XVII

Peter spent the vacation at home solidly reading and digesting without

enthusiasm the Oxford books. He soon heard from his friends that the

Junior Prior had vanished, and that he himself would be invited to

return. He spent his days regularly between classical literature for a

task and modern literature for pleasure.

Mrs. Paragon gravely listened to Peter's story of his indiscipline. She

did not, of course, find it in any way ridiculous. She brooded upon it

as evidence of Peter's abounding life, and she instinctively trembled.

Peter's energy was beginning to be dangerous.

Peter's uncle flung up his great head and laughed. He made Peter, to

Peter's rage, recur to the story again and again, asking for unspeakable

details. His red face shone and twinkled. He roared with delight.

In the middle of the vacation the author who first had stirred Peter to

intellectual enthusiasm came to Hamingburgh, and talked Socialism to a

local branch of the Superior Socialists. Peter was wrought to so high an

admiration of the art with which the great man handled his audience, by

the clarity, vigour, and wit of his speaking, that he dared at the end

to ask publicly some very pertinent and searching questions. The speaker

could not answer him immediately; but afterwards promised to write to

Peter if Peter would remind him.

Peter thus became one of the fortunate correspondents of an author whose

private letters were better than his published works. Before he returned

to Oxford he already had a small pile, thumbed with continuous reading.

Peter acquitted himself reasonably to the satisfaction of his masters

when he returned to Gamaliel. He wrote without vigour or interest, but

his grim industry saved him from absolute failure. All through the term

he stuck hard at the necessary books, and trained hard for the summer

eights. His spare energy now went into socialist oratory, blue books,

and public speaking. He made sudden appearances at the Oxford Union,

cutting into the debates with ferocious contempt for the politics there

discussed. To Peter the world was very wrong, and it seemed easy to put

it right. He denounced the imbecility of the party game--played in the

midst of so much urgently calling to be done. He drowned his audiences

in terrible figures and unanswerable economy. He extirpated landlords

and destroyed wagery. He abolished the oldest profession in the world as

accidental to a society badly run. Peter became famous as an orator. It

was confidently said that next term he would be given a place on the

Committee of the Union. One evening he was taken by the Proctors,

prophesying from a cart in the Broad. He was fined, ostensibly for

appearing ungowned in the streets at an unlawful hour.

Peter's access of political fervour was aggravated this term by an

unfortunate accident. He sprained a tendon of his leg, and had to drop

out of the boat a few days before the races. The effect of this physical

relaxation was to increase his energy for discontent. For several

blissful days he lay upon his back in a punt upon the Char, happy to be

lazy, to breathe the heavy scent of hawthorn, to be rocked by noises of

water and of voices over the water. Then he began to dream; and blue

books marched in the avenues of his brain, mocking the elaborate

idleness of the afternoon. The week itself of the races forced once

again upon his imagination the contrasts he had seen in London. The

merry pageant of the river, brilliant with summer dresses; the pleasant

evening parties at the Old Mitre where his mother and uncle were

staying; everywhere an expensive and careless life accepted as

normal--these things were bright against a dark background of neglect

and oppression. Peter was now a very serious young man.

His brooding at this time was only lightened during the summer week by

the presence in Oxford of his mother and uncle. There was much to

arrange and to observe. Peter had been afraid of his uncle. How would

his uncle behave among the Oxford people? Peter was not really happy

until he had dined very near Dundoon and his party. The father of

Dundoon was a nobleman with 10,000 acres of urban land. Yet, Peter

cynically reflected, you could scarcely distinguish him from Uncle

Henry. He, too, had a large red face, ate with more heartiness than

delicacy, and talked in an accent entirely his own. Peter breathed more

freely. Instinctively he began a peroration as to aristocracy true and

false, with interpolated calculations as to the possible unearned

increment upon 10,000 acres conveniently near London.

Uncle Henry, of course, had to be shown exactly where the Junior Prior

had fallen; and Peter had to stand by, embarrassed and fuming, while

Uncle Henry rehearsed the scene in pantomime.

