XXIV

Peter, finding the farmer and his wife at breakfast, told them he was

leaving, and asked that his luggage should be taken to the station. The

station was two miles from the house, and Peter started to walk. He had

turned into the drive, and was passing the last of the farm buildings,

when he ran upon two figures vehemently talking. Their voices troubled

his miserable brooding; but he was hardly yet aware of their presence

before his way was barred. He looked up from the ground and was

confronted with a man visibly blazing with anger.

He looked aside for an explanation, and saw that the man had been

talking with the farmer's granddaughter. She was watching them with

expressionless eyes, but with a cold satisfaction hiding in the line of

her mouth.

"What does this mean?" said Peter, making an attempt to pass.

He looked swiftly from one to the other, recognising his opponent as the

man he had seen talking from his horse in the yard yesterday.

The man struck at Peter with his whip.

Peter caught the blow on his arm, and flung out his fists.

"What's your quarrel with me?" asked Peter.

"Well you know it," said the man.

Peter turned to the farmer's granddaughter. She smiled at him, and he

understood. He was filled with a desolating sense of the futility of

resisting the event.

"I've no quarrel with you," he drearily protested to the man, "why do

you force it?"

"It's late to talk of forcing."

"Forcing? I don't understand."

Again Peter turned to the woman. Her metallic outfacing of his question

flashed the truth at him.

"He knows that you have insulted me."

The words came from her on a low malicious note.

"Are you going to fight?" the man blazed at him, flinging his weapon to

the ground. "Or are you going to take that?" He pointed to the whip

lying between them.

Peter flung off his coat. Standing in the sun, he felt weak and vague.

He swayed a little. He felt he must get away from the intolerable heat.

He looked into the shed beside them, and the man nodded.

They went in and faced each other upon a dusty floor of uneven stone.

The girl sat on Peter's coat, indecently fascinated. The man looked

grimly at Peter's strong arms and professional attitude. But Peter was

faint and sick. He saw his fists before him as though they belonged to

another--white and blurred. Dreamily he realised that a blow had started

upon him out of the grey air. He met it with an instinctive guard; but

he weakly smiled to feel something heavy and strong break through his

arm like paper. Then everything was blotted out.

In a moment the man was kneeling beside him, astonished at the strange

collapse of his opponent. Peter had gone down like a sack, striking his

head on the stone floor. The man had hardly touched him. Indeed, he had

himself nearly fallen with the impetus of a blow which had fallen upon

the air.

He felt Peter's pulse and forehead, awed by his stillness and the stare

of his eyes. The girl was now beside him.

"Quick," she said. "Run to the house. We must get him to bed."

The man looked at her, hard and stern.

"You're a bit too anxious," he said.

"Can't you see? The boy's dying."

He looked implacably into her eyes.

"Let the blackguard lie."

"Fool!"

She almost spat at him, with a gesture of impatient agony for Peter on

the floor.

"You've been lying to me," suddenly said the man.

She did not answer, but he persisted:

"You told me----"

"He did not."

He lifted his hand to strike her. She did not flinch, but said quietly:

"Who's the blackguard now?"

He turned and walked swiftly from the shed. She heard him running to the

house, and took Peter's head on her lap. His lips were moving.

Compassion stirred in her--a sensual compassion, feeding upon her

complete possession of Peter, helplessly at her pleasure.

The man returned with the farmer's cart, and Peter was taken to the

house. A telegram was sent to Hamingburgh, and the local doctor was

called. He said that Peter had had a stroke of the sun. He was in a

raging fever. The farmer's granddaughter was occasionally left with him.

She sat for several hours beside the bed watching Peter's restless and

feeble movements. Sometimes she heard him talking vaguely and softly,

but for long she could catch no syllable of what he said. Again she was

stirred with delicious pity. She put her hands upon his cheeks, and

leaned over his stirring lips for a long hour. Then suddenly she began

to hear what he was saying, piecing his broken words.

He was walking alone in a dark house. It was very dark and quite still

except for the dripping of water into a cistern. Peter always returned

to this dripping water. He was looking for someone, and he stood where

she used to sleep. At last a strange name came to his tongue--endlessly

repeated.

The listening girl drew away from him. She went to the window to get

beyond range of his voice. She was empty and thwarted. The name pursued

her and she turned back to the bed. Maddened by his repeated murmur, she

felt as if she were fighting for a place in his mind. She put her hand

upon his mouth, trying to still the name upon his lips. But she felt

them moving under the touch of her fingers, with the syllables that shut

her out.

She dropped on her knees beside him, becoming a part of his madness.

"Here is the woman you want," she sang to him. Tears of vexation and

jealousy--quick as a child's--started down her face.

"Peter, boy, don't you remember? You came to me, and dropped in the hay.

I sang to you in the dark, and you came."

But Peter stood in a dark house, muttering a name she had never heard.

Now he was striking matches one after another, peering into the empty

corners of a deserted room. Then he spoke of an attic with rafters, and

again of the dripping water.

The girl looked into his vacant eyes.

"Can't you see me, Peter?"

It was someone else he saw: he talked now of her dusty frock and of a

garden where he sat and waited.

The woman by the bed could not come between him and this lovely ghost.

She strained Peter towards her, and put her face to his cheek.

"No, Peter; it's me that is here. Can't you feel that I am holding

you?"

Her pressure started in him another disordered memory. He struggled

against her, and raised himself upon an elbow. His eyes looked quite

through her. He saw her in his brain, but he did not see her in the room

before him. The girl shuddered to hear him struggling with a mirage of

herself. He was back in the loft. At first she thought it was the sight

of her visibly before him in the room that caused him to speak of her.

She drew back, and with a shudder saw he was talking to the air.

"You are not Miranda," he said, accusing the shape of his brain. "She

smiled, but she did not smile like that."

The girl could no longer endure it. She went from the room, and, till

Mrs. Paragon came, the farmer's wife sat beside him.

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