall feast, when he knows that his last concluding

pious word--and that, in all probability, the sacred name which he

preaches--is but the signal for so many impatient harpies to commence

their foul orgies, with as little sense of true thankfulness (which

is temperance) as those Virgilian fowl! It is well if the good man

himself does not feel his devotions a little clouded, those foggy

sensuous steams mingling with and polluting the pure altar sacrifice.

The severest satire upon full tables and surfeits is the banquet which

Satan, in the Paradise Regained, provides for a temptation in the

wilderness:

A table richly spread in regal mode,

With dishes piled, and meats of noblest sort

And savour; beasts of chase, or fowl of game,

In pastry built, or from the spit, or boiled,

Gris-amber-steamed; all fish from sea or shore,

Freshet or purling brook, for which was drained

Pontus, and Lucrine bay, and Afric coast.

The Tempter, I warrant you, thought these cates would go down without

the recommendatory preface of a benediction. They are like to be short

graces where the devil plays the host.--I am afraid the poet wants his

usual decorum in this place. Was he thinking of the old Roman luxury,

or of a gaudy day at Cambridge? This was a temptation fitter for a

Heliogabalus. The whole banquet is too civic and culinary, and the

accompaniments altogether a profanation of that deep, abstracted, holy

scene. The mighty artillery of sauces, which the cook-fiend conjures

up, is out of proportion to the simple wants and plain hunger of the

guest. He that disturbed him in his dreams, from his dreams might have

been taught better. To the temperate fantasies of the famished Son of

God, what sort of feasts presented themselves?--He dreamed indeed,

--As appetite is wont to dream,

Of meats and drinks, nature's refreshment sweet.

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