11:30 P.M.

I have just been giving a dinner for Gordon, with Betsy and Mrs.

Livermore and Mr. Witherspoon as guests. I graciously included the

doctor, but he curtly declined on the ground that he wasn't in a social

mood. Our Sandy does not let politeness interfere with truth!

There is no doubt about it, Gordon is the most presentable man that ever

breathed. He is so good looking and easy and gracious and witty, and his

manners are so impeccable--Oh, he would make a wonderfully decorative

husband! But after all, I suppose you do live with a husband. You don't

just show him off at dinners and teas.

He was exceptionally nice tonight. Betsy and Mrs. Livermore both fell in

love with him--and I just a trifle. He entertained us with a speech in

his best public manner, apropos of Java's welfare. We have been having

a dreadful time finding a sleeping place for that monkey, and Gordon

proved with incontestable logic that, since he was presented to us by

Jimmie, and Jimmie is Percy's friend, he should sleep with Percy. Gordon

is a natural talker, and an audience affects him like champagne. He can

argue with as much emotional earnestness on the subject of a monkey as

on the greatest hero that ever bled for his country.

I felt tears coming to my eyes when he described Java's loneliness as he

watched out the night in our furnace cellar, and pictured his brothers

at play in the far-off tropical jungle.

A man who can talk like that has a future before him. I haven't a doubt

but that I shall be voting for him for President in another twenty

years.

We all had a beautiful time, and entirely forgot--for a space of three

hours--that 107 orphans slumbered about us. Much as I love the little

dears, it is pleasant to get away from them once in a while.

My guests left at ten, and it must be midnight by now. (This is the

eighth day, and my clock has stopped again; Jane forgets to wind it as

regularly as Friday comes around.) However, I know it's late; and as a

woman, it's my duty to try for beauty sleep, especially with an eligible

young suitor at hand.

I'll finish tomorrow. Good night.

Saturday.

Gordon spent this morning playing with my asylum and planning some

intelligent presents to be sent later. He thinks that three neatly

painted totem poles would add to the attractiveness of our Indian camps.

He is also going to make us a present of three dozen pink rompers for

the babies. Pink is a color that is very popular with the superintendent

of this asylum, who is deadly tired of blue! Our generous friend is

likewise amusing himself with the idea of a couple of donkeys and

saddles and a little red cart. Isn't it nice that Gordon's father

provided for him so amply, and that he is such a charitably inclined

young man? He is at present lunching with Percy at the hotel, and, I

trust, imbibing fresh ideas in the field of philanthropy.

Perhaps you think I haven't enjoyed this interruption to the monotony

of institution life! You can say all you please, my dear Mrs. Pendleton,

about how well I am managing your asylum, but, just the same, it isn't

natural for me to be so stationary. I very frequently need a change.

That is why Gordon, with his bubbling optimism and boyish spirits, is so

exhilarating especially as a contrast to too much doctor.

Sunday morning.

I must tell you the end of Gordon's visit. His intention had been to

leave at four, but in an evil moment I begged him to stay over till

9:30, and yesterday afternoon he and Singapore and I took a long

'cross-country walk, far out of sight of the towers of this asylum,

and stopped at a pretty little roadside inn, where we had a satisfying

supper of ham and eggs and cabbage. Sing stuffed so disgracefully that

he has been languid ever since.

The walk and all was fun, and a very grateful change from this

monotonous life I lead. It would have kept me pleasant and contented

for weeks if something most unpleasant hadn't happened later. We had

a beautiful, sunny, carefree afternoon, and I'm sorry to have had

it spoiled. We came back very unromantically in the trolley car, and

reached the J. G. H. before nine, just in good time for him to run on

to the station and catch his train. So I didn't ask him to come in, but

politely wished him a pleasant journey at the porte-cochere.

A car was standing at the side of the drive, in the shadow of the house.

I recognized it, and thought the doctor was inside with Mr. Witherspoon.

(They frequently spend their evenings together in the laboratory.) Well,

Gordon, at the moment of parting, was seized with an unfortunate impulse

to ask me to abandon the management of this asylum, and take over the

management of a private house instead.

Did you ever know anything like the man? He had the whole afternoon and

miles of empty meadow in which to discuss the question, but instead he

must choose our door mat!

I don't know just what I did say. I tried to turn it off lightly and

hurry him to his train. But he refused to be turned off lightly. He

braced himself against a post and insisted upon arguing it out. I knew

that he was missing his train, and that every window in this institution

was open. A man never has the slightest thought of possible overhearers.

It is always the woman who thinks of convention.

Being in a nervous twitter to get rid of him, I suppose I was pretty

abrupt and tactless. He began to get angry, and then by some unlucky

chance his eye fell on that car. He recognized it, too, and, being in

a savage mood, he began making fun of the doctor. "Old Goggle-eyes"

he called him, and "Scatchy," and oh, the awfullest lot of unmannerly,

silly things!

I was assuring him with convincing earnestness that I didn't care a rap

about the doctor, that I thought he was just as funny and impossible as

he could be, when suddenly the doctor rose out of his car and walked up

to us.

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