CHAPTER IV

Minna Hart was an only child. She had lost her mother early in life,

and had been left to the casual care of a series of governesses, with

none of whom, save one, had she contracted a warmer bond than that

of mutual indifference. For this exceptional one she had conceived

a girlish passion; but as the young lady had disappeared one night,

carrying with her some of her pupil’s most valuable jewellery, Minna’s

love had been turned to hatred, which vented itself afterwards upon all

succeeding governesses. As soon as it was practicable she declared her

education to be finished, and herself to have done with instructors

forever. Whereupon her father, who had as vague a notion of rearing a

daughter as of fighting a line-of-battle ship, brought into the house,

as duenna, his only sister, an elderly, stout, rubicund, black-haired

Jewess of the most orthodox faith. As Minna had never been accustomed

to pay regard to Judaic observances, and only went to synagogue now and

then, in order to show off her new dresses, her Aunt Leah’s interfering

piety maddened her past endurance. Moreover, the good lady, in the

streets, with blowsy face, red roses, gold chain, and a brooch the

size of a dessert-plate, was a sight for gods and men, with which Minna

shrank from being associated. So when Aunt Leah died suddenly, Minna was

inexpressibly relieved. She issued forthwith another domestic manifesto,

in which she announced her intention of leading thenceforward a

perfectly untrammelled and independent life.

Accordingly, she reigned supreme in her father’s house, obeying all her

caprices, bending her servants to her will, or summarily dismissing

the recalcitrant, surrounding herself with all the bodily luxuries that

money can buy--and eating out her young heart in loneliness. Beyond the

strong Hebrew sense of parentage, Israel Hart had little sympathy with

his daughter. She despised his race and loathed his profession.

He felt it instinctively. Her company was an embarrassment. He could

not talk of gowns and laces, of music, picture-galleries and light

literature. The engrossing pursuit of money-making interested her not in

the least. Outside relatives, whose foibles and disagreeablenesses

form so harmonious a household bond, there were not. By the wives and

daughters of his city co-religionist friends his daughter passed with a

sniff of her delicate nose. She would have none of them. Israel shrugged

his shoulders, and beyond insisting on her co-operating with him in

the interchange of a few formal courtesies--ordeals worse than Sabbath

observances under Aunt Leah’s dispensation--left her entirely to her own

devices. In the house, they rarely met, except at dinner. Afterwards,

if the humour seized her, she would play to him for half an hour in the

drawing-room, and then he would go down to his study. Her comings and

goings were of little concern to him. He would have given her a staff of

lady companions, had she desired it; but as she refused to be interfered

with, Israel, with many wonderings as to the strange and hidden ways

of womankind, sagaciously refrained from interference. On one point,

however, he stood firm: when the question of her marriage came up for

discussion, his voice should have considerable weight. But Minna scoffed

at the idea of marriage with such hooked noses and shiny crowns and

puffed cheeks as ventured to come a-wooing, and sat instead at her

window and sighed, poor child, for the prince that never could come. She

lived an aimless, lonely life, wasting her young and splendid womanhood

in a vicious circle of unsatisfied longings. The society of her own folk

she would not. The alien society that she craved would not her. She was

a social leper--the Jew money-lender’s daughter. Yet, on looking inward,

she knew that the leprosy of her wealth was in her heart’s blood. She

could not cleanse herself from it, bathe in the Jordan of renunciation,

go forth into the world and work out her freedom. She had the Syrian

repugnances of Naaman.

Sometimes the palatial loneliness of her home weighed too awfully upon

her spirit. The torture of unsatisfied cravings set all her nerves

jangling. Then she would fly from town, without her maid, and visit at

Brighton her old Syrian nurse, Anna Cassaba, who gave up to her the

best rooms in her house, petted and soothed her, and uttered comfortable

prophecies concerning the prince. Perhaps Anna was the only creature in

the world she cared for. The old woman worshipped her with an Oriental

passion of devotion.

At Brighton, in the intoxication of her liberty and the vainglory of

her beauty, the girl sought adventures, played recklessly with fire.