Peter was proud and glad to see how rapidly his friends came to praise

and admire his mother. They instinctively felt her strength and peace.

They began at once to confide in her, though her answers were rarely of

more than one syllable. Of all Peter's friends Lord Marbury liked her

best.

Marbury was at this time Peter's nearest friend at Gamaliel. Peter had

met Marbury only this last term. He had one day sat next to a stranger

at dinner. Finding the stranger to be a man of excellent intelligence

Peter had begun vigorously to denounce the aristocracy of England. The

stranger had mildly protested that English lords were rather more

various in character than Peter supposed, and that perhaps they had a

use in politics and society. Peter contested this, overwhelming his new

friend with facts, figures, arguments, and devices for buying out all

the vested interests of the nobility at a reasonable figure. Two days

after, at a college ceremony which required the men to answer to their

names, Peter heard with distaste that a new title was being called. He

looked contemptuously round, and to his dismay saw his new friend rise

in answer. Marbury smiled pleasantly at Peter and chaffed him in the

best of humour.

The friendship rapidly grew. Marbury was all that a man of lively

interest and fancy can be who has mixed from a boy with polite citizens

of the world. He knew all that Peter had yet to learn; but Peter's world

of ideas attracted him as a country unexplored. Peter less consciously

drew towards Marbury as one who seemed, in all but purely intellectual

things, unaccountably wise. He really felt the curb of Marbury's

knowledge of things as they are, whereas Marbury delighted in Peter's

enthusiasm for things as they should be.

Marbury's charm for Peter rested, too, upon his ability to talk in a

perfectly natural and unaffected way of intimate and simple things.

Marbury at once declared his pleasure in Peter's mother. His own people

had not come to Oxford for the races, and he devoted himself almost

entirely to Mrs. Paragon.

"It's pleasant just to carry her mackintosh," he said to Peter one

evening after they had come from the hotel.

"I'm glad you like her."

"Like her?" protested Marbury. "Don't be inadequate. She is simply

wonderful."

Peter asked himself how Marbury had discovered this.

"What have you been talking about all the evening?" he inquired.

"I haven't the least idea. Mostly nonsense."

"Then how do you know she is wonderful?"

"Peter," said Marbury, "sometimes you annoy me. It's true that I haven't

the least idea what your mother thinks about the English aristocracy or

George Meredith. I simply know that your mother is wonderful."

Peter leant eagerly forward:

"I understand how you feel."

"Good," jerked Marbury. "I'm glad you are not quite insensible."

He looked reflectively at Peter, and continued:

"I am almost hopeful about you now that I've met your mother. I cannot

help feeling there must be some sanity in you somewhere. But where did

you get all your nonsense?"

"My father was shot down in the street," said Peter briefly.

"I'm sorry," said Marbury after a pause. "I did not know."

The summer races were run to an end, and only three weeks of term

remained. Peter, physically unemployed, accumulated stores of energy. He

became insufferably violent in conversation, and Marbury, after telling

him to put his head in ice, said he would have no more to do with him

till he no longer addressed his friends as if they were a public

meeting.

That Peter did not that term fly into flat rebellion was due to a lack

of opportunity. For a similar reason he continued to get through another

year between Oxford and Hamingburgh. His weeks at home with his mother

were like deep pools of a stream between troubled reaches. At Oxford

Marbury, with his imperturbable sanity and good humour, kept him a

little in check. They were inseparable. Peter would not again go on the

river. He bought a horse and rode with Marbury through the winter and

spring in the country about Oxford, or sailed with him in the desolate

river beyond Port Meadow. Meantime he gored at his books like an angry

bull, was the favourite hot gospeller of the Oxford Socialists, and was

elected Secretary of the Union as an independent candidate--a fact

recorded with misguided enthusiasm in the Labour press. Peter's first

summer term was the model of the two which followed; and his second

summer term might harmlessly have passed like the first had not Marbury

been called away. Marbury was his uncle's heir, and his uncle was not

expected to live through the year. Henceforth Marbury would have to

spend most of his time upon his uncle's estate. Thus, in the singing

month of May, and in his second year, Peter was left unbridled.

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