LOSS AND GAIN

The ship that drops behind the rim

Of sea and sky, so pale and dim,

Still sails the seas

With favored breeze,

Where other waves chant ocean's hymn.

The wave that left this shore so wide,

And led away the ebbing tide,

Is with its host

On fairer coast,

Bedecked and plumed in all its pride.

The grub I found encased in clay

When next I came had slipped away

On golden wing,

With birds that sing,

To mount and soar in sunny day.

No thought or hope can e'er be lost--

The spring will come in spite of frost.

Go crop the branch

Of maple stanch,

The root will gain what you exhaust.

The man is formed as ground he tills--

Decay and death lie 'neath his sills.

The storm that beats,

And solar heats,

Have helped to form whereon he builds.

Successive crops that lived and grew,

And drank the air, the light, the dew,

And then deceased,

His soil increased

In strength, and depth, and richness, too.

From slow decay the ages grow,

From blood and crime the centuries blow,

What disappears

Beneath the years,

Will mount again as grain we sow.

These rather commonplace verses, the first showing his love for

comrades, the others his philosophical bent, were the forerunners of

that poem of Mr. Burroughs's--"Waiting"--which has become a household

treasure, often without the ones who cherish it knowing its source.

"Waiting" was Written in the fall of 1862. In response to my inquiry as

to its genesis, its author said:--

I was reading medicine in the office of a country doctor at the time and

was in a rather gloomy and discouraged state of mind. My outlook upon

life was anything but encouraging. I was poor. I had no certain means

of livelihood. I had married five years before, and, at a venture, I had

turned to medicine as a likely solution of my life's problems. The Civil

War was raging and that, too, disturbed me. It sounded a call of duty

which increased my perturbations; yet something must have said to me,

"Courage! all will yet be well. You are bound to have your own, whatever

happens." Doubtless this feeling had been nurtured in me by the brave

words of Emerson. At any rate, there in a little dingy back room of Dr.

Hull's office, I paused in my study of anatomy and wrote "Waiting." I

had at that time had some literary correspondence with David A. Wasson

whose essays in the "Atlantic" I had read with deep interest. I sent

him a copy of the poem. He spoke of it as a vigorous piece of work, but

seemed to see no special merit in it. I then sent it to "Knickerbocker's

Magazine," where it was printed, in December, I think, in 1862. It

attracted no attention, and was almost forgotten by me till many years

afterwards when it appeared in Whittier's "Songs of Three Centuries."

This indorsement by Whittier gave it vogue. It began to be copied by

newspapers and religious Journals, and it has been traveling on the

wings of public print ever since. I do not think it has any great poetic

merit. The secret of its success is its serious religious strain, or

what people interpret as such. It embodies a very comfortable optimistic

philosophy which it chants in a solemn, psalm-like voice. Its sincerity

carries conviction. It voices absolute faith and trust in what, in the

language of our fathers, would be called the ways of God with man. I

have often told persons, when they have questioned me about the poem,

that I came of the Old School Baptist stock, and that these verses show

what form the old Calvinistic doctrine took in me.

Let me quote here the letter which Mr. Wasson wrote to the author of

"Waiting," on receiving the first autograph copy of it ever written:--

Worcester, Dec. 22,1862.

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