She learned the languorous witchery of her voice, and it became a wild

pastime to exercise it upon the chance met man. Once a young guardsman

fell in with her upon the Parade, carried her off to dinner. At the

end, she insisted upon paying half the bill. He demurred. She rose and

declared she would walk straight out of the place if he did not

accept with good grace. He yielded the point. They went to the theatre

together, and then for a long moonlight drive along the roast. It was

audacious bliss. She arrived home at two o’clock in the morning.

Anna was sleepless with terror, in spite of a warning telegram. Minna

explained lightly. The old woman lifted up her young cheeks with

tremulous fingers.

“Oh, God, my child--you have come to no harm?”

Minna broke into merry laughter. Only when the prince came would there

be that danger. She would know him in a moment. And she cut the young

guardsman dead in the street the next day, having wiped off his kisses

forever.

But at last came Hugh.

Oddly enough, she met him first in the Merriams’ drawing-room, whither

she had gone with her father in anything but an adventurous spirit.

Some shrewd remark of Hugh’s had caught Israel’s fancy. With the parting

handshake he ventured to express the pleasure it would give him to see

Mr. Colman at The Lindens. The young man sought for a non-committal

phrase of courtesy; but a glance from swimming eyes, half-proud,

half-appealing, brought a quick acceptance to his lips. And that was the

beginning of things.

That Minna Hart and herself came to be on visiting terms was, of course,

Irene’s doing. Her revolt at social cruelties had been fired by the

scant courtesy paid to the Jew financier’s daughter at a large political

garden-party, and her impulsive scorn of convention led her to walk the

next day to The Lindens and call upon the innocent pariah. It was like

many other of Irene’s impetuous deeds of knight-errantry. Gerard had

expostulated, veiling profound distaste under tones of pleasantry. Men

who lent money at the God of Jacob alone knew how much per cent, were

not welcome in a society belonging virtually, if not actually, to the

race of borrowers. It was putting the leopard to lie down with the

kid; setting the calf and the lion and the fatling together, without

any reasonable hope of millennial advantages. But the dawning dismay

in Irene’s eyes and the quiver of protest about her lips had checked

further expression of cynicism. He had given way, even assumed a

magnanimous air of enthusiasm; and with his approbation for lance and

his visiting card for buckler, Irene, a modern Britomart, had set forth

on her quest. It was on Minna and Israel’s return visit that Hugh had

first met them.

At the outset Minna had received Irene’s offer of friendship with

unfeigned gladness. It was the opening to her of that charmed circle

of Gentile society at whose bounds she had stood so long disconsolate.

Indeed, if she had given to Irene a breath of the warmth of her

southern nature, Irene would have taken her to her heart, championed her

triumphantly through the ordeal of prejudice, and the girl’s own beauty

would have done the rest. But to Minna she was indefinite discomfort.

A recrudescence of Jewish pride gained strength from vague, instinctive

feminine jealousies. And then came Hugh. His coming disarranged her

universe. Amongst other phenomena, it froze up whatever kindly feelings

she entertained towards Irene.

This time it was no wilful playing with fire. She flung herself like

a mad moth into the flame. She wrote wild letters to old Anna Cassaba.

“The prince has come. I knew him at a glance. My heart is full of

glowing happiness. I must tell you, to prevent myself crying it aloud.

I cannot sleep. Oh, soon I will bring my prince to you.” The old woman’s

eyes grew dim as she read, as only old eyes can, that look backward and

inward upon tumultuous passion of long ago. But in her wisdom she burned

these letters. It might not be the true prince, after all, she thought.

But Minna doubted not. She had gained her victory; gained it, it is

true, at a price--but her ungoverned passion did not pause now to

consider it. She saw Hugh nearly every day, sometimes at his chambers,

sometimes in quiet meeting-places in the West End, now and then at The

Lindens. She was happy. Her daily hour of sweetness gave retrospective

and anticipatory joy to the other three and twenty. The elaboration of

a distinctive attire for each interview was in itself an absorbing

occupation. The undecided aspect of their relations afforded her, also,

tremulous amusement.

“It is rather sweet, this pretending, isn’t it?” she once remarked to

him.

“What pretending?” he asked, somewhat taken aback.

“This long engagement. As if you are going to make your fortune in two

years! It is quite enchanting. And at the end, I suppose orange-blossoms

and rice, and all things nice. Eh?”

She raised her eyes to his in lazy mockery--they were walking through

the courts of the Temple--and slid her hand through his arm.

