CHAPTER XX.

_The Shadow Lies Long_.

What time he was compelled to be in the house, in the few remaining

days before round-up, he avoided Flora or was punctiliously polite.

Only once did he address her directly by name, and then he called her

Miss Bridger with a stiff formality that made Mama Joy dimple with

spiteful satisfaction. Flora replied by calling him Mr. Boyle, and

would not look at him.

Then it was all in the past, and Billy was out on the range learning

afresh how sickeningly awry one's plans may go. As mile after mile

of smiling grass-land was covered by the sweep of the Double-Crank

circles, the disaster pressed more painfully upon him. When the wagons

had left the range the fall before, Billy had estimated roughly that

eight or nine thousand head of Double-Crank stock wandered at will in

the open. But with the gathering and the calf-branding he knew that

the number had shrunk woefully. Of the calves he had left with their

mothers in the fall, scarce one remained; of the cows themselves he

could find not half, and the calf-branding was becoming a grim joke

among the men.

"Eat hearty," they would sometimes banter one another. "We got to

buckle down and _work_ this afternoon. They's three calves milling

around out there waiting to be branded!"

"Aw, come off! There ain't but two," another would bellow.

If it were not quite as bad as that, it was in all conscience bad

enough, and when they swung up to the reservation line and found there

a fence in the making, and saw the Indian cowboys at work throwing out

all but reservation stock, Billy mentally threw up his hands and left

the outfit in Jim Bleeker's charge while he rode home to consult Dill.

For Billy Boyle, knowing well his range-lore, could see nothing before

the Double-Crank but black failure.

"It begins to look, Dilly," he began, "as though I've stuck yuh on

this game. Yuh staked the wrong player; yuh should uh backed the man

that stacked the deck on me. There's hell to pay on the range, Dilly.

Last winter sure put a crimp in the range-stuff--_that's_ what I come

to tell yuh. I knew it would cut into the bunch. I could tell by the

way things was going close around here--but I didn't look for it to

be as bad as it is. And they're fencing in the reservation this

spring--that cuts off a big chunk uh mighty good grazing and winter

shelter along all them creeks. And I see there's quite a bunch uh

grangers come in, since I was along east uh here. They've got cattle

turned on the range, and there's half a dozen shacks scattered--"

"Mr. Brown is selling off tracts of land with water-rights--under that

big ditch, you understand. He's working a sort of colonization scheme,

as near as I can find out. He is also fencing more land to the north

and west--toward Hardup, in fact. I believe they already have most of

the posts set. We'll soon be surrounded, William. And while we're upon

the subject of our calamities, I might state that we shall not be able

to do any irrigating this season. Mr. Brown is running his ditch half

full and has been for some little time. He kindly leaves enough for

our stock to drink, however!"

"Charitable old cuss--that same Brown! I was figuring on the hay to

kinda ease through next winter. Do yuh know, Dilly, the range is just

going t' be a death-trap, with all them damn fences for the stock to

drift into. Another winter half as bad as the last one was will sure

put the finishing touches to the Double-Crank--unless we get busy and

_do_ something." Billy, his face worn and his eyes holding that tired

look which comes of nights sleepless and of looking long upon trouble,

turned and began to pull absently at a splintered place in the

gatepost. He had stopped Dill at the corral to have a talk with him,

because to him the house was as desolate as if a dear one lay dead

inside. Flora was at home--trust his eyes to see her face appear

briefly at the window when he rode up!--but he could not yet quite

endure to face her and her cold greeting.

Dill, looking to Billy longer and lanker and mere melancholy than

ever, caressed his chin meditatively and regarded Billy in his

wistful, half-deprecating way. With the bitter knowledge that his

castle, and with it Dill's fortune, was toppling, Billy could hardly

bear to meet that look. And he had planned such great things, and had

meant to make Dilly a millionaire!

"What would you advise, William, under the present unfavorable

conditions?" asked Dill hesitatingly.

"Oh, I dunno. I've laid awake nights tryin' to pick a winning card. If

it was me, and me alone, I'd pull stakes and hunt another range--and

I'd go gunning after the first damn' man that stuck up a post to hang

barb-wire on. But after me making such a rotten-poor job uh running

the Double-Crank, I don't feel called on to lay down the law to

anybody!"

"If you will permit me to pass judgment, William, I will say that you

have shown an ability for managing men and affairs which I consider

remarkable; _quite_ remarkable. You, perhaps, do not go deep enough in

searching for the cause of our misfortunes. It is not bad management

or the hard winter, or Mr. Brown, even--and I blame myself bitterly

for failing to read aright the 'handwriting on the wall,' to quote

scripture, which I seldom do. If you have ever read history, William,

you must know--even if you have _not_ read history you should know

from observation--how irresistible is the march of progress; how

utterly futile it is for individuals to attempt to defy it. I should

have known that the shadow of a great change has fallen on the

West--the West of the wide, open ranges and the cattle and the cowboy

who tends them. I should have seen it, but I did not. I was culpably

careless.

"Brown saw it, and that, William, is why he sold the Double-Crank to

me. _He_ saw that the range was doomed, and instead of being swallowed

with the open range he very wisely changed his business; he became

allied with Progress, and he was in the front rank. While we are

being 'broken' on the wheel of evolutionary change, he will make his

millions--"

"Damn him!" gritted Billy savagely, under his breath.

"He is to be admired, William. Such a man is bound in the very nature

of things to succeed. It is the range and--and you, William, and those

like you, that must go. It is hard--no doubt it is _extremely_

hard, but it is as irresistible as--as death itself. Civilization is

compelled to crush the old order of things that it may fertilize the

soil out of which grows the new. It is so in plant life, and in the

life of humans, also.

