CHAPTER XII

When a human being has not slept for five or six nights, especially if

that human being is a woman of romantic temperament, many queer things

are bound to happen. The sensory nerves become susceptible to impression

from all influences that exist, and from many that do not. The head

swells to an enormous size with its unrelieved store. Bells and music

and the voice of an invisible person reading aloud an interminable

and unintelligible book throb on the tympanum. Men and women have an

uncomfortable way of growing suddenly large and then suddenly small

before the eyes. The flesh seems disintegrated into elemental and

quivering molecules. A sixth sense riotously develops, and makes the

sufferer aware of a murderous devil dogging the footsteps. Under these

conditions, to join in the small-talk of a family dinner table, do fancy

work in the drawing-room and play Grieg on the piano to a virtuoso,

argues a considerable reserve fund of moral power. And this is found

more commonly in women than in men.

Until the day of Hugh’s trial at the Old Bailey, Minna had successfully

concealed her state from the friendly eyes of the Bebros. She looked

wretchedly ill, but a cunning shade of carmine relieved her haggardness

and caused her to appear nothing more than interestingly afflicted. When

the pains of hell gat more closely round about her, she forced her lips

into a photographic smile, thereby impressing the motherly Mrs. Bebro

with a sense of her patience under tribulation. It was a gruesome

comedy.

At first pure terror and avarice, bitter resentment of the wrongs Hugh

had done her, and consequent blindness to the imminent peril in which

he stood, had paralysed the moral sense. But later, after she had given

evidence before the magistrates, she knew to the full that she was

playing the most desperate game that ever woman played for money. The

gambler’s instinct kept her mind clear; strength of will saved her from

collapse. Hugh acquitted, all her money would be her own. Everything

would be well. She would seek fresh scenes, blot this nightmare for ever

from her life. Hugh condemned, she would do some mad deed to save him,

summon Anna Cassaba from Syria, cast herself at the feet of the Home

Secretary, surrender her thousands, and--throw herself over Waterloo

Bridge. This was a doom, inevitable, meted out to her, rather than a

scheme which her brain had devised. All the passionate yet stubborn

racial energies of her nature were concentrated upon the supreme effort

of making her last bid for fortune.

It was a fixed idea, focussing the distempered mind and magnetising the

exhausted flesh.

Her last bid for fortune. She had made it. She found herself in Mrs.

Bebro’s carriage, with the motherly lady by her side. How she had been

transported thither from the swaying, reeling court, she did not know.

Mrs. Bebro, with veil raised above red eyes, was holding her hand. Yet

she had a vague knowledge that she had not fainted.

“There, there, it is over now, dear,” said her companion, kindly. “It

has been a trying time for you. We’ll soon get home, now, and a cup of

tea and a lie down will do you good.”

“Yes,” said Minna, hoarsely. “It will do me good.”

“Poor young man,” said Mrs. Bebro. “I nearly cried my eyes out over

him.”

“It is a terrible thing,” said the girl, with set teeth, clenching the

arm-strap with her free hand.

“And I’m sure he’s innocent--poor fellow. I met him once--you remember?

Such charming manners--like a prince. And your poor, dear father so fond

of him too. He can’t have done it.”

“I know he is innocent,” said Minna.

Hitherto Mrs. Bebro had been very considerate in her allusions to the

dreadful topic. But now human nature asserted itself. She was anxious to

sympathise, also to relieve pent-up emotions; for the fascination of

a murder upon those intimately connected with it is intense--it is

a splash of blood upon the grey veil of decorous life, and cannot be

hidden. She took up her parable, discoursed at length, in a hushed

voice, such as she considered reverend upon the Day of Atonement. And

as she talked, in the cramped space of the noiselessly gliding brougham,

the horrors gradually grew upon the girl.

“We must buy an evening paper to see what happened before we got there.

But I asked the policeman, and he said things were going very bad for

the poor fellow. When once I got in, I should have liked to have heard

it all from the beginning. But it would have been too painful for you,

poor dear child, to have done more than just given your evidence. I am

glad you were able to say what you did about him. It may help him.”

“Yes, I tried to help him,” said Minna.

The sides of the brougham seemed to be narrowing upon her, like the

Inquisition torture-chamber. She suddenly thrust out her arms to keep

them off.

“My dear child----?”

The question suddenly restored her balance. But she wanted to scream.

Instead, she uttered a short laugh.

“I was thinking what a screaming farce this would make in hell!” she

said, gutturally.

Mrs. Bebro looked at her enquiringly. The conception was beyond her.

“Yes, I am sure the Evil One must have a hand in it,” she said, at last,

in a tone of assent. “Circumstances are diabolically against him. Oh,

it gives me the horrors to think of it--and how proud and handsome he

looked standing there--as if everyone was the dirt under his feet. Do

you know, dear--about you and him--if he had been one of our people I

could have fancied----”

She broke off. The carriage was blocked at Piccadilly Circus. A

newspaper boy darted up to the open window, flourishing an evening

paper.