“What would you have?” said Hugh.

With a sigh she brought his ear down to her lips, and whispered:

“You--and I’m not going to wait two years for you--but we’ll go on

pretending a little longer.”

“But I am in grim earnest, my Vivien.”

“So am I,” she replied, with a smile.

After this he realised the impracticability of his scheme. Minna was not

one of those sweet future housewives for whom a man works and waits.

There was too much “contagion of the blood” in the matter. Yet he swore

to himself that there should be no irregular union between them, and

that he would not marry her until he had freed himself from her father’s

clutches. But how to raise the money was beyond his power of scheming.

At this stage of embarrassment came the announcement that a son and heir

had been born to his uncle. As far as the value of security went, the

bond in Israel Hart’s possession was so much waste-paper.

A post or two brought a comforting letter from his sisters, two maiden

ladies many years his senior, who lived a gentle life in a little

Hertfordshire townlet. They sympathised with him over this final theft

of his inheritance (the good ladies considered it nothing less), but

assured him that his Uncle Geoffrey would leave him something when he

died. He had hinted as much, some months before, when “apologising to

them for his senile folly.” It was the very least he could do under the

circumstances. Whilst reading this letter Hugh was suddenly startled by

an inspired flash. His difficulties melted. He rose from his breakfast

and walked about the room, settling the details of the scheme. He would

borrow the £5,000 from his sisters on the security of the reversion,

such as it was worth, pay off Hart forthwith, reduce the rate of

interest he was paying--a natural thing, for his sisters would not

accept usurer’s interest--devote as much of his yearly income as he

could spare to a reserve fund, in the event of the legacy not covering

the debt, and marry Minna forthwith. In the event of his own death, he

would leave Minna directions to pay his sisters, so that only in this

contingency would Israel be virtually repaid out of his own pocket.

In any case, his sisters would not be losers. The brilliancy of the

prospect blinded him to at least one fallacy and two unsound premises.

The following afternoon he was at Selwood. His sisters Alicia and Dora,

warned by telegram of his coming, met him at the station and walked with

him, one on either side, through the town. The broad, quiet street,

its breadth oddly exaggerated by the lowness of the straggling rows of

old-fashioned houses, terminated at a common, on the further side of

which stood the church. Amidst a clump of trees near the rectory

glowed the red brick of the house where the two sisters lived. It was a

peaceful and gentle spot, and it seemed to harmonise with their faces,

which bore no marks of greater stress and strain than those occasioned

by their disappointment in a housemaid, and their mild, vague regrets

for the fuller, wedded life that had not come to them.

Hugh looked around, drew in great draughts of the sweet air, and then

glanced affectionately at his sisters. They walked beside him proudly,

holding their heads high. They had gentle but enlarged ideas of the

importance of their family, and Hugh, in their eyes, was the incarnation

of its distinction. The town was not honoured by such a man every day

in the week. They felt the admiring and respectful eyes of Selwood upon

them.

“We were just going to write to you when your telegram came,” said Dora.

“We had better wait until we get indoors,” said Alicia, reprovingly. As

she was five years older than Dora (who herself was ten years older

than Hugh), she considered her sister’s experience of the world somewhat

immature. Hugh laughed, being familiar with Alicia’s habits. They

were, doubtless, about to ask his advice concerning the finances of

the village goose-club, or some such solemn matter which could not be

discussed save with closed doors.

It was only after he had allowed them to refresh him with tea in their

comfortable drawing-room, that he alluded to the tabooed subject. He lit

a cigarette--he could have lit the Queen’s Pipe had he so chosen, for

they indulged him greatly--and enquired in what way he could serve them.

They looked puzzled for a moment. Then Dora’s countenance cleared.

“Oh--the letter we were going to write to you! No. It wasn’t to ask you

for anything. It----”

She looked across at Alicia, who glanced back at her with an air of

intelligence and readiness.

“The fact is, dear Hugh,” said the elder, “we have rather unfortunate

news to give you. Your Uncle Geoffrey is not very well.”

Though he expressed his sorrow, he smiled at the anti-climax. The dear,

fussy sisters!

“In fact, his heart is seriously affected,” continued Alicia, gravely,

“and he can’t possibly live very long.”

“The deuce he can’t,” said Hugh, who began to lose sight of the

humourous aspect of things. “How do you know?”