"I am explaining at length, William, so that you will quite understand

why I do not think it wise to follow your suggestion. As I say, it is

not Brown, or the fences, or anything of that sort--taken in a large

sense--which is forcing us to the wall. It is the press of natural

progress, the pushing farther and farther of civilization. We might

move to a more unsettled portion of the country and delay for a time

the ultimate crushing. We could not avoid it entirely; we might, at

best, merely postpone it.

"My idea is to gather everything and sell for as high a price as

possible. Then--perhaps it would be well to follow Mr. Brown's

example, and turn this place into a farm; or sell it, also, and try

something else. What do you think, William?"

But Billy, his very soul sickening under the crushing truth of what

Dill in his prim grammatical way was saying, did not answer at all. He

was picking blindly, mechanically at the splinter, his face shaded by

his worn, gray hat; and he was thinking irrelevantly how a condemned

man must feel when they come to him in his cell and in formal words

read aloud his death-warrant. One sentence was beating monotonously

in his brain: "It is the range--and you, William, and those like

you--that must go." It was not a mere loss of dollars or of cattle or

even of hopes; it was the rending, the tearing from him of a life

he loved; it was the taking of the range--land--the wide, beautiful,

weather-worn land--big and grand in its freedom of all that was

narrow and sordid, and it was cutting and scarring it, harnessing it

to the petty uses of a class he despised with all the frank egotism

of a man who loves his own outlook; giving it over to the "nester"

and the "rube" and burying the sweet-smelling grasses with plows. It

was--he could not, even in the eloquence of his utter despair, find

words for all it meant to him.

"I should, of course, leave the details to you, so far as getting the

most out of the stock is concerned. I have been thinking of this for

some little time, and your report of range conditions merely confirms

my own judgment. If you think we would better sell at once--"

"I'd let 'em go till fall," said Billy lifelessly, snapping the

splinter back into place and reaching absently for his tobacco and

papers. "They're bound to pick up a lot--and what's left is mostly

big, husky steers that'll make prime beef. With decent prices yuh

ought to pull clear uh what yuh owe Brown, and have a little left. I

didn't make anything like a count; they was so thin I handled 'em as

light as I could and get the calves branded--what few there was. But I

feel tolerable safe in saying you can round up six--well, between six

and seven thousand head. At a fair price yuh ought to pull clear."

"Well, after dinner--"

"I can't stay for dinner, Dilly. I--there's--I've got to ride over

here a piece--I'll catch up a fresh hoss and start right off. I--" He

went rather hurriedly after his rope, as hurriedly caught the horse

that was handiest and rode away at a lope. But he did not go so very

far. He just galloped over the open range to a place where, look where

he might, he could not see a fence or sign of habitation (and it

wrung the heart of him that he must ride into a coulée to find such

a place), got down from his horse and lay a long, long while in the

grass with his hat pulled over his face.

* * * * *

For the first time in years the Fourth of July saw Billy in camp and

in his old clothes. He had not hurried the round-up--on the contrary

he had been guilty of dragging it out unnecessarily by all sorts of

delays and leisurely methods--simply because he hated to return to the

ranch and be near Flora. The Pilgrim he meant to settle with, but he

felt that he could wait; he hadn't much enthusiasm even for a fight,

these days.

But, after all, he could not consistently keep the wagons forever on

the range, so he camped them just outside the pasture fence; which

was far enough from the house to give him some chance of not being

tormented every day by the sight of her, and yet was close enough

for all practical purposes. And here it was that Dill came with fresh

news.

"Beef is falling again, William," he announced when he had Billy quite

to himself. "Judging from present indications, it will go quite as low

as last fall--even lower, perhaps. If it does, I fail to see how we

can ship with any but disastrous financial results."

"Well, what yuh going to do, then?" Billy spoke more irritably than

would have been possible a year ago. "Yuh can't winter again and come

out with anything but another big loss. Yuh haven't even got hay to

feed what few calves there is. And, as I told yuh, the way the fences

are strung from hell to breakfast, the stock's bound to die off like

poisoned flies every storm that comes."

"I have kept that in mind, William. I saw that I should be quite

unable to make a payment this fall, so I went to Mr. Brown to make

what arrangements I could. To be brief, William, Brown has offered to

buy back this place and the stock, on much the same terms he offered

me. I believe he wants to put this section of land under irrigation

from his ditch and exploit it with the rest; the cattle he can

turn into his immense fields until they can be shipped at a profit.

However, that is not our affair and need not concern us.

"He will take the stock as they run, at twenty-one dollars a head.

If, as you estimate, there are somewhere in the neighborhood of

six thousand, that will dear me of all indebtedness and leave a few

thousands with which to start again--at something more abreast of the

times, I hope. I am rather inclined to take the offer. What do you

think of it, William?"

"I guess yuh can't do any better. Twenty-one dollars a head as they

run--and everything else thrown in, uh course?"

"That is the way I bought it, yes," said Dill.

"Well, we ought to scare up six thousand, if we count close. I know

old Brown fine; he'll hold yuh right down t' what yuh turn over, and

he'll tally so close he'll want to dock yuh if a critter's shy one

horn--damn him. That's why I was wishing you'd bought that way,

instead uh lumping the price and taking chances. Only, uh course, I

knew just about what was on the range."

"Then I will accept the offer. I have been merely considering it until

I saw you. And perhaps it will be as well to go about it immediately."

"It's plenty early," objected Billy. "I was going to break some more

hosses for the saddle-bunch--but I reckon I'll leave 'em now for Brown

to bust. And for _God_-sake, Dilly, once yuh get wound up here, go

on back where yuh come from. If the range is going--and they's no use

saying it ain't--this ain't going to be no place for any white man."

Which was merely Billy's prejudice speaking.

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