“Sunnington murder! latest details!”

Minna threw herself aside onto Mrs. Bebro with a piercing shriek. There

was a rush of startled and attracted bystanders. Mrs. Bebro stretched

across Minna and pulled up the glass. The carriage moved on. She

took the shaking girl in her arms and held her to her bosom, uttering

motherly words of soothing.

But that sudden shriek was the beginning of things. All the rest of

the drive home she lay quite still, continuing the comedy and the

mystification of the worthy, single-minded woman; but in order to do so,

she was forced to keep her gloved fingers between her teeth.

“There, there,” continued Mrs. Bebro, petting her. “Don’t take on so,

dear. We must bear all the afflictions that the Lord sends us. Bear up,

dear, under them, like a Jewish maiden. We will put you to bed, with

something hot and nice to take, and you will sleep and wake up strong

to-morrow.”

And so the good woman went on, seeking to heal the bayonetted body with

housewifely sticking-plaster.

But the girl was too far gone for heeding. The new horrors were upon

her. As soon as they reached the house and had entered, she fled

upstairs to her room, with the black things at her heels.

What passed then, when alone in her room she crouched before her terror,

it is neither profitable nor decent to say. She had been strong up to a

certain point--the goal to whose attainment she had set the marvellous

mechanism of nerves and fibres. It was of her sex not to have calculated

upon the beyond. She paid her sex’s penalty. The inevitable law of

inconsistency dragged her out, a wild, half-mad thing, an hour later

into the street. A hansom cab chanced to have just put down a fare

at the next house. She entered, flung an address at the driver, and a

moment later was being carried through whirling space.

*****

The first day of Hugh’s trial was over. The streets rang with it.

Reports were flashing through the kingdom on a thousand wires. It

was the theme of all men’s talk. A _cause célébré_ convulsing a vast

society. The attorney-general had delivered his opening address. One or

two witnesses had been called; Minna Hart the last.

The prisoner’s prospects were damnably black. His friends regarded each

other with pale lips. In the quiet Hertfordshire townlet two gentle

ladies clung together in awful anguish of soul. The man himself lay in

Holloway Gaol mailed in a pride of steel.

Irene and Gerard sat over their evening meal. She had been in court all

the gnawing day, and now, leaning back in her chair, dressed in a

pink wrapper, a pretty coquetry of happier times, she looked almost

diaphanous in her exhaustion.

“It is no use your not eating,” said Gerard, “you’ll make yourself ill.”

She shook her head.

“I can’t, Gerard. I’ll have some beef tea or something presently. You go

on. You are a man and have a big body to nourish.”

She helped him from the dish in front of her, choosing, in her wifely

fashion, the nicest-looking morsels, and then sat regarding him with her

great eyes, admiring the strength of will that could compel appetite on

so sorrowful an evening. She knew that rejection of food was silly. But

the thought of it turned her sick. “I feel ill,” she said. “I always

prided myself on being strong-minded and above affected, feminine

weaknesses. But now--” she shrugged her shoulders and her lips moved in

a wan smile.

“You had better not come to the court to-morrow, if you don’t feel up to

it,” said Gerard.

“Oh, I should go if I were dying!” said Irene. “It is the least thing we

can do--go and cheer and keep the brave heart in him. For with all your

efforts, dearest, you have been able to do nothing.”

“There was nothing to be done. I did what I could. Couldn’t even get

hold of your famous photograph. He must have destroyed that too. So I

couldn’t trace the original.”

That cold, cruel and exquisitely chiselled face, whose likeness she had

seen in Hugh’s rooms, had persistently assumed the identity of the woman

for whose sake he was maintaining this silence. Even when she doubted

the probability of her conjecture, the mysterious woman gradually

revealed herself as the possessor of those ophidian eyes. They haunted

her night and day. At last she doubted no longer. That was the woman;

she had the face of one who could well see the man that loved her die

before her eyes. As a forlorn hope Irene had set Gerard upon the track

of this photograph. But it had disappeared from Hugh’s rooms. The

disappearance, however, confirmed her certainty.

There was a silence. Gerard went on with his dinner with the steadiness

of a big-framed man who must eat. Irene pressed her hands over her

burning eyeballs and leant forward on the table. She was suffering

greatly.

“Will you be able to bear it--if the worst comes?” she asked, after a

while.

“The worst hasn’t come yet,” he replied, “so it’s no good talking about

it.”

His brow clouded. There was a deep note in his wife’s voice that

troubled him. She noticed the shadow.

“I must not pain you, Gerard. I have only known Hugh for a few years. He

has been your friend all your life. I can’t feel it all as you do.”