“We received a long letter from him this morning, in which he refers to

other things besides.”

“You had better let me see it,” said Hugh.

“Would you get it, Dora?” said Alicia, and then, while the younger

sister was fetching the document from a secretaire by the window: “I

don’t bear malice. I am grieved to hear of Geoffrey Colman’s affliction,

and I hope he is prepared to meet his end like a Christian and a

gentleman, but I consider his conduct towards you has been simply

shameful.”

Hugh took the letter from Dora’s hand and read it through.

“I can get on without his money, my dears,” he said, bravely.

“Of course you can,” said Alicia, proudly. “A Colman need not be

beholden to any man. But that does not condone anything in your uncle’s

behaviour.”

He rose with a laugh, curled his moustache to a fiercer angle, and put

his arm round Dora’s shoulder, who was standing, and addressed Alicia.

“What does it matter? Don’t trouble your dear kind heads about it. I’m

sorry for the poor old chap. He was kind to me when a boy--has done more

for me than I ever did for him. I came to see how you two were getting

on, and to comfort my heart with a bottle of grandfather’s old Madeira.

So let us be happy.”

“What a dear, noble fellow you are, to take it like that,” said Dora,

kissing him.

“My dear child,” he replied, with a laugh, “how often am I to tell you

that I am not a graven image?”

He did not feel at all noble. On the contrary, very ignominiously

disappointed. His iridescent scheme had vanished like a soap-bubble.

Geoffrey Colman had intimated, in his letter, with much deprecatory

circumlocution, that, on looking lately into his affairs, he found them

by no means as prosperous as he had imagined; there were depreciations

in lands, unlucky investments, mortgages; in fine, much as he had

desired it, he would be able to do nothing at all for Hugh. And then he

was practically moribund.

Hugh shrugged off the disappointment. To ask his sisters for a loan out

of their comparatively small fortune, upon no security more tangible

than the promise of his brotherly efforts to repay them, was absolutely

impossible. One comfort remained, for which he thanked the god of

chance: the opportune arrival of the letter had effectually precluded

his proposal.

He returned to London, where a sudden stress of work awaited him. But

the briefs of a criminal advocate, chiefly engaged in small cases, are

not marked very high. Moreover, ill-luck attended him. After three

of his clients were convicted, he made desperate efforts to secure

a favourable verdict for a fourth, and his failure roused his

exasperation. His book of poems came out just at this time, to be less

glowingly received by literary journals than the two previous ones. They

complained of tenuity of thought, over-elaboration; advised, finally, a

robuster view, a franker acceptance of the emotional facts of life. He

threw his press-cuttings angrily into the waste-paper basket. What did

the fools know about it? It was the only sphere in which he could divest

himself of his accursed emotionality. He turned to Irene. Yet even her

tribute fell short of its customary wholeness. She noticed a tendency

towards the symbolism of the modern French school in his new volume.

She quoted a line, said it suggested Stéphane Mallarmé. Hugh broke out

tempestuously.

“Why don’t you call me a Decadent at once--an artificer of phrase--an

exhausted idealist? That’s what your criticism comes to. You feel that

I’m on the down grade, and you don’t like to tell me.”

“Oh, no, Hugh!” she expostulated. “Much of it is as exquisite as ever.

But I love all your work to be exquisite. It’s only here and there that

the meaning is not quite clear and the language appears forced.”

She exerted herself to heal his wounded susceptibilities. But her

criticism had sunk deep. It was true. He was on the down grade, in every

sphere. Hampered with debt, losing his hold on the sympathies of juries,

his poetical vein worked out, he saw exaggerated ruin staring him in the

face. He had sowed the wind, was about to reap the inevitable harvest.

The high-spirited man, half ashamed of his life, often loses sense

of proportion. A _Gewitter_--or concentration of bad weathers--as the

Germans appropriately name a storm, had temporarily gathered about him,

and he mistook it for the destroying whirlwind. Meanwhile Minna came to

his chambers, wove her Morganesque spells about his senses, provoking,

seductive, tempting, sympathetic, instinctively bringing him to

the brink of the false depths in her nature, cunningly clinking her

money-bags in his ear.

One afternoon he met Gerard at the club in St. James’s Street, to which

both belonged. They were to dine together, later, with some friends.

The talk had turned to domestic affairs. Irene, not being able as yet to

find a suitable home for her rescued waif, was keeping her in the house;

in fact was growing attached to the child.

“That’s the devil of it,” said Gerard, “when once Irene attaches herself

to a thing, nothing can make her let go.”

“Why should she?” asked Hugh, shortly.

Gerard lay back in his chair and watched the blue wreaths rising from

his pipe. Then he said, slowly:

“There are occasions when it’s awkward. Sometimes I wish Irene were not

so strenuous.”

“Confound it, man!” cried Hugh. “How can you, of all men, disparage

her?”

Irene’s husband looked at him queerly out of the corner of his eye.

“Irene didn’t quite step ready-made out of heaven.

“It’s a precious good thing she didn’t. Otherwise she would not have

looked upon you and me.”

“You’re a poet, my friend, and I’m a philosopher.”

“You’re a married man, I suppose you mean, and I am a damned fool.

You ought to be separated from Irene for a year or two. Then you would

appreciate her.”

“There is no necessity, I assure you,” retorted Gerard, coolly. “And as

for you’re being a damned fool--well, I have known you too long not

to have my own ideas about it. Anyhow, you are growing gunpowdery--not

yourself. What’s wrong?”

“My liver’s out of order,” said Hugh.

An acquaintance came up, and they discussed other matters. But it was

only afterwards that Hugh recognised how near to a quarrel he had come

with his best friend. A less equable temper than Gerard’s might have

flared up in resentment at his angry speeches.

As it was, Gerard seemed to forget the incident, but it aided Hugh to

realise his own irritability.

Shortly before Whitsuntide Minna went to Brighton. Her excuse to Hugh

was the prospect of a colossal male dinner party, given to half the

Hebrew bucket-shop keepers in London. If she remained in town she would

have to play Herodias’ daughter at this orgie. As the only condition on

which she would consent to do this--that she should receive Goldberg’s

head on a charger--was incapable of fulfilment, she was withdrawing from

the scene altogether. But she did not go without Hugh’s promise to join

her during the Whitsuntide recess.

As soon as the courts rose, he went down. It was lovely weather. Minna

looked radiant with youth and happiness. On the evening of his arrival

she sat with him on the same seat on the Parade as had witnessed

the beginning of her escapade with the young guardsman. She thought

thrillingly of the difference between the two experiences. The dusk of

the warm evening was closing round them. From the head of the pier came

the faint, languorous strains of a waltz. She edged nearer to him, laid

her hand on his knee.

“Are you happy that you are here?” The touch and the voice, the perfume

of her hair so close to his face, the distant music, the charm of the

evening, produced their intoxication.

“Minna!” he whispered.

“Yes?”

The girl’s heart throbbed tumultuously. She had waited weeks and weeks

in patience for that note of passion. She hung breathlessly on his lips

for their next utterance.

“I give up the waiting. I might strive till Doomsday. I don’t care.

Anything you wish. Only, soon.”

“Yes, very soon,” she murmured, with an adorable catch in her voice. “At

a registrar’s--almost at once.”

“I’ll give notice to-morrow--Tuesday will be the day.”

He had yielded. There was only one Irene in the world. She was beyond

his reach. The only other woman he desired lay ready to his arms. And

she had money, money, money--the only talisman for happiness in this

world. Yet it was a hateful thought.

Even at this moment he cursed the temptation, fiercely fooled himself

into the conviction that it did not enter into his plans. He loved her.

It was a love match, pure and simple.

“Would you be willing, Minna,” he asked, in a low voice, “to let the

marriage be a secret, until I can put my affairs in order?”

This bramble seemed to catch his honour on its slippery path down hill.

He made the proposal, however, diffidently, lest it might hurt the

sensitive susceptibilities of race and social station. But she broke

into deep, cooing laughter.

“You dear, wise stupid,” she said. “That’s the very plan I have been

dreaming over, night and day, for weeks. And I wouldn’t tell you until I

felt you would agree. I have worked out every little detail.”

“Expound them all to me.”

She brushed his ear quickly with her lips.

“On Tuesday,” she whispered.

Then she rose quickly from the seat and turned gaily, facing him.

“Let us walk about and be proud of ourselves.”

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