“We don’t mend matters by dwelling upon them,” he said. “Besides--if

there really is a woman----”

“Oh, she must be in hell-fire now!” exclaimed Irene, fiercely--“a

foretaste of the future.”

“Yes,” he assented-grimly, “I shouldn’t like to be in her shoes.”

Another silence. This time broken by the rattle and sudden drag of a

carriage drawing up at the front door. A moment later the faint whirr of

the electric bell downstairs.

“Who can that be?” cried Irene, nervously. “Hush, dear! Let me listen.”

She strained her ears, rather overwrought. “It is a woman--if it should

be _the_ woman!”

“Oh, nonsense, Renie,” said Gerard, with a man’s contempt for the

feminine-fanciful.

The maidservant entered.

“Miss Hart, sir, wishes to speak to you.”

“Miss Hart!” echoed Irene, with a shade of disappointment. Then

succeeded quick scorn for the silliness of her fluttering hope, and

natural interest in the visitor’s errand. “What can she want?”

Gerard rose from the table and went out into the hall. It was a broad

passage, softly carpeted, well warmed, furnished with oak settles and

tables, here and there a great indoor plant, all brightly lighted from a

great central cluster of electric globes.

Minna was standing near the door. As Gerard approached, she advanced

hurriedly to meet him--her veil off, her dark hair disordered over her

forehead, her fashionable, befeathered and beribboned hat awry.

“I have come--I want to----”

She stopped dead. Stared at him open-mouthed. He was somewhat

bewildered.

“Yes?” he said, in lame enquiry.

But she stood before him, trembling, uttering little sharp noises, like

a terrier wistful to make his wants known, a horror in her eyes.

“Good God--what is the matter?”

She could not reply. The horror faded into mere helpless fright. She

raised her hands and twitched her fingers, somewhat horridly, in the

air, and continued the little staccato moans.

“Renie!” cried Gerard, sharply. “Renie, come here!”

Irene started at her husband’s summons and ran out into the hall. But as

soon as the girl saw her, she uttered a long, shivering moan and shrank

against the wall.

“What is it?”

“The girl’s got a fit--hysterics or something. Said a couple of words

and then gasped at me.”

“Poor child,” said Irene, touched.

She approached her, but Minna waved her away with unreasoning terror,

and, edging backward, met an oak settle on which she instinctively sat,

and, crouching, continued her inarticulate cries.

“She evidently doesn’t want you, Renie,” said Gerard. “What the devil

shall I do with her?”

“I’ll go away for a minute--you must try and quiet her. I’ll send Jane

to you. Then I’ll come back and see if she’ll bear me to touch her. It’s

hysteria. The whole thing has been too much for her to-day--poor little

thing.”

Irene made one more attempt; but seeing that her ministrations would

perhaps render the girl violent, she retired and sent the maid in her

place. Irene gone, Minna grew less excited, but she trembled and moaned

and was apparently incapable of understanding words. Gerard arranged

some cushions, and the servant administered smelling-salts. On trying to

pull off her gloves, so as to chafe her hands, they found the fingers

of one hand swollen. The kid was cut, and bloody at the edges, where she

had bitten. Gerard left the two women, and, going into the dining-room,

explained matters hurriedly to Irene.

“What the deuce is the meaning of it?”

“She’s overwrought, poor child. Think what a terrible ordeal she went

through in the witness-box to-day. Hugh was very friendly at The

Lindens, you know.”

“Do you think she was in love with Hugh?”

“Perhaps,” said Irene, rather wearily. “But what did she want me for?”

“All hysterical, dear. She knew you were Hugh’s dearest friend. Came to

ask whether you thought him likely to be condemned. Then broke down. You

see what poor silly stuff we women are made of.”

“At any rate, you don’t fall to gibbering like a monkey at the sight of

a snake,” said Gerard, accepting his wife’s explanation. “And now, what

are we to do with her?”

“She won’t let me come near her, or else I would nurse her,” said Irene.

“What do you think?”

“Her cab is still waiting. I could take her home to her friends. Would

it hurt her?”

“No,” said Irene. “It might do her good--the drive; but you--you are so

tired, dear.”

“Oh, Lord, I’d sooner take her away than have her fooling about here,”

said Gerard. And he went back again to the hall.

Thus Minna was restored to the scared and anxious Bebros, who put her

to bed and sent for a doctor. The hysteria, on whose brink she had long

been trembling, had at last engulfed her, and hour by hour she sank

deeper into the abyss, where all the horrors fought for her. But the

significance of her foiled errand did not reach her consciousness.

And that night, as Gerard slept stertorously by her side, Irene lay

throbbingly awake, aching with suspense. The awful peril of the man

whom Gerard loved dulled her reminiscence of the strange visit of the

hysterical girl. It never crossed her mind that the Lord had delivered

her enemy into her hands